Bu Xianxian's palms were pressed tightly against Heiye's chest, and that strong body seemed to be burning Bu Xianxian's palms through the thin shirt. The heat made Bu Xianxian's voice tremble a little, but he couldn't help it.
He said calmly without pretending to be calm: "No matter what it is, I don't want to know anything about you. We have no relationship anymore!"
"Xianxian..." Heiye lowered his head and buried himself in Bu Xianxian's slender neck and breathed deeply. The slight breath gently brushed through every pore of Bu Xianxian, causing her to tingle.
"Xianxian, don't reject me, at least not now!"
Tears welled up in her beautiful eyes. The misty eyes looked confused and attractive. She raised her head slightly and blinked hard, even though the tears were almost flowing out, even though the stinging feeling was already in her heart and spleen, Bu Xianxian
Still looking ahead coldly.
Can she indulge once? Can she? No, she can't, her heart has begun to waver, and she can't go on like this...
With her red lips slightly parted, Bu Xianxian took a few deep breaths before using all her strength to push away the darkness.
"Let's go!" Bu Xianxian's cold and decisive attitude made Hei Ye feel uneasy and frightened. He thought that because he still loved her, as long as he pretended to be depressed, she would
He will always feel distressed... It seems that things are much more difficult than he imagined.
Hei Ye said nothing, looking straight at Bu Xianxian with calm eyes, as if thinking about whether what she said was true.
"Let's go!" Her beautiful eyes were stunned, and Bu Xianxian couldn't help but feel a little nervous, and her palms suddenly became sweaty, "Heiye, I think I have said it clearly enough! Let's go!"
Hei Ye made no sound or movement, but slowly took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took out one, lit it slowly, and then took a deep puff.
"You..." Bu Xianxian bit his lower lip, and when he saw those deep and slightly sad eyes, he suddenly forgot his original position and growled in a hurry: "Why don't you let me go?
Why?"
Heiye lowered his head, pursed his thin lips, and the cigarette was still burning between his fingers. He looked at her with a trace of dejection in the curling smoke. That cold look made Xianxian's heart tremble.
"Heiye, if you were a man, just turn around and leave!" As he said that, Bu Xianxian suddenly threw himself in front of Heiye with tears streaming down his face. The distance between them was very close, so close that they would almost touch each other as soon as they turned around.
A flash of turbulence flashed through the cold eyes quickly, and the turbulent heartache washed away. Unfortunately, they were hidden too deep and too fast, and the fierce collision at that moment had already sunk into the deep sea before anyone noticed it.
"Let's go!" After slapping Heiye's chest several times, Bu Xianxian turned around and turned her back to Heiye. Her voice was hoarse and cold because of crying. Even she couldn't help but feel uncomfortable.
"Do you remember? You once promised me that as long as I sacrifice my life, you would let me go! So, please don't appear in my sight again this time..."
The butt of the cigarette had burned onto his fingers, and the stinging burn made Hei Ye unconsciously open his two fingers. It turned out that the feeling of being burned by fireworks was so painful...
The fireworks touched the fingertips, and the moment they landed and left, Hei Ye paused, and the Adam's apple rolling in his throat was tearing in pain. Bu Xianxian turned his back to Hei Ye, and clenched his hands tightly into fists, which were tightly clasped together.
The five fingers actually dug into the palm.
He took a small step in the dark night, and the two of them were almost close to each other. They could vaguely hear each other's heartbeats and breathing.
"Do you really want me to leave?" She didn't even hesitate to bring up old memories. She was really hurting him!
Bu Xianxian stiffened, nodded numbly, and brought her nails and palms closer to each other.
"Bu Xianxian, do you really want me to leave? Maybe if I leave, I won't look back!" It was her who was hurt, and it was him who was hurt, even though he knew that what he said would hurt her.
The pain and bitterness were tumbling in Bu Xianxian's stomach, and the choking feeling made her almost want to vomit out. Her heart ached so much that she felt so sad that she almost died.
Laugh, cry, and let yourself be free, the more you worry, the more it is not the heart! The heart, this thing is bound and violated, it is really difficult, very difficult...
She closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and her chest rose and fell a few times. Bu Xianxian nodded silently. It was difficult to break, but she had to break. She wouldn't regret it, she wouldn't... But why couldn't she even breathe?
Does it hurt? Is this man she clearly decided not to want? This man is clearly the man she said she didn’t want...
Hei Ye slowly took a step back, sighed softly, and smiled bitterly: "Then...I'm leaving!"
His willingness to leave now does not mean giving up. Whether it is her or him, they both need time, time to think clearly about some things, time to plan carefully, and what to do next...
