Her unguarded smile revealed her big, clean and white teeth, which made Liang Kuan a little obsessed...
The man felt a little cautious, and said in a hoarse voice: "I... I'll leave first to save others from gossiping..."
Liang Kuan is a very honest man. He feels that Rao Mengyu is the kind of goddess who only appears in dreams. He would feel embarrassed and unworthy just by looking at her like this.
"Okay... okay, you take these things and I'm leaving. Remember to go to the kindergarten at eight o'clock tomorrow..."
"No, no, Brother Kuan, I can't have this...take it back..."
While pulling, Rao Mengyu's hand accidentally touched Liang Kuan's exposed arm. The man's face turned red and he ran away as if running for his life.
"Why……"
Rao Mengyu couldn't help but smile when she saw the man's tall back disappearing into the damp dark alley, looking so honest and embarrassed...
She doesn't know how to take the future.
She even didn't know if she would suffer reincarnation like that nightmare if she died one day, but she knew very well that for now, she had to hide herself and not let anyone discover her whereabouts.
If you can, just stay like this for the rest of your life...
The underground rental house is always damp. A rope runs through the entire house, and some clothes that need to be worn are hung on it. The TV is the only thing she can contact with the outside world. Next to it is a bowl of uneaten instant noodles. This is Rao Meng.
Talk about the food these days.
Speaking of this TV, I have to thank Brother Kuan.
When he first saw her, he felt pity for her. He was afraid that she would be bored as a little girl staying in such a place, so he went to the second-hand market to find one for her for free. Although he could only buy one station and the picture was not very clear, in general, a woman's
My heart is still full of gratitude.
She is actually a very grateful person. If you think about it carefully, there are always more good people than bad people in her life...
For example, Peipei, Mu Fan, Ling Xuri, Brother Kuan...
And the bad guys...
After thinking about it, it seems that only Shangguan Yu is the one.
This man, now she doesn't even want to mention his name anymore...
Creation confuses people, a two-way street, two people in different directions become farther and farther apart from each other, and they hate each other more and more!!
------- Urban Kindergarten is a very small kindergarten. It targets children from poor families and migrant workers.
Parents work hard and busy every day, and often cannot spare time to take care of their children, so they throw their children here. Therefore, in most cases, this kindergarten is more like a nursery. Rao Mengyu needs to take care of the children's diet and daily life.
Shit, pee, and early childhood education games are all occupied.
Liang Kuan drove Rao Mengyu to school on a motorcycle. He scratched his head and looked at the ground and said, "Then... I'll leave first. You should be careful in everything. If anything happens, just call me!"
Rao Mengyu nodded with a smile and said, "Thank you."
"No...you're welcome, then...then what, I just don't understand why you don't use your mobile phone?"
Liang Kuan then said enthusiastically and shyly: "How about you use mine first? This is Nokia's new model!!"
Liang Kuan said, taking out his mobile phone very proudly.
This mobile phone is a brand new women's mobile phone. It is very famous. This man deliberately bought it for Rao Mengyu. Of course, it is also the most expensive mobile phone he can pay for.
"You'd better keep it, you need it more."
Rao Mengyu doesn't use her cell phone not because she doesn't need it, but because she doesn't want her whereabouts to be revealed to the outside world.
Even if she changes her number, in this era where satellite signals are spread to every corner of the world, if "that person" wants to find her, it will be a piece of cake.
"It's okay. I also have a copycat phone. The sound is loud and the battery life is long. Oh, by the way, what songs do you like to listen to? I downloaded some songs from "Phoenix Legend" for you.
I know if you like it or not..." (Forgive me for the sudden convulsion!!) When talking about what he likes, Liang Kuan became warm and relaxed, with a hearty smile on his square, Chinese-shaped face. It looked like
Extraordinarily sincere.
"No, I really don't need it. It's time for me to take care of the children. Brother Kuan, thank you!"
Although Liang Kuan's world is completely different from his own, and there is almost nothing they can communicate with each other, Rao Mengyu is still very grateful to this enthusiastic and simple elder brother.
Liang Kuan found that he was a little too excited, his face suddenly turned red, and he quickly looked away from Rao Mengyu.
"Then...then I'll take you home tonight..."
Rao Mengyu thought for a moment, then showed a grateful smile to Liang Kuan: "Okay, thank you!"
In fact, sometimes, life is very simple, it just depends on how you want to live it.
Although Rao Mengyu lives in poverty now and the people she comes into contact with are people at the lowest level of society, she likes this kind of life very much.
