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Chapter 74 Would you be sad if it was me who died?

"Senior brother, I want to see him, please make arrangements."

"Why are you doing this? Things have already happened, and he..."

"Brother, please trouble you." Lin Xiangwan emphasized his tone and interrupted Shen Shijun expressionlessly, "If it is inconvenient for you, I will find someone else."

Even if Shen Shijun doesn't help her, she can still find him. But...

Only Lin Xiangwan knew in her heart how much she didn't want to see him, but she had to see him. She had something to ask him. After knowing him for ten years, she had never had such an urgent desire to see him.

Shen Shijun knew that talking more would be useless, so he had no choice but to nod his head and said, "If you must meet him, just meet him. He is downstairs."

In the high-end ward of the municipal hospital, the corridors are also quiet. Young and beautiful professional nurses wearing tailored uniforms disappear and appear in the corridors.

Chu Di lived in a single room. When he opened the door, there was a whole floor-to-ceiling glass window. The autumn sunshine filtered in gently. He was half lying on the hospital bed, with his eyes closed and the nurse was inserting a needle into his blood vessel.

The young girl had probably seen him on a financial magazine before, with a faint smile on her face, so she asked him about tidbits in the financial world while busy with what she was doing. Chu Di didn't say much,

But every word he said could make the little girl laugh for a long time. In Lin Xiangwan's opinion, this warm and eye-catching scene could be used as a promotional advertisement for the hospital to show to the world.

"Be careful not to get wet. If you need anything, ring the bell." After finishing what she was doing, the nurse left the room. When she saw Lin Xiangwan, she was slightly startled, "Who are you? Family visit.

It won’t be until after three o’clock.”

"I'm not his family member. I have something to do with him." Lin Xiangwan's voice was cold. Chu Di suddenly opened his eyes and looked at her, feeling that his heart was about to freeze.

"Ms. Nurse, this is my friend. Please be accommodating."

Although the little nurse was not happy, her heart softened when she saw Chu Di's half-pleading eyes. She turned her head, snorted softly, and passed by Lin Xiangwan.

The afternoon sun stretched her figure extremely long. She stood at the door, looking forlorn and sad. Even the air around her became cold and lonely because of being contaminated by her breath.

"Are you... okay?" Chu Di spoke with difficulty, her voice seemed to be stuck in her throat and she couldn't come out.

Lin Xiangwan did not answer, but raised his head and looked directly at him.

The center of her eyes was a beautiful amber color, like a puddle of unsettled honey, but it made him uneasy at the moment. She didn't say a word, but Chu Di could clearly hear the resentment in her heart.

She hated him because of another man.

Words can lie, but eyes cannot. He remembered her look like this, at her father's funeral, in the corridor where she met him again.

"Xu Yunqi..."

"Don't say his name. You don't deserve to say his name. His name shouldn't be spoken by someone like you." Lin Xiangwan said coldly, his eyes still glued to Chu Di.

"If you don't mention him, then why did you come?" Chu Di's heart hurt.

Lin Xiangwan took a step forward, "I just want to ask you, do you have a heart? Will it hurt you? I have been wanting to ask you since a long time ago, but I never had the chance. At first

I'm afraid of you, I'm afraid that asking such a question will get me into trouble. Later, I hate you, I wish you would die, I wish I had never known you. Your answer is very important to me.

For me, it’s not important. But now, I don’t know how I feel about you. We have known each other for ten years, but I never seem to understand you, Chu Di,

Do you have a heart?"

She was so close to him, so close that he could grab her just by stretching out his hand, but Chu Di felt that she had never been so far away from him.

"You asked me such a question because of another man. Lin Xiangwan, is your brain broken?" Cong Cong's anger began to ignite in Chu Di's chest. If he didn't have a heart, what could he do?

Would he make himself so embarrassed? If he had no heart, how could he be where she is today, and who he is today?! If he had no heart...

All this should have ended long ago, right?

"You ask me such a stupid question just because you feel guilty. Don't you know that the solution I gave at that time was the most beneficial to the three of us? If Xu Yunqi doesn't close that door, the three of us will die.

Personally, if he had passed away later, the result would have been the same! You clearly know that what I did was not wrong, but you are questioning me now? Why? Just because he is dead and I am alive? Then let me ask you, if we change

Where is the position? If it was me who died that day, would you question him for this?!"

She won't.

