A month later, the sunshine and beaches in the Maldives are so beautiful that it can dazzle the eyes. As far as the eye can see, there are crystal white white sand roads, dazzling white coral reefs and doors and windows mostly painted blue, which form a strong color difference. The houses are usually built in high-rise buildings.
It is tall and narrow. It is said to be to avoid the invasion of evil spirits. Since it was once under the jurisdiction of the British, some buildings have a strong British flavor.
In such a fairy tale-like country, Ren Jie's open-air bar built by the sea also seems extremely romantic.
Couples from all over the world sit together sweetly, order a glass of wine, look at the blue sea, blow the sea breeze, and listen to the beautiful songs. The greatest happiness in life is probably nothing more than this!
Happiness can be passed on, but if you see happiness for a long time, you will easily become jealous. The sweeter you see others, the more lonely you will appear.
It has been almost a month since I came to the Maldives with Ren Jie. Rao Mengyu has gradually integrated into this beautiful country and started her new life.
Everyday life is very regular, and the routine is also very romantic, because in this romantic country, even if you do nothing and just stay there, it is still a kind of romance.
Before sunrise, walk on the beach with gentle sea breeze, breathe in the fresh and comfortable air, and feel the beauty of the beginning of life. After sunset, step on the soft sand with bare feet and listen to the ethereal singing and the ebb and flow of the sea.
Singing together and dancing to the sunset.
In the eyes of everyone, this is undoubtedly the happiest life, and every woman should yearn for such a life!
All women envy Rao Mengyu for having such a happy life, thinking that her daily life must be very happy, but only Ren Jie knows that in fact Rao Mengyu is not happy, not happy at all.
He likes to listen to her singing. Hearing her sing before was a kind of enjoyment and moved people, but now when he listens to her singing, he only feels sad and lonely.
Ren Jie has always wanted to know, what exactly does a woman want?
He had given her everything he could and opened a romance bar near the sea for her so that she could continue singing.
Buy her the most beautiful clothes and shoes and make her an enviable woman.
Always stay with her, pamper her, and speak according to her temperament.
He has reduced his position to the lowest, but Ren Jie still can't figure out why Rao Mengyu is so unhappy every day...
Ren Jie used all his property to buy a house near the sea for Rao Mengyu.
The architectural style of the house is the same as other buildings in the Maldives. It is tall and narrow, with a white roof and gray tiles. It looks a bit like a tower, but it is very beautiful.
There is a wooden bridge in front of the house, which leads to the blue sea. Rao Mengyu likes to walk on the wooden board with bare feet, feel the sea breeze with her cheeks, and likes to smell the smell of the sea.
She hoped that she could keep walking along the plank, but Ren Jie refused, fearing that she would be in danger.
On this day, Rao Mengyu groped to the wooden bridge alone again.
She walked forward step by step, not afraid at all of the unknown and turbulent sea ahead, and even somewhat looking forward to it...
"vivi...vivi...where are you?"
"vivi, where are you? Don't scare me?"
Ren Jie walked back and forth around the bar looking for a long time but could not find Rao Mengyu. He was so anxious that he was sweating profusely.
Finally, he saw Rao Mengyu at the small wooden bridge, and this sight almost scared him out of his wits.
"careful!!"
Ren Jie quickly rushed to the wooden bridge and stood behind Rao Mengyu without daring to move.
Because at this moment Rao Mengyu has reached the edge of the wooden bridge. If he takes another step forward, he will fall into the sea!!
Damn it, he should take good care of her and be by her side at all times. He really shouldn't let her act alone just for a little business.
"Don't move, don't go forward, it's dangerous!"
Ren Jie was annoyed and stretched out his hand to pull Rao Mengyu back.
At that moment before, he felt that his heart was about to jump out of his chest.
"Why did a person run out? I told you it was dangerous here, why are you so careless!"
Because Ren Jie was too worried, his tone became louder without realizing it.
"I...I just wanted to come out and have some fun. I'm sorry for making you worry. Don't be angry, okay? I'll be careful next time...next time!"
Rao Mengyu didn't want to make Ren Jie unhappy, so she lowered her head cautiously, looking pitiful.
She felt that she owed Ren Jie too much. She was such a heavy burden that even she despised herself.
"No, I'm not angry, I'm just worried about you."
Ren Jie gently took Rao Mengyu into his arms and spoke in a gentle tone.
"Promise me you won't come here alone in the future, okay? If you want to have some fun, just tell me and I'll take you."
He has a weak heart and cannot bear to be frightened.
"good……"
Although Rao Mengyu was conflicted in her heart, she still agreed docilely.