Heiye's words were like a lightning strike, and Xianxian was stunned. She bit her lower lip hard, listening to the faint footsteps behind her, and tasted the sweet taste of blood in her mouth.
The footsteps getting further and further away were like a magic spell, seducing her and making the legs under her body itchy. During this period of time, she was always escaping and pushing away, but she really listened.
When he said he wanted to leave, she almost couldn't control herself.
It turns out that all women in the world are vain and always hope to have such a man by their side who can chase them and support them...
It turns out that women in the world are all passionate, and they know clearly that they should let go, but although they refuse, they are willing to leave countless possibilities...
It turned out that she kept saying that she wanted to break up or let go, but in her heart she wanted to be involved for the rest of her life...
Tears fell countless times, and were drained countless times. Each time, one teardrop was like a kite with a broken string, falling aimlessly until it disappeared in the air...
"Bu Xianxian, what's wrong with you?" When Li Xianglong arrived, Bu Xianxian was still standing at the half-open door, with a half-wet face.
Infinite thoughts slowly returned to Li Xianglong's words. Bu Xianxian turned his head and looked at Li Xianglong with a puzzled look.
"What's wrong with you? Are you crying? Your eyes are blood red than that little white rabbit's, so ugly!" Li Xianglong reached out and patted Bu Xianxian's head and said jokingly.
Judging from her appearance, she must have been standing at the door for a long time. What's going on? Is it related to her cousin?
Li Xianglong not only received news from Mr. Hei about Heiye's recent actions, but also heard about it from the person involved and Tang Xueyan, but he didn't understand. Why did Bu Xianxian reject Heiye when he was clearly in love with Heiye? Is it true?
Is it because of the suicide note?
Although he has already analyzed it for Bu Xianxian, it is very possible that Bu Xianxian is still confused!
If this was really the case, he would have to feel sympathy for his cousin...
"Li Xianglong, let me ask you, do you think I did it wrong?" Did she do it wrong? Is it really not right to go against one's will?
Li Xianglong thought for a while, then pulled Bu Xianxian into the door, then sat on the sofa and stared at Bu Xianxian seriously for a while: "What do you think? Asking others is just other people's opinions. The most important thing is
are you happy?"
Although it is said that the authorities are blind to the eyes, but when it comes to relationships, they will only become more and more helpful.
"Am I happy?"
"Yes, do you feel happy? If you think you will be happier if you separate, then why not?" Is Bu Xianxian living a happy life? From the perspective of bystanders like them, even if she has been escaping from the night, even if she
It seems that she has made up her mind to separate, but she is not as happy as before. However, there are some things that she needs to feel well. Only when she feels it herself will she be able to move forward more firmly in the future.
Bu Xianxian lowered his head and thought for several minutes. Then he raised his head and gave Li Xianglong a pale smile. His hollow voice slowly sounded: "What should I do...I find that I can't seem to be separated from him..."
There was no doubt, in fact, she didn't even need to think about it at all, she could tell herself with 100% certainty that she loved Heiye and she actually didn't want to leave him...
Looking at the smile on Bu Xianxian's face, Li Xianglong suddenly felt a little helpless and speechless. If he is so determined, why do he still do this? Is this just to torture each other? If you are not happy doing this, why not follow your heart?
?
Li Xianglong looked at Bu Xianxian and sighed: "Then since you know, why don't you go back to find him?"
"It's not that we don't want to, but that we can't. Many times, we can't follow our hearts. There are too many considerations and worries around us..."
Li Xianglong's eyes dimmed and he was silent. He understood what Bu Xianxian said. Isn't this the reason for the conflict between him and Hei Ye? Good brothers have become strangers.
Forget it! Just let things go as they are. The old man probably won't just let it go. He'd better handle the old man's side well to avoid any trouble.
"By the way, what are you doing here today?" Although after what happened with Xiao Mei, the relationship between them and Li Xianglong became more familiar, but Li Xianglong is a busy man, and things always happen. Chapter 1
The first time was to help Xiaomei get out of the hospital, and the second time was to deal with Xiaomei’s funeral. What was it for this time? I hope it’s not a bad thing.
"Why do I have to come here because I have something to do? It turns out that I am so unpopular!" Li Xianglong coughed a few times and smiled, "But this time, I really have something to do when I come here."
Just tell her, busy people don't show up for no reason.
"Does Xiaomei have any other good friends besides you and Miss Tang? Deep friendships!"
"Xiaomei's good friend?" Bu Xianxian scratched her head, thought for a while, and shook her head, "I have never met Xiaomei's other good friends! Although she looks optimistic and seems to get along well with everyone,
Actually, that’s not the case, it’s just her protective color. To be a true friend, I really don’t have any impression of the others!”