If Chu Di hadn't been so close to her, so close that she almost bumped into his chin when she raised her head, Lin Xiangwan would have really thought she was dreaming and confused.
"Why are you here?" she asked, her voice not yet healed, and her voice sounded like a broken gong.
After hearing this, Chu Di smiled at first, and then his expression became lonely, with sadness that could not be concealed in his eyes.
It seems that laughter is only for a moment, but sadness is eternal.
Lin Xiangwan suffered a serious illness and became so thin that he could be described as skeletal. His face shrunk to the size of a palm, and his eyes were particularly large, like two deep wells condensed into which people would sink into at the first glance.
Chu Di couldn't tell what he was feeling. He stretched out his hand and wanted to touch Lin Xiangwan's hair, but he thought of something else and his hand hung in the air.
Lin Xiangwan felt that her eyes were sore and uncomfortable. She was not a sloppy person, so she simply grabbed Chu Di's hand and pressed her face into his palm.
"You bastard! Idiot!" She cursed softly, tears falling down uncontrollably. The warm tears were like some kind of corrosive liquid, seeping from the skin of Chu Di's palm into the flesh and blood, and it kept stinging.
His heart, his soul.
"I shouldn't have come." Chu Di whispered, with regret in his voice.
Lin Xiangwan was afraid that he would leave, so she grabbed his wrist tightly, "You should go! If you dare to take a step out of this door, I will jump out from here!"
Chu Di, "This is the first floor."
Lin Xiangwan was just weeping silently, but after hearing his words, she finally burst into tears, "At this time, you still want to make fun of me! Are you still a human being with the surname Chu? I risked my life for your life, how could it be possible?
Do you really want to see me die in front of you before you are satisfied?! Why are you so cruel? I gave birth to several children for you, and I worked hard without any credit, but in the end something happened, and you just
If you want to throw out all our wives, I bet you have fulfilled your own good reputation and made me think of you as the heartless one, right? I tell you, there is no way!"
Lin Xiangwan's words seemed like a bit of a shrew, but in fact, she was more confident than anyone else.
She knew Chu Di very well and knew how stubborn this man was. Once he had made up his mind, no one could change it, even if it was a trivial matter, let alone a matter of life and death.
Now all Lin Xiangwan can do is the ten-year relationship between him and her. This illusory love is the only thing she can rely on.
After a while, Chu Di didn't move. Seeing that he hadn't left, Lin Xiangwan felt more at ease, but he kept silent, leaving her heart hanging in the air and unable to settle down.
"Chu Di, don't go, don't leave me alone. Don't you remember how you promised me and how you promised Ye Nan? You said you would take care of me for the rest of your life, but I still have so much left in my life.
Time, how could you leave me alone?" Lin Xiangwan's voice was as broken as her heart, "From the beginning, you always wanted to guard me, how could you not let me get hurt, but have you ever
I thought about it, I am not a glass person at all, I am much stronger than ordinary women. Why do you do this, deliberately hurt me and push me far away? Are you afraid that you... will
Will you hurt me if you can't control yourself?"
"Chu Di, let me tell you something. I didn't know about this before, so you just left. But now I know...if you really...die, I won't be alone!"
She gritted her teeth as she spoke, and Chu Di seemed to have seen that decisive scene, and couldn't help but be shocked in his heart, "What nonsense are you talking about?! We are all gone, what will happen to the child!?"
"The family has money, a house, and Shen Shijun's family to take care of her. The children will grow up well. An An has Ye Nan and Chu Hao, and no one will bully her." Lin Xiangwan wiped his face, his expression was as cruel as he had not seen in a long time,
"If they blame me, then so be it. Anyway, I would have turned into ashes by then. I can't hear or see. I don't care what other people think of me. I just want to follow you."
As long as you live, I will follow you and be your wife.
When you die, I will follow you and disappear with you.
Chu Di hasn't seen Lin Xiangwan act fiercely in many years. In the past, when she hated him and wanted to bite him, she didn't show such a ferocious look. Now her life is peaceful, but because he provoked
The blood in her heart.
He was a little distressed, a little sad, and a little happy.
After so long, he is still so important to her.
"Don't say stupid things. No matter what happens to me, you have to live well, do you hear me?" Chu Di turned around with mixed feelings and hugged Lin Xiangwan tightly in his arms.
He cursed himself countless times in his mind. He had obviously made a decision and watched her fall down the stairs without even reaching out, but now...
"If you are good, I will be good." Lin Xiangwan sniffed and muttered unhappily. "Chu, you still owe me an apology."
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Awan." Chu Di leaned down, with unspeakable guilt in his voice. "But I have no other way..."
There was no beginning to the end of what he said, but both of them knew it very well.
