Chapter 39 Won't Make You Drunk, Only Make You Sleep
No one answered, so Lin Xiangwan stopped crying and wiped away her tears. She wanted to live her life as she should. This is the advantage of being a woman like them. Although she is not gentle enough, she is strong enough.
Turning around, she found that Xu Mingfei's eyes were no longer guarded, and he was looking at her more curiously. Lin Xiangwan made a face at her, "Why, are you looking weird at me crying?"
Xu Mingfei did not shrink back in response. Instead, he leaned out his body, stretched out his fingers tremblingly, and gently wiped a handful on Lin Xiangwan's chin. Lin Xiangwan was stunned and found that he had a drop of blood next to his jaw.
The tears were wiped away by Xu Mingfei.
She thought that Xu Mingfei would do something after wiping her tears, but she did nothing. She just retracted her body and rubbed her two fingers against each other, as if she was studying what the watery thing was.
Lin Xiangwan waited for her for a while, but she still had no reaction. Lin Xiangwan had no choice but to continue to remember alone.
Until I have nothing to say.
She and Xu Mingfei had not known each other for a long time. Although they were on good terms, there were only so many things they could talk about. When she stopped with a dry mouth, she looked around the corner... Lin Xiangwan couldn't help but laugh. Xu Mingfei actually fell asleep.
It’s on.
But even when she was asleep, she was still alert, with her arms tightly protecting her chest. It was the most insecure sleeping position.
Lin Xiangwan also felt tired, so he lay down next to her, "Ming Fei, get well soon. Even if you can't live like before, don't torture yourself like this anymore. Don't punish yourself for other people's mistakes. This
Isn't that what you said to me? How could you forget? Get well soon...not for anyone else, just for yourself."
*Staying until late at night, Lin Xiangwan did not wait for a response from Xu Mingfei. She exited the room with some disappointment.
Chu Di was already waiting outside at some point. He lowered his head and didn't know what to think. As soon as he heard her coming out, he immediately went to greet her.
"That's it for today. Let me take a breath and continue tomorrow." Lin Xiangwan rubbed her swollen forehead. She didn't want to think about anything at the moment. She just wanted to throw herself on the big bed and have a good sleep.
But Chu Di didn't get out of the way, "Would you like a drink?"
Lin Xiangwan was stunned, "Are you still in this mood?"
"Didn't you say that you want to drink to relieve your sorrow?" Chu Di's expression was indifferent, and he could not see any intention. However, his words aroused some interest in Lin Xiangwan. Wine... I haven't drank it for a long time. Although
The person in front of me is not a good choice for drinking, but...
Seemingly sensing her hesitation, Chu Di added another clue, "Napa Valley in 2002."
Napavalley's wine can only be considered average among the wines Lin Xiangwan has drunk, but in the year 2002... "Then let's have a glass."
"Don't worry, I won't get you drunk." When pouring the wine, Lin Xiangwan's extremely vigilant eyes made Chu Di dumbfounded. The purple-red liquid with charming pearlescent liquid flowed from the decanter with the movement of his wrist.
It poured out and rippled back and forth in the crystal clear wine glass.
Lin Xiangwan was lying on the table, supporting his chin with both hands. When did he develop the habit of drinking? At first, it was because he drank to relieve his sorrows, right? But later, it slowly turned into a hobby.
Wine is like having its own soul. It can make people forget sadness and pain for a short time. Although I know that drinking to relieve sorrow will only make the sorrow worse, but because it is too uncomfortable, I even think it is just a false moment.
It's relaxing and makes people worry about everything.
"Why did you accept a job like that? Is it just because you can't save face, or do you really like it?" Chu Di knew about Lin Xiangwan's new career as a forensic doctor, but she couldn't understand it. She used to be a doctor because she wanted to cure diseases and save people, but forensic medicine
Although he is also a type of doctor, his definition is completely different. He doesn't know what pleasure it is for her to face different corpses every day.
Lin Xiangwan swung the wine glass to fully wake up the wine, and was not in a hurry to taste it. "It's a good job. You don't have to worry about killing people, and the income is also good."
"Is it because of money?" When she mentioned the word income, Chu Di had to think of many things in the past.
Lin Xiangwan raised the glass and shook it at him, "Don't look at me in this way. I am no longer the girl who could sell everything for money. In fact, there is nothing worth selling. I
I chose forensic medicine more because it makes me feel confident. It is impossible for my hands to return to the stage, but I still want to use them to their full potential. After all, after studying for so many years, I can use them as I please.
What a pity. To be honest, what kind of work I do is not very important to me."
