When she walked out of the bathroom, Yun Wei's face turned red, she walked behind him and stared at his back sadly.
Early in the morning, she was forced to eat all the tofu in the bathroom. There was no word "embarrassing" that could describe her mood at the moment.
When she thought of him holding her and sitting on the washstand, holding her face and kissing her passionately, as if she was the treasure he cherished the most and feared to lose, her face became even more shy and flushed.
The pain had been slightly dispelled by his affection. She looked at his back, patted her face, and smiled encouragingly: Let the past go. From now on, he will love her sincerely and wholeheartedly.
Just be good to yourself.
"Why are you just standing there in a daze? Let's go." Seeing that she didn't follow him, Jing Chen turned around and saw her staring blankly at him with a blush on her face. He sighed, walked up to her, and took her hand.
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Yun Wei held hands with him and walked to the living room. Suddenly she saw Han Yun sitting at the dining table. Her heart tightened and she quickly retracted her hand.
The atmosphere suddenly became so stiff that the air froze.
"You finally came out of the bathroom. I've been waiting for you here for a long time. I made breakfast for you. Come and eat it quickly." Han Yun had a smile on his face and his cheerful tone broke the stiff atmosphere.
Yunwei and Jingchen looked at each other in confusion.
Seeing that they didn't move, Han Yun quickly stepped forward and took Yun Wei and Jing Chen's hands, dragged them to the dining table, and said enthusiastically: "This is the breakfast I made for you in the kitchen this morning. I hope it will suit you."
appetite."
The more Han Yun acted like nothing had happened, and the more she smiled without any grudge, the more nervous and uneasy Yun Wei felt. Her hands couldn't help but pull at the corners of her skirt, but she was wrapped in a pair of warm hands and squeezed hard.
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"...Yun'er, I have something to tell you." Jing Chen was silent for a moment and said to Han Yun.
"Chen, if you have something to say, can't we wait until after breakfast? I'm afraid that if you say anything, we won't be in the mood to have breakfast." Han Yun said, his eyes filled with mist.
"You were standing outside the bathroom last night, right? Did you hear everything I said to Yun Wei?" He frowned slightly and looked at her.
Hanyun nodded with tears in his eyes.
Yun Wei clenched her hands into fists nervously.
For the next words, facing Han Yun's miserable tearful eyes, Jing Chen's throat felt dry, and he was unable to say a word because of his strong guilt and love for her.
She loved herself so wholeheartedly, regarded him as the only one, regarded him as the most important person, and devoted her most precious youth to him.
But he fell in love with another woman, violated his agreement with her, planned to give up on her, and asked her to find another happiness.
How should she bear such pain?
However, Yun Wei's heartbreaking pain last night made him deeply understand how much he loves Yun Wei. The fear of losing her is still there to this day. He is very sure that even if he divorces Yun Wei, he will marry her.
She, what he thinks about all the time is Yun Wei. How can such a marriage be happy? It will only be unfair to her and will completely destroy her.
In this case, why doesn't he tell her clearly now, completely cut off her thoughts about him, and let her find her own happiness.
"Chen, last night, I heard everything you said to Yun Wei outside. You said that you only love her and only feel guilt and responsibility for me..." Just as he was struggling and didn't know how to tell Han Yun
When he spoke, Han Yun's sad voice sounded.
"Yun'er, I'm sorry~" He looked at her painful face, his handsome eyebrows furrowed, and he struggled to squeeze out these words.
Han Yun shook his head in pain, took his hand and put it on his chest, saying in a trembling voice: "Don't say sorry to me, you are not sorry for me, you just don't love me anymore... Chen, although I love you very much
You, I really want to be your wife, and I have been waiting for you until now, but I know that your heart is no longer with me. Even if I try to keep you by force, what's the use? It will only make you sad.
You just feel pain, and I don’t want you to be in pain, I just want you to be happy. If you and Yun Wei are together and make you feel satisfied and happy, I am willing to let you go..."
"Yun'er..." The more Han Yun said this, the more guilty Jing Chen felt and the more he felt sorry for her. He could feel her heart bleeding with sadness at this moment.
Han Yun's eyes were filled with tears, and she put her hand on his face, her shoulders shaking as she cried: "Chen, don't feel guilty for me, okay? I don't blame you, really, you can't control your heart, otherwise
, there won’t be so many lovelorn people in the world. There is a saying that goes well: To love someone is to hope that person is happy. I love you very much, so I hope you are very happy, so, Chen
, don’t feel the slightest bit guilty or sad for me, I don’t want you to have any pain, let me bear all the pain alone.”
Yunwei was shocked and sour after hearing Han Yun's words. Her tears as she looked at Jing Chen's deep affection and humiliation made her deeply touched. She suddenly felt that her love was so selfish compared to hers.
