Yun Wei was slightly startled by his cold and sharp gaze, and then thought about why she had to endure his harsh tone when it was obvious that he was the wrong person, so she bit her lip and said, "Yes, I hate you very much. You touch
I feel disgusted at the moment. Although we no longer have feelings for each other, I will not divorce you, and I will not let you and Han Yun get what they want!"
His face was stubborn, but his heart was sore. Did he really have no feelings for him? But why did his fingers feel so numb when he thought of the spring scenery he just saw in the bedroom?
"We don't have feelings for each other anymore? You've given up on me and don't love me anymore, right?" Jing Chen grabbed her shoulders, his tone was dark and depressing, and Yun Wei felt inexplicably flustered.
"Yes!" Yun Wei said decisively.
"You hate my use and deception, and you want me to die, don't you?" He increased his strength, and Yun Wei frowned in pain.
"Yes!" He gritted his teeth and replied again.
"You really don't love me anymore? You won't let me enter your heart anymore, right?" Although his strength was a little more relaxed, his tone became darker and darker.
"Yes, yes, yes! Mo Jingchen, let me ask you, if a woman sees her husband rolling on the bed with another woman, and knows that her husband has been using him, betraying her, and deceiving her, how can she be taken as such?
How can you still safely express your sincerity when nothing has happened? Mo Jingchen, from now on, your marriage to me is in name only!"
The last five words speak volumes.
The passionate scene she saw in the bedroom kept lingering in her mind, and she couldn't get rid of it. Her heart was so painful that she was about to die. These words just blurted out.
"Okay, very good, you don't love me anymore, that's great!" Jing Chen gritted his teeth and said, letting go of her.
Yun Wei frowned in pain and rubbed the shoulder that was scratched by him, but she suddenly heard a crisp sound of glass. She looked up in horror and saw Jing Chen smashing the glass on the washstand with his fist.
It was stained red with blood, and several shards of glass were deeply embedded in the flesh.
She could hardly find her voice. She was obviously worried about him, but her words were cold and unfeeling: "Don't think that I will forgive you for everything you did to me if you hurt yourself!"
She saw an indifferent smile on his lips, and picked up a piece of glass shard with her other uninjured hand, the tip still shining with a cold light, and handed it to her: "Take it!"
"Do, what?"
"Take it!" he said coldly again.
Yun Wei tremblingly took the glass shard in his hand, but her next words made her heart beat wildly in shock: "Since you hate me so much, since you no longer love me, and have no feelings for me, then kill me."
Well, firstly, I will repay all my debts to you and to Hanyun, and secondly, to paraphrase what you once said: Without your love, it is like losing the air around me, I will suffocate, so how can I
Live!"
It took a long time for Yun Wei to recover from the shock, and then she thought of his previous use and deception, and she restrained her undue fear: "Stop acting in front of me, I will never believe your words again!"
Jing Chen's expression was cold, and he ignored what she said. He grabbed her hand holding the glass shards and pressed it to her throat: "Don't say that these are not available. Just hold this and apply force to the blood vessels in my throat."
Just one stroke and that’s it.”
When Yunwei saw Jingchen grabbing her hand and pushing it down hard, she felt confused. She was afraid that if she squeezed her hand, he would really die, but she also felt heartbroken because of his use, deception and betrayal.
Seeing the glass shards scratching a bloody mark on his throat, she couldn't bear it and burst into tears: "Don't force me, don't force me anymore, my heart is so messed up, so painful, so uncomfortable, please don't
Torture me no more!"
"You can't do it, right? Well, I'll do it myself. This way, you won't be charged with murder." Jing Chen took the glass shard from Yun Wei's hand, pushed her aside, and looked at her deeply.
, just scratch it on the throat.
Yunwei's eyes widened in horror, and the earth-shaking fear and heartache almost made her blood freeze convulsively. She couldn't help but rush forward, grabbed his hand, and said with tears streaming down her face: "No, I don't want you to die, you are dead."
What’s the point of me staying alone in this world..."
Her shoulders were shaking with emotion: "Who made you deeply engraved into my heart and my blood? I don't want to love you but my heart still beats for you. I'm really useless. I love you so much."
I am dead set. You used me to deceive me and get entangled with other people's women, but I found that my love for you has not diminished at all. The thought of leaving you makes my heart hurt to death. I will no longer pretend to be strong. I am so good.
I'm tired, my heart hurts so much, I give up, I just need to stay by your side from now on, even if you don't love me and only love Han Yun, I will give up."
After Yun Wei finished speaking, she collapsed on the ground, curled up like an injured kitten, her head buried between her legs, crying hoarsely.
