Chapter 81 He was the one who wanted to drive you away and kill me
When Lin Xiangwan rushed home, the two children had been isolated.
Chu Hao was squatting behind the sofa in the living room. His face was covered with tears. There was a big bag on his forehead that had been smashed out of the wooden box containing the chess pieces. His clothes were also torn to pieces. He saw Lin Xiangwan.
He walked over and let out a sad whimper like a small animal, but said nothing, not even a complaint.
He actually didn't understand why Ye Nan suddenly became furious. A second ago, he had introduced him to his friends in the chess room and told them to get along well with him, so several younger children gathered together
Together, they used Go to spell out various patterns on the chessboard. A child asked him what his name was. He just spelled his name on the chessboard. When Ye Nan saw it, he asked him, "What are you doing?"
Your surname is Chu? Are you Chu Di’s child?
Chu Hao remembered that when he was at Ji's house, he often heard people mention Chu Di's name, saying that he was his father and should take care of him, so he nodded.
Then Ye Nan suddenly jumped up like an angry lion.
The chess pieces falling like raindrops on him didn't actually hurt very much, but Chu Hao felt very uncomfortable. Ye Nan was the first friend he made and he cherished him very much.
But now it seems that this friendship is coming to an end.
"Does it hurt?" Lin Xiangwan took him out of the corner and asked, touching the big red envelope on his head.
Chu Hao shook his head, "No...it doesn't hurt at all. Aunt Lin, please don't scold Brother Xiaonan. He didn't hit him this time, I accidentally touched it."
This child is still speaking for Ye Nan. Seeing him being wronged but not daring to speak out, Lin Xiangwan felt extremely uncomfortable. Aunt Zhang was already on the way here and told her the whole story over the phone. Lin Xiangwan
Wan did not expect that Ye Nan would be so furious after discovering Chu Hao's identity. He was her son, and she knew that he was not a trouble-making child, but as soon as the Chu Hao family was involved, he would not be able to stay calm.
.
"Aunt Lin, why did Xiao Nan say I was a liar... a thief? I, I never took his things. Those toys were given to me by him... I didn't take them myself." Chu Hao still doesn't understand Ye Ye.
Why did Nan fall out with him? He knew in a daze that he had offended Ye Nan, but he really had never secretly taken anything that belonged to Ye Nan. He knew that he could stay in this home now, which was enough for him.
It was an extremely lucky thing. He didn't dare to expect anything more, let alone steal anything.
Lin Xiangwan wiped the tears from his face, covered the big bump on his forehead with an ice pack, and said softly, "It's not your fault, it's his fault. Don't be angry with him. Auntie will teach you a lesson later."
Him, ask him to apologize to you. This matter has nothing to do with you, so don’t take it to heart, you know? After a while, you will forget everything about today, and you will still be good friends, okay?"
"Yeah. I'm not angry. Brother Xiaonan is very good to me. I won't be angry with him." Chu Hao sobbed, but his face was firm.
After coaxing Chu Hao to stop crying and asking Aunt Zhang to take him to wash his face, Lin Xiangwan stood in front of Ye Nan's room with a headache, his hand on the door panel, and he didn't dare to knock for a long time.
I don’t dare, that’s right, I just don’t dare.
Although Ye Nan was wrong about what happened today, in the final analysis, she was still wrong. She should have told Ye Nan the truth on the first day Chu Hao came home, but she...
She couldn't speak. She always felt that she owed this child. The thing between her and Chu Di was the most affected and hurt by Ye Nan. She had promised him over and over again that she would never pay attention to that man again in this life, but...
…
She broke her promise again.
She couldn't leave Chu Di alone. If she ignored him, he would be really ruined. She was his last hope and his last medicine.
If she was cruel and ignored him, he would be dead.
Many years ago, when she thought about his death, her whole body would tremble, not because of fear, but because of excitement. But now, when she thinks about his death... there is a corner in her heart that makes her ache.
It's not thrilling, and it's not life-threatening, but it's like a toothache that makes you unable to live in peace, night after night, without being able to sleep.
"Ye Nan... open the door. It's mom. I want to talk to you." Lin Xiangwan took a deep breath and tapped her fingers on the door panel.
After a moment of silence, the door lock clicked softly.
Ye Nan opened the door and stood at the door. His eyes were red and there were red scratches on his face. He tried hard to look very strong, as if he had never cried, but his trembling lips and
The tears remaining in the corners of his eyes still revealed his secret.
"He...he is his child!! You said you would never pay attention to him again!! You lied to me! You brought his child home! I...I was so good to him, I gave him all the toys
Him, I asked him to read my book and take him to meet my friends!! But he is a liar!! His last name is Chu!! He is not your colleague’s child at all!! You lied to me too!!” The child shouted hoarsely
Yelling, the feeling of being deceived by his relatives made him feel ashamed and angry. Seeing him shouting to himself with his face turned red, Lin Xiangwan couldn't tell how uncomfortable he felt.
