Bu Xianxian shuddered slightly. It was already half a month after the last time he met the dark night in the restaurant.
Damn it, let her think about it carefully, okay, even if he really wants to be with her, what is it like that he keeps disappearing like this for half a month?
"What's wrong with Xianxian? Is the air conditioning too strong?" Tang Xueyan handed Bu Xianxian a cup of hot cocoa, then sat next to Bu Xianxian and asked with a smile.
This period of time for Xianxian is too strange. Half a month ago, she was like an old woman who was worried about getting married, and she was obsessed with dating. The battle was so exciting, but in the past half month, she
Like an eggplant beaten by frost, she reports to her small apartment on time every day, working harder than the employees who clock in.
Did she suffer some kind of shock? Ah... She seemed to have had a blind date half a month ago. Could it be because of that blind date?
"Xianxian, haven't you been on a blind date some time ago? How come you don't agree with me?" Tang Xueyan sighed quietly and asked. There was no way, she couldn't understand Bu Xianxian more and more. Now she has
She was always stuck in her mind about something, and if she didn't take the initiative to ask, she probably wouldn't know anything.
"Ahem..." Bu Xianxian choked on the hot cocoa he was sucking, coughed a few times, his face changed, his eyes suddenly became much darker, and then he quickly smiled at Tang Xueyan, "What's there?
I’m satisfied! That’s not all!”
Dizzy! Why did Xueyan ask this all of a sudden?
"Really?" Tang Xueyan glanced at Bu Xianxian casually, but she had seen all of Bu Xianxian's reaction just now. It seemed that her recent mood was indeed different from the blind date half a month ago.
It doesn't matter.
"Of course!" Bu Xianxian replied hastily. But her eagerness made people feel like there was no silver in this place.
"What do you think of the person you had a blind date with last time?" Tang Xueyan sighed and asked softly.
The last time they had a blind date? The figure of Hei Ye emerged in Bu Xianxian's mind, and the cup of hot cocoa she held was crushed by her out of control.
"Ah..." The warm liquid flowed through the palm of his hand, which brought the lost Bu Xianxian back to his senses, "It's over, it's over, my hands are all sticky!"
Bu Xianxian looked at her hands that had been "cleaned" by the hot cocoa, with a helpless expression on her face. How could she lose her mind just thinking about the dark night?
"You have something on your mind!" Tang Xueyan, her best friend for many years, said with certainty.
Bu Xianxian didn't say anything. She spread her hands and looked at Tang Xueyan silently. Suddenly she leaned on Tang Xueyan's shoulder and said faintly: "What do you mean by love? The first time you fall in love with someone, you really have to be in a relationship.
Weak?"
In front of the dark night, no matter how much Bu Xianxian tried to stay calm or pretended to be strong, she just felt like a clown.
"What does love look like in your eyes?" None of them have ever been in love, but it doesn't mean that the more they have been in love, the more they really understand love.
"I can't afford to be hurt! Little sweetness, great sorrow! You know clearly that the person you love doesn't love you, and you know you can't afford to love, but you still want to plunge in and leave regardless of your own safety, but your heart is already tied to death!"
Bu Xianxian hugged Tang Xueyan, leaned on her shoulder and said quietly, "I feel that my heart will hurt anytime and anywhere. It is not like others say that I am happy because of that person's joy, and sad because of that person's sadness. He is sad."
When he is happy, I feel even sadder, and when he is happy, I cry secretly! My heart feels like it has been hollowed out, and it hurts no matter how I fill it!"
"Do you regret it?"
"I can't say whether I regret it or not. A wrong person, a wrong encounter, a wrong trajectory. I just wanted to go back to where I was, but I found that I couldn't go back! Even if I couldn't see the footprints, I still walked through!" Bu Xianxian laughed at himself
He said, "Just start over!"
"Maybe you can get to know each other again! The right person, the right occasion, the right development, start from scratch!" Is it true that in love, geniuses will turn into fools? Who knows!
Bu Xianxian remained silent, how easy is it to start from scratch? Heiye is so proud, and so many things have happened between them, they are destined not to be together!
What's more, her heart has already been hurt. She doesn't want to get hurt again. If she does it again, she will probably collapse!
Wave after wave of hurt, like a surging tide, washes away the joy, but cannot wash away the sadness.
She is very tired from loving so hard!
"Do you believe in fate?" Maybe this is fate!
"I will visit my only soul mate in the vast sea of people. I will be lucky to find him, but he will not kill me! No matter how much the immortal believes in fate, it still requires hard work! Love is even more so. When two people are together, they need to get along!"
Hei's business has been busy recently, and Heiye, as the president, is even busier. He often works overtime until dawn. Especially last month, the entire Hei's family was almost exhausted, but Heiye still rushed to the place where Bu Xianxian was traveling without hesitation.
.No man would work so hard to tease a woman, especially a man who is known as a workaholic.
Didn't she try hard? Bu Xianxian pursed her lips tightly. It was because she had tried hard that she was so helpless. She should let go of the love that shouldn't belong to her!
"Actually, I have been working hard. You are right that love is interactive. No matter how hard I try, the result will be tragedy!" Bu Xianxian forced a smile, her watery eyes seemed to be about to shed tears at any time, "I really
Such a tragedy! Really..."
"Xianxian, don't laugh like this, don't be like this..." Tang Xueyan hugged Bu Xianxian in her arms, her eyes filled with distress.
"Xueyan, but I'm really sad, really sad... I love him!" Bu Xianxian's voice was trembling. This was the first time she spoke her heart so seriously.
"I know everything!" Tang Xueyan comforted softly.
"Look at me..." Bu Xianxian smiled, with tears on her slightly red cheeks, "The hot cocoa just now got all over your clothes..."
"Eh? Really?" Tang Xueyan opened the distance between the two and looked at the clothes on her chest. There was nothing there!
"Hahaha..." Bu Xianxian suddenly laughed, and the atmosphere suddenly relaxed, "Idiot, carry it on your back!"
"Ah? That's it!" Tang Xueyan murmured with some hindsight.
"It's not fun, you stupid person..."
"Wooden man? Bu Xianxian..." Tang Xueyan reacted immediately, pulled Bu Xianxian over and messed up her hair hard.
"Xueyan, Xueyan, you can cut off your hair but don't mess up your hair..." Bu Xianxian said playfully while hiding.
"That's weird..."
The two of them huddled together laughing and jokingly, having long forgotten their recent downturn.
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