She was crying in the darkness, and he raised her head forcefully. Seeing him looking at her deeply, her tears flowed more and more fiercely, as if all the tears would be shed on this day.
His fingers gently shed tears for her over and over again, holding her trembling crying body into his arms, and pressing her head deeply into his chest.
"Up to now, don't you understand that the person I love is actually you?" He patted her shoulder and said in a low tone: "If I had no feelings for you and was just using you, how could I stay with you?
After two years of marriage, I have been confused before about whether I love you or Hanyun. I couldn't tell clearly. Today, I completely understand."
Hearing him say that the person he loves is her, Yun Wei couldn't help but smile indifferently, and tears rolled down her cheeks: "You don't actually need to tell me this, whether you love me or not, what you and Han Yun did to me
Everything is a fact. It is also a fact that I am not the only woman you have a relationship with. However, who made me love you like life? Even though I know all this, I still want to stay by your side and don’t want to let go. When I think of me
If I divorce you, I will completely sever ties with you. You will belong to another woman completely, and my heartache will be unbearable..."
She closed her eyes in pain, took a deep breath and said, "Jingchen, if you really love me, break off the relationship with Hanyun and let her leave. I don't want to share you with her."
"Yunwei..." Jing Chen spoke slowly.
"What? Do you want to enjoy the blessings of others?" Yun Wei couldn't help but sneer, feeling very sad. If she could love him less, she wouldn't be so humble in front of him.
"Yunwei, don't be like this. Listen to me. Before tonight, I was always confused between you and Hanyun. I was worried about both of you. I felt responsible for both of you. I was worried about giving up on you.
Either party will hurt you deeply, which is why it has been delayed until now without resolution. But now, I truly understand that what I have for Hanyun is responsibility, and what I have for you is love... Yunwei, you have to listen to me
Tell her a story?" He hugged her and sat on the ground, resting his head against hers.
Yun Wei subconsciously didn't want to hear about the past between him and Han Yun, fearing that hearing about their sweet past would make her heart sour and uncomfortable, but she also wanted to know what they had experienced in the past.
Seeing that she was silent, Jing Chen hugged her from behind, stroked her hair with his hands, and said calmly: "Han Yun and I have been neighbors since childhood. Although her and I were from similar family backgrounds at that time, we
But she is much happier than her. She has a father who is addicted to gambling and a mother who is weak and can be bullied... This is my past with her..."
After listening to Jing Chen tell the whole story about him and Han Yun, Yun Wei's eyes were full of tears and her heart was even more troubled and sour. She felt jealous, envious, and felt inferior, etc., and all kinds of feelings were in her heart.
I was so upset that even breathing was so difficult.
Hanyun experienced an inhumane childhood life when she was a child, but when she was a child, she was the treasure in the hands of her parents, and they were reluctant to suffer a little bit.
Hanyun no longer has any relatives in this world, only Jingchen, and she also has her father, mother, brother, and some relatives who occasionally come to visit her.
Han Yun regards Jing Chen as the only important person and loves him with her life. She also loves Jing Chen deeply and loves him with her life. But without Jing Chen, she still has family and friendship.
Nothing will be lost.
A bitter smile appeared on her lips. She actually felt pity for Han Yun, and felt that she had lived such a hard life since she was a child, so she and Jing Chen should be reunited...
"I understand why you told me that you and her were together." Yun Wei said leaning against his chest.
"..." Jing Chen's eyebrows frowned slightly.
"You want me to pity Han Yun and want me to make things happen for you and her, right?" Yun Wei took a deep breath before she had the strength to say it out. She thought that he had gone full circle just to use tenderness to make things happen for her.
He and Han Yun felt a tightness and pain in her chest.
When he heard what she said, his face darkened. He pulled her body up and asked her to face him. Seeing that her face was wet, his anger slowly subsided and he wiped away her tears in distress for her.
Sighing, he said: "Yunwei, I've been so honest with you, can't you understand how important and caring you are to me?"
"..."
Seeing Yunwei frowning slightly and remaining silent, he put his hands on her shoulders and continued: "Yunwei, after tonight, I know my love for you very well, and I will leave when I see you with tears on your face.
, I feel scared and nervous like never before. I think you are very important to me, so important that when you think of losing me, even breathing hurts..."
Caressing her pale face, he continued: "So I plan to make it clear to Han Yun that I can't be with her because of responsibility. Otherwise, it will destroy her, because when I'm with her, what's on my mind
It's you, it's very unfair to her, and the marriage will definitely not be happy. She should look for her own true happiness, Yunwei, do you understand what I mean?"