He drank the bitter wine cup after cup, and the more he drank, the sadder he felt. Especially when comparing the happiness and sweetness of Matsumoto Xiang and Qiangwei, Shangguan Yu felt that his life was a failure.
He slammed the wine glass in front of him, stood up and said, "I'm leaving, you continue!"
Others' happiness is too dazzling, it is better to go back to your own little corner, because without comparison, there will be no loss.
"No, brother, let's go home! You haven't been home for a long time. Let's ask Butler Li to prepare delicious food for us..."
Qiangwei only had Shangguan Yu in her eyes. Seeing that Shangguan Yu was unhappy, she became unhappy too. She abandoned Matsumoto Xiang and wanted to chase Shangguan Yu back.
Matsumoto Sho is originally a very generous man, but once it comes to Qiangwei, he becomes very petty.
Matsumoto Xiang pulled Qiangwei and said: "If Yu is in a bad mood, don't bother him. Isn't it good to let him be alone?"
"You know what the heck, I need someone to accompany me and comfort me right now!!"
"I also need someone to comfort me, why don't you comfort me!!"
Looking at this situation, the two of them were about to quarrel. They were sweet and sweet just now, but they turned around and started quarreling with each other. This has long been their daily routine.
It can be seen that happiness is really fragile, and the two of them must have suffered a lot before they could successfully get together.
Shangguan Yujun raised a heart-wrenching smile, waved to the two of them and said, "I'm fine, don't worry about me, let's go!"
"elder brother……"
"Brother, what kind of brother? I am your brother, your love brother!!"
Matsumoto Xiang was almost jealous to death. He knew that this little girl was just a sister worried about her brother, but he still couldn't help but be jealous and petty. He really didn't have the courage of someone who wanted to do something big.
"Matsumoto Sho, what's wrong with you!! I hate you, I hate you, you are so petty, I hate you!!"
"Okay, finally tell me what's on your mind!"
Sho Matsumoto was like a resentful man, holding on to Qiangwei's words without letting go, looking like a complete child.
In this love, the real child's temper is not Qiangwei's, but Benxiang's.
"Well……"
Shangguan Yu originally wanted to come forward and offer some words of advice. His life was already miserable enough, and he didn't want others to suffer along with him.
But when I thought that I was the source of the conflict, I suddenly felt that it would be better to retreat immediately.
After leaving the bar, Shangguan Yu came to the bustling streets of Taipei.
Although he was surrounded by people, he felt so lonely. Under the dim street lights, his lonely shadow was stretched so long.
When I came to the central square, I suddenly saw a giant LED billboard. The woman on it was wearing a crystal crown, smiling elegantly, and exuding a noble and elegant temperament.
This is a public service advertisement, a charity fund established for African children. Both the temperament and the smile of the woman in the advertisement are so consistent with the theme of the advertisement.
She is like the Virgin Mary, spreading warmth and love to every corner of the world. Just like Audrey Hepburn decades ago, people admire but can only look up to her...
As he watched, Shangguan Yu smiled, laughed, and cried again...
There was a soundless cry, but it was filled with tears. He didn't know where his tears came from. He just felt that it was only a month or two, but he and her were so far away...
Rao Mengyu...
These three words are no longer just a name, she has become a symbol, a symbol that is highly supported and respected. She is the most beautiful princess and the kindest woman in everyone's eyes.
And what about him?
Shangguan Yu shook his head with a wry smile, feeling that he was no longer worthy of her, and he lost the courage to be with her again, even though his inferiority complex came from an inexplicable reason.
It’s been a long time since I walked around the streets like this. I wore a pair of simple jeans and a polo shirt casually. There was no customized suit, no fancy hairstyle, no need to socialize, no need to face the intrigues in the mall, just like this.
Wandering on the street, wherever you go, isn't this necessarily a kind of happiness?
It’s just that happiness needs to be shared. One person’s happiness is not called happiness, it is called loneliness!!
Unknowingly, Shangguan Yu walked back to Lan Tong's residence.
He didn't know why he came back. Maybe it was because of the month we spent together that all the unfamiliar things had become habits.
Sometimes Shangguan Yu suddenly feels that maybe a woman like Lan Tong is the most suitable for him!
Because he and Lan Tong are both filthy people. If he is with Rao Mengyu, he will only pollute her...
When I opened the door, the room was dark and there was no sound, only the sound of water droplets falling to the floor.
Shangguan Yu frowned, suddenly having a bad feeling.
He turned on the light in the room, but saw no blue eyes.
When he came to the bathroom, the scene he saw was shocking!!
"Blue eyes!!"
This is the first time that Shangguan Yu has called Lan Tong’s name since the two have been together for a month. I don’t know if he is worried or surprised!!
