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Chapter 8 Love Is Smiling and Drinking Arsenic

Morolo has grown up and has never been as happy and sad as he is today.

The man she liked so much was so close to her, but she knew he didn't belong to her.

She doesn't expect him to fall in love with her at first sight, she just hopes he can give her a chance to prove that she likes him.

She is so humble.

It's like seeing yourself in the mirror.

Shen Shijun was whipped hard.

Mololo actually doesn't look very much like a foreigner. Because she has Chinese ancestry, her eyebrows and hair are all black. But her face is particularly fair, her lips are red, and she has dark green pupils.

It looks as cute as the most popular 3D doll nowadays.

At this moment, she looked like a kitten that was about to be abandoned by its owner. She was holding on to the corners of Shen Shijun's clothes tightly because she was afraid of being abandoned. She was murmuring and pleading softly. Such a pitiful look made people feel sad.

Can't refuse cruelly.

Shen Shijun fought with heaven and man for a long time, but finally hardened his heart, looked away, and said, "I'm sorry, Miss Mo, I can't do what you asked for. I can't promise you anything because I already have someone else in my heart.

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Moro Luo opened her mouth slightly and couldn't say a word for a long time. She always thought that Shen Shijun ignored her because he didn't like her, but she didn't expect...

"But Sister Wan told me... you don't have a girlfriend..."

What does this have to do with Ye Xiangwan? What else is she messing with here?

Although he didn't know what Ye Xiangwan was talking about, Shen Shijun's brows were already knitted into knots, "She is not me. Don't I still know my own affairs? Miss Mo, your conditions are very good, and I will definitely do it in the future."

If I meet the right person, I will return to the United States in half a year, so forget about me."

"I don't want it!!" Mololo was so excited by Shen Shijun's last four words that his whole body trembled. "Senior Shen, I'm not an ignorant woman. It doesn't matter if you have a girlfriend. I won't destroy your relationship. What am I doing?"

Don't... Just don't drive me away, don't avoid me... Isn't this okay..."

She really liked him very much. From the first moment she saw Shen Shijun, Morolo knew that she was finished. When she met him, she would probably never fall in love with another man again in her life.

what is love?

Love is drinking arsenic with laughter.

Hot tears fell on the back of Shen Shijun's hands, and the small pearly water drops slowly soaked in along the texture of his skin. The bitter feeling seemed to soak into his heart.

"Fool, this is unfair to you."

"I don't want fairness, really, I don't. I just want you to leave a little space for me. I'm very thin and I can't take up too much space."

Moroluo's childish confession made Shen Shijun couldn't help but laugh. He shook his head gently, "Luoluo, I will agree to any request you make. But there is really no way to discuss this matter. Mine

My heart has been given to her. It only belongs to her."

Shen Shijun does not believe in love. He is a very rational person and does not believe that there is any emotion in this world that can make people forget themselves and approach madness.

But when the nineteen-year-old Ye Xiangwan appeared in his world, all his rationality was dominated by sensibility.

She is his disaster, and when he encounters her, he cannot escape.

He is a person who is not good at words. Many times, he actually does not know how to express his emotions. He has also thought about whether he can imprison Ye Xiangwan in his own world if he uses strong methods? However, it is just Just think about it, he couldn't bear to do this to her, he couldn't face her crying. His heart would be broken into countless pieces.

Morolo in her arms calmed down, and her body began to twitch slightly. If you listened carefully, you would hear the breaking sound of her tears hitting the ground.

"Your girlfriend... is very happy..." In this cruel world, the tragedy of "I love you but you don't love me" is happening every day. Morolo never thought that one day, this tragedy would happen. He is so cruel when it comes to himself, he is not even willing to lie to her.

"Senior Shen, if you like her so much, is it like what you Chinese people say in operas? Love doesn't know where it starts. Once it goes deep, the living can die, and the dead can live. Life can't be with death, and death can't be resurrected. None of them are due to love. Is that so?"

Shen Shijun thought for a while, nodded, and said, "That's probably it."

Morolo was silent for a while, then straightened up and left Shen Shijun's embrace, "Then I understand...I'm sorry...Senior Shen, for embarrassing you like this..."

"Don't say that. It's an honor for me to be liked like this by others. You are my school girl, and I should take care of you. If you are willing, we can become friends."

The outstretched right hand fell awkwardly into the air without any response.

Moroluo stood up slowly and said to Shen Shijun, "I'm sorry, Senior Shen, I don't want to be friends with you."

Because I have love in my heart, I will never become friends.

I don't want to be your friend. I can't lie to myself.

She opened the door and walked out quietly, leaving Shen Shijun alone in the room.

