It turns out that death, the eternal separation between heaven and man, is nothing more than the indifferent "declaration of death" in the doctor's mouth.
"Dad..." Bu Xianxian looked in a trance, sitting quietly next to the body that had been covered with white cloth. His fingers were trembling violently, and he slowly and carefully moved to the edge of the white cloth. Second by second, hour by hour, this one
The action lasted almost a century.
People always lack the courage. They clearly know what is behind this step, but they think about how to escape. It is not because of the fear of the unknown, but precisely because they clearly know the cruelty behind it.
In her mind, there was a scarlet red color that made people manic... She closed her eyes slightly, and even her eyelids trembled slightly.
Her father was right within her reach...but so far away that she could no longer touch him.
Heaven and earth are separated forever! My fingertips felt slightly cold, and suddenly hot tears fell down my face.
It turns out that happiness has always been just a legend! A few years of deep love only resulted in the loss of loved ones.
The fingertips sank into the flesh seam, and the red thread escaped. My heart was numb and painful, and I couldn't touch it.
In the dark night, even facing my father's cold corpse, I didn't want to believe that the person I fell in love with through all the hardships could be so cold-blooded and ruthless. If it was true, then you and I would be mortal enemies from now on.
"Mom..." A voice hoarse from crying shouted softly and long.
"Why haven't you arrived home yet? Where is your dad? Have you found him?"
The words were on my lips, but I couldn't make a sound.
It felt like a piece of her heart had been cut out, and the hollow area was extremely painful. Blood seemed to be pouring out continuously, one after another, and the pain was so painful that even breathing was painful for her.
He frowned, clutched his heart, endured the pain, forced his lips apart, and said a faint sentence as if it was a lifetime ago.
After hanging up the phone, my eyes stared at the stagnant white cloth. There was no trace of life, and it was as quiet as frozen ice.
The hands are still shaking.
Finally, the white cloth was lifted.
Her father's body temperature no longer existed, and his whole body was already cold. His pale and bloodless cheeks were stained with a dark yellow color at some point.
Death has always been next door to survival, but it is always invisible, occasionally pretending to be a corpse, and taking away a life by the way.
Her fingers tremblingly touched her cheek, which had lost all warmth. It was like a movie, with scenes as sweet as honey flashing through her mind.
She is very small, she is laughing, and her father is also laughing.
She grew taller, she pouted, and her father raised his eyebrows angrily.
When she got married, her smile didn't reach her eyes. Her father's face was full of joy but also full of worry.
The scarlet and juicy blood is shockingly bright...
Her delicate face turned extremely pale, she stood up her legs forcefully, protected her chest, opened the door, and the cold air hit her.
The sun is clearly shining brightly, but where does the cold air come from?
After a long time, Mother Bu's frightened voice came from not far away. Not long after, a shaking shadow appeared in front of her eyes, and the shrill cry was like a bayonet stabbing her life gate.
Every sound, every blow, doubled the strength.
For three days and three nights, Bu Xianxian knelt before his father's soul without eating or drinking, without tears or crying, as quietly as a cold machine.
The funeral was very desolate, without any blessings or rituals. It was just a simple farewell ceremony.
Since it is nothing, it is pain! Pain can only be experienced by oneself. Pain cannot be shown. She just hopes to send her father off quietly for the last journey, wash away her guilt, and let him go to hell.
Walk more peacefully on the road.
"Xianxian," Bu's mother slowly knelt down beside Bu Xianxian, "you should rest!"
"Has the baby eaten?" It has only been three days, and his face has lost any expression, and he is as peaceful as a sculpture.
"After drinking milk, I went to sleep!" According to convention, newborn babies should not go to an unlucky place like the mourning hall, for fear that the evil spirit of the dead will be directed at the child's delicate life.
"Xianxian, don't torture yourself like this, your dad won't be able to leave at ease if he sees it!" Bu's mother sighed softly and said slightly.
After decades of relationship between husband and wife, no matter how strong she was, she could not bear the pain of losing her husband. However, her daughter's abnormality forced her to be strong.
"It's not torture, I'm just atonement!" Her sin was too serious, and she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to get her father's forgiveness even if she did this, even though she knew that his father never held any grudge against her at all.
But, precisely because of this, she felt even more painful! She wanted to deceive herself, follow the comfort of others, and deceive herself to feel at ease, but in the end, she felt even more guilty.
"Brother, he didn't even see my dad for the last time. It's all my fault!" Now the eldest brother may not even know the news of dad's death. Dad's last journey was so miserable.
"You..." She opened her lips and sighed slightly, but Mama Bu finally stopped talking.
Death, wake, and burial. In just three days, in just a moment, a life just left. It's so simple and scary.