I saw Lan Tong lying naked in the snow-white bathtub, her slender arms hanging out, and the blood in the deep ravines on it had stagnated, turning dark purple, and it looked particularly scary...
The water in the bathtub was dyed red with blood, and it spread all over the floor. What Shangguan Yu stepped on seemed to be a woman's blood!!
Shangguan Yu rushed to Lan Tong's side. He grabbed the woman's back and found that she had long since lost her breath and her expression was melancholy and peaceful.
He fell to the floor in a daze, not knowing how to react...
Lan Tong died, ending her life in the most refreshing way, leaving only a suicide note and a case of late-stage gastric cancer.
"If you will come back, then thank you. I listen to you and choose to leave this world completely. I will never cause you any trouble again. I just ask you to forgive me for everything I have done, because I love you.
,Until death do us part..."
Shangguan Yu held the suicide note and medical records in his hands and couldn't breathe for a long time. He felt that something deep in his heart had been touched. It hurt!
Suddenly he understood that he didn't actually hate Lan Tong, so why did he hate her? She did so many things just because she loved him. In essence, there was nothing wrong with Lan Tong.
What he hates is actually himself. It is obvious that he is incompetent and cannot give happiness to the woman he loves, so why should he blame another woman?
Lan Tong's death was caused by him. He is a sinner and is destined to never get happiness in this life!!
Suddenly feeling very tired, Shangguan Yu fell on the bed and slept.
In a daze, he saw a white shadow slipping past his eyes. He opened his eyes slightly and broke into a cold sweat.
"Blue...blue eyes?"
"Don't be afraid, I'm leaving and I'm here to say goodbye to you!"
The woman had a peaceful smile, without any resentment.
"I'm sorry, I hurt you!"
"No, I deserve it. I wish you happiness..."
The blue-eyed man waved to Shangguan Yu with a smile, and then his body became transparent little by little until it completely disappeared.
What I suddenly remembered was all her goodness and kindness...
"sorry Sorry!!"
The man burst into tears because of guilt, as if he was in a dream, but not like a dream...
"ah!!"
He suddenly woke up, sweating profusely, and looked around, seeing a dark and dead place with nothing there.
"turn out to be……"
Shangguan Yu breathed a long sigh of relief and wiped the sweat from his forehead.
It turned out to be a dream! However, although it was a dream, it was so clear that everything in the dream could be clearly seen in his mind, as if a soul with blue eyes and white eyes was floating in the sky, making him break into a cold sweat.
"Button, button, button!!"
Suddenly, there was a rapid knock on the door, an urgent and urgent rhythm.
How weird!!
Shangguan Yu's nerves couldn't help but become tense. He had always been an atheist and never believed that there were monsters and ghosts in this world.
But after the bizarre dream just now, he couldn't believe it anymore...
"Button, button..."
The knocking on the door continued, and it seemed that the visitor was not ready to leave unless he could wait for him to open the door.
"Forget it, never mind!!"
Shangguan Yu stood up, no matter whether the knocker was a human or a ghost, he was not afraid!
As soon as the door opened, before Shangguan Yu had time to speak, a pair of slender arms hugged his waist tightly.
"Idiot, idiot, idiot, why are you so stupid!!"
A woman's overwhelming complaints are more like coquettishness.
This sound...
"Xiaoyu?!!"
No, no, Shangguan Yu couldn't believe it.
"You idiot, you can never leave me again!!"
"Xiaoyu, how come you..."
The man's heart was so excited that he couldn't think normally at all.
"I know it all, I understand it all, you are so stupid, you are so stupid!!"
Rao Mengyu hugged Shangguan Yu tightly, as if no one could separate her from him...
"Lantong told me everything, why are you so stupid, how can you be so cruel!!"
"I……"
Shangguan Yu didn't know what to say at all. All of this was more like a dream.
Why did the woman he thought about day and night suddenly throw herself into his arms and loudly accuse him of being "heartless"?
God, if this is a reversal drama, then the reversal is too bizarre, right?
"Promise me you won't leave me again, okay?"
Rao Mengyu raised her head and looked at Shangguan Yu with tearful eyes, looking particularly charming.
In the eyes of the public, she is a noble princess, but now, she just wants to be a touch of cinnabar in the palm of a man's hand, to be held, pampered and loved by him, that is enough.
"Xiaoyu, you...are you serious, have you forgiven me? Don't blame me anymore?"
Happiness comes so fast, the world is spinning, and it is hard for people to take it.
Shangguan Yu was really scared. He was afraid that this was just a dream he imagined. He was afraid that once he woke up, the person in his arms would float away like a wisp of smoke...
"Come on, put your hand here, do you hear me?"
Rao Mengyu took Shangguan Yu's hand and put it on her belly, hoping that he could feel the weak heartbeat.
"This... Xiaoyu? Could it be that you..."
Shangguan Yu was so excited that he almost screamed.