What a huge difference, how humble.
Her hands held the hem of her skirt tightly, and her complicated and chaotic mood calmed down a little.
"Silly Yun'er, you think so much about me, how can I bear to leave you..." Han Yun's words hit Jing Chen like a storm, making him feel extremely guilty and heartbroken for her humiliation.
He promised to protect her throughout her life and give her happiness, but the one who caused her the most pain was herself.
Jing Chen's words made Yun Wei burst into tears.
He couldn't bear to leave her, he felt sorry for her, he was deeply shocked by her, he was shaken...
"Chen, you don't have to divorce Yun Wei, and I won't break up you and Yun Wei, but can you agree to my request?" Han Yun put his hand on his face, his tone was a pitiful pleading.
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"Go ahead." Jing Chen said without hesitation.
Yunwei's heart tightened at this moment, and she looked at Jing Chen uneasily, but saw that his eyes were completely focused on Han Yun at the moment, and she couldn't see her nervousness.
"I want to stay here..." Seeing Jing Chen and Yun Wei's surprised expressions, she quickly continued: "I don't want to have any unusual relationship between men and women when I stay here, I just want to
I stay here silently as an ordinary friend, and I am very satisfied if I can see you often!"
"Yun'er, you should find another man who truly loves you and treats you well instead of staying with me." Jing Chen saw Yun Wei's pale face and knew that she must be concerned about Han Yun staying. After all,
Han Yun still loves him deeply, so Yun Wei is worried about letting Han Yun stay. Since he has chosen Yun Wei, he cannot let Han Yun stay.
"Can't you even agree to this only request of mine? I don't want to stay here and disturb the world between you and Yun Wei, but I love you so deeply. If I leave you all at once, it will be difficult to see each other again in the future.
See, I really won’t be able to bear the pain of completely losing you, and I will die of sadness.” Han Yun cried bitterly.
Hanyun's pleading and pain made Jingchen unable to say no, but he was concerned about Yunwei's feelings. He was in a dilemma.
Hanyun saw Jingchen looking at Yunwei and knew that he was concerned about Yunwei, so with tears in her eyes, she turned to Yunwei and begged: "Yunwei, I know that Jingchen loves you, but I don't
I will fight for Jingchen from you. I really just want to stay here so I can see him often. I will never do anything to ruin the relationship between you and Jingchen. Just promise me to let me stay here.
Otherwise, if I can't even look at him, I think I will be in so much pain that I won't be able to survive."
Seeing that Yunwei frowned and refused to agree, she continued to say with tears in her eyes: "Yunwei, just promise me to stay here. I really just want to be satisfied simply seeing Jing Chen, no."
If there is any threat to you, please let me beg you, okay?"
"...Okay!" Han Yun was extremely sad, and Yun Wei couldn't refuse her humble begging words, because she also loved Jing Chen deeply, and knew very well how painful it was to not love her.
She always felt a little uneasy in her heart, but if she really kicked Han Yun out of the house today, Jing Chen would definitely feel guilty for the rest of his life. Then, how could he live with her with peace of mind.
She had no way of knowing what the future would be like, but she knew very well that she had to agree to Han Yun's plea.
"Yunwei, thank you, thank you for letting me stay here!" Han Yun thanked her excitedly, tears of joy kept flowing down her cheeks, as if it was a great kindness for Yun Wei to let her stay here.
In the next few days, Jing Chen stayed at home to recuperate from his injuries. Han Yun would personally cook some delicious dishes for every meal to nurse him back to health, but he also kept a distance from Jing Chen.
Jing Chen saw that Han Yun always behaved obediently and cautiously when facing him and Yun Wei. He couldn't help but feel guilty and distressed for her. He always served her with more dishes during meals.
, told her to eat more.
Over the past few days, Jing Chen often showed concern for Han Yun, which made Yun Wei feel a little uncomfortable. But thinking that he was kind to her because he felt guilty about Han Yun, she felt better.
Today, due to the very busy schedule of the company, Jing Chen could no longer rest at home and recuperate. Before Yun Wei woke up, he got up and rushed to the company.
When Yunwei woke up, she found that Jing Chen was not beside her. She touched the place where he had slept and found that it was cold. She knew that he must have gone back to the company early to work.
I rubbed my sleepy eyes, lying on the bed and looking at the ceiling, feeling an indescribable sense of emptiness and discomfort.
Maybe it's because I moved to a different room and I'm not used to it.
I turned around and looked at the bedroom. Although it was gorgeously decorated and the carpets, beds and other items were still expensive, it was not much different from the original one, but there was always a sense of loss.