After this action, various large and small wounds on the palms were slightly opened, and blood seeped out of the wounds again, staining the palms bright red. Yunwei supported her weak body and once again stretched her hands under the faucet to wash away the blood on her hands.
Looking up at the mirror, she saw that her face was as pale as paper, even her lips were lighter in color than usual, and her hair that was scattered around her forehead was stained with sweat and clinging to her temples, making her look miserable.
She has to go to the hospital for a checkup tomorrow, Yunwei thought anxiously, holding her hand on the washstand.
Although the pain in her abdomen has subsided, it is still a bit painful. Jingchen is at home today, and her parents-in-law have just arrived. She cannot find a suitable reason to go to the hospital. She can only go to the hospital when Jingchen returns to the company tomorrow. Even if she is
Jiang Caiying scolded her and insisted on leaving.
When she thought that she couldn't even carry a plate of fruit and slipped on the ground, Yun Wei felt that she was as useless as her mother-in-law said. If she hadn't been very careful because she was carrying a child, she would have fallen when she fell.
The impact is small, otherwise the child will definitely abort.
When people are unlucky, their teeth will get jammed when they drink water. She fell down even though she was walking very carefully. This is really not an ordinary unlucky thing.
When she thought about all the things that happened today, when she thought about Jiang Caiying's bored eyes, when she thought about the huge difference between herself and Han Yun...a variety of complex emotions including grievance, sadness, and sadness all came to her chest, making her choke.
My throat felt very uncomfortable, my face felt warm, and big tears fell down.
With tears in her eyes, she saw blood oozing out from her palm again. The bright red was glaring. She didn't know whether it was to restrain the heartache or something. She once again reached her hand under the faucet and let the trickling water wash away the blood. It was cold to the bone.
As expected, the stinging pain covered up the pain in her heart, causing her to keep stretching her hands out obliviously. Even though the blood had been washed away, she still allowed the water to brush over the wound, piercing her skin and biting her bones.
"Bang!" The sound of the door opening made her tremble violently. She looked in the mirror and saw a pair of angry eyes glaring at her fiercely. Then her hand was grabbed by a pair of strong hands.
The strong force seemed to crush the bones of her wrist.
"Qin Yunwei, what's wrong with you? The wound is being hit by water like this. You don't feel pain, but I still feel pain." Seeing her with tears streaming down her face and letting the water hit the wound, he was so angry that he couldn't help but feel angry.
The anger washed over his limbs, leaving him unable to vent his anger and roared at her.
Jing Chen's angry roar made Yun Wei even more sad and her tears fell even more fiercely. It wasn't that he scared her, but the thought of being pregnant but unable to tell him and having to try her best to hide it made her heart hurt.
The string that she had been suppressing suddenly broke. Yunwei could no longer bear the pain that she had been trying to hide, and she could no longer bear the possibility that he might not welcome the arrival of this child. Her heart felt like a knife.
The pain was violent, I covered my face with my hands and cried uncontrollably.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't yell at you. I'm just too worried about you. Please stop crying, okay? Stop crying..." Seeing Yunwei crying so sadly, all the anger was washed away by her tears, leaving only
Feeling sorry for her, he held her in his arms as she kept crying and comforted her incoherently.
Hearing Jing Chen's nervous and worried voice made Yunwei feel even more confused and sad. Can she tell him? Can she tell that she is pregnant?
Unable to determine his feelings, she was afraid that he would ask her to abort the child, that he would suspect that she had tampered with her secretly, that he would blame her for being angry with her and ignoring her...
Seeing that his comforting hug did not make her stop crying, but instead she cried harder and harder, until her throat became hoarse from crying. Jing Chen felt so distressed that he held her face in his hands, and his words were extremely gentle: "I know today
Mom's words make you feel very uncomfortable and wronged, but as long as I don't mind, that's fine. As long as I think you are good and care about you, that's fine. Be good, stop crying and be obedient."
It's not this, it's not this, it's not this that she cares about... Yun Wei shook her head in pain, tears flowing down like uninterrupted rain.
"What's wrong? Yunwei, what's wrong with you? Tell me, don't just cry. Does your hand hurt? Does your hand hurt?" She asked in a hurried and nervous tone.
Jing Chen saw that Yun Wei kept crying without saying a word, so he anxiously held her hand and spread her hand. When he saw the bloodshot wounds, he felt his heart tightening in knots.
, breathing the warm breath into her hand, and murmured: "You are such a big person, but you can still fall while walking. I really don't know what to do with you, Yunwei, do you think I should
What should I do with you?"
Through her tearful eyes, she saw Jing Chen's handsome eyebrows furrowed, with a nervous and worried expression. His words, gentler than the spring breeze, gently soothed her troubled heart. His warm breath blew on her palms, which was better than any medicine in the world.
It all worked, and she didn't feel much pain anymore.
If he cares so much about himself, will he also care about their children?
