After taking the medicine, Rao Mengyu's hanging heart finally fell to the ground.
Just now, the thought of the possibility that she might be pregnant with Shangguan Yu's child made her feel like she was standing on end with chills all over her body. She was horrified and disgusted, even more disgusting than swallowing a hundred flies.
Ling Xuri was very curious about Rao Mengyu. From the moment Rao Mengyu got in the car, he pestered Rao Mengyu and asked questions. He was completely curious.
Rao Mengyu had no defense against Ling Xuri and truly regarded him as a friend. She originally needed someone to talk to, so the two soon started chatting.
"So the overwhelming news on TV and newspapers are all true. You are indeed Shangguan Yu's... uh, underground lover?"
Ling Xuri blinked at Rao Mengyu with an evil smile. The man had a childishness between a boy and a man, just like the warm sunshine in March, which made him feel particularly warm and friendly.
Every time Rao Mengyu stayed by Ling Xuri's side, she felt an indescribable sense of familiarity. He would give her the illusion that he was already living by her side. Maybe he was the neighbor's child king, maybe he was with her.
It was this misunderstanding that made Rao Mengyu forget to be on guard against this man.
Women never know that real devils actually like to show themselves as angels, and Ling Xuri is the best example.
"If what I say is true, will you look down on me?"
Rao Mengyu asked with a half-smile.
In fact, she knew the man's answer without asking, but she just wanted to hear the evaluation of herself from other people's mouths, which was like self-abuse and self-humiliation.
"There is nothing to look down upon. Everyone has the right to choose a different life. Although your life does not conform to mainstream values, who stipulates that it must be wrong if it does not conform?"
Ling Xuri, who has always had rough lines, gave a serious answer for the first time, and his words were full of philosophical meaning.
Rao Mengyu originally thought of a lot of self-deprecating words to deal with Ling Xuri's possible reaction, but when faced with Ling Xuri's words that were beyond her expectations, she was stunned and didn't know what to say.
She turned her head silently out of the car window, and the car slid forward slowly and steadily. The passing scenery was like a painting, flickering out of the woman's sight, but in fact Rao Mengyu's eyes were unusually empty, and there was no scenery left inside.
Down.
Ling Xuri didn't know if the woman shed tears, but he kindly didn't ask because he didn't want the woman to feel embarrassed.
"Actually, you don't have to be afraid that others will look down on you. The most important thing is how you see yourself. When I was studying in Germany, I met a white professor. He was a fanatical racist and had strong feelings towards all races other than white people.
He was so discriminatory, especially towards me, he wouldn’t even shake my hand, but then guess what…”
Rao Mengyu didn't speak, and she didn't know if she listened to Ling Xuri's chatter along the way.
But Ling Xuri obviously didn't care, he was happily asking and answering questions alone.
"You can't believe that he later became my best friend. When I was running for student union representative, he was my number one fan, and he even canvassed students all over campus for me. Do you think I am very powerful?"
The man's handsome and confident face had a high-spirited smile. He didn't know why he had the patience to talk so much to a woman. He just liked her, and then the conversation started and he couldn't hold it back.
"how did you do it?"
Rao Mengyu finally no longer immersed in her own sad world, she expressed interest in another person's legendary world.
"It's very simple. I just keep enriching myself, making myself strong, and becoming something that everyone admires. Don't they white people naturally look down on us yellow people and think they are much smarter than us? But I don't accept it. I
Every time I am ranked first in the school, whether it is academics, sports, or experimental papers, it is popularity. I am also the first. You must know that I was the perfect lover recognized by the school. There are many people, no matter black or white, old or young.
, even men, they are all waiting to date me!!”
"Tch, I said you actually wanted to show off yourself during the day!"
Rao Mengyu admired him a lot at first and was mesmerized when she heard it, but then she stopped buying it when she saw Ling Xuri's stinking fart.
"Whether it's showing off or being narcissistic. In fact, I just want to tell you, never be afraid that others will look down on you, because only in this way will you become better. You must not feel sorry for yourself, but be brave and make yourself better."
You have to become stronger and impress all those who look down upon you, do you understand?"
Ling Xuri looked at Rao Mengyu with an unprecedented seriousness and affection in his eyes, which moved Rao Mengyu extremely.
"You...thank you for telling me so much, you know? No one has comforted me like this for a long time. It seems that no one cares whether I am dead or alive, important or unimportant, let alone
Said to encourage me..."
Rao Mengyu's voice was choked with sobs. Realizing that she was about to cry, she quickly turned her head away.
"Are you dressing up so weirdly today to participate in the presidential election? I don't think I have ever seen you dressed so formally."
The woman didn't want to continue the embarrassing topic, so she turned her finger on Ling Xuri.
Ling Xuri smiled and said: "It's more important than participating in the election. Do you want to join in the fun?"
Although the man wore a suit and leather shoes, he could not conceal the evil aura of a ruffian in his heart. Rao Mengyu looked like a trap, so he shook his head and said.
"I'll forget it. Unless you have a robe party, I can still make a guest appearance."
"Are you implying that your outfit doesn't match me?"
"Excuse me, who can I match with this outfit?"
After Rao Mengyu finished speaking, she twirled her loose nightgown and said in a self-deprecating tone.
"Tsk, you want to act like a lady and a socialite? That's not easy."
After saying that, the car quickly stopped in front of a brand clothing store. It looked like Ling Xuri had been prepared.
"As far as I know, all Nana's dresses need to be booked half a month in advance. Why did you bring me here?"
Rao Mengyu has been with Shangguan Yu for so long. Shangguan Yu is a man who has extremely high requirements for the quality of life. He is also very picky about clothes. He basically cannot look at clothes that are not made by internationally renowned designers.
After taking a look, Rao Mengyu, who is always familiar with them, has some understanding of some high-end ready-to-wear brands.
"Why won't a miracle happen if you don't go in and take a look? Maybe there is something tailor-made for you?"
With a mysterious evil smile, Ling Xuri encouraged Rao Mengyu to get out of the car.