"Can you not say this? I don't want to break our rare peace."
The woman's voice was cold and alienating, because her heart was already riddled with holes and she could no longer bear the hurt of men.
Just like on a swing, the higher he pushes her, the harder she will fall. Perhaps her temporary confusion will only bring her more disaster, so it is better to hide as far away as possible.
"If I say that I will change the accusations you made against me and learn to be nice to you, will you still forgive me and will you still be willing to be my woman?"
Shangguan Yu was rarely so serious about a woman, and rarely had such a low profile. Apart from "her", Rao Mengyu was the only one.
But now, in this beautiful moment when the moon is hazy and the bird is hazy, when the woman is wearing a purple dress, the man doesn't know if he can really tell whether it is "her" or Rao Mengyu who is in front of him.
But the only thing he knew clearly was that no matter who it was, he was not willing to lose the woman in front of him.
Rao Mengyu was surprised by the man's words, but she still reminded herself to stay awake.
A man's sweet words are like sugar-coated bullets. Once you accept them, they will only break you to pieces!!
"You also said, just 'if', this is a hypothetical sentence, there is no guarantee, isn't it? Maybe one day when you wake up, I will still have to live in dire straits. I really don't dare to take this risk.
Risk."
Rao Mengyu sat on the swing with her legs dangling. The breeze blew her beautiful skirt gently. A few peach blossom petals fell on her dark hair. She was like a free bird. She was not controlled by anyone.
She doesn’t have to look at anyone’s face, this kind of life is what she wants, how wonderful it is!
Shangguan Yu was silent for a few seconds. Rao Mengyu thought that his true nature would be revealed and he would lose his temper, so she could silence him. However, she didn't expect that the man suddenly laughed.
"Oh, you are really much smarter these days away from me..."
The man studied the subtle expressions on the woman's face and remembered the scene when she lost her virginity to him for the first time. She had indeed become much more mature and wiser, and knew how to think about herself.
"This is all thanks to your sincere teachings, Lord Yu, otherwise I wouldn't have learned to 'grow' so quickly!!"
Rao Mengyu looked at Shangguan Yu with a half-smiling expression. She saw the man's expression drop to freezing point little by little, and suddenly felt very happy.
She didn't know whether Shangguan Yu was more angry or guilty at this moment, but she thought that the word "guilt" should not be in this domineering man's dictionary!
"Do you have to argue with me? I just want to talk to you about our relationship calmly!!"
Shangguan Yu suppressed his temper and kept his tone as low as possible. He didn't want to break up with her on bad terms again this time.
That's right, he admitted that if he insists on getting her, there are too many ways, and he doesn't even need to ask for her consent at all. Robbery has always been his strong point.
However, this time, he was tired of forcing others to make things difficult for him. He was tired of grudges. He just wanted to find a woman in peace and contentment. He just wanted to try to give himself a brand new relationship so that he could learn from "her".
Coming out of the shadows, is this also a luxury?
"Then do you have to embarrass me in front of so many people? Do you have to force me to take pictures of those things? Do you have to hurt me so badly and hurt everyone around me before you are willing to do it?
!!”
"It was you who provoked me first. If it weren't for your father, would I have lived in such pain? If you hadn't messed up the situation, would I have suffered such heavy losses? If you hadn't been flirting with other men, would I have been so angry?!"
"I... why is it bothering you that I'm with another man? Aren't you also with another woman? Did I say anything? I didn't say anything!!"
"I......"
"What are you?" Rao Mengyu looked at Shangguan Yu expectantly. He hoped to hear even a little bit from this man's mouth that he cared about her.
"I'm not happy, you are my Shangguan Yu's woman, I just don't allow other men to pry into it!!"
His domineering and aggressive personality is what Rao Mengyu hates the most.
The woman sneered in disappointment: "So, you see, it is impossible for us to live in peace!!"
"Yes, I found it too!!"
Shangguan Yu also had a sneer, like the son of the devil who suddenly woke up.
He understood that it was impossible for angels and devils to live in peace, and to get her, he had to use some ruthless means.
"You said your childhood was lonely, but do you know what my childhood was like?"
Shangguan Yu suddenly changed the topic and stared at her urgently with a pair of eyes as bright as a leopard.
"You have such a privileged life. Needless to say, you should be a little emperor with rich clothes and fine food, and you are always called upon, right?"
Rao Mengyu's statement was not an exaggeration, because Shangguan Yu was indeed the most aristocratic man she had ever seen.
Regardless of stereotypes, this man is indeed very charming, handsome and calm, and his every move exudes the elegance influenced by the upper class society.
Shangguan Yu sneered and said: "It is true that he is the little emperor, but I am just a foil to the little emperor!!"
"you……"
"I was abandoned by my parents in a stinking ditch when I was very young. I grew up in an alley in the black market. The person who adopted me was a local hall master who was doing well. I call him my adopted father."
"I thought......"
Rao Mengyu opened her mouth slightly because she was too surprised. She never thought that this handsome and elegant man would have such a rough life experience.
Shangguan Yu continued: "My adoptive father was very good to me and taught me many things. He trained me since I was a child. Whether it was boxing or marksmanship, he taught me step by step. He told me that if I want to get ahead, I must have a hard fist and a strong heart.
You must be ruthless enough, and get what you want at all costs, even if it is robbery, it doesn't matter, because this is a world of robbers, where the weak prey on the weak, and only if you are ruthless can you stand firm!!"
Rao Mengyu looked at Shangguan Yu blankly, not knowing what to say.
She seemed to be able to imagine how dark this man's childhood was. When she was a little girl complaining about not being loved by her father, he might have received a lot of punches, and he might have faced many dangers at a young age.
Unconsciously, the woman's sympathy overflowed again.
"Do you know when I first killed someone?"
The man's dark eyes had a hint of coldness.
Rao Mengyu shook her head with some fear. The gap between his world and hers was too big.