She screamed, her throat was dry and aching. Now she was immersed in double guilt, towards the dark night and towards Tang Xueyan. Did she really have no heart?
Maybe... it's true! A self-deprecating smile appeared on the corner of Bu Xianxian's mouth, and there were tears in the smile. After dreaming back at midnight, scenes passed through her mind, and her fingertips always sank into the seam of her flesh unconsciously.
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Is this kind of woman still me? Vicious, cruel, false... She dreams of revenge, but she hurts those who love her along the way, and even herself...
It's not that she hasn't thought about retreating, but there are thousands of mountains and rivers, and the road is already halfway gone. When she thinks about turning back, there are obstacles ahead, no way back, and it's difficult to get off the tiger. Turning back has become a delusion.
Time flickers on and off at this moment, and no sound can be heard except the words of the night. After many twists and turns... they still can't reach the end in the end, can they?
It's not that she hadn't expected such an outcome. Ever since she made the decision in her heart, she had often thought about what his expression would be like in the future when the truth was revealed? Angry? Helpless? Or sad after being betrayed? But
She was so eager to take revenge that she calculated everything, but her mental calculations failed.
There was no perfect turn, no joy of success, no thoughts... Along the way, apart from losses, she seemed to have gained nothing at all... The heart beat slightly, but the frequency of beating slower than usual due to sadness was
Make the beating sound louder... The whole body trembles slightly, and suddenly there is a chaotic noise in the ears...
When Bu Xianxian woke up, the first thing he saw was the snow-white ceiling. The pure color was like a load.
There was no one... She turned her head and looked around. As she woke up, the pain and despair in her heart surged forward again. The menacing force pressed on her heart and swept through her entire body.
The door was opened suddenly.
The anxious faces of her parents appeared in front of her.
"Are you awake?" Meeting her gaze, Mama Bu's eyes were obviously full of joy and peace of mind.
Lowering his eyelids, Bu Xianxian said nothing.
Bu's mother opened her mouth, as if she wanted to say something more, but her eyes moved to Bu Xianxian's pale face again, and finally she did not speak.
"Mom..." After a moment, Bu Xianxian raised his eyelids and felt a sore heart, "Call him..."
The faint tone, if you didn't pay attention to her attentively, might turn into invisible air.
Bu's mother was stunned, and her heart felt astringent.
"How do you feel? Do you feel uncomfortable anywhere?" Mother Bu asked caringly. The doctor's words floated in her ears. The patient was too stimulated and depressed for a long time. He should take a good rest and remember not to be hit again...
...Otherwise there will be miscarriages...
"Ask him to come..." Bu Xianxian's beautiful eyes were dark, and her voice was a little louder, but her voice was more nasal, "I want to see him!"
He was angry and didn't want her anymore... so he didn't want to come, right? The words were already in his throat, but Bu Xianxian couldn't ask. Her parents' cryptic expressions told her that he wasn't coming. She knew the answer was that it hurt, no.
It hurts to know the answer.
"Would you like some water?" Bu's mother didn't want to see her daughter's expression uglier than crying. She turned her head and said to Bu's father, who had been standing aside with a silent look on his face, "Honey, give your daughter some water.
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"I don't want to drink water..."
Bu's mother sighed, walked slowly to the bed and sat down next to her. "Don't be angry. You have a child in your belly, so you can't be willful!"
Should she tell Bu Xianxian truthfully what doctor told her? Bu’s mother secretly thought that if she didn’t tell her, she would be afraid that her daughter would cause trouble and the child in her belly would be in danger; if she said it, she would be afraid that her daughter would worry and make the pain worse...
"I want to see him..." Bu Xianxian felt extremely uncomfortable. Seeing her mother's worried look, she couldn't help but feel guilty. She was a failure in life. She was a failure as a wife to Hei Ye; she was a failure as a friend to her friends; now
, even the parents who gave birth to her and raised her, she was a failed daughter. Even though her parents were at this age, she still made them worry... But, she really wanted to see him...
Is he meeting her? They are still bound by blood, and she still carries the crystallization of their love in her belly, as well as her hope for the future... No matter how angry he is, no matter how angry he is with her,
He still wants the child in his belly... She has always known his love for the child in his belly.
Even if he has been disappointed with her and wants to give up on her, he will still be soft-hearted for the sake of the child... Bu Xianxian thought that the unborn child in her belly was not only her own flesh and blood, but also her own.
She knew that no matter how hot or cruel Hei Ye was, it was only in the mall... He had always been caring about her and their children.
This thought gave her an expectation, and she believed in it no matter what - Heiye would never give up on her and her child.
"Xianxian..." Seeing her persistence, Bu's mother said angrily, "You take good care of yourself first, and we can talk about the rest, okay?"
"I just want to see him... Can you go and notify him?" Bu Xianxian burst into tears, her slender hands reached out of the quilt, and held Bu's mother's hand on the bedside, "Otherwise... give me the phone, myself and him
explain……"
It's really enough! Dad Bu held a cup of hot water in his hand, and the anger in his eyes could no longer be contained. From the moment he entered the ward, he had been silent, regarding what his daughter had done, and what he had just heard.
News, he ignored everything his daughter said just now.
He knew that his daughter was carrying a child in her belly and could not be stimulated, but her repeated willfulness really made him look down upon him. His emotions surged up in his stomach, and he put the water heavily on the table.
, Bu’s father glared angrily at his daughter on the bed.
"Bu Xianxian, what do you want to do? Do you know how your parents spent their day?" Bu's father growled, "I have adopted a son who doesn't know his parents' feelings. Do we owe you something or something?"
Upon hearing this, Bu Xianxian's eyes instantly filled with mist, and his heart suddenly dropped.
"Who do you want to see? Who do you want to see? Find it yourself!" Father Bu continued angrily, "We have no obligation!"
The corners of Bu Xianxian's mouth trembled slightly, and his face became paler.
"Wife..." Bu's mother stood up, grabbed her wife, and said, "Stop talking, the child is still weak and cannot be hit..."
How could the father not know that his daughter's physical condition was not good enough? He stood beside the doctor when he gave the instructions.
"Xianxian... you should take a good rest first..." Bu's mother stopped when she saw Bu's father frowning, turned her head, and said to Bu Xianxian again in a serious voice, "My parents are old and can't stand such trouble.
No matter what happens to you, just show your filial piety and think about us two old people!"
It's actually very hurtful to say this! Being filial to your parents is your responsibility as a child.