Rao Mengyu was ready to die together with Shangguan Yu, because until now, she could not think of any other way that was simpler and crueler than this method.
If she could really kill him with her own hands, firstly, she would have avenged Liang Kuan and the unformed fetus in her belly, which would make her feel better. Secondly, she would be able to kill someone as cold-blooded and cruel as Shangguan Yu.
Bloodthirsty scourge, maybe she is also 'removing harm for the people'. When she comes to the Lord of Hell in the future, she can still gain some sympathy points. She was originally going to the eighteenth level of hell, maybe she can be forgiven to the seventeenth level!!
Facing the dazzling sunlight, the woman closed the scabbard expressionlessly, hiding the sharp blade that could kill someone with one move.
She guessed that based on Shangguan Yu's understanding of her, he would never have thought that one day she would be weak and incompetent and want to kill him with her own hands. It was this unguarded thought that made it convenient for her!!
"Shangguan Yu, I must kill you with my own hands!!"
The woman said with firm eyes.
Under the violent sunshine, her face was as pale as ice, showing coldness and isolation, as if she no longer belonged to this world.
However, although Rao Mengyu was fully prepared, there were still a lot of things that she couldn't put down. However, she only had a few hours. She had no time to explain them all, but there was one place she thought she had to go to.
Take one last look, otherwise she will have uneasy conscience even if she dies.
She reached out to hail a taxi, and the driver asked her where she was going. She turned her head out the window, and then said slowly: "xx Cemetery."
---------About half an hour later, Rao Mengyu arrived at the cemetery she mentioned.
She personally selected this place to bury Ling Xuri's mother, whom she once affectionately called "Mom".
Even though she carefully selected this cemetery and the Feng Shui location was the best she had fought for, she still felt heavy guilt in her heart.
So when the taxi drove towards this tomb forest, looking at the pines and cypresses and the various tombstones standing in the forest, her heart couldn't help but feel heavy. It was so heavy that even taking a breath felt like it was weighed down by a big stone, which was extremely difficult.
I don’t know if someone will place a tombstone for her after she dies, or offer her a bouquet of white daisies during the cold rainy season.
She came to Ling's mother's tombstone. There were two or three bunches of withered light-colored chrysanthemums placed here. Maybe they were given by someone else. It fully showed how kind a person Ling's mother was during her lifetime. Otherwise, after her death,
There won't be so many people coming to visit her and miss her.
Rao Mengyu thought that if she died, maybe even if there were overgrown weeds around her tombstone, no one would trim it for her, and even if it was a holiday, no one would come to see her with a bouquet of flowers.
Sprinkle a glass of sake in front of her tombstone and read a few words of condolence for her...
Haha, maybe she is the only one who can be such a sad person!
The corner of Rao Mengyu's calm mouth raised a sour smile. It felt so bitter and astringent, and there was an indescribable helplessness.
She looked at the black and white photo of Ling's mother in front of the tombstone. The woman in the photo had a calm and quiet expression, with a slight smile on the corner of her mouth. Although she was no longer alive, it could convey a warm feeling to her. At that time, she was sharp-edged and cold as ice.
Can your body also have this kind of warmth?
"I'm sorry, Auntie, I'm a little late."
Rao Mengyu's voice was soft, but full of guilt.
Not only did she come a little late, she also came in a hurry, so hurried that she didn't even have time to buy a bouquet of flowers, but she knew she had to come anyway.
"Auntie, maybe this is the last time I come to see you. People living in this world sometimes experience a lot of helpless things. I feel very tired and exhausted. I can finally understand your choice to leave this world.
In the mood..."
Rao Mengyu unknowingly revealed her heart to Ling's mother, her feelings about life and her helpless accusations against fate.
For some reason, she always felt that Ling's mother could definitely understand her, so she was willing to talk to someone who understood her. Even if this person could no longer respond to her or enlighten her, as long as she looked at Ling's mother's peaceful and indifferent expression on the tombstone,
Smile and everything will become natural again.
"I have been unable to get over the shadow of your departure. I feel that if I had been by your side that day, maybe such a tragedy would not have happened. But now I seem to understand your mood. If people are really
Decided to leave this world, no matter how much I watch and guard, I will still leave. Even if my body is still alive, my heart is dead. Just like now, my heart is also dead. I am only twenty-one years old. According to secular standards
It is said that these are the most beautiful years in a woman's life, but I feel that I have aged beyond recognition overnight. With a sinful heart, I can no longer enjoy the beautiful years that a 21-year-old woman should have...
