The more you fall, the happier you become, and the more painful you are, the more free you are. Sometimes what you are waiting for in the dark night is not the dawn, but the abyss that will never touch the light!!
Rao Mengyu is very clear about the abyss of despair, especially every night she is wasted by Shangguan Yu, every early morning when she wakes up with pain, looking at the fish-belly white sky outside the window, the woman will
Suddenly having an illusion of time and space chaos, she would ask herself softly: Who are you?
His body was still aching after being tortured all night, and his limbs seemed to have been torn apart and reassembled by brute force, as if they would all fall apart if he moved even slightly. Although this was not the first time he had suffered such torture,
It still hurts.
The man next to him finally fell into a deep sleep. His eyebrows were tightened and his handsome features were chiseled. His heavy breathing was like a sleeping leopard, alert and defensive.
Rao Mengyu bit her lip, resisting the physical discomfort and lifted the quilt, then carefully removed Shangguan Yu's iron arm around her waist, then got out of bed, and finally got dressed, without making a single sound during the whole process.
Because she is afraid, afraid that she will wake up a wild beast!!
Shangguan Yu had a good night's sleep. When he woke up, it was already bright and a new day was coming quietly.
The man habitually stretched his hand to the other side of the bed, wanting to pull Rao Mengyu to his side domineeringly, but found that the other side was already empty, and even the mattress was cold. It seemed that she had been gone for a long time.
"Damn woman!!"
Shangguan Yu cursed in a low voice and became inexplicably angry.
For some reason, maybe due to habit, when he didn't see Rao Mengyu lying in his arms for the first time when he woke up, he would feel extremely lost and uneasy.
After a quick look around her room, nothing seemed to have changed. When she opened her ears again, there was no sound outside the room.
The man's handsome face became more and more serious, his thin lips were pursed tightly, and his two thick eyebrows had long been twisted and deformed.
A thought suddenly flashed through his mind: Could this woman have run away?
Thinking of this, Shangguan Yu's expression became even more tense. He casually put on a pair of black sports pants and walked to the door in two or three steps with his naked upper body. When he was about to open the door, he saw Rao Mengyu also pushing the door open and entering.
The two of them were standing in a stalemate at the door, as if they were deliberately angry. No one spoke first, and no one gave in first. They were like soldiers guarding the border between the two countries. The atmosphere was strangely awkward.
After the confrontation lasted for about ten seconds, Shangguan Yu shouted in a clearly reprimanding voice.
"Where did you go so early in the morning?!"
The man's unfriendly opening words made a thin crack open in the frozen lake. Although Rao Mengyu was still angry and aggrieved, she did not want to continue the cold war with Guan Yu, because the final result of a cold war was usually
It was she who was forced to surrender.
Since the man had already given her a step, she should just step on it as if nothing had happened. Everything that happened last night should be treated as a nightmare. She should not be able to live through this day at dawn, right?
The woman raised the box in her hand and said calmly.
"I didn't dare to go anywhere, so I went downstairs to buy you breakfast. Let's eat it while it's still hot!!"
After she finished speaking, she didn't even look at Shangguan Yu's expression. She just put on her shoes and went into the house, hurriedly placing breakfast on the dining table.
Shangguan Yu still froze at the door for a long time without moving. His handsome features were full of complex emotions, and he didn't know if there was any emotion in them.
The man looked at the woman who was preparing breakfast for him in the living room from a distance. She was plain-faced, with her black hair tied up. She was casually wearing a loose white shirt on her upper body, a pair of plain jeans, and a pair of pink fur pants with a fox head pattern on her feet.
Velvet slippers look casual, plain, and even a little slovenly.
But just this outfit, this woman, even in such an ordinary morning, inexplicably brought him endless warmth and made him feel like home that he had not seen for a long time.
Home......
Maybe this is what the home he has pictured many times in his mind looks like, or maybe this woman named Rao Mengyu can give him the home he wants!!
The breakfast Rao Mengyu bought was a traditional Chinese breakfast, with soy milk, fried dough sticks, porridge and a small dish of kimchi. Although it was far from the level of the professional dietary nutritionist of President Yuda, it did have a unique flavor.
"The food is not very rich or nutritious, but it will definitely fill you up, and don't worry, it won't kill anyone."
As Rao Mengyu spoke, she divided the breakfast into two portions, pushed the larger portion in front of Shangguan Yu, and set the bowls and chopsticks for him herself. At first glance, she looked like a virtuous, virtuous and beautiful wife!
She deliberately ignored the heartbreaking pain in her fingers, making herself appear as if nothing had happened, like an unconscious puppet.
"Give me your hand!"
Shangguan Yu had actually noticed Rao Mengyu's five swollen, carrot-like fingers early in the morning. Because of his loss of control last night, they had become bruised and swollen. It hurt just by looking at them. I don't know how she could bear it.
of.
To be honest, when Shangguan Yu calmed down and saw the harm he had caused to Rao Mengyu, he still felt a little guilty. When he saw her biting her lip without saying anything about the pain, he couldn't help but feel sorry for him.
It's just that he doesn't know how to coax people by nature, let alone bow his head to apologize to anyone, so he still looks aloof and aloof. He obviously cares about her, but in the eyes of women, it seems like a domineering intimidation.
"No...it doesn't matter. You should eat first. It's not good for your stomach if it gets cold."
Rao Mengyu hid her fingers behind her back and did not dare to approach him.
"I asked you to bring it to me!!"
His tone was a few centimeters higher, and his impatience was a few centimeters more.
Rao Mengyu had no choice but to stretch out her red and swollen fingers in front of Shangguan Yu.
Shangguan Yu left and stretched out his hands, carefully holding Rao Mengyu's little hand. Although he still looked fierce, he could feel his care and concern from his gentle movements.
Rao Mengyu's hands were born very beautiful, with roots as white as green onions, small palms that could barely hold a hand, and the skin on the palms of her hands was like a baby's face, so tender that people didn't dare to use force.
Shangguan Yu looked at her hands carefully, as if appreciating a piece of art.
He leaned down slightly, and rubbed her red and swollen fingers with his straight nose. His slightly warm breath felt comfortable on it. Rao Mengyu felt a little embarrassed, so she turned her head away and refused to look.
"Well......"
Suddenly, there was a warm and moist feeling between her fingers. Upon closer inspection, it was Shangguan Yu who stretched out his long tongue and licked her fingers. It was like an animal licking and healing its injured kind. It felt weird.
"Don't......"
Rao Mengyu felt extremely embarrassed, blushing and shrinking her hands, but was helplessly fixed by Shangguan Yu and could not escape.