In the past, she was not such a submissive and easy-to-compromise woman. She was an independent person with her own ideas and personality.
But now, she no longer looks like herself. She is more like a vine attached to a big tree. Although it has life, it can no longer survive independently.
If one day she leaves this big tree, it will probably be the end of her life!
Is this the new life she wants?
It doesn't seem to be the case. Deep in that fragile and weak heart, there is a shadow that is still very clear.
She admitted that Shangguan Yu had become a demon and had already invaded her bone marrow. No matter how far she fled, she could not escape because her heart had already been imprisoned by him!!
This was her calamity. She thought that she would never be able to get out of this calamity in her life and would never be able to experience happiness in her life.
"Let's go back!"
Ren Jie always worried about gains and losses. He eliminated all sources that might cause danger to Rao Mengyu, so he took Rao Mengyu away from the sea early.
"Can you stay a little longer? I also want to hear the sound of the sea."
Rao Mengyu said in a pleading tone.
"this……"
Ren Jie looked at Rao Mengyu's cautious expression and couldn't help but let out a long sigh.
"Okay, I'll stay with you for as long as you want."
"Thank you!"
"Why should we talk about this between us?"
Ren Jie was very hurt by the woman's betrayal.
Many times, Ren Jie was not clear about his identity towards Rao Mengyu.
Boy friend?
But they were not lovers, they didn't even kiss.
elder brother?
But if it was just her brother, why would she wear the ring he gave her?
Ren Jie became more and more doubtful about whether he could give his beloved woman happiness...
The seaside was particularly fresh and quiet in the evening. Rao Mengyu enjoyed this atmosphere very much.
It feels really good to have no one to disturb you and let your thoughts spread infinitely.
Ren Jie silently stayed by Rao Mengyu's side, blowing in the wind and watching the sunset with her.
He suddenly asked: "Tell me, are you happy?"
This is a serious and heavy topic, and Ren Jie has always wanted to avoid facing it.
Because if you don't face it, you can comfort yourself and tell yourself that they can be together forever. Even if they are not lovers, it doesn't matter.
Because when you fall in love with someone, you are happy just looking at her.
Ren Jie now feels that he is very happy. There is no doubt about this, but he knows that Rao Mengyu is not happy.
He felt that he couldn't be so selfish.
"I...I'm very happy!"
Rao Mengyu's expression was melancholy. She couldn't bear to hurt Ren Jie, so she could only lie against her will.
"No, you are not happy. I can't see a smile on your face."
"I...I'm sorry!"
Apart from that, Rao Mengyu didn't know what else she could say to Ren Jie.
"Tell me, what do you want?"
He watched her lose weight day by day and become depressed day by day, and he actually felt uncomfortable.
This woman belongs to him, but this woman does not belong to him. He feels more and more that he should let go!
"I don't know what I want. In fact... I feel so desperate to live!!"
Rao Mengyu didn't want to cause any trouble to Ren Jie, but this was indeed the truest thought in her heart. She knew she couldn't deceive Ren Jie.
"You still love him, right?"
Ren Jie is a sober man.
He had always felt that Shangguan Yu was his love rival, but now it seemed that that was just an identity he deceived himself.
Because, in this war of love, he is not even qualified to enter.
From beginning to end, this is a story about the two of them, and he has always been an outsider.
Although it is cruel, this is reality!!
"I...yes, I still love her."
Rao Mengyu knew that she couldn't deceive Ren Jie, so she simply told the truth.
"So you're not happy because you're with a man you don't love, so you can't be happy!"
"No, no, that's not the case..."
Rao Mengyu panicked and wanted to defend herself, but found that she couldn't defend herself at all.
This is the truth, isn't it? It's just that she never dared to admit it!!
"I think I really can't give you the life you want..."
Ren Jie suppressed the pain and reluctance in his heart and said to Rao Mengyu: "Maybe... you should go back to find him!"
When he finally said it, he knew it was the end of them, but he felt extremely relieved.
Instead of watching her haggard day by day, it is better to let her pursue her happiness!
A person must be great once in his life, and Ren Jie is willing to dedicate this time to his goddess!
"No, it's impossible for me and him. Even if we fall in love, it's impossible..."
Some things cannot be maintained by love alone. Only she understands this!
However, although it was impossible for her to keep up with Guan Yu, she knew it was time for her to leave Ren Jie...
Even if she knew that Tenghua would die of thirst if she left the tree, she couldn't let herself rely on him forever, pester him, or hurt him...
------------------ps: Countdown to the ending, I don’t know whose extra episode you are more concerned about, hehehehe!