For Yunwei, she cried like a dandelion in the wind and her whole body trembled, her beautiful face was full of tears, and her heart was filled with infinite love, and it hurt like a knife blade.
She loved him so deeply and absolutely, how could he have the heart to tell her the truth, how could he have the heart to say the word divorce to her, and see her sad and desperate.
What should he do so that the matter can be resolved satisfactorily?
Both women loved him deeply, and as long as they would not be harmed, he would be more than willing to bear all the pain alone.
It's just that things don't turn out how you want them to.
At first, his unexpected encounter with Yun Wei and her pure beauty, kindness, and gentleness made his heart waver. However, when he thought that he already had a deep love for Han Yun who had experienced many trials and hardships, he put this aside.
The budding emotion was suppressed in my heart.
He told himself again and again that in this life, he would love Hanyun wholeheartedly, bring her happiness, stay with her for the rest of his life, compensate her for all the suffering she had suffered before, and he would never let her down.
However, fate often plays tricks on people. The more you want to escape, the more it forces you to face it.
During the days he spent with Yunwei, her gentle personality and sunny smile illuminated the darkness in his heart like a beam of light, making him always immersed in her tenderness and unable to control himself, but he also thought of Han Yun.
, while blaming himself for his philandering, he struggled to suppress this growing emotion.
Therefore, although he and Yun Wei often meet each other, and in the eyes of others they are already boyfriend and girlfriend, in fact, he has never confessed to her, nor does he intend to confess to him. The relationship has always remained superficial. When he met her, he also
Just to feel her gentle smile more and get along like ordinary friends.
As time passed, he saw the enthusiasm and expectation in Yun Wei's eyes gradually dimming. When he met him, although she was still smiling, he could see that she was forcing a smile, but there was helplessness in her smile.
Suppressed sadness.
He knew that he was unclear and his reluctance to confess made her sad. However, even though he knew this, he would not confess that he was with her. Although he had some feelings for her,
But compared to the ups and downs of his relationship with Han Yun from childhood to adulthood, his hidden affection for Yun Wei was very insignificant.
So, he began to find various excuses to reduce the number of meetings with Yun Wei. He wanted to slowly cut off the buds of emotions that should not have sprouted, so that the tangled emotions could be stopped.
However, an accidental encounter pushed the matter step by step to a point where it was difficult to deal with it.
That day was Saturday, the weather was clear and the sun was warm. Yunwei asked him to go for a walk outside. He couldn't find a reason to refuse, so he agreed.
The two chatted happily and walked out of the school gate very close to each other. Suddenly, the smile on the corner of the mouth stopped, and a slim and familiar figure came into his eyes. Han Yun came to see him with a lot of snacks. He saw the ripples in her eyes.
The tears, guilt, self-blame, and heartache all came to my chest.
She was not in the mood to go for a walk with Yun Wei outside, so she made an excuse to say that she remembered that she still had things to do and would not go out. Although her eyes showed disappointment, she still smiled and said yes to him and sent her away.
After arriving at the door of the dormitory, he hurriedly ran to the school gate to look for Han Yun, only to see her holding a bag in her hand, standing there in despair.
Seeing her looking so lost and sad, his heart ached. He took her hand and walked towards the back garden of the school.
As soon as he stopped, she looked at him with tears in her eyes and asked him if he had fallen in love with that woman. He tried his best to deny that he was not, but the more firmly and anxiously he denied it, the less she believed it, and the more fierce her tears became.
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Distraught, he had to find a reason to tell her that he was close to Yunwei purely because her family was well off. He wanted her to have feelings for him and be willing to provide funds for her career after graduation.
s help.
Because now that college students have graduated, it is difficult to get promoted or even find a better job without a backdoor or a family background. He only wanted to take advantage of her when he got close to her. She was the only one he loved in his heart.
I won't change my mind.
After Han Yun heard his explanation, she didn't know what she was thinking. She just asked him with tears in her eyes if that was really the case. He looked sincerely and nodded in agreement. She threw herself into his arms and held her hands in her arms.
She hugged him tightly and said to him with a choked and trembling voice: Stay with her.
He was extremely shocked by Han Yun's decision and asked her why? She said that she felt very sad and uncomfortable for making such a decision, but since a rich girl fell in love with you, she must seize this opportunity.
, to help her get out of poverty, she said that she believed in his ability and believed that as long as he had a certain amount of funds, he would definitely accomplish a big business.