..."
The words are a little sad, but such sadness cannot produce tears. It is not like the sadness of life and death, nor is it touching and sensational. But this little bit of sadness is like a cinnabar mole on the chest, every time
If you touch it lightly, there will be a faint pain. This kind of pain is close to the heart, which is the most sad.
"I haven't received much warmth since I was a child, but I'm already very satisfied. Maybe it's because I was so wronged in my previous life that I have to be entangled with a man who is more cruel than the devil in this life. Oh, it's better to be...
It's a little bit of torture, why don't I end it as soon as possible, Auntie, I think you will understand me!"
"The only thing I'm sorry about is that I once looked forward to you. But if there is an afterlife, I will still be me and you will still be you. I will definitely be happy and call you 'Mom' sincerely. Ling Xuri is a very good person."
What a very good man, but unfortunately... we met too late, it was really too late..."
Rao Mengyu thought of Ling Xuri, the man who would die for her, and wondered if he was well now. Can his leg be cured?
She promised him that if his leg was really disabled, she would take care of him for the rest of his life, but now she has to break her promise again.
"If possible, I would like to say sorry to him now..."
The woman took a deep breath, but knew this was impossible.
She knelt down and took out a handkerchief from her bag. There was something wrapped in the handkerchief.
She slowly opened the package, and it turned out to be the jade ring given to her by Ling's mother.
Although the jade ring was broken into pieces by Shangguan Yu, it is now well adhered, leaving only a few faint cracks at the broken places.
"Auntie, I have tried my best to repair this ring, but there are still flaws. I am sorry, but I know I must return it to you. It should belong to a good girl, not someone like me...
.Things with flaws are perfect. I believe the girl in the future will not mind..."
After the woman put down the jade ring, she bowed deeply to Ling's mother's tombstone three times, and then left.
The property returned to its original owner, and the huge stone in her heart was put down. Now she could finally "go into battle lightly" and die with that man!!
On the way back, Rao Mengyu looked ahead with cold eyes. Even if the strong sunlight shined directly into her eyes, it could not stop her frosty expression.
A low-key and luxurious German sports car passed by her, and the flying wind slightly rolled up the hem of her pure white cotton skirt, drawing a beautiful arc in the air.
In life, perhaps it is a process of constant encounters and constant misses...
A few minutes later, Ling Xuri carried his tired body to his mother's tombstone.
In the past few days, in order to find traces of Rao Mengyu, he had spent all his life's energy and used all the power at his disposal. However, the woman was too secretive. After so many days, he was still looking for a needle in a haystack and found nothing.
.
In addition, just a few days after he returned to China, the powerful Dirk Lai Ya followed him non-stop, pestering him every day, giving him orders, and threatening him with all kinds of threats, which made him very tired.
He can only relax a little when he spends time with his mother.
"Mom, I'm here again. I'm so sad. I still haven't found anything about Xiaoyu. I feel so tired. I really hope that some gods can help me and point out where the confused insect is hiding and why she is hiding.
Hide, what happened to her? Mom, I..."
It was as leisurely as chatting, but the moment Ling Xuri lowered his head, he discovered the handkerchief.
He opened it suspiciously, and when he saw the jade ring, his whole body boiled instantly.
"It's her, it must be her!!"
The man held the handkerchief wrapped around the jade ring finger tightly in his palm, quickly turned around, started the car and chased after him.
He knew that she would not be far away. He knew that maybe he could see her at the next intersection!!
He misses day and night, the woman he has been looking for for a long time, the woman he loves deeply!!
Rao Mengyu stood under the road sign with an indifferent expression, waiting for the passing taxi. She lowered her head and looked at her watch. The hour hand was turning slowly, like a countdown to death.
She is not afraid of death, her expression is very calm, the only thing she is afraid of is that she cannot kill him, she is afraid that he will be soft-hearted at the last moment and leave room...
Taking advantage of the strong hatred now, she had to kill him immediately!!
An oncoming taxi came towards her. She breathed a sigh of relief and coldly opened the door. The moment she bent down and walked into the car, a tall figure blocked the sunlight in front of her. She felt extremely confused and frowned slightly.
Next.
But before she had time to react, her body rose into the air, and she felt a pair of fierce and powerful arms hugging her deeply, with such unforgettable strength!!