Spreading his hands, the old scar on the palm has long since turned from the pale and dazzling white to a thin line. People are so tenacious, like weeds. No matter how tragic the wounds on the body are, as long as they live, they will be healed one day.
"It's really funny to say that I knew I had nothing at the beginning, but I always felt that I could win and that what I wanted to do would be successful. Then I just jumped in that day and never looked back until I hit the wall. When I look at it today, it turns out that
The so-called young and frivolous people refer to people like me." Lin Xiangwan said with a wry smile, "I have nothing to lose anymore. I could still fight for my life before, but now I am older and have died once, and I don't even have my life.
If you dare to fight, you can only show off your power in front of your son, but the result..."
"Ye Nan doesn't really blame you, he is just afraid of losing you. You should be proud of having such a son. His feelings for you are not lost to anyone else."
Ye Nan was sleeping well under the shade of the tree, her face was flushed, her eyelashes were trembling slightly like butterfly wings, Lin Xiangwan felt tender in her heart, this was her last waiting, if she could change him to be healthy for the rest of his life, she would give everything.
"What are you going to do next? Do you want to continue to maintain the status quo?" When Xu Yunqi was speaking, the sound of cars passing by was heard in the distance. Lin Xiangwan raised his eyes and saw Chu Di driving Baili Tong in his car and passing by them.
.He was driving very fast, and in the flash of lightning, Lin Xiangwan felt the burning warmth of his gaze.
She shook her head, "We can't go on like this. It's time to make a break."
Some people, once you meet them, will be with you forever; some people, once your love begins, will be irresistible.
But if you really pull out the sword that can only cut off thousands of emotions, all of this, everything, will not be a problem.
Ye Nan was really tired, so she went home to eat some hastily, took a good bath, and went to bed. Lin Xiangwan stayed by his side until he fell asleep, and then withdrew.
Chu Di was sitting in the living room waiting for him, as if she had a tacit understanding. There were two red wine glasses on the coffee table in front of him.
One is not full, and the other is empty.
"I will take Ye Nan to move out of here as soon as possible. Please take care of me during this period. As for Ye Nan's teacher, there is no need to hire those special teachers for him in the future. I think with his strength, even with other teachers
Children can go to school and learn very well. If it doesn't work, it's because they have no connection with Go. I have packed all the luggage. When the moving company comes, could you please open the door for them? Oh, by the way.
As for the door code, you should change it in time..." Lin Xiangwan stood in front of Chu Di without sitting down. She spoke very fast, as if she couldn't wait to finish saying this and then leave quickly.
Chu Di sat in silence until she stopped to take a breath, then he raised his head. The amber wine light reflected in his completely black eyes, which were full of sadness. "Really.
Can’t you think about it again?”
"No...if I keep thinking about it, I don't know what evil thoughts I'm going to come up with. Let's cut the knot with a quick knife and let's break it up." Lin Xiangwan replied softly.
He and she are not husband and wife, but they live under the same roof. They have a feud, but they have given birth to a life together. After these years of experience, their feelings for each other can no longer be described as simple love or hate. Lin Xiangwan
She thought she would be happy when she left here, but in fact, she didn't feel relaxed at all now.
Chu Di nodded clearly, and then let out a long sigh, "I'm not good enough to you."
"It's not this problem, it's that we are really not suitable. You have already tried your best, but in the end it failed. I am also very sorry."
"Don't say such nonsense, like the government's spokesperson." Chu Di raised his hand impatiently, and the fine wine in the wine glass in his palm also shimmered with his movements. He knew that he had done something wrong.
One wrong move and the whole game was lost, but he had no regrets. This is the kind of person he is, impulsive and willful. He had already broken off many sharp thorns for her, but this was still not enough. "I won't say any more.
, but there’s one thing you must know, you don’t have to leave.”
Lin Xiangwan looked at him in confusion, and Chu Di continued, "I am the one who should leave. I dragged you into my life and disrupted the peaceful life of you and Ye Nan. All of this was due to my wishful thinking.
I've caused you so much trouble, and I'm the one who should quit. The water and electricity for the house have been saved for a long time, and the title deed is in the study. It doesn't matter if you want to sell it, but it's best to wait until the economic crisis is over.
Otherwise, the price of the property market..."
"Chu Di, I don't want it. This is your thing, I don't want it." Lin Xiangwan shook his head.
Chu Dixiao said, "Who said it was for you? I left it to Ye Nan. As his father, no matter whether he recognizes me or not, I will always recognize him. This house should be regarded as being given to him."
The alimony for the next few years."
The child didn't like him, hated him, and didn't hide his feelings at all, which made him feel sad and relieved at the same time.