He didn't expect that the reason he found out of desperation made her take it completely seriously, and quickly refused that he couldn't do this because he was with Yun Wei. Although there was a reason for the incident, he still felt sorry for her.
However, his refusal made Han Yun tell him more firmly: In order to have a prosperous and comfortable future, it is inevitable to make some sacrifices. She is willing to make sacrifices for him, she loves him so much.
, she was afraid that she would never fall in love with another man except him in her whole life. She hoped that he could have an excellent career so that they could live a comfortable life in the future.
Looking at her firm eyes, he still couldn't agree. In his heart, he was unwilling to do anything to deceive her or hurt Yunwei, because she fell in love with him so purely. How could he do it because of her?
Money is with her. If one day she knows the truth, she will be so sad.
Seeing that he still refused to agree to her, she gently touched his face with her hand and told him that she not only wanted to have him, but also wanted to have a rich and luxurious life with no worries about food and clothing, and did not want to follow him to worry about food, rice, oil and salt in the future.
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Having love and bread at the same time is the real happiness. The sacrifice in front of you is for the sake of a happy life for each other in the future. There is nothing wrong with it. As long as he and Yunwei are together, he will not be really emotional and unwilling to be with her.
Just separate.
After Han Yun's repeated persuasion and his unstoppable tenderness offensive, he finally nodded and agreed. Han Yun was right. A prosperous and comfortable life in the future was very important. She had suffered so much before, and he could not let her continue.
I endured hardships on my own.
As for Yun Wei, he is destined to feel sorry for her and let her down. If this is a wrong decision, he will admit it and he will bear all the consequences alone.
At Christmas that year, he came to her to confess his love. Seeing the joy and touch in her eyes, he felt so overwhelmed with guilt that he almost couldn't breathe. He almost gave up, but finally made up his mind and went ahead with the plan.
Obviously, her next planning and sweet offensive made her fall deeper and deeper into her love for him. Everything was going according to the track she imagined, and her heart was only slightly shaken, but she was finally shaken.
He thought about Han Yun and waved away these unnecessary emotions.
However, later, that thrilling thing happened in the back garden of the school, which almost made him burst out of fear and worry. The moment he found her, he held her tightly in his arms as if she had been lost and found her, feeling in his heart
Her uneasiness and worry gradually disappeared because of her body temperature.
Seeing her curling up and shivering like a kitten in his arms, his heart was full of distress and love. He wanted to protect her for the rest of his life and be with her forever. The promise of never leaving him just blurted out, completely.
Without the slightest thought or planning.
In the following days of getting along, and every bit of getting along with her after marriage, her simplicity, purity, kindness, shyness... made his heart sink a little bit uncontrollably, no matter how hard he suppressed it, he always
It fell apart in her gentle smile.
She was as pure and beautiful as an angel, bringing him so much warmth and happiness that he could no longer deceive her. He wanted to tell her the truth several times, but he couldn't tell her the truth when he looked into her crystal-clear eyes.
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She is so pure and beautiful, yet so cruel, if she says it out loud, her world will be shattered.
In the past, if you asked him which side his heart was leaning toward, he would say Han Yun without hesitation. But now, if you ask him again, he can't answer. It's not that he doesn't want to answer, but that he is upset and confused.
It's such a mess that he can no longer tell which one he loves the most in his heart.
However, the two of them must make a choice, and then he will only choose Hanyun, because he can let anyone down, but he cannot let down Hanyun.
However, how could he have the heart to tell Yun Wei that just now, she was so sad when she saw the photo of him and Han Yun clinging to each other. If she understood everything, she would be so sad and desperate.
What should he do to resolve this tangled relationship? To minimize the damage?
Feeling entangled and upset to the extreme, he wiped away the tears that kept falling on her face, touched her little face, and explained in a gentle voice: "Yunwei, don't tell me you're sorry, it's my fault.
That’s why you had doubts. I’m sorry for you..."
"Husband, it's not that you didn't do a good job, it's that I always like to have random thoughts. It's my fault. It's that I shouldn't doubt you. You are so good to me, love me so much, and love me so much, but I am like rain in the wind.
I really shouldn't have doubted you because of a photo!" Seeing Jing Chen's self-reproaching look, Yun Wei said with heartache.
Yunwei felt distressed, and the gaze that looked deeply at her through the mist of tears made him muster up the courage to speak out. He swallowed it bitterly again, pulled her into his arms, and hugged her tightly so that she could not see him.
The expression of extreme pain that could not be suppressed at this moment.