"What did you say? Mother Chu? What happened to her?"
Lin Xiangwan looked at Shen Shijun with a white face. She heard every word Shen Shijun said clearly, but she didn't believe it.
She always thought that a woman with strong vitality like Chu's mother would never die. Even if she died, she would not die.
"The obituary was published in the newspaper last week and was also broadcast on the evening news, but you were taking Ye Nan out for fun at the time, so it's normal that you don't know."
The Chu family is no longer what it used to be, and it is no longer the focus of everyone's attention. If such a big event as Mrs. Chu's death was placed in the past, it would have been stirred up by people, but now it only occupies a newspaper the size of a piece of tofu.
, tell the world.
If Chu's mother had not spoken out before she passed away, and if Chu Di had not turned around and bowed to her, then the real estate and some overseas funds she owned would have been burned or donated to a welfare home.
What will be left to Chu Di, I'm afraid even the tofu cubes won't appear.
Among wealthy families, it is not uncommon for brothers to fight and fathers to kill each other, but this is not the case with the Chu family.
Lin Xiangwan knew that Chu Di and Chu's mother had a deep and extraordinary relationship. The current situation was only because of her own interference. Without her, Chu Di would be the most filial son in the world, and
Mother Chu is the most loving mother in the world.
"The funeral...he didn't go to it?" Lin Xiangwan's mind was in a blur. The news of Chu's mother's death was too shocking for her, and she needed time to digest it.
Shen Shijun shook his head, "As far as I know, no. With his injuries like this, even if he wants to go, it's probably not realistic. The hospital won't let him risk his life again."
He couldn't even attend his mother's funeral? Now it seems, who of them is more ruthless? Who is more miserable?
If this matter had happened a few years ago, Lin Xiangwan would have been afraid that she would wake up laughing even in her dreams, but now after experiencing so much, she can no longer laugh.
This war, which started out in the name of love, ended miserably for both families. No one benefited from it, and no one was able to escape unscathed. Everyone was hurt and everyone was defeated. Ye Nan grew older day by day.
As she grew older, she understood more and more the nature of a mother who wanted to protect her child. For Ye Nan, she would do whatever it took. But back then, Chu's mother just did what she thought was right.
At this point, the worst thing she can do is still have Ye Nan by her side, trusting and supporting him unconditionally, but Chu Di...
A lonely person.
He really has nothing but money. And that money will be used up little by little by the huge postoperative treatment.
Her healthy body, proud dignity, and loved ones she could rely on were all taken away by her own hands.
Just like the oath she made in front of her father's grave, she wanted him to feel the pain she felt that day, the pain of her skin, and then return it to him a thousand times or ten thousand times! She finally did it, but she
There is no joy at all of success.
There is nothing but loss, sadness, and full of regret.
"He is completely passively resisting treatment now. It seems that he is planning to give up on himself. If you have time, stay with him more. If you can rehabilitate early, the possibility of recovery will be greater. But with him acting like this
If the delay continues, anything may happen." Shen Shijun said, patting Lin Xiangwan's shoulder heavily with a very heavy tone.
"Senior brother is trying to persuade me to reconcile with him?" Lin Xiangwan smiled bitterly. The world is changing, everyone is changing, she has changed, and Shen Shijun has also changed. Once upon a time, he hated the relationship between Lin Xiangwan and Chu Di the most.
Together, when he saw the two of them getting close, he was nagging her, fearing that she would suffer from this man again, but now...
Shen Shijun sighed, "It's up to you two to reconcile or not. I just stand as a doctor and think about the patient. The only one who can help him now is you. To put it bluntly, he has already
If you give up on yourself, this person will be really ruined. I used to reject him as a love rival, but now..." Shen Shijun smiled, "You can't be separated, right?
After he did these things to you, can you let him go? Do you really pretend that nothing happened? Let him fend for himself?"
"Awan, you are not such a cruel person. You can't do this kind of thing."
Chu Di really had nothing for her. He had lost all the pride that a man in his thirties could have. When he made this decision, he did not hesitate at all, otherwise Lin Xiangwan would not be able to do it all.
Standing here in total shadow.
"Senior brother doesn't support me anymore? What should I do in the future?" Lin Xiangwan looked up at Shen Shijun. She looked pitiful, like a lost child who didn't know where to go or which direction to go.
If you continue walking in the direction of the home in your memory, where will you end up?