Sadly, he lost his father when he was a child. When he grew up, he kept telling himself that he would be a successful parent in the future and not let his children go through hardships. But in the end, it backfired. Fortunately, his son was very much like him.
He has a lot of ideas at a young age. Even if he is not by his side, he can still be strong and strong when he grows up, and he can take good care of Lin Xiangwan for him.
Lin Xiangwan knew she should refuse, but the determination in Chu Di's eyes made her successfully shut her mouth.
"Lin Xiangwan, how did we get to this point? I obviously want to do everything well, but why do I always mess up? I thought the person who knows you best in the world is me, but why do I let it go every time?
Are you hurt? Is it because I am too stupid, or because..."
"Maybe it's because we are destined to have different fates." Lin Xiangwan said softly.
She met him for the first time when she was eighteen years old. In the blink of an eye, she is now nearly 20 years old. How many decades does a person have in his life? Who can you spend each decade with?
Ten years ago, I didn’t know you, you didn’t know me, and ten years later, we can’t be friends.
So what happened in these long and unforgettable years? Who missed whom? And who changed whom?
Neither of them spoke anymore, and the room was completely silent. There were thousands of lights outside the glass window, and behind each light was a story that was the same but completely different.
"We need to have dinner together after we break up, but I guess you don't want to dine with me. How about this, Lin Xiangwan, give me a hug and treat it as goodbye." Chu Di put down the wine glass, stood up, and stretched out his arms.
arms.
She almost forgot how tall this man was. The way he opened his arms was like a giant dragon guarding the treasure. Everyone hated the dragon because of its ugly appearance, but who knew what was inside it?
Gentle, it has been guarding the little box of treasure for so many years and never left it. It always thought that it was the richest dragon in the world, but one day, when it accidentally opened the treasure box, it found that there was nothing inside.
Give him a hug, think of it as the last reward. From now on, we may never see each other again. It's not that we have never been separated from him, but Lin Xiangwan has an intuition that this time the two of them parted.
, will be for a long, long time.
So she took two steps forward and fell into the man's arms.
He hugged her so hard that her arms were so tight that she could hardly breathe. Her breastbone ached with pain, as if she was about to be crushed by a life force, as if she was about to be rubbed into her body.
"It's a pity that it's not you who accompanies me to the end." Chu Di sighed softly in Lin Xiangwan's ear. Lin Xiangwan was stunned and said, "That's better than it's a pity that it's you who accompanies me to the end."
Chu Di laughed softly. Lin Xiangwan thought he was going to say something, but he said nothing. In the next second, he resolutely let go of her, as if she suddenly turned into a piece of coal.
, if you hold him for just one more second, he will be burned to pieces. Then Chu Di quickly walked up the stairs without even looking back.
When Lin Xiangwan woke up the next morning, Chu Di had already left.
In one night, he took away everything in his house that was related to him and had traces of him on it.
When Ye Nan woke up, he also felt some changes in his home. It wasn't until breakfast was brought to bed that he hesitantly asked Lin Xiangwan, "Is he really... gone?"
Lin Xiangwan put the fried eggs on his plate and replied expressionlessly, "Yes, from today on, only you and I will live here."
"Then we won't move back?"
"I won't move. It's a lot of trouble to move around. Besides, this place is closer to your school and there is a chess room upstairs. We will all live here from now on."
"Then can I have the room upstairs next to the terrace as my bedroom?"
"Of course, you can stay in any room you want."
The child cheered and rushed up the stairs, shouting how he wanted to arrange the room. He was so excited that he didn't even finish the omelette on the plate. Lin Xiangwan looked at his cheerful expression and told herself over and over again in her heart.
, as long as Ye Nan is happy, she is willing to do whatever she is asked to do. She doesn't care where Chu Di will stay after leaving here, nor is she worried about whether he will sleep in the open from now on, let alone whether his injuries will
Exacerbated by displacement.
She told herself that this was the best arrangement, the best ending, the best...
the best……
the best.
Time passed by and two months passed. During this period, Lin Xiangwan never saw Chu Di again.
Although I didn't see him, several small and medium things did happen around Lin Xiangwan these days. One thing that was extremely exciting was that Bai Jing woke up. After lying down for so long, everyone was paying attention to her.
After losing confidence, she suddenly woke up. It was a pity that Lin Xiangwan could not meet her, because when she rushed to the tea house, Mr. Long had already taken Bai Jingyuan away. Lin Xiangwan was disappointed.
She still felt happy, at least she had friends beside her who were truly happy, which gave her more or less confidence in living in this hard life.