Rao Mengyu took a breath and looked at Liang Kuan's face, which was extremely embarrassed due to uncertainty, and she spoke word by word.
"You and I are not from the same world, and I can never be with you. I hope you can keep your distance from me, otherwise... I can only choose to leave."
She firmly believes that she is kind in her heart, and many times, she would rather hurt herself than anyone else.
If she hadn't been forced to do so, she would never have said such hurtful words to such a simple man.
"You...I understand, I understand!"
Liang Kuan's expression stiffened briefly, as if he still had trouble digesting the meaning of the woman's sudden words.
After he came to his senses, he couldn't help but step back with embarrassment and hurt, not even having the courage to look at Rao Mengyu.
Yes, my thoughts are really naive and stupid...
How could he forget that he was just a toad living at the bottom of the society, and the woman in front of him, with her white dress better than snow, and her long hair flowing, was a real white swan, a noble one that could only be looked up to, she was him
This toad cannot dream of a white swan!!
| "I...I'm sorry for the trouble I've caused you. I...I understand...I understand..."
"Brother Kuan, are you...are you okay?"
Did you speak too harshly?
Judging from the man's embarrassed and hurt expression, it seemed that his words really caused a big blow to him.
The woman was equally embarrassed and blamed herself to death.
She reached out and tugged at the corner of his clothes, trying to say something to break this embarrassing and hurtful situation.
"Brother Kuan, I..."
"Don't, don't, don't come over, don't..."
When Rao Mengyu tried to get closer to the man, this sensitive and self-respecting man kept retreating as if he was electrocuted.
He lowered his head and kept backing away, as if he was afraid of getting too close to the woman. He stammered: "Don't, don't come closer, I'm afraid... I'm afraid I'll be too dirty and offend you."
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The man waved his hands as if running away.
None of his words were sarcastic. He truly felt that he was the dirty mud, and Rao Mengyu was as pure and white as a white lotus in a clear pond. He didn't dare to get close to her because he was afraid that she would be dirty.
she.....
"Brother Kuan, don't be like this, I...I didn't mean that, I just think we are not suitable, I don't want..." "Stop talking, I understand, I understand."
"But..."
"I know I'm not worthy of you. Haha, I was too stupid and didn't see my position clearly. Don't worry, I will keep a distance from you in the future. But... I just hope you don't do it because of me."
The reason for leaving here is just...just give me a chance to look at you silently."
The man kept retreating and retreating until he had the courage to step back to the position of a woman, where he knew he needed to look up to her, and then he spoke humbly and softly like this.
He doesn't want to cause trouble to the woman, and he also knows how much he weighs. All he wants is to look up at her silently in the corner, just like looking up at the goddess in his heart. As long as this is...
"You misunderstood... Well, since you understand, that's fine. Let's keep this distance from now on! Just be ordinary friends."
Rao Mengyu knew that Liang Kuan must have misunderstood her. She had never looked down on him, or felt that he was not worthy of her. On the contrary, she felt that she was not worthy of him, his kindness and simplicity.
However, when the words came to her lips, she didn't want to explain.
If such a misunderstanding can make him give up on himself, then let him misunderstand it.
She believes that maybe this is the best thing for each other.
"Then...I'll go first, goodbye!"
Such an embarrassing situation is indeed not something anyone can tolerate. Rao Mengyu felt that it was better for her to leave first.
She believed that Liang Kuan was a man with strong healing ability. Maybe after one night, he figured it out and realized that she, Rao Mengyu, was a snobbery and a woman not worthy of love at all.
When he no longer loves her, maybe she will become more relaxed...
Liang Kuan turned around and did not speak to Rao Mengyu head-on. He just held his motorcycle and waved to her behind his back.
"I...I'm leaving now, please drive carefully."
Rao Mengyu wanted to say something more, but she was afraid that her weak will would bring unreal "illusions" to the man. Perhaps that was the deepest harm to him, so she would simply be "cold" to the end.
Liang Kuan didn't dare to turn around until he was sure that Rao Mengyu had left.
"I hope I won't be a problem for you again..."
He looked at the empty streets, his eyes were dazed and hurt, and there was moist liquid in the corners of his eyes, which were tears that he refused to admit even to death.
----------There is no one on the deserted streets. Occasionally, there are vehicles passing by at high speed. They pass by in a flash and never stop, as if they have never been there.