"Okay, it's true that I did something wrong in this matter. Xiao Nan, can you forgive my mother once? Chu Hao has nothing to do with our affairs. He is very pitiful. His mother has something to do so she can no longer take care of him. He will not last forever.
Staying at our house, just borrowing..."
"It's not even possible to borrow!! His father is a big liar, and he is just a little liar!! He lives in our house today, and his father will come to live tomorrow too!! By then you will be just like before!! In addition to making you sad, he
What good things have he done to make you cry? Why do you have to be with him!"
Faced with Ye Nan's questioning, Lin Xiangwan couldn't explain to him. At his current age, he couldn't understand what this long ten years of entanglement meant to her. Her life was filled with Chu Di's
The name, and only this man's name, was unforgettable to her.
Some people say that when one day you can say with a smile the things that once made you cry, then it means that you have really grown up and learned to let go.
But she could never, never do it. She could never say those memories with a smile.
That was the most important and darkest moment in her life. She didn't want to tell Ye Nan. If she could, she hoped she would never tell him what she had experienced. Betrayal by everyone, or just one person's scheme. She hoped that he would never tell him.
Never know.
"Why doesn't Mom say anything? What Mom promised me, why doesn't it count? We made a check. You can marry whoever you want, godfather, Uncle Xu, they are all good people, why not choose them? Why didn't Uncle Xu choose them?
He doesn’t come to the house anymore? He promised me that he would teach me Sanda, but why doesn’t he come? Is it because mom won’t let him come?” Ye Nan asked while holding back tears. “Why doesn’t mom get along with Uncle Xu? Uncle Xu has
How can I not compare with him?"
Lin Xiangwan opened his mouth and answered with difficulty, "Uncle Xu...maybe he won't be able to come here again."
"Why?" Ye Nan's voice became extremely soft. He seemed to have expected something, but was not sure.
Lin Xiangwan looked at him for a long time, and then said, "Because he... he went... to a very far away place."
"..." Ye Nan's lips trembled slightly. It took him a long time to digest Lin Xiangwan's words, "I am not a child anymore. He can't come because he is dead, right? His death,
Is it related to the family named Chu? Where does mom spend her time these days besides going to work? Aunt Zhang makes a lot of stews, but she has never eaten them at home, where have they gone?!"
Lin Xiangwan took two steps back. Faced with Ye Nan's question, she couldn't answer. It turned out that the child had noticed everything. He didn't say anything, just because he didn't want to tear the last window paper.
"He...yes, that's right. I've been with him recently when I haven't been at home, but you have to listen to my explanation. Ye Nan, Mr. Chu is injured..."
"I won't listen!! Why wasn't he the one who died?!" Ye Nan suddenly burst out with a scream, and the young man's high-pitched voice rushed through the eardrums and penetrated straight into Lin Xiangwan's heart.
Lin Xiangwan's heart tightened, "Shut up! He is your father! I don't allow you to say that about him!"
"He's not! He doesn't want to be my dad at all! I heard you say that he was the one who wanted to drive you away and kill me!! He's not my dad!!!"
When he was very young, when he was still in Chicago, white children in the community often came to him and asked him, "Hey, little mute, why are you playing alone, where are your parents?" They made obscene gestures at him and laughed loudly.
He then pushed him, put him into a small box for garbage, and left with a big smile.
Later, when he grew older, Lin Xiangwan took him to the boxing ring. When she was too busy to take care of him, those annoying boxers would always surround him and yell at him, "Baby, you
Where's dad? Your mother is so beautiful, why are you willing to let her come out alone? Can I be your dad? Come on, little prince, don't be shy, call me dad, and I'll give you sweets.
Later, when he entered school, all the children had to go on stage to introduce themselves. They loudly said their father's occupation, with proud smiles on their faces. When he came on stage, he only said that his mother was a doctor.
The teacher asked him, where is your father?
I don't have a father.
For Ye Nan, the word "dad" means nothing but pain. It not only makes him uncomfortable, but also makes Lin Xiangwan uncomfortable. He doesn't need a father, and he doesn't need a man's protection. He is fast.
When he grows up, it won't be long before he can protect Lin Xiangwan himself. He doesn't want a father, let alone a father like Chu Di.
He once thought about trusting Chu Di, but what did he get in the end? Apart from deep disappointment, apart from Lin Xiangwan's cold body, and those two years of loneliness, he got nothing.
ps: My sister is also pregnant with the legendary baby... her waist is so heavy that it is about to break. t_t. It will be completed next month, so I decided to take a rest...