This time, it was Shen Shijun's turn to smile bitterly, "You can only rely on yourself from now on. Senior brother can't make up your mind. Chu Qiu did do a lot of unscrupulous things in the past, but to be honest, he is treating you now
, I really can’t say anything, even I feel inferior to myself, so I can’t stand to say bad things about him.”
If a person can risk his own life to change your life without even thinking about it, what reason do you have to doubt whether he really loves you?
If it's not love, what kind of emotion can it make people so crazy and impulsive?
"Think about it carefully. You are not young anymore. You must make some decisions that need to be made. Don't procrastinate. My little junior sister has never been an indecisive person, let alone deceiving herself."
After Shen Shijun finished speaking, he went out for ward rounds, leaving the office to Lin Xiangwan so that she could think quietly.
If there is no doubt that he loves her, then what kind of feelings does he have for Chu Di?
How will you deal with a man who has occupied the most important ten years of your life?
How do you express your feelings to him that you dare not love but cannot leave?
*
Chu Di was taking a nap, and the glucose water was mixed with a light dose of analgesics, allowing him to temporarily get rid of the pain.
He had lost a lot of weight, and a green stubble appeared on his chin, making him look as if he had suddenly aged more than ten years.
Between the eyebrows, there is a heavy "Chuan" pattern, which cannot be loosened even if you are asleep.
Lin Xiangwan sat next to him, his palms exposed unconsciously by the thin quilt, and the back of his palms was covered with a thick layer of gauze because of burns.
"Awan..." He murmured in his sleep, calling her name all the time.
Lin Xiangwan felt inexplicably sad and wanted to smooth out the lines between his eyebrows. Her hands were hanging in the air, but she couldn't put them down.
There are also burns on his face. Lin Xiangwan knows that burns are the most difficult to treat. Even if they are healed, they will leave ugly scars. Although Chu Di is not a handsome man, when he stands in the crowd
, has always been outstanding and the focus of women's attention, but after this experience, everything is unknown.
Many people cannot survive the rehabilitation period. The healthier a person is, the less they can accept that from now on they can only sit in a wheelchair, unable to run, walk, or even stand up.
Many patients commit suicide during rehabilitation because they cannot face themselves with their limbs mutilated.
"Can you hold on? If I stay by your side, can you hold on? Keep on living, even if life is difficult and everything goes unsatisfactory, you will still live tenaciously? Can you?" Lin Xiangwan said softly.
Grabbing Chu Di's uninjured little finger, "If you can, I'll stay, okay?"
Her voice was soft and almost inaudible. Even if Chu Di was awake, she might not be able to hear her clearly. However, Chu Di gently twitched his eyelids in his sleep, as if responding to her.
Lin Xiangwan didn't see his actions, but continued to whisper, "Now there are only two of us. My parents have passed away, and so have your parents. Can the love and hate that belong to them follow them?"
You left and disappeared? I may not be able to respond to you, but I am a good caregiver. I can take care of you. If you can persist, I will never let go. You see, Bai Jing has recovered, and you can do the same.
Come, I will do my best to help you, and I will not leave until you recover. Do you think this is okay?"
"No need. You can leave now." Chu Di woke up from his sleep and when he saw Lin Xiangwan, he felt happy. But when he heard Lin Xiangwan's words clearly, all the joy turned into disappointment, "
I don't need your pity, Miss Lin, please disappear from my eyes immediately."
She will not leave until he recovers. But what happens after he recovers? She is about to leave? What he wants is not a 24-hour caregiver, what he wants... She knows everything, but she never
Refuse to give.
She didn't even tell him a lie.
Lin Xiangwan didn't expect that he would wake up at this time, let alone that he would reject her so forcefully. She felt a little hot on her face and explained hurriedly, "It's not pity. You have done so many things for me. I
I also want to do something for you."
"Is that an exchange? This is even more unnecessary!" Chu Di's face became even more ugly, "Do you think I want to be like this? If I knew that my end would be so miserable, I wouldn't risk my life to save you!
Miss Lin, what does your relationship have to do with me? Is it worth paying such a high price? I, Chu Di, made a mistake and ended up like this. I am unlucky! I don’t need you to be hypocritical here!"
His voice was very loud, and it looked like he was really angry. Lin Xiangwan didn't know which of his words had offended him, but seeing his chest rising and falling violently and his breathing rapid, she felt very uncomfortable. What a powerful person he used to be.
A person can scold her to pieces every time he speaks a few words, but now before she says anything, he has forced himself to this point.