In such a cold atmosphere, the sound of Rao Mengyu's high heels hitting the ground was particularly clear.
At this moment, Rao Mengyu's heart felt particularly heavy, especially when she recalled Liang Kuan's hurt eyes and those cruel and inferior words. She felt that she was a heinous sinner. Why did she always keep it when she clearly didn't mean it?
It's constant hurt...
From Mu Fan to Ling Xuri to Liang Kuan who may never have any chance of crossing paths with her...
Why did she bring only harm?!!
She felt that her steps were very heavy because she already carried too many sins on her shoulders!
The dim street lights lengthened her thin shadow. At this moment, she just wanted to go home quickly, to the small, damp underground rental house.
She just wanted to have a good sleep, and it would be dawn when she fell asleep, without thinking about anything or saying anything. When she opened her eyes the next morning, everything would be back to before.
Go back to the student days of long cotton skirts, to the green campus overflowing with camphor trees.
Peipei was still with her at that time. They skipped classes together, ate at roadside stalls together, and went to the senior music competition to watch Mu Fan play the piano. She went to give him flowers, and he hugged her and put her
Lifting it so high, she watched the stage and lights rotate, as if she was seeing her life spinning...
Unknowingly, tears had already wetted the woman's eyes. She willfully allowed the torrent of tears to wreak havoc on her pale face...
It seems like I haven't cried so unbridledly for a long time.
If a person keeps moving forward without stopping to recall the past, he will not have nostalgia, and without nostalgia, he will not be sad.
Therefore, Rao Mengyu always stubbornly refused to allow herself to look back and miss the past, even if she was hit with a bloody head...
But today, I don’t know why, the memories swept over her like a tide, all-pervading, completely, leaving her with no way to escape, she could only get stuck in the beauty of the past, crying so hysterically...
After walking through this deserted street, there is a dark and dirty alley.
The alley is filled with sewage and garbage all the year round. It is winding and stinking. Occasionally, a wild cat will look for food in the garbage. At night, its pupils will emit a strange blue light, which makes it look a bit scary.
Rao Mengyu is actually very afraid of walking in these winding and narrow alleys, because in such a place, she always feels a little dangerous and there is no guarantee that she will bump into or step on something.
However, even though she was afraid, there was nothing she could do. This alley was the place she had to pass on her way home, and she could not avoid it no matter how she went.
The woman's front was empty, dark and long. She tried to speed up her pace, hoping to return to a safe zone as soon as possible.
However, the more afraid you are, the easier it is for accidents to happen!!
Rao Mengyu was a little horrified to find that behind her, on the wall with peeling paint, there was a slender black shadow, which had overlapped with hers at some point!!
My heart suddenly beats rapidly, my back felt chilly, my body became stiff, and I felt waves of cold sweat on my back!
Because this was not the first time she encountered this situation, the woman felt even more scared!!
She quickened her pace and walked forward, but the shadow behind her kept pressing on her. When she stopped, the shadow also stopped. When she walked, the shadow also walked...
A woman has no courage to look back, she is afraid!
There was a stalemate like this, and suddenly the shadow behind him spoke, and he clearly called her name!!
"Rao Mengyu!!"
Surprised that the other party knew her name, Rao Mengyu turned around and saw a face she had never seen before.
To be honest, that face looked very ferocious and scary in the night, like it came from hell.
"You...who are you? Do I know you?"
Seeing this, the man sneered: "Haha, it seems that you are really Rao Mengyu."
As he spoke, the man approached Rao Mengyu.
The oppressive feeling like a black cloud made the woman realize that the danger was approaching her step by step, and she turned around and ran away without even thinking about it.
When the man saw this, he followed leisurely behind. In his eyes, the woman's "survival consciousness" was really funny...
There was a corner ahead. The man stepped forward and blocked the woman from escaping.
His face is hidden under the dark light, with cruelty and danger.
Rao Mengyu looked around, but couldn't find a shortcut to escape. She had no choice but to yell.
"Don't come over, I'm going to call the police if you come over again!!"
The woman screamed for help in fear and waved her hands to protect herself.
The man chuckled and approached the trembling Rao Mengyu.
"This Shangguan Yu is really cold-blooded and ruthless. He wants to kill such a cute little poor boy..."