Lin Xiangwan said, taking a sip of wine, and the expression on his face immediately became vivid. "It tastes really good..."
"Living with me isn't so bad, right?" Chu Di looked at her, his eyes were plain but there was an indescribable tenderness in his eyes. She probably didn't know that he looked calm and indifferent, but there was already a huge craze in his heart.
.
It had been so long, so long that he hadn't had such a good conversation with her, and he had almost forgotten the last time they had a completely unguarded conversation.
Some people say that the feeling of longing is like drinking a glass of cold water and then condensing into warm tears drop by drop.
He had waited for her for two years. During these more than 700 days, he missed her every minute and every second. He finally understood what it felt like when she told him that she would rather regret than regret. It turns out that regret is so painful.
a feeling of.
It's like there is a knife buried in your heart. You want to pull it out, but in the end you can only find that no matter what solution you use, it will only sink it deeper and deeper.
Lin Xiangwan.
He dug out the box containing her ashes from the grave again and again. He held it and called her name again and again. His voice was like the howl of a lone wolf in the wilderness, but she
, but can no longer hear it.
He had always thought that he was a heartless person, and he had always thought that he could fall in love with anyone in this world but except her. But now he had to admit that it turned out that he could not fall in love with anyone else except her.
.
In his life, he will only love her.
Even if he died now, she would be the only one in his memory.
Lin Xiangwan sipped the wine from the wine glass like a cat, with a faint blush on her cheeks. Her eyes were moist, looking cunning and bright, "If you drink wine every day, it's not too bad."
.But you can't restrict my freedom, you can't interfere with my actions, you can't use your will to suppress me, and you can't force Ye Nan with me. Ye Nan is my son, my son alone, and it has nothing to do with you. As for you
You and I...you and I are just tenant to tenant."
Although she is a good drinker, her drinking capacity is really poor. She is the type who drinks well without drinking and drinks as soon as she drinks. Although it is only a small half glass of wine, it makes her a little unsteady.
"Do you want to be so heartless?"
"I can only be so ruthless to people like you, otherwise..." Lin Xiangwan only said half a sentence before continuing, "Do you know that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. If...
If you don’t give up hope at the beginning, no matter how bad the outcome is in the end, you won’t be sad.”
"You have so little confidence in me." Chu Di was filled with unspeakable bitterness.
"Mr. Chu, you are really right. I just don't believe you. Once you are bitten by a snake, you will be afraid of the rope for ten years... In view of your numerous criminal records..." Lin Xiangwan felt that something was not right. Why was everything in front of him so strange?
It was shaking, and Chu Di's face became so big? She blinked hard, "You... wine, you said... won't make me drunk."
"It won't make you drunk, it will only make you sleep." After Chu Di said this, he took a step forward and caught Lin Xiangwan's limp body.
"You still say that you don't believe me, why do you want to drink with me if you don't believe me? Aren't you afraid that I will do anything to you? You idiot... go to sleep... sleep peacefully, don't worry anymore, I agree to everything you said..." He said softly
He picked her up and placed a gentle kiss on her forehead, as subtle as a feather's brush. Then he sighed and carried her back to the room.
The moonlight was just right, illuminating the white sheets with a silvery glow. Lin Xiangwan's long hair was plucked out and spread like a classical ink painting. Chu Di sat in front of the bed, looking at her sleeping face, with his fingers on her cheeks.
Caressed over and over again, over and over...
*When Lin Xiangwan woke up, her head felt a little heavy, but other than that, she had no other adverse symptoms. She lowered her head and looked at her clothes. She was neatly dressed, not even unbuttoning her sleeves.
She vaguely remembered that she had a drink with Chu Di last night, but she couldn't remember what happened afterwards.
Nothing should have happened, right? It's not that she has confidence in Chu Di's character, but that he doesn't have the guts to take this kind of thing as a bet, right? If he dares to do anything to her... he must know what to do.
end.
Lin Xiangwan scratched his hair, shook these thoughts out of his head, got up and went to the bathroom.
After taking a pleasant battle bath, Lin Xiangwan was more certain of her beliefs. She was just drunk last night, but nothing else happened. She still had this sense of her own body.
Breakfast had been prepared, but Chu Di was the only one at the table. "Aunt Zhang took Ye Nan to buy groceries. They just left." When Chu Di saw her coming out, he stood up and pulled out a chair for her.
Lin Xiangwan rubbed her wet hair and sat across from him. She actually wanted to ask him if anything happened to her after she was drunk, but seeing how upright he looked, it made it difficult for her to ask. She used to
When he was drunk and crazy, he once vomited all over his car. Last night, nothing like this happened, right?