Sure enough, after half a night, Qin Chuan put his hands behind his back, looked up to the sky, exhaled a breath of mist, and said faintly: "I remember, when I first came here, there was no Yangguan here, nor the Dunhuang Grottoes, only Lielianjin.
Wind and desolate sunset, at that time, no one knew the existence of Buddha."
Chen Qingzhi's heart moved and his lips moved, but he didn't speak. He felt strange that the words didn't seem to be meant for him. Qin Chuan turned around and asked, "Chen Ziyun, have you ever had a beloved woman?"
Chen Qingzhi nodded. There was a tenderness in his heart and he said: "That's natural. My wife Yun Siniang is my favorite woman. We were childhood sweethearts." When Chen Qingzhi said this, a smile appeared on his face.
.A white dress looks particularly elegant and chic under the desolate moonlight and cool breeze.
"If one day you lose her, will you find her back at all costs?" Qin Chuan asked with a cold smile.
Chen Qingzhi was stunned for a moment. He couldn't understand why Qin Chuan would ask him such an abrupt question. But he quickly nodded and said, 'That's natural. I will find her at all costs, including my life."
"Huh, that's easy to say." Qin Chuan shook his head: "What if you are the king of a country and she is an ordinary citizen? If you love her, you have to give up your beautiful country, even you and your country.
You will be doomed forever, and you will be reviled by others for eternity?" As Qin Chuan said this, his eyes were fixed on Chen Qingzhi's eyes. His eyes were like a mirror, and he seemed to be able to see through any lies he wanted to refute at a glance.
As expected, Chen Qingzhi was stunned. It was difficult to choose between the country and the beauty. Since ancient times, every hero has had to deal with hardships, but there are so many beauties in the country that countless heroes are competing to bow down!
Chen Qingzhi thought for a moment, his face remained calm, and he smiled and said: "If that is my fourth mother, I will still love her, choose her, and protect her. I love her, she is everything to me, my country.
Only in her eyes, I am everything. Without her, what is the use of being famous in the world? With her, what is the use of being depressed in the world? Only she knows me, loves me, loves me, and sacrifices everything for me to get this.
What can the world do to me alone?" A tear suddenly overflowed from Chen Qingzhi's eyes, and he said slowly: "I was born in a poor family, and both my parents died when I was young. It was my fourth mother who secretly saved her rations for me to eat. She did everything for me.
I went to learn the female red embroidery that my daughter's family was supposed to learn, but Queyang's family hired a teacher for her. She studied hard during the day, and secretly went to the woodshed at night to teach me how to read. It was easier said than done, but who knows how difficult it is to do it? It has been like this for eight years.
She does this every day. After I joined the army, she refused many offers from famous families and resolutely waited for me to come back. Do you think that for such a woman, how can I not give up everything for her?"
Chen Qingzhi told this personal experience, and Qin Chuan, who had a cold and arrogant face, was finally moved. This was the first time that Chen Qingzhi told people about his difficult past, and he felt comfortable after telling it. But he was always happy.
, he was deeply moved to have a good wife. During the Wei and Jin Dynasties, it was normal for a slightly powerful man to have three wives and four concubines, but Chen Qingzhi stuck to it, which shows how deeply he respected his wife.
Qin Chuan sighed and said slowly: "Yes, if you have a wife like this, what else can a husband ask for?" After saying that, he flicked his sleeves, walked towards the grotto on the side of Mogao Grottoes, and murmured to himself: "
There used to be such a woman by my side, but I didn't cherish her. I only regretted it after I lost her. I must seize this opportunity and return to her, no matter how much it costs,
Go to hell with the country, go to hell with the people in the territory, they are all stinky shit, I worked so hard for them, but they hate me and want to eat my flesh and sleep with my skin. Only she is sincere to me, me,
Why am I so confused that I have lived like a dog for a long time..." Qin Chuan ignored the graceful demeanor of the past and said everything. In the end, he became more and more excited. Chen Qingzhi, who was walking behind him, listened.
Get his word.
Chen Qingzhi heard what he heard and asked curiously: "What's wrong with a dog?" His attitude towards Qin Chuan was still relatively restrained before, but a conversation with Qin Chuan made the two of them break the deadlock.
.The group has been traveling for nearly four months, and this is the first time that he and Qin Chuan have talked so much.
Qin Chuan turned around and glared at him. Under the cold moonlight, Chen Qingzhi was suffocated by the momentum generated by this look. This momentum was very familiar and terrifying. When Emperor Wu of Liang was killing dissidents,
, I often see this kind of murderous eyes. He is not angry but he is intimidating. But compared to Qin Chuan, the lethality of Xiao Yan's eyes is nothing. It is like being pressed by a huge mountain on his chest, Chen Qingzhi
I feel like I can't even breathe.
Qin Chuan glared at Chen Si and continued to walk forward, but when he turned back, he felt a little disappointed, "Such a candidate may not be qualified for the job!" He thought to himself, but stopped talking.
"This is the power of God!" Chen Qingzhi said in his heart: "Who is this Qin Chuan?" After a moment of astonishment, Chen Qingzhi wiped the cold sweat from his forehead and said nothing, but he felt very uncomfortable in his heart. Life
For the first time, I felt a deep disgust for the so-called Tianwei. "Why should I be afraid of you!" Chen Qingzhi clenched his fists and shouted in his heart: "Next time, I will make you look good!"
There are many people during the day, and it is very lively here. In each cave, there are either religious men and women worshiping the Buddha, or businessmen praying for the Buddha's blessing and a safe journey out of the desert in the west. These people are also very generous in giving, so Mogao Grottoes
With the support of these funds, the number of grottoes is increasing day by day. But at night, it is very quiet and unusual. Most of the monks here live and worship Buddha in the north of Mogao Grottoes. To the south is the Buddha Grottoes, which are full of murals.
Buddha sculptures and scriptures.
Qin Chuan didn't know that Chen Qingzhi was resisting his calm and authoritative momentum in his heart. He walked into a large grotto and looked up at an oncoming Buddha statue. It was a seat of Sakyamuni.
In the lotus statue, the Buddha holds the Buddha's seal with his hands, smiling, calm and peaceful, as if he has understood all the secrets of the world and is fully enlightened. Qin Chuan looked at the Buddha statue and couldn't help but sigh, with a look of dementia on his face.
After a while, he asked: "Chen Ziyun, do you know that the Buddhists say that people have eight sufferings? Which eight sufferings are they?"
Chen Qingzhi was startled. He didn't expect that Qin Chuan would actually want to test him on these things. You must know that since the Wei and Jin Dynasties, the society has been in turmoil. The literati and poets had no talent but no way to serve the country. Frustrated, they devoted themselves to studying Buddhism and Taoism.
, talking about mystery and reasoning, and placing one's spirit in falsehood in order to seek relief, so the social atmosphere has this color. Even if Chen Qingzhi has never eaten pork, he has seen pigs run away, not to mention that he is a well-educated man.
Then, Chen Qingzhi cleared his throat and said quietly: "The eight sufferings of life are birth, old age, illness, and death; separation from love, meeting of resentment and hatred, not being able to seek what you want, and the five Yins being strong."