Lin Xiangwan hid in the corner of the room. When he saw Morolo coming out, he immediately stopped her and asked, "How was it? Did the negotiation go smoothly? Did my senior brother agree?"

Moroluo shook her head, as if she was trying very hard to endure something. In the end, she couldn't hold it back anymore and cried loudly.

"He said...he has someone he likes in his heart...Sister Awan...you...you..." He wanted to blame Lin Xiangwan for the inaccurate information, but he felt that he couldn't say it out loud. Morolo kept talking to you for a long time. You don't have any clue why.

Lin Xiangwan took a breath as if he had a toothache, "You guys just stayed in the house for so long and you just said this? What else did he say?"

"He...he also asked me if I wanted to be his friend..."

"Then how did you answer?"

"I refused."

"Are you stupid?!" Lin Xiangwan jumped up, "Why don't you agree? Don't you know that there is only one step between a girl's friend and her girlfriend? You agree to him first, and then you won't be afraid that you won't be able to win over him if you are in love for a long time. !”

Morolo was stunned by what she said, then he realized it and continued with great sadness, "But he seems to be very infatuated with his girlfriend... I don't want to be a bad woman..."

Lin Xiangwan sneered, "His girlfriend? Why didn't I know that he had a girlfriend? In the past few years, Shen Shijun has been in the United States, besides going to school and working, how can he find any time to find a girlfriend!"

"But he said he has someone in his heart..."

"There is someone in my heart who has unrequited love at best! Haven't you heard anyone say that unrequited love is not love at all! Besides...that woman...she will leave soon and will never come back. You Do you want to see your senior Shen live alone for the rest of his life after she leaves? Can you be willing to lose to such a heartless and unjust bad woman?! It's a shame that I lent you so many ancient poems from the Book of Songs, abandon me. Those who go away must not keep the days of yesterday. Those who disturb my heart will cause me so much trouble today. Such an irresponsible woman is not worthy of Shen Shijun's love. Don't you understand this?"

After scolding himself a lot, Lin Xiangwan stopped and took a few deep breaths, "Have you thought clearly, do you really want to give up Senior Shen to such a woman?"

"I don't want it!" Mololo growled like a little beast that was cornered. If it was like what Lin Xiangwan said, that woman was so hateful, she would not let Shen Shijun fall into her clutches. !!

She wants the beauty to save the hero!!

"Then, should I go in and explain to Senior Shen?" He quietly glanced at the guest room, and Morolo was ready to make a move.

Lin Xiangwan waved his hand, "Forget it for today. As soon as you go there today, he will know that it was me who gave you the idea. I still want to live for a few more days. He will have a speech at H University in two days. You can talk to him then."

"Okay, thank you, Awan." Like a child, she gave Mololo some sunshine, and she became brighter.

Seeing her sweet smile, Lin Xiangwan was also exaggerated by her good mood, "Don't thank me, I should be the one to say thank you."

Thank you, Luoluo. After I leave, senior brother will be looking after you. For a person like him, as long as you always treat him well and treat him well, one day, he will be embarrassed to treat you badly.

He is a man of conscience.

Unlike me, I have already fed my conscience to dogs.

After sending Mololo off, Lin Xiangwan returned to the guest room. The door was not closed, leaving a narrow crack. Lin Xiangwan looked through the crack and saw that Shen Shijun was sitting with his head lowered. On the sofa, I didn’t know what to think about.

A bad premonition arose in her heart. Every time before Shen Shijun lost his temper, Lin Xiangwan would have this premonition. She felt that her back was hairy, as if something was going to happen. So she did not go in, but turned around. , came to Ye Nan's small room.

Ye Nan is putting together a puzzle with Aunt Zhang. He has made great progress in communicating with others recently. Although he still doesn't like to talk, he occasionally uses a few words to express his feelings.

"Ye Nan, be good, Mom seems to have pissed off Aunt Shen. Can you go help mom and say a nice word to Aunt Shen?" Feeling hopeless, Lin Xiangwan decided to let Ye Nan take care of Shen Shijun, and Ye Nan took action. One is against the other, and every time she feels that she has provoked Shen Shijun, she will use this trick, which has always worked.

Ye Nan didn't agree, and took a small piece of puzzle with clouds in his hand, gesturing among the piles of puzzle pieces scattered on the floor.

"Aiyou, you have learned how to put on airs. Have you forgotten who bought you this puzzle?"

Still no one answered, only Aunt Zhang covered her mouth and smiled, first pointed at Ye Nan, then pointed at the puzzle on the ground, and finally pointed at the alarm clock.

Seeing this series of actions, Lin Xiangwan suddenly remembered that she had promised her son that she would come back to work with him on the puzzle as soon as she got off the night shift, but she did not come back until noon because of Ji Moli's incident.

The little guy is angry.


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