This thought invaded her mind like a savage beast, clamoring to break out. Bracing up her courage, she bit her lower lip and asked: "Husband, is it okay if I want a child? I want it so much."
..." She felt his hand tremble violently.
Facing Yunwei's tearful eyes that yearned for hope, Jing Chen felt a weak pain in his chest, and his heart was even more confused. He wiped her tears and said, "I told you before, we
I'm still young now, and I want to enjoy the world between two more. Moreover, the company is now expanding many businesses and is very busy. I have a child. I'm afraid I won't be able to accompany him often, and I won't be able to enjoy his cries and laughter with you often.
How many years will it take? When the company's business is stable, let's have children again. I will..."
"Stop talking, please stop talking." Yun Wei covered her ears and shook her head in pain, pushing him and saying with tears in her eyes: "I want to be alone for a while, you go out, go out."
Seeing Yun Wei crying so sadly, Jing Chen walked out with confidence, grabbed her wrist and comforted her: "If you really like children, the wife of the planning department manager in the company just gave birth to a baby not long ago. I want him."
My wife often comes to our house with her children as a guest, so you..."
"No, I don't want other people's children. I only want my own. Husband, please promise me to have a child of our own." Yun Wei begged with tears.
"Yunwei, stop making trouble, stop being willful, how long do you want to toss it before you give up!" Jing Chen was so upset by Yun Wei's tears that he had made a promise to Han Yun a long time ago.
How could he possibly let her conceive a child?
"I'm not willful or making trouble, I just want a child that belongs to us. I just want it so much!" Yun Wei stomped her feet and cried in pain.
In addition to the last time when she asked for divorce, she cried very miserably, this time she cried so miserably for no reason, which made Jing Chen really confused and upset, and even more distressed. He cried so hard that he didn't know what to do.
Make her stop crying.
Is this how good and evil will be rewarded in the end? His deception and use in the past led to his current dilemma. Is this the so-called retribution?
"Yunwei, except for the child, I can grant you anything you want as long as I have the ability to do it." He said in a weak voice while holding her body.
"I don't want anything, I just want children." Yun Wei put her chin on his shoulder, still pleading.
"Yunwei, you have always been very submissive and will not violate my wishes..."
"Then allow me to object once. I want a child and I will love him/her very much." Yunwei interrupted him and said with pleading eyes.
"We'll talk about the child later." Jing Chen hugged her tightly and said in a tone that never allowed for refutation.
Yunwei saw that she had begged to such an extent that he refused to agree to her. When she thought that she already had a child in her belly, and he was most likely not willing to have it, her heart hurt more than a needle prick, and she struggled hard to get it.
She left his arms, but was held tightly by him. No matter how hard she struggled, she couldn't get away.
Thinking of the child in her belly, Yun Wei stopped struggling and leaned weakly on his shoulder, gently stroking her abdomen with her hand, and said in a low voice: "What if I accidentally get pregnant on any day this year?"
"It's not possible." Jing Chen said with certainty as he took safety measures almost every time. Even if he didn't take them every time, he watched her take birth control pills.
"What if something happens?" he asked cautiously.
After a while, when Yun Wei's heart was so tight that she could hardly bear the break, his firm voice sounded: "Kill it off."
Yun Wei closed her eyes in pain, tears streaming down her face, and her hands dropped to her sides, exhausted both physically and mentally.
There was no crying and the atmosphere was surprisingly quiet.
Jing Chen pulled her over and saw her crying silently, biting her lips until they bled. His heart ached, and strong guilt surged into his throat. Facing her bright red lips, he looked like a greedy beast,
Biting her lips, absorbing her blood.
Yun Wei closed her eyes in pain, as if she couldn't feel the pain, and let him kiss and bite her, her hands hanging numbly by her sides, neither catering nor resisting.
"Dong dong, dong dong~" Just as Jing Chen held her face and kissed away her tears, there were two crisp knocks on the door, but he was completely oblivious as if he didn't hear them, and the tip of his tongue moved along her lips.
The corners of his eyes were licking.
"Master, Mistress, please go to the hall quickly. Madam's face looks very ugly after not being out for so long." It was Mrs. Zhang's worried voice.
"I know, let's go out right now." Jing Chen let go of Yun Wei and said to the door.
Lifting Yunwei's cheek, he saw that she was not crying anymore, but her expression was a little dull, and her eyes were lifeless, like a lifeless baby. I thought she must be tired from crying, so I held her face in my hands and said, "Don't be sad.
"Don't worry about what my mother says about you or thinks about you. I treat you well and care about you. Just don't be affected by my mother."
"..."
Seeing that Yunwei didn't answer, Jing Chen sighed and said, "Let's go out. You don't want to make my mother unhappy again."
"How can I go out to meet your parents like this?" Yun Wei said lightly.
"It's okay. I told you not to mind what my mother thinks of you." After saying that, he carefully took her wrist and walked out of the bathroom.