That child was destined not to come into this world. Chu Di was infected with a virus, which caused the quality of the embryo to be very poor. If it weren't for Lin Xiangwan slipping down the stairs, he wouldn't have been able to give birth naturally.
But what made Lin Xiangwan sad was not only the loss of his child, but also Chu Di's attitude.
"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." Chu Di said sorry many times until Lin Xiangwan fell asleep again.
In the past few months, her body had been traumatized one after another, and her energy had become exhausted, and she could no longer withstand the wind and rain.
Chu Di guarded Lin Xiangwan all night long.
When Lin Xiangwan woke up the next morning, Chu Di was being scolded by the attending doctor. It was obviously a sterile ward, but such a large source of bacteria had entered. It would be strange for the attending doctor not to be annoyed.
Listening to the white-haired attending doctor scolding Chu Di eloquently, but Chu Di couldn't say anything except apologizing, Lin Xiangwan couldn't help but raise the corners of his lips.
This man needs to be dealt with. She is not strong enough to deal with him. She feels satisfied even if she sees others deal with him.
After she found out about Chu Di's poisoning, he had to show her off, but he didn't say it on his own initiative. With his personality, if he knew that he was going to South Africa to negotiate with the rebels, he would probably use all his tricks to prevent her from letting her know.
If the trip is successful, it is possible to lock her in the room and not let her out.
So Lin Xiangwan can't just scare the snake now, she has to plan carefully.
She hasn't loved her man enough, even God can't accept him!
The high fever that could not be suppressed by anti-inflammatory drugs miraculously subsided on the second day of Chu Di's visit. Lin Xiangwan was transferred to the general ward. The nurse in charge of Lin Xiangwan's ward shouted loudly after seeing Chu Di.
Phew, "This is the power of love."
Lin Xiangwan chuckled, "His virus is much more serious than pneumonia. I knew I couldn't beat pneumonia, so I ran away."
Chu Di saw that she was in a good mood, and the dark clouds that had been hanging over her head for many days were lifted.
"Does the hospital meal taste good? Do you want to eat something else? I'll buy it for you." Chu Di sat on the sofa farthest from Lin Xiangwan. Although the virus on his body was not contagious, he was also
He didn't want to take risks. Lin Xiangwan had just gotten better, and he didn't want her to enter the palace again.
Lin Xiangwan was very dissatisfied with his attitude of keeping a distance, "Why are you so far away from me? I don't eat people. Come here quickly."
Seeing her attitude that if you don't come over, I will, Chu Di had no choice but to move closer to her again.
He is also a little thinner than he was a few days ago, and the suit that used to fit him is a bit loose on his body. However, he is still in good spirits, but there are two heavy shadows under his eyes, which shows that he has not had a good rest for many days.
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"That Hu Shasha, what are you going to do?"
Lin Xiangwan stretched out a hand, and Chu Di held her small palm. "We can't let her go now. Her father has the medicine I need. Ah Wan, you have been wronged."
Lin Xiangwan waved her hand, "A small fight can't hurt me. You know, no one can make me suffer except you. But... have you ever..."
"No, I'm just showing it off to you... because I'm afraid you won't want to divorce... She's quite interested in me, but I..." Chu Di smiled bitterly and gently rubbed Lin Xiangwan's palm.
There was a hideous wound in the palm of her hand, which ran across the entire palm, adding a broken line to this perfect hand.
Chu Di couldn't help but feel distressed when he thought about the origin of the wound.
Lin Xiangwan sneered, "I think she's more than just interested in you, right? I don't care about your dealings with her, but if you really dare to have anything to do with her, surnamed Chu, I'll tell you in advance.
Although my hand is not very easy to use, there is still no problem at all for being a castrate! Don’t be my guinea pig!"
Chu Di, "...don't talk nonsense...we are all mothers, why are you so rude...don't worry...I won't do it."
He and Hu Shasha were originally dealing in money. Hu Shasha fell in love and clung to him, but he never promised that she would be responsible to the end.
Lin Xiangwan was pleased by his embarrassed and helpless expression, and said cheerfully, "But when you think about it, she is quite pitiful. The meat is in her mouth, she can't eat it, and she has to be responsible for playing the role of a vicious mistress. It's not easy.
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In her opinion, Hu Shasha was just a clown. From the beginning to the end, she never believed that Chu Di would abandon her because of this woman. However, Hu Shasha was really interested in Chu Di. In order to climb up to Mrs. Chu's
Throne, I would rather cooperate with him in acting.
"How come Hu Shasha's family has that kind of inhibitor?" Lin Xiangwan suddenly asked after laughing for a while.
"Her biological father was a chemist. He was captured by that group a few years ago and later became their poison maker."
Since ancient times, poison doctors have not separated their families. If you can cure the poison, you can definitely cure it.