If he didn't have to, Nansen would not force his sister Biwen to a man who didn't love her.
"At this point, neither you nor Bi Wen have any way out. If you really sympathize with her and pity her, just marry her!"
He is useless as an older brother. He cannot protect his biological sister, so he has no choice but to beg others shamelessly.
Because although Nansen is not sure what Biwen's fate will be in the end, he can be 100% sure that if Biwen follows Shangguan Yu, this seemingly cold man will not treat her badly and will take good care of her.
"This way you can legitimately take care of him without having to worry about conflicts with Bolivia, and you can save Biwen from death. If you really pity her, why not help her?"
The operation was still in progress, but Shangguan Yu was in a terrible mood.
The woman he really wanted ran away from his first love without looking back, and he was forced to marry a woman he clearly had no feelings for.
Yuelao, has your red line been destroyed by someone? Why is it all so messy and tangled?!!
"Actually, I really don't want to force you. I was born in a country with feudal tradition. No one can understand your feelings better than me. I also loved you deeply, but in the end I failed her..."
Nansen felt extremely guilty when he thought of Zimei, who had been waiting for him all his life.
But guilt is worth nothing, not the youthful years of his beloved Zimei I.
"Perhaps you have also heard the story about me and Mrs. Zimei. We love each other very much, but I have to marry a woman I don't love. This may be the most painful thing in the world..."
There is nothing more painful in the world than falling in love but not being able to be together. Nansen understands this very well.
They still remember when they were young, when their father forced him to marry the current queen. He tried every means to fight, elope, and even die to force him to do anything.
In the end, the allure of an entire country outweighed the weight of Zimei in his heart, and in the end he married someone he didn't love against his will.
"What happened? What happened to you later?"
Mrs. Zimei is one of the most famous ladies in the social circle. She knows how to use her advantages as a woman to pave the way for herself. Not only does she enjoy herself in the social circle, but her own luxury goods company is also prosperous.
Apart from anything else, Shangguan Yu is still quite interested in the past of this legendary woman, Mrs. Zimei.
"Oh...what can I do? I can only say that I will live in self-blame for the rest of my life. I am sorry for her."
There are many things that Nansen does not want to remember.
Although maybe now that he has survived, he can legitimately be with Zimei without worrying about the pressure of public opinion, but the pain of the past can never be made up for.
"Maybe God wanted to punish me for being selfish. At that time, I broke up with Zimei. I didn't know that she was pregnant. She was too strong. She said she didn't want to drag me down, but she left with the child alone.
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When Nansen said this, his expression fell into pain. This was the past event that he least wanted to mention.
Now he doesn't know why, but he told Shangguan Yu everything without reservation. Maybe he has suppressed it for too long and needs to talk. In his opinion, Shangguan Yu is an absolutely trustworthy listener.
"You mean, you and Mrs. Zimei have a child?"
"No, no, I didn't know that Zimei was pregnant with my child at all. If I knew, I would never let her go. If I didn't let her go, maybe she wouldn't have to live so hard alone. I Her child will not... nor die at birth!!"
Looking back now, it feels like my heart has been cut by a knife, and it feels extremely uncomfortable.
"I heard she is a girl and she looks very cute. I...I didn't even have a chance to see her. My poor daughter, poor Zimei..."
This seemingly strong king of a country still couldn't help but feel extremely sad when he mentioned the most painful thing about himself.
Everyone has those unknown pains, which are hidden in the darkest places in the heart. Once exposed to the sun, they will only burn themselves in a sea of self-blame.
"What, does that mean you really have a daughter?"
Shangguan Yu's nerves suddenly became sensitive.
This reminded him of Rao Mengyu. Everything seemed to have been planned. Combined with Shangrao Mengyu's strange eye color and rare blood type, he had to doubt Rao Mengyu's inextricable relationship with Nansen. .
"Although I have never even seen her face, I have to admit that she is my daughter, my only daughter."
What parent doesn't love their child, and that child is the product of themselves and the woman they love most? Every time I think about it, my heart aches.
"In order for God to punish me, you also know that I have never had children, and my only son was only born in recent years. I actually believe in karma, even though I go to the Sacred Heart Hospital every year to treat my poor child. My daughter has been saved, but the self-blame and pain in her heart are getting worse day by day..."
