"Yunwei, where are you? Don't leave me, don't..." He seemed to be having a nightmare, his expression was tangled in pain, and he kept murmuring.
"Yunwei, I feel so cold and uncomfortable. Where are you? Yunwei, I feel so uncomfortable. I miss you so much. I miss you so much. It hurts to think about you..."
He was sweating profusely in pain, and tears flowed out of his eyes: "Yunwei, I love you so much, I love you so much. How can you not leave me? In this world without you, there is no sunshine, only darkness. Yunwei, you are here
Where? Where?"
"Yunwei, no, don't go, no..." His breathing was very disordered, and he seemed to be unable to breathe.
Seeing that he was completely trapped in a terrifying nightmare, Yun Wei quickly stroked his cheek and comforted him: "I'm here, I'm not leaving, please open your eyes and look at me~"
"Cold, so cold..." He was sweating profusely and curled up.
Unable to bear his pain, she hugged him into her arms and held him tightly. The past hurt was completely excluded from her thoughts, and all she felt was her heartache for him.
She hugged him tightly and looked around. Not a single table or chair had changed. The scene of the two getting along in the past came to mind. She was sitting by the piano, talking and playing the piano, and he listened with all his heart. Sitting at the dining table, eating, they were talking.
Laugh and talk freely; sit on the sofa and watch TV with your arms in your arms, the afternoon sun shining all over your body.
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Everything in the past seemed to have happened yesterday. Every time she thought about it, she felt sore and painful. Her tears couldn't stop falling from her eyes, and her inner tangle caused her to convulse repeatedly.
"Am I dreaming again?" A weak voice sounded, pulling Yun Wei out of her memories.
Yunwei looked down at him, and for a moment, she met his gray eyes without any luster, as if they were like stagnant water. Yunwei's heart ached tightly when she looked at them, and she couldn't help but caress his cheek.
"Jingchen, it's me."
"I must still be dreaming. Yunwei will not approach me at such a close distance, say such gentle words to me, let alone take the initiative to hug me..." His eyes were misty,
His eyes were empty and lifeless.
"You're not dreaming, Jing Chen, it's me, I'm back." Yun Wei said softly while stroking his cheek.
He slowly and numbly grabbed her hand, truly feeling the body temperature. He stood up as if he had been struck by an electric shock, and looked at her with wide eyes in disbelief: "Yunwei? Are you Yunwei? Are you really Yunwei?
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Yun Wei smiled sadly, and then she was hugged into a thin embrace, so tight that she almost stopped breathing.
"Great, Yunwei, you are finally back, we can be together again, I have not lost you, great, great!" He hugged her tightly and murmured excitedly.
He was so happy and excited that she couldn't say anything to refuse him. She closed her eyes repeatedly because of her entangled emotions. As she had thought before, things were getting more and more out of her control.
"I knew you still loved me, and I knew you wouldn't be willing to leave me and be with him."
When Jing Chen mentioned Shaoxuan, Yun Wei's body trembled and she quickly pushed him away.
Seeing her push him away, Jing Chen's cheerful expression immediately darkened, and he frowned slightly and said, "You are here this time, are you not going to leave?"
"I..." Yunwei was speechless for a moment. She wanted to say that she came here just to see him and then leave, but she felt as uncomfortable as a fly stuck in her throat, and she couldn't say anything like this.
He held her hand and wrapped it in his palm. Just as he was about to say something, he saw Yun Jinse walking in with medicine. He instantly understood why Yun Wei came here: "Jinse has told you all about my situation?"
Yun Wei nodded and then said: "Jing Chen, you can do the surgery."
"Did Jinse ask you to persuade me? Once I agree to you, you will leave and go back to him, right?" He looked at him solemnly, with deep pain in his eyes.
Yunwei's chest felt tight.
It was undeniable that his concerns were right, Yun Wei nodded.
"Ha!" He let go of her hand: "I thought you were coming back to me, but it turned out that you were entrusted by someone to persuade me, Yunwei, let's go. Since you are devoted to him, you can
Let's go and live a good life with him, and you don't have to worry about my life or death."
"Jing Chen!" Seeing that she had finally managed to persuade Yun Wei to come, but he said these untrue words, Jin Se was very worried.
Yunwei glanced at Jinse, signaling him to calm down, and then she breathed a sigh of relief and said to Jingchen: "Jingchen, my wedding date with Shaoxuan is very close, and I can't let him down by being with you.
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Before she finished speaking, Jing Chen looked painful, as if he was holding back something.
Yun Wei gritted her teeth and continued: "Coming tonight, I just want to tell you that it is not easy for people to survive in this world. It is better to live if you can. How many people in the world want to live one more day?
But you can't, and your wholehearted desire to die is a blasphemy against life. When a person dies, there is nothing, but when alive, everything is possible. Jingchen, let the past things go. I don't blame you or hate you.