She may distance herself from Xu Yunqi from now on, and may not consider him a friend anymore, but she will never press him like this. Because to her, Xu Yunqi is not that close to him.

She couldn't explain clearly what kind of relationship she and Chu Di had now, so far away yet so close.

Perhaps it is easy for us to be unscrupulous towards those close to us, just because we have their love, we can forget about it, and only regret it when the love becomes cold and lost.

Lin Xiangwan bit her lip and said nothing, but her expression said everything. She also knew that Chu Di was right. Xu Yunqi was injured at that time, but he did not lose the ability to move. Three people died, or one died.

This is a simple multiple-choice question that no one can choose wrong.

But she just couldn't forgive. Maybe if it were another person, she could forgive it, but this person was Chu Di... She couldn't help it...

"Just because I have done something to hurt you, no matter what I do now, it will be wrong? Just because I was a bastard in your eyes, so I have nothing to do, even if I am alive, let

Do you feel tired of your eyes? Lin Xiangwan... You asked me if I have a heart, but I want to ask you, what is your heart made of? I have tried my best to make up for the mistakes I have made, but why do you

But you didn't even give me a chance? Even if he is a heinous criminal, the court will give him a chance to appeal, but what have you given me? In addition to constantly pushing me away, pushing me away, using various methods

Apart from pushing me away, what else have you done? The only mercy you gave me was just to destroy me in the end. Where is your heart? What's wrong with your heart?"

There are some things that give you a headache when you think about them too much, but when you think about them, you feel heartbroken.

Chu Di had never said it clearly like today, because in his heart, he always owed her.

Because I owe her, and because I love her, I tolerate all her willfulness and indifference.

But this time, he no longer owes her anything.

"I..." Lin Xiangwan wanted to explain, but when he opened his mouth, he didn't know what to say. Chu Di closed his eyes in exhaustion, "You go out, I don't want to see you again, and I don't want to hear from you anymore.

"Voice, if you think what I said is wrong, it doesn't matter. We have different paths and we don't work together. I don't want to be so tired, and I don't want to make myself so humble anymore."

He used to be a high-ranking person, and one look at others would make people feel cold all over. But in front of her, he restrained all his pride and was willing to be humble. But now, he doesn't want to.

Because he knew that no matter how much he paid, she would just be indifferent. Such fatigue was like climbing mountains and wading through rivers to reach the utopia in his dreams, only to find that there was just another desert. He was extremely desperate.

Lin Xiangwan left the room at some point, almost staggering as he left. Normally, Chu Di might have felt distressed by this, but now, he just felt tired.

I was so tired that I didn't even want to open my eyes, and I wished I couldn't sleep for a long time.

I don't know how long it took, but the door was opened again. He opened his eyes and saw Shen Shijun standing at the door.

"Mr. Shen, are you here to see a joke? Sorry, you're a little late." Chu Di had returned to his normal state at this moment, with a calm and indifferent tone that made it impossible to see the torment and bitterness in his heart.

Shen Shijun lowered his head to flip through the medical records hanging in front of his bed, "You are always like this, and there is no way. She has always been stubborn. It's not that you don't know... why should you... you really don't plan to tell her about this How serious are your injuries?"

"If she really cares, she will definitely ask. But she has been here for so long, and apart from saying some words that hurt my heart, she doesn't care about my life or death at all. Why should I waste my time telling her about such a person?" Cong Lin As soon as Xiang Wan entered the room, and until she left, she didn't even ask him if he was injured. Couldn't you see that there were still traces of fire on his face?

Or in her mind, a hard-hearted person like him, whose body is made of fine iron, will never die, get hurt, or feel any pain?

But she forgot that no matter how strong he was, he was still a human being. As long as he was a human being, he could not escape life, old age, illness and death.

"But she will know that you have become like this sooner or later. You just want her to blame herself, right? Mr. Chu, you are angry now, so you will say these things, but you are not really willing to make her sad. , right? Others don’t know about me, my junior sister, but don’t you understand? She has always been stubborn and soft-hearted. If you treated her like that before, she couldn’t bear it in the end..."

"It was before. Now that her wings are hardened, she can no longer use me. She wants to kick me away. How can she still care about me and tolerate me? Mr. Shen, I am not as well-educated as you. I know there is no hope." , I can always be patient and wait. My patience has been exhausted by her. Even if she regrets it one day, it will be useless. The words that are said and the water that is thrown out are always the hardest to take back. I have always been stingy. , it will never be possible for me and her in this life!"


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