Chapter 120 It's not that each other doesn't want to love
The plane passed through the clouds and landed safely at the destination.
After five years of absence, I came back here again. It was familiar yet strange, and a vague pain surged in my chest...
Huge black-framed sunglasses covered most of Wen Yin's increasingly charming face. She slowly took off her glasses. At this moment, there was a thick sourness in Wen Yin's eyes.
I once thought that she would never set foot on this land again, at least not in just five years! In the end, she came back!
I took a deep breath, feeling relieved? Also feeling helpless?
"Miss Lisa, what are you unhappy about? Tell us to make everyone happy!"
A lively little boy, wearing short t-shirts and a very childish suspenders, jumped up to Wen Yin with a cute and elegant look.
Her marble-sized eyes were wide open, staring at Wen Yin, expressing full expectation.
"Baby! Don't bother me! Get out of the way!" Wen Yin glared at Wen Xiaocuo pretending to be displeased, expressing that she didn't want to be disturbed at this time.
"Oh, mommy Lisa, I know you don't like me! My birth was a mistake, otherwise you wouldn't have given me such a vulgar name to make my classmates and friends laugh at me! In this case, you
Why did Mao want to give birth to me in the first place? Since you gave birth to me, you must love me and love me? I think I shouldn’t be called Wen Xiaocuo. You should name me Wen Dacuo! I am your big mistake.
wrong!"
My son, Wen Xiaocuo, was chirping a lot, with a look of complete disdain on his face.
"Do you think I want to give birth to you? If not..."
"If the doctor hadn't been worried that you wouldn't be able to have a baby in the future, and you were afraid that no one would die if you died, you wouldn't have given birth to me, right? I've heard this reason hundreds of times! Can you change it?"
The son took Wen Yin's words and walked towards Xia Xianyu behind him, "Daddy... your son has been wronged! It's so frustrating to bear this grievance..." He shook his head irritably.
, plunged into Xia Xianyu's arms.
He is not Wen Yin's son! He is Xia Xianyu's baby...
Wen Xiaocuo thought to himself.
"What's wrong with you, mother and son? We just got off the plane, are you causing trouble again?" Xia Xianyu pinched the bridge of Wen Xiaocuo's small nose dotingly, showing infinite love.
"I didn't cause trouble, trouble came to mess with me."
The son looked at Wen Yin angrily! Wen Yin turned her head away and ignored it, but she was laughing in her heart. This child was getting more and more outrageous!
"Tsk, tsk! Who dares to offend you with such virtue? Come on, if you make your mommy Lisa angry again, she will chop your daddy into big pieces. You can't bear to watch me die miserably under the knife of mommy Lisa.
?"
Xia Xianyu teased him with a smile on his face, but deep down in his heart he was envious! He envied Leng Jingtian for being so lucky to have such a lovely son.
Looking at Wen Yin's back, she kept saying that it was because she was afraid that she would not have children in the future, and that there would be no one to take her to her death. However, he knew better than anyone else that she was actually reluctant to take it away! Of course, it was also because it was her and her husband's death.
Leng Jingtian’s child.
We can't be together, but we can have a child together, which may be considered a kind of balance.
However, the hatred between her and Leng Jingtian still existed, so while she wanted to accept the birth of Xiao Cuo, she also felt a sense of resistance and ambivalence.
On the surface, she is indifferent to her son, but she loves him more than anyone else...
After all these years of getting along, doesn't he still understand her?
"Go, go, stop saying such nonsense in front of me! How many pieces are Lisa willing to chop you into?"
Wen Xiaocuo complained to him and dismissed him.
"You kid, look what you said? It seems like you hope Lisa will chop me up? If I die heroically, who will love you?"
Xia Xianyu is addicted to fighting with him! He can't help but tease him...
"Ahaha! I express my contempt for you! Isn't daddy great? Without daddy and mommy to love the child, there will be a lot of wives to love me in the future, and I will be very happy..."
With a look of embarrassment on his face, he deliberately said the words "Is Daddy great?" very loudly, and looked to the side with his round eyes, Wen Yin?
gone?
"Is Lisa here?"
"Already gone! If we don't follow him, be careful not to sleep on the street tonight!" Xia Xianyu stopped talking nonsense with him, quickened his pace, and followed Wen Yin.
"Yinyin, wait..."
They seem to be a very happy family! However, little do they know that they are not a family at all, but they are closer and more harmonious than a family...
In the taxi.
The son who had made a fuss fell asleep, lying in Wen Yin's arms, with a thin layer of sweat oozing out from his forehead! Wen Yin gently wiped the sweat from his head, so carefully, for fear of getting wet.
woke him up.
Looking at the familiar son in my arms, while feeling happy, my heart is also full of deep guilt and debt!
She gave birth to him, but did not give him enough fatherly and motherly love...