Fulfilling, free, simple, no need to think too much, facing a group of lovely children every day, and getting along with simple and sincere people like Liang Kuan, falling asleep as soon as I get home, without thinking about anything...
"...So, Cinderella and the prince finally lived happily together..."
Rao Mengyu's sweet voice told this group of clear-eyed children one of her favorite fairy tales.
The children sitting in rows below seemed to have not heard enough, and pestered Rao Mengyu to ask her to talk again.
"Teacher, let's talk again, let's talk one more time!!"
"What happened after the prince and Cinderella got together..."
"Teacher, teacher, we really like to hear your stories!!"
The children's applause and noise sounded childlike, and this environment made Rao Mengyu's heart soften.
"Children, do you know why the teacher likes Cinderella?"
Rao Mengyu clapped her hands and asked the children.
The children rushed to answer.
"I know, because Cinderella is so beautiful!!"
"No, the teacher likes Cinderella's beautiful dress and glass slippers!!"
"No, no, it's because Cinderella ended up with the prince, and the teacher liked the prince..."
The children were each smarter and more active than the other, which made Rao Mengyu dumbfounded.
"Okay, teacher, let me tell you, the teacher likes Cinderella because of her hard work and kindness. Although she suffered injustice, she did not complain. Even if she was abused by her stepmother, she just endured it silently, so we must pay tribute to her.
Do you know about Cinderella’s kindness and learning?”
"Know……"
The children replied in a drawn-out tone.
On the first day Rao Mengyu came here, all the children fell in love with her and insisted on relying on her, asking her to tell stories and play games.
"woo woo woo woo……"
Suddenly a child cried loudly. Rao Mengyu walked over and took a look, only to find that the child had peed his pants.
Everyone was giggling and laughing at the little boy. Rao Mengyu sternly told everyone not to laugh at him, then picked up the little boy and went to clean him.
The little boy is just over three years old, with fair skin, big eyes, and a babyish voice.
"Mommy mommy……"
The little boy hugged Rao Mengyu's neck and called Rao Mengyu inarticulately.
The woman seemed to be stung by something sharp deep in her heart, and suddenly she couldn't breathe.
"Mother!!"
The woman's thin lips moved, but no sound came out.
She suddenly thought of the bloody thing she saw in the hospital, she thought of her nightmare of being killed by a monster, and she thought of that man's ruthlessness and cruelty. She suddenly couldn't breathe, and she burst into tears.
Falling down one by one...
"Mom, mom, don't cry, mom, don't cry..."
The little boy was too young to tell the difference. He liked the beautiful and gentle Rao Mengyu, so he insisted on calling her "Mom".
When he saw the woman crying, he stretched out his little hand to wipe away Rao Mengyu's tears, and his own little mouth was pouted.
"It's okay, little baby, it's okay, teacher..."
Her voice is so gentle and her eyes are loving. In fact, she has never revealed to anyone that she actually likes children.
She always pretends to be strong and tells herself not to like things that only little girls like.
She obviously likes furry animals, but when walking on the road, if a cute puppy runs towards her, she always looks away, because only a little girl will squat down to tease it.
She obviously likes children, but when she sees tender and tender babies, she never pinches their little faces, because only little girls do so.
She needed to be strong, she needed to be rational, and she couldn't let herself be like a little girl, so when she found out that she was pregnant with Shangguan Yu's child, she wanted to keep it in her heart, but she knew that she couldn't, for no other reason.
Just for my own proud self-esteem!!
Since that man was so ruthless and ordered her to get rid of it, maybe he thought she was not worthy!
Oh, if that's the case, why would she want to give birth?
It was a mistake in the first place and should not have been allowed to happen.
Just like her origin, she was an illegitimate daughter and she should not have been born in the first place.
If she had not been born, she would not have met him, and if she had not met him, there would be no possibility of conceiving his child.
Just like a vicious cycle, people can never escape fate. How can one "mistake" extend the life of another "mistake", so she had to kill this "budding" mistake in the cradle!!
She thought that if it happened again, she would still make such a cruel decision - kill her child with her own hands!!
She didn't regret it, she was just deeply filled with guilt. If there was reincarnation, if there was retribution, she thought she would willingly accept it and disembowel her, and she wouldn't have any complaints...
－－－－－－ps: While writing the article, I also tried to understand the psychology of the heroine. While I sympathized with the heroine, I still felt that the abuse was not miserable enough. Please try your best to slap me to death!