After thanking the neighbors for their help and hugging Hei Ran who was giggling and laughing, Bu Xianxian's heart was shaken.
A child who knows nothing about human affairs is really happy. Even if the close relatives around him have left, he still has no idea about it and still happily teases you.
After a while, Hei Ran became tired and finally fell asleep slowly with even breathing. Bu Xianxian put Hei Ran in the crib and covered him with a quilt.
"Mom, I have something to do and I have to go out for a while!" Bu Xianxian said loudly towards the kitchen.
"Where are you going?" Bu's mother was shocked and hurriedly walked out of the kitchen, but after just a few steps, Bu Xianxian was nowhere to be seen?
After a while, Hei's secretary pulled Bu Xianxian, who was about to walk in with some panic, and said, "You can't go in without an appointment! If there is anything, please let me inform the president first!"
"Ha..." Bu Xianxian chuckled, and the look on his face suddenly became terrifying and gloomy, like the sky about to be hit by a storm, so depressing that it made people breathless, "As the wife of the CEO of the Hei family, how could it be that
Do I have to report even a single meeting with my husband?”
The secretary was a little trembling and said, "The president didn't say anything. Even if you are the president's wife, I can't do anything about it!"
Bu Xianxian's eyes widened with anger. Suddenly, the secretary blocking her way was startled. Bu Xianxian quickly passed her and pushed open the door of the CEO's office.
The secretary woke up from her daze, followed her hurriedly, and said bravely: "President, I have already stopped her, but..."
"Go out first!" Heiye looked at Bu Xianxian indifferently and raised his hand.
After receiving the order, the secretary hurriedly left as if he had received an amnesty.
"Why are you here?" Hei Ye's expression was so cold that it made people's skin crawl.
After not seeing each other for a few days, she had lost a lot of weight! She felt distressed in her heart, and she narrowed her black eyes in the dark night.
Both sides of the table.
Bu Xianxian bit her lower lip and stared at Heiye closely. For a moment, she suppressed the excitement in her heart and said coldly: "Heiye, I only ask once, tell me the truth! What did you tell my dad that day?
What?"
No matter what she saw with her own eyes that day, as long as he said a word, she would believe it!
Hei Ye was a little dazzled, and after a while, he looked at Bu Xianxian with a cold look, then turned away and said coldly: "What did you say? I think I made it clear enough last time! What needs to be said can be said.
Yes, I have said it! In what capacity are you questioning me? Bu Xianxian, please stop making trouble unreasonably! As long as you are obedient, I will not lose a single point you deserve, otherwise..."
Hei Ye, you finally let me down! Even at this time, I am still willing to lie to myself and want to believe you, but it is a pity...
"Hahaha..." Bu Xianxian chuckled, tears welling up in her eyes, but she suppressed them. As long as she was still in Hei's family for a second, she would never shed tears, absolutely!
"Heiye, very good! You made it clear enough!" Haha... Actually, he couldn't make it clear when, she just wanted to deceive herself!
"What are you doing here? If you have nothing to do, I'm very busy. The door is over there. Hurry up and leave without seeing me off!" Heiye's heart flashed, feeling faintly uneasy. Such Bu Xianxian was unusual, how could she suddenly appear? Again
Speaking to him in such a tone?
Damn it! What the hell is the FBI doing? Why has there been no news at all these days?
And she looked so pale and looked so fragile...
Clenching his fists, Heiye suppressed the urge in his heart to hug Bu Xianxian. Leng Ran's voice sounded again: "Bu Xianxian, if you have something to say, say it quickly, otherwise, get out!"
Get lost! Bu Xianxian couldn't help laughing, her nose felt a little sore! He actually told her to get lost in such a tone?
It turns out that the man has changed his mind and is really as indifferent as a stranger, even more ruthless than a stranger!
Looking intently at Heiye, Bu Xianxian suddenly raised his head, twitching the corner of his mouth slightly, not knowing whether it was a smile or something, and his voice was sharp as if it was floating down from the sky: "Do you know Heiye? My father..."
...After I came to see you that day, I had a car accident on the way back and died!" Her voice was very soft and calm, as if she was talking about an insignificant thing, so normal. But
The more normal it is, the more clearly Hei Ye understands how painful and hurt her heart is.
At this moment, he regretted it! He should have told her just now, but in fact he didn't say anything to Bu's father, but would she still believe it?
Will she still believe it now?
"Do you know? He just fell in a pool of blood in front of me..." Bu Xianxian's voice was trembling, full of fear, "I was standing in front of him, but I could only
Standing, unable to do anything... Even the emergency call was not made by me! Do you think I am a particularly incompetent person? I actually looked at my father like that...