The first time I met Song Ziting was when I was in the third grade of junior high school. Because of my father's work, I moved to the school where Song Ziting studied. I remember the first day of school. When I walked to the door of the class, I hesitated for a long time without stepping in. I really
I was worried that I was suddenly in such a strange environment. How should I adapt to it? Will my classmates laugh at me? But when the bell rang, I had to step into the classroom. The head teacher put his arm around my shoulders and introduced me.
When I presented it to everyone, what I saw when I looked up was Song Ziting’s smiling face. At that time, my heart suddenly became less nervous.
Later, I discovered that Song Ziting had a good temper and was very cheerful. She also liked to eat delicious food, but she couldn't get fat no matter how much she ate, so I quietly brought her delicious food from home for her to eat every day.
She was very happy every time. But I know that in addition to me giving her delicious food, there are many people who are very good to Song Ziting, and there is also a boy who is much older than us. That boy looks very good.
Handsome, but very domineering. Every time I came to see Song Ziting, I would see Song Ziting pouting and staring at him with big eyes. But I don’t know why, I always felt that Song Ziting didn’t hate that boy as much as she showed.
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One day, I was sitting with Song Ziting under the big tree on the school playground, basking in the sun. But at some point, the boy suddenly appeared. She put her arms around Song Ziting's shoulders and said he had brought her delicious food.
He said to me domineeringly: Song Ziting is his "man-in-law". I suddenly felt very insignificant because I didn't know what a man-in-law was. Maybe it was a code word between them, maybe... neither did I
Knowing what it was, looking at the two of them standing together, I suddenly felt that I was an eyesore, so I left without saying anything.
But what I didn't expect was that I would never see Song Ziting again until I saw that familiar smiling face again at the freshman meeting.
At that time, I thought that the world is really small, or that Song Ziting and I are really destined! Looking at Song Ziting who has grown up and become more beautiful, not to mention how happy I am! But when I deliberately
She sat across from her when she was reading in the library, but she didn't recognize me. When I deliberately walked past her on the path she often walked, she didn't recognize me either. It turned out that she
Don't remember me...
So I tried my best to listen to her class. It was so cute to see her sitting in front and following her friends, sometimes paying attention to the class, and sometimes secretly taking a break below. Finally one day, I found that she came to class alone.
, and I made a fool of myself in class, so I couldn’t help but stand up.
When I told her my name was Lu Yang, she still didn't recognize me, but so what, at least she and I got to know each other again! In a world without that boy, Song Ziting and I got to know each other again!
I knew that Song Ziting liked to dance, so I worked hard to form a hip-hop club as soon as I entered college. Finally one day I found an excuse to get closer to Song Ziting. Through my father's relationship, I knew that the school would organize a dance club.
Literary competition, so I used the literary competition as an excuse to ask Song Ziting to help me win the competition. Song Ziting is a kind-hearted girl, so as soon as she heard my request, she agreed immediately.
She didn’t know how happy I was when I heard she agreed to be my dance partner. I was so happy that I couldn’t sleep all night. When I took her to the hip-hop club, all the juniors and juniors We were attracted by her dancing skills almost immediately. She is indeed an excellent girl! But when everyone can see my feelings for her, she is the only one who doesn’t know. I don’t even know about her. All my friends bribed me, but Song Ziting still didn’t realize it and worked hard to help me win the competition.
Finally, on the day of the literary competition, when we came on stage and received warm applause from countless people in the audience, I saw the person I least wanted to see, the person I thought I would never see, in the judges' seat. Zhang Hao was actually sitting on the judges' bench. When I saw Song Ziting's big eyes full of panic, nervousness and even surprise, although I didn't want to admit it, there was still a surprise. My heart was completely cold. It turned out that He has been here for so many years, so... can I still fit into the eyes of this outstanding girl next to me?
I don’t know how I completed that series of dance steps. When the thunderous applause from the audience rang out, I knew that our dance was over. The dance for me and Song Ziting was over. Winning the championship was what I expected. , because Song Ziting is so good, she deserves to win the championship.
When we appeared on the podium and saw Zhang Hao slowly walking towards us, my whole body froze. How I wanted to stop time at that moment, so that Song Ziting could stand forever. Beside me, but time did not stop. Just before I turned around, Song Ziting suddenly fainted, and that guy Zhang Hao reacted quickly, picked up Song Ziting and rushed out of the auditorium.
