210 Contradictory relationship between protection and harm
Are his hands numb, cold, or something else... Hei Ye doesn't want to investigate, but the sweat overflowing from his palms and the uncontrollable trembling revealed his mood.
His temperament is fiery, but he is not restrained. He was once a sweetheart, but now he is poisonous.
He pressed her back with both hands, and his strong body took her into his arms. Endless longings poured out, and these longings were extremely fierce.
"Bu Xianxian, but I love you very much, and I wish you could merge into my flesh and blood..." Turning his face to the side, he did not look at Bu Xianxian's snow-white complexion in the dark night, or at the beauty that once made him feel like he was drinking honey.
Ordinary red lips, thin lips slightly parted, and the words spoken softly are helpless and determined.
The more proud a person is, the more fragile he is. But this time, even if she asks, he will not let her go. Along the way, he truly understands that Bu Xianxian may be able to do it without Heiye; but he Heiye
If you lose Bu Xianxian in your life, you must never...
"You lied to me!" Bu Xianxian raised his head and was stunned for a while, then said slowly.
If you really love her, why did you lie to her? If you really love her so much, why don't you believe her? If you really love her so much, why don't you understand her at all?
"You lied to me!" She put her thin white hand weakly on Heiye's shoulder and complained softly. No doubt, Heiye's words gave her hope, but at the same time, she couldn't help but feel a chill.
How much real content is there in this voice of love?
The painful eyes met the dark night. In addition to helplessness, those black eyes were also full of irresistible plunder.
His eyes were something she couldn't resist at any time. And this terrible and huge attraction made her feel scared, afraid of being completely addicted, afraid of being disappointed again and again, and being hurt again and again.
She was a little irritated and wanted to push away this warm and familiar chest, but she couldn't lift any strength.
Silence, crying... It seems that only tears can pour everything out.
"I love you, I love you..." Heiye hugged Bu Xianxian tightly and repeated it again and again. If she didn't believe it, he could say it until she did.
"Liar! You don't love me, you don't love me..." Leaning weakly against the night, Bu Xianxian shouted angrily, "If you love me, you won't disbelieve me. If you really love
I, you will not lie to me that your engagement with Miss Bi has been terminated..."
The grievances and dissatisfaction in his heart were all expressed at once. Bu Xianxian choked in pain. He seemed to see the scene of the night leaving before his eyes, and Bi Lao's words were still ringing in his ears...
"You..." Hei Ye stared at Bu Xianxian in shock, his eyes widened, how could she know?
And Heiye's reaction made Bu Xianxian calm down. She used all her strength to push Heiye away, who was still in shock, and suddenly laughed.
"Do you think I'm easy to deceive and let you play with me again and again? This time, I'm both physically and mentally exhausted... I'm very proud and have a sense of accomplishment, right?" Now that I've been honest, I don't have any worries anymore. It's time to say
Whatever she wanted to say, she did it according to what she thought in her heart.
Hei Ye stared at Bu Xianxian for a long time, then pulled his lips helplessly and laughed. What a farce! And this farce was all caused by him!
"Xianxian, do you understand me?" Looking at Bu Xianxian's pale smile, Heiye asked slowly. Maybe he was a fan of the authorities, but with an IQ of 180, he had never discovered that even though they lived together, they
They never seemed to understand each other.
"Then do you understand me? No, it should be said, have you tried to understand me?" What does he mean by asking? Does he deny everything about them?
Is there anything more hurtful than this sentence? You obviously think that the other person loves the other person deeply, but in the end you deny everything with "Do you understand me?"
Ha, yes, there is nothing more vivid than this sentence!
Haha... Both parties thought they loved each other, but in the end they discovered that they had never understood each other! Even though they hugged each other tightly, their hearts were so far apart...
Pretending to be strong, she raised her head and looked into his eyes. She was not afraid that he would see her vulnerability. At this point, they might not be able to look back...
"Don't I know you? In order to prevent you from getting hurt and worrying about your heart, I have to lie...Have you ever thought about it? The cooperation between Hei's and S Company is not so easy to explain in one word.
!Have you ever thought about me?"
Bu Xianxian stared at the black night in a daze, she knew that what the black night said was indeed correct, but love couldn't even hold dust, let alone sand?
No matter how many arguments there are, they are all to protect themselves in case they are injured in this battle. As everyone knows, injury and protection are contradictory but coexist. The self-protection between men and women is actually hurting each other at the same time. In the end, but
It's a lose-lose situation.
The questions and doubts between Bu Xianxian and Heiye are not because they don't love each other, but because they love each other too much. Everyone wants to be loved, and no one wants to be hurt. The relationship between advancement and retreat is lingering, entangled, and unable to let go.
, and can’t let go...
"No matter what, I want to stay by your side now!" Love or not, the person involved knows best in his heart. Hei Ye also wants to argue, but seeing her sad makes his heart even sadder.
No matter, let's leave it like that for today. In the future, he will untie the knots in his heart one by one until it becomes clear. Even if she doesn't love him, he will always be by her side.
Jingtao slaps! Bu Xianxian was really shocked. The dark night in front of her was the dark night she knew, but it was not the dark night she knew. His domineering and arrogant look were all familiar to her; and
The darkness revealed in his words made her so unfamiliar!
The throbbing can't be endured, and the heartbeat is no longer regular... Can she still have hope? Is there still hope? Is this another reflection in the water, a mirage?
Reaching out, Heiye rolled the stunned Bu Xianxian into his arms, pressed his thin lips against her small and charming ears, and said in a low voice: "I want to stay by your side..."
And these words were like the curse that Monk Tang used to imprison Sun Xingzhe, tightly binding Bu Xianxian, leaving her without any strength to push back, leaving her at a loss...
A warm feeling penetrates into the bottom of my heart. This sweet burden makes people want to stop...
Whether it is true or false, show or truth, it no longer matters... False, true, true, false, let her hold on to this cluster of happiness that may not belong to her for the time being.
Love, this thing is really harmful, it can turn a genius into an idiot, even if a loyal heart is stepped on...