"Yun'er, I think I've made it very clear. I've made up my mind. Let's break up." He said, exhausted both physically and mentally.
"No, I don't want to separate from you, Jing Chen, I love you so much. If I leave you, I will die of sadness." She lay on his back and cried bitterly: "Jing Chen, those words I just said are just
In my moment of anger, in my heart, you are the best man. No man can compare with me. It doesn’t matter if you don’t love me. In the following days, I will slowly make you fall in love with me.
, It’s not like you didn’t love Yun Wei at first, but you gradually fell in love with her as we got along with her!”
He pulled down the hand that was holding him tightly, turned around to face her tearful face, and said resolutely: "Yunwei has been deeply integrated into my blood. I will never fall in love with another woman again."
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Lines of sad and heart-wrenching tears kept falling down her face, and she refused to give up and said: "You won't know anything until you try it..."
"Yun'er, I thought I had made it very clear just now. I have always been wrong about my feelings for you. All I have is pity for you, but for various reasons I feel that I love you.
．In fact, it’s not love at all. If you really love someone, you won’t feel so sad when you think of that person leaving. I feel that way about Yun Wei. ．
"
Her shoulders were twitching and shaking in pain, but she still didn't want to give up. She had loved him for so many years, so how could she give up just because she said she wanted to?
Holding his hand, her voice was so choked that she could hardly speak: "But I love you. You are more important than my life. How can I survive if I lose you."
Jing Chen frowned as he had a headache: "Are you willing to marry a man who doesn't love you?"
She nodded quickly: "Well, it doesn't matter if you don't love me. I will work hard to make you fall in love with me slowly. Even if I put in a lot of effort, it doesn't matter if you still don't love me. As long as you stay with me
Being by my side, being with me, makes me content."
He let go of her hand and said in a tired and cold tone: "But I don't want to marry a woman I don't love, Yun'er. All I want is Yunwei."
"Jingchen, you are so cruel. I have given in so much and begged you so much, how could you still go so far as to refuse? Mo Jingchen, I hate you!" She roared in pain.
"Then hate me and don't love me anymore." After he said this coldly, he turned and walked out the door.
Seeing that he was about to leave, she suddenly thought of something, stroked her belly, and shouted: "Mo Jingchen, I'm pregnant with your child... Jingchen, Jingchen...
．”
Before he finished speaking, he saw Jing Chen passed out at the door.
"Jing Chen, Jing Chen, are you okay? Wake up!" She knelt down and patted his cheek, tears of worry kept sliding down her cheeks.
In the hospital, she looked after him sleeplessly, but her mood was heavier than ever.
Yun Jinse's words kept echoing in his ears: "Jingchen has a brain tumor, and it's still in the advanced stage of malignancy. This guy told me before that his head often hurts, but he didn't do it when I asked him to do it.
Until now. ．
"This disease should be a piece of cake for you, right?" She interrupted him.
He shook his head solemnly: "You really think of me as a god. As for the malignant brain tumor, I am completely confident that I can cure it. However, he is now in an advanced stage and his condition is very serious. He needs surgery to save it."
There is only a 30% chance that if the operation is successful, everyone will be happy; but if it fails, he will probably die on the operating table and will not even wake up.
Now, tell him what I said and let him make his own decision, whether to do it or not!"
Looking at his pale face and closed eyes, the sad and painful tears kept falling down, and I caressed his face affectionately with my fingers.
I didn't hate him in my heart, but when I saw him in this state and in danger, my heartache for him and the fear of losing him had already overtaken my hatred.
If she leaves him now, his illness will be cured. She will definitely not insist on it anymore and will choose to leave, because nothing is more important than his life.
"Jing Chen, whether you live or die, I will stay with you and never let you be lonely!" She stared at his sleeping face, tears falling on his face drop by drop.
Feeling the moisture on his face, he woke up, opened his eyes and looked at her: "Why are you crying?"
She shook her head: "Nothing!"
"What's wrong with me?" he asked.
She bit her lip tightly, unable to open her mouth to tell him the truth. Now that it was a life-and-death moment, she couldn't deceive him, as that would only harm him.
"Tell me, whether it is an ordinary ailment or pain, or a serious illness or terminal illness, I can bear it."
Her body was trembling as she cried sadly. After a while, she calmed down a little. With her red and swollen eyes open, she told him exactly what Yun Jinse had said to her.