When I looked at the empty podium and the disappearing car, I woke up. Everything was just a dream. But I couldn't give in, how could I give in! Song Ziting didn't even know my heart!
The next day I made various excuses and even used the excuse of receiving the championship award to go to Song Ziting. I think I showed it too obviously, so Song Ziting was frightened, and she began to avoid me intentionally, which made me feel bad. Very, but looking at Song Ziting's handsome and lovely appearance, I couldn't let go of her hand no matter what, even if I just looked at her from so far away.
I don’t know what happened next, but one day Song Ziting suddenly called me and asked me to pick her up. No one knew how happy I was when I received her call. I felt like my whole heart was about to burst. So I grabbed the car keys and drove the car to find her.
When I saw her standing alone under the dim light, waiting for me, my heart was drunk. I really wanted to jump out of the car and hug her tightly into my arms, but I knew I couldn't do that. If I did that, she would disappear from my eyes and she would never see me again. So I held my breath and pretended to be calm. I thought I should have behaved well that day, so Song Ziting would feel free to follow me. I got in the car.
I don’t know what happened to her, she looked very haggard, but she didn’t want to say that I couldn’t force her, so I took her to eat something, and she was as satisfied as she was when she was a child, grinning happily. Later, I took her to the apartment where I lived, and I was extremely satisfied when I saw her looking at ease. At least she thought of me when she was helpless, so I still have a certain place in her heart, right?
I thought I had another chance, but when everyone was having fun at my birthday party, I didn't expect Zhang Hao to appear in front of me again. Watching him dance domineeringly with Song Ziting in his arms, my heart almost burst, but seeing
When Song Ziting only had room for Zhang Hao in her eyes, I knew I lost. I lost completely. What reason did I have to be angry? Seeing Song Ziting being taken away from the party by Zhang Hao, I didn't step forward to try to save her, because I knew
I can't keep her at all. She has never belonged to me. I have never seen such a real look in her eyes, at least I didn't see it when she was with me. But when she looked at the man named Zhang Hao
When it comes to men, the brilliance in her eyes cannot be concealed.
I don’t remember how that birthday ended that day. I only know that that birthday was the most unforgettable and saddest birthday in my life. Later, I heard something about Song Ziting, and it turned out that I appeared in her life.
It was always too late. I had never resented my birth, but at that moment I began to resent, why didn't I meet Song Ziting first, and why did my father's job change again at that time and let me leave Song Ziting. And then
Why did you let me meet Song Ziting later and let me know that I was hopelessly in love with her!
When Song Ziting was wearing a pure white wedding dress and standing in the banquet hall that attracted the attention of the whole city, I realized that she and the man standing next to her were so well matched. Watching the two people kissing selflessly, I finally
I understood that the world between Song Ziting and him, that outstanding man, had long been doomed, and I was too delusional. Looking at Song Ziting’s happy smile, I suddenly understood: Song Ziting, as long as you are happy, then just watch silently from a distance
Yes, I am also happy, right?
So I give you the infinite blessings in my heart. Although you may not see it or don’t want to see it, I want you to know that no matter when you turn around, I will be waiting for you in a corner.
I thought that my heart had lost all functions, and I would not feel pain or happiness, but God seems to be particularly favoring me. Every day when I open the newspaper, I will see the happy news about your family in the newspaper. From the initial pain, I
I started to adapt slowly. You see, now that I see your smiling faces, I actually want to laugh. Seeing that you have already had the crystallization of happiness, I can't help but grin. But why are you smiling at me?
The corners of your eyes are wet? The child's eyes are so similar to your big eyes. They are as clean as when I first saw you. I think it is those big and smart eyes that have made me lost and loved for so many years.
Well. Suddenly, every moment of being with you flashed before my eyes like a movie clip, including your happy smiling face, your angry look with your mouth pouting, and even your satisfied look after eating delicious food.
Suddenly there was a crisp ringing at the door. I stood up and wiped the corners of my eyes. When I saw a girl with a bright smile standing at the door, my heart suddenly brightened. It turned out that I should let go at the right time, Zi Ting.
I wish you happiness, I also want to find my own happiness!