In the dead of night, sometimes she would wake up inexplicably, and then look at her son next to her sleeping soundly. She felt extremely happy, but also filled with extreme regret.
Sometimes I am cruel to my son and act serious to my son, but actually I want to tease him and make his life have some fun! I don’t want to just look at him with a sad face all day long, hold his hand, and tell him pitifully that I
What a miserable fate! You shouldn't have given birth to him! This will only make him feel how miserable his fate is...
Instead, use this lukewarm attitude to cultivate him like a weed, and maybe he will become stronger in the future!
Wen Yin's slender fingers gently brushed her son's black hair, and love poured out easily from her fingertips.
Little mistake, Mommy hopes you grow up happily, grow up quickly! Mommy is looking forward to it...
Wen Yin muttered silently in her heart.
Xia Xianyu, who was sitting in the passenger seat, looked at such a warm scene through the mirror, and his whole body was surrounded by warmth...
He tried his best to blend in with them, but he could always blend into Xiao Cuo's world and wander outside Wen Yin's world.
Her heart seemed to have a wall of iron and steel that no one could destroy, and then it reached her world.
There was a smile on her face, especially in these five years of hard life, it was rare to see her with a sad face! She always seemed to be positive and extremely optimistic, but underneath the smile she was crying and clenching her teeth.
Living with a tight jaw...
Maybe, she didn't want to look pitiful in front of Xiao Cuo! What she wanted to convey was an image of a strong woman.
Finally she did it!
With her unremitting efforts and her neither sad nor happy mood, she finally became a shining star in the fashion industry.
Becoming a famous designer has always been her dream! With such tireless and diligent work, her dream came true.
From the beginning to the end, she was struggling alone! Xia Xianyu was just there to encourage her.
Several times, her works were rejected, and the scene where she fell into Xia Xianyu's arms and burst into tears was recalled in Xia Xianyu's mind, and it was still as clear as yesterday.
Only at this time will she show her weak side...
Although "Leng Jingtian" has not become the three words that cannot be mentioned between them, they have a tacit understanding that no one will mention it.
Even in France, no one mentioned Leng Jingtian when they found out they were pregnant with the baby.
At that time, in Wen Yin's heart, she did not feel resentful about losing the baby she shared with Leng Jingtian. She only felt that he was a life. To take him away cruelly was to destroy a life. It was completely
Could not bear.
Moreover, even if there is a son.
Between her and Leng Jingtian, there will be no changes as always...
Moreover, in her opinion, Leng Jingtian would not compete with her for the baby! After all, when he was pregnant for the first time, he was so cruel that he turned the life in his belly into a pool of bone and blood. Cruel
stripped from her body!
Suddenly, Wen Yin thought about this and her eyes suddenly closed.
It seems that she doesn't want to think about these things in the past. When she thinks about it, her heart still feels heartbreaking pain!
But she deliberately ignored the pain. The more pain she felt, the more pain she felt, which meant she couldn't let go... She didn't want to be a woman who couldn't let go!
Only when a woman looks away and lets go can she live a more brilliant and free life.
Five years may be a long time for some people, but it is very short for her. Because she is busy, busy and fulfilled all day long, she naturally realizes that the days pass by so fast that in the blink of an eye, it is...
Five years.
Time is not forgiving, but it can accumulate a person's skills, making it easy for people to become mature, sensible, and open-minded...
All the grievances and grudges seem to be not important anymore, at least I won’t go out of my way to seek revenge! But I won’t choose to be with someone I hate, either!
"Have you ever thought about what would happen if Brother Jingtian saw the child?"
The dead silence in the car was finally broken by Xia Xianyu.
In France, you can not mention it at all, because we will never meet each other, and mentioning it will only be a kind of sadness.
But after returning to China, even if we don't mention Leng Jingtian, they will meet each other. Lisa's reputation will be widely reported, and countless big companies will hire Wen Yin.
In this way, Leng Jingtian can easily know that Wen Yin has returned to China.
Wen Yin has thought about this problem many times in her mind! However, she intuitively felt that Leng Jingtian would not care about the existence of this child...
"I don't know what he will do. He may be surprised or surprised, but one thing I am sure of is that he will not argue with me about my small mistakes."
The corners of Wen Yin's lips curved into a slight smile, a very bitter smile.
He doesn't like children, and he doesn't like having a child between them, so there won't be any disputes at all. She can rest assured!
However, while I was relieved, I suddenly felt a little uneasy! A strong uneasiness occupied my heart...
Xia Xianyu did not comment positively on Wen Yin's reply, but he was sure that Wen Yin's return would definitely cause another uproar...
After all, Wen Yin and Leng Jingtian can't be together. It's not that they don't love each other, but that there are too many entanglements between them, which are as high as a mountain...