, I just hope you receive good treatment and recover."
"Ha!" He laughed at himself, his expression full of bitterness: "Accept treatment and recover? So what if I lose you, even if the operation is successful, living in nostalgia for you every day will only be a torture worse than death.
, what meaning does this kind of life mean to me."
"You are acting as a coward." Yun Wei accused.
"The day you left, I had already become a walking zombie. How can I be a coward if I can't even be called a human being?"
"You..." Yunwei couldn't answer the words for a while, and then persuaded: "The world will not stop turning without anyone. Without me, you may be miserable for a while, but as the days go by,
, this pain will naturally subside. I have experienced this stage and I know this very well. Jingchen, don’t lose your desire for life just because you can’t bear the pain of losing someone for a while. In the future, you will understand that the original
How stupid it is to commit suicide."
He looked at her with an expression of great pain: "Yunwei, you don't understand, you have been integrated into my blood. Without you, I feel like losing all the blood on my body. How can I survive?"
"But I will still live a good life without you. Jingchen, I don't love you anymore. Don't threaten me with your life and force me to be with you, okay? That will only make me look down on you.
I have already said what I have said, if you still insist on refusing to undergo surgery, then there is nothing I can do."
Every word he said hit her heart like a heavy hammer, making her heart tremble. She was so afraid that she would agree to be with him when her heart softened the next moment, and she would get up and leave after saying these words hastily and cruelly.
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Seeing that Yunwei was about to leave, Jing Chen became anxious, his blood surged up, and a mouthful of blood spurted out, staining his shirt red. He looked like a broken puppet, slumped on the sofa, his chest rose and fell sharply, and he had difficulty breathing.
"Jing Chen!" Jin Se shouted, and quickly stepped forward to press his hand and check his pulse. He felt that his vital signs were very weak, and he was about to cry: "Jing Chen, you have to hold on, I'm like this
I’ll take you to the hospital.”
Yun Wei saw that Jing Chen's face was as pale as paper, and he was stunned there. He was so weak that his life breath was about to stop in the next second. She watched in shock as he was picked up by Yun Jinse, and his hands fell down weakly.
Tears flowed down like a faucet that couldn't be turned off, and he was filled with fear, fearing that he would die without support.
With tears in her eyes, she saw Jin Se running out with Jing Chen in her arms. She wiped her tears and hurriedly followed.
In the car, Jin Se drove quickly, while she hugged Jing Chen and shed tears of sadness. She stroked his cold cheek with her hand: "Jing Chen, you will be fine, you will be fine."
He half-opened his eyes, starry, with blood on the corners of his lips, and said vaguely: "Yun, Yunwei, I love you, please don't leave me, don't leave me, okay? Please, please...
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He, who was once unparalleled in splendor and arrogance, abandoned all his dignity in front of her, just begging her to stay and accompany him, and not to miss him crazily anymore.
Faced with him begging her like this, Yunwei's heart ached. After weighing the left and right, Jing Chen's life took the upper hand. She bit her lip tightly and promised: "As long as you live well, I will not leave."
you."
"Really, really?" His eyes were about to close and he struggled hard, his voice trembling.
"Yes!" She nodded heavily, tears rolling down her face.
"Tell me, what do you mean?" he asked, still unsure.
"It's true!" These two words almost came out of his lips.
"Yun, Yunwei, kiss, kiss me, please? You, you haven't kissed me for a long time, I, I really want you to kiss me again."
She leaned down and kissed him gently on the lips.
He showed a satisfied smile and slowly closed his eyes.
"Jingchen, Jingchen..." Yunwei shook him worriedly: "Jinse, if you drive faster, Jingchen seems to be in trouble."
"Yes!" Jinse responded, stepped on the accelerator, and the car sped as fast as an arrow flying into the sky.
The car stopped at the entrance of the hospital. Yun Jinse took Jing Chen out of the car, and Yun Wei hurriedly followed.
Wandering at the door of the operating room, through the glass window, he saw doctors surrounding him to provide first aid.
"Jing Chen, you will be fine, you will be fine..." She clasped her hands on her chest and kept mumbling and praying, her nervous heart almost jumping out of her throat.
She didn't know how long it took, but the door to the emergency room opened. She quickly ran up, grabbed the doctor who was walking in front and asked, "How is Jing Chen?"
He took off his mask and it was Yun Jinse. He wiped the sweat from his forehead and breathed a sigh of relief: "Fortunately, the rescue was in time and Jing Chen was brought back from the brink of death. Yunwei, when he gets better, you can
Please persuade him to sign an agreement for surgery, otherwise he will not be so lucky if this happens again."
"I see."
"Yunwei, I heard the promise you made to Jing Chen just now. Since you promised him, don't let him down, okay? He can't stand the stimulation anymore."