'Sacred Heart Hospital'?!
Shangguan Yu suddenly felt that the name of this hospital was a bit special. After recalling it carefully, he realized that this was the hospital that Rao Mengyu's mother had mentioned to him!!
Also...that is to say, Rao Mengyu is really Nansen's child and the princess with the purest bloodline in Borovia?!
God, this information contained so much power that Shangguan Yu couldn't digest it for a while.
How could he possibly imagine that an illegitimate daughter who seemed to have a rough fate was actually the princess of a country!!
"Mr. Shangguan, what's wrong with you?"
Nansen saw Shangguan Yu's sudden change of expression, and he didn't know what happened.
Or is the story itself so contagious that it makes Shangguan Yu, a seemingly cruel and cold-hearted man, involuntarily emotional?
"What would you do if you suddenly found out that your daughter is actually alive?"
Shangguan Yu came to his senses, looked into Nansen's eyes and asked directly.
He had to decide whether he wanted to tell Nansen the truth based on Nansen's attitude.
Because he wanted to ensure that Rao Mengyu would not become another victim of Nansen's political deal.
Nansen shook his head and smiled bitterly: "It's impossible. I don't want to answer this question. You never know how cruel this question is to a father who has lost his child!!"
Maybe this is just a hypothesis, but for so many years, Nansen really couldn't even think about it.
He couldn't imagine whether his little daughter who died in infancy would look more like him or his mother when she grew up, whether her personality would be more childish or quiet, and whether she would have the same beautiful eyes as her mother. , will he be as naughty, lively and cute as he was when he was a child...
No, he didn't dare to think about it. Even if he just lightly described what she might look like in his mind, it would still arouse his pain.
"If you feel cruel, you should not have let down the woman you loved in the first place. This is a tragedy. Do you want Biwen to repeat such a tragedy?"
It's not that he doesn't want to save Biwen, it's just that he doesn't agree to save her in this way.
Because marriage is sacred and solemn, it is sworn in front of God, how can it be treated as a child's play.
"Yes, I know my request is ridiculous. I won't force you anymore. After all, you are different from me. You have a choice."
Nansen continued: "It's just that Bi Wen is so pitiful. I really can't bear her being... Anyway, no matter what, I respect your decision."
As Shangguan Yu said, his marriage itself was a tragedy, and he should not let his sister continue this tragedy.
The operation lasted for several hours. By the time the doctor came out of the operating room, dusk was already falling on the horizon, and the gloomy weather made people feel even more depressed.
"Which of you is the patient's family member?"
The doctor took off his mask and said to Nansen and Shangguan Yu.
"I am!"
"I am!"
The two men said in unison.
At this time, Shangguan Yu realized that he had already regarded Biwen as his family.
"I'm his brother."
Nansen glanced at Shangguan Yu, then took a step forward and said to the doctor.
Shangguan Yu did not say anything or refute.
The doctor nodded and said, "The problem is not that big, but she suffered a slight concussion due to the impact on her head. The congestion compressed the nervous system, and she may suffer from amnesia."
"Amnesia?"
"That is to say, she probably doesn't remember you anymore, and she probably can't remember what happened before."
The doctor sighed and said: "She was very emotional. We gave her a sedative, and now she has fallen asleep."
"Can I go see her?"
Shangguan Yu asked.
"sure."
The doctor asked again: "It's just that I have some doubts and would like to take the liberty of asking."
"Please say."
Nansen said with a solemn expression.
"She...does she have any medical history in the past?"
"you mean?"
"I mean spiritually."
Doctors discovered from the beginning that Biwen was mentally abnormal.
"We examined her and found that her mood is very easy to fluctuate, with a fluctuation index three times higher than that of ordinary people."
This is not an optimistic index, it is like a malignant tumor that may explode at any time.
"Yes, doctor, my sister...my sister does have a history of mental illness. It may be due to inherited genes, or it may be due to acquired environmental oppression."
Normally, acne will not occur, but once they encounter an unexpected situation or get emotional, they often do many unexpected things.
"Well, since that's the case, we must not let her mood fluctuate too much, otherwise the situation will be very dangerous."
The doctor said: "Okay, you can go in and see her now. Remember, she is very fragile and helpless now, and she needs your support very much."