"Jing Chen, you should have an operation. If there is still a 30% chance of having an operation, you are the only one for me in my world. At worst, I will live if you live, or I will die if you die...
." She held his hand and cried bitterly.
"I'm not dead yet, please stop crying." Her words inevitably shocked him, and he interrupted, not wanting her to continue crying.
"Don't cry, I won't cry..." She said as she wiped her tears and forced a smile to him, but it was uglier than crying.
"Tell Yun Jinse that I won't do any surgery and just ask him to give me some medicine to relieve my condition. I have some very important things to deal with in the company tomorrow and I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow." He said firmly.
Seeing that he didn't cherish his own life so much and spoke so casually about life and death, she couldn't help but said angrily: "You are already so sick, why do you care about the company? No matter how much money you make, what's the use if you don't have a life to spend."
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"That's my business, don't worry about it." He said coldly: "Call Yun Jinse in. I have something to tell him."
"If you want to tell him about being discharged from the hospital tomorrow, I won't ask him to come in."
Seeing that Hanyun didn't listen to him, he was about to pull out the needle and jump out of the bed.
She stopped him in a panic and said with tears streaming down her face: "What are you doing? Do you want me to die of heartache out of pure intention?
"She cried bitterly and lost her life.
"Okay, stop crying, I'll just get out of bed." Seeing her crying like this, he was extremely upset. He always felt like his internal organs were being pinched by something, and he was indescribably upset.
Hanyun then stopped crying, sat on the edge of the bed, thought for a while, and finally looked at him deeply and said: "Jingchen, it's okay if you don't want to have an operation, but when you get better, how about marrying me? The biggest thing in my life is
My dream is to marry you and become your wife. I don’t want this dream to come true until I die.”
She was also afraid of Jing Chen's surgery, fearing that the operation would fail and he would not even have two years to live.
If you can marry him, there will be no regrets in your only two years of life.
Jing Chen's expression was slightly moved because of the deep affection of the woman in front of him. However, he was as stubborn as her. If he fell in love with someone, he would continue to love him stubbornly. He just wanted to be with the other person. He wanted to spend the few time in his life
Here, with Yun Wei, I can see her again and hold her in my arms. Even if I die the next moment, it doesn't matter.
So, he shook his head coldly: "I can't marry you, I want to find Yun Wei in the next time!"
His words were like a sharp needle, piercing her heart and causing her heart to convulse, making her unable to cry.
Biting her lip, she slowly put her hand on her belly and said, "What if I'm pregnant with your child?"
He didn't look surprised or happy. During this period of time when the two of them got along, it was expected that she would be pregnant: "Abort the child!"
Tears fell continuously and seeped into her lips, bitter as hell: "Jing Chen, you are so cruel, you would not even give up your own flesh and blood for her."
"Yun'er, this is not just because of Yunwei, but for the sake of your future. I have made up my mind not to have surgery. If you have a child and are married to me, you want to find a child in the future.
It’s hard for a good man!”
"Do you think I can survive after losing my child and you? If you want me to take away the child, you might as well put a knife to my neck and kill me right now." She gritted her teeth.
road.
Seeing that her eyes were bloodshot and her expression was so resolute, he was at his wits' end and didn't know what to say to make her leave him.
She held his hand and put it on her face, her heartbroken tears kept falling down: "I don't ask you to love me, I just ask you to give me and my child a status. In the future, I will not suffer if my child is with me."
Can't survive."
As he frowned and remained silent, she bit her lip and said, "As long as you marry me, if you want to find Yunwei and let her spend two years with you, I won't stop you anymore..."
．．．”It’s still a big question whether she can be seen by you after marriage.
"Okay, I promise you!"
Although he agreed, she felt that the hatred in her heart was getting deeper and deeper, and she clenched her fist secretly: Qin Yunwei, I will make your life worse than death!
After staying in the hospital for several days, Jing Chen was discharged regardless of Yun Jinse's persuasion.
The wedding date with Han Yun has been decided, and it is December 28th. Han Yun carefully selected this day, saying that this day is an auspicious day to get married, and it is a perfect day.
The divorce period was only 10 days, so Hanyun asked him to stay at home and take good care of himself, leaving all marriage-related matters to her.
Therefore, Hanyun went out early every morning in the past few days to personally purchase supplies needed for the wedding and prepare for the wedding.