Just when she was about to fall asleep, a pair of familiar and warm hands touched her cheek, touching her and making her heart tremble.
Slowly opening her eyes, what she saw was the face that was engraved in her heart and filled with nostalgia.
He didn't leave, he really didn't leave me alone.
My tense heart relaxed a little at this moment, and I opened my lips to say something, but found that my face was wet and I couldn't say a word at all.
With their eyes facing each other like this, the atmosphere was so calm and quiet that even each other's breathing could be clearly heard.
"Does your head hurt? Do you feel uncomfortable anywhere in your body?" After a while, he asked with concern.
It's so nice to still be able to hear his voice and feel his breath.
She sniffed, looked at him closely, and said in a choked voice: "Don't you already love me? Don't you want to leave me so decisively? Why do you still care about me?"
In my heart, I was obviously very happy that he was still by my side, but the words I spoke out were filled with accusations that even I felt were false.
"I..." Jing Chen's face was dark, and he couldn't think of what to say to her.
Yunwei wanted to see the light of past love and care in his eyes, but found that no matter how hard she stared, all she saw was peace without a trace of ripples.
Has his feelings for her really changed? Does he really no longer love her? Is he hurt because he didn't leave, and he feels guilty?
His heart was so painful that he was about to die. The mutual friendship and eternal friendship that he once shared became so fragile that he could only say a few words.
"Jing Chen, since facing me makes you so painful and uncomfortable, I am willing to let you go. If you want to leave, you can leave. I will not hold you back!"
She blurted out the words out of anger and against her will, just because her heart was so uncomfortable. As soon as she said the words, she regretted it, fearing that he would really leave like this.
However, her little remaining self-esteem did not allow her to regret it.
"Yunwei..." Jingchen looked at Yunwei with dark eyes. At this moment, he was very confused. He didn't know how to face Yunwei. He knew that as long as he said a few nice words, he could turn the innocent
She tried to coax her, but she couldn't say it out loud.
He finally got to this point by being cruel, should he be cruel to the end regardless of it?
In front of his eyes, the faces of Han Yun and Yun Wei kept flashing and changing, giving him a headache that was about to burst.
Han Yun or Yun Wei?
Yunwei or Hanyun?
Han Yun has suffered a lot since childhood, and now, the only person she loves and relies on is herself.
Yunwei has had a happy and harmonious family since she was a child. Without him, she still has relatives.
There can be no further delay, we must choose one.
She Hanyun, She Yunwei?
Yunwei, Yunwei,, Hanyun, Hanyun, Yunwei...
"Yunwei, if you are willing to let go, then I don't have to stay by your side anymore. Take good care of yourself, think about the divorce compensation clearly, and call me!" After going through the painful battle between heaven and man, he said with deep eyes.
, slowly opened his lips and said.
Looking at his beautiful lips, the words he spoke were more piercing than a knife.
She clutched the sheets tightly with both hands, hiding her extremely sad emotions. Tears were obviously rolling in her eyes, but she looked at him with a smile on her lips and said, "Okay!"
God knows how much effort she put into saying this word.
As if he had been forgiven, he walked out the door without looking at her again.
Seeing the door being closed with a bang, her tears instantly flowed down like spring water. On this day, she shed more tears than she had ever shed in her entire life.
My heart hurts so much, it hurts so much, it feels like it's being torn and pinched by two hands pulling desperately from left to right.
Is she dying? Is she dying?
His body was bent into a shrimp shape, shaking constantly, and his hands were clutching his painful chest.
It hurts so much. How should I stop the heartache? What should I do? What should she do?
The body that had shrunk to the edge of the bed turned sideways and fell to the ground with a 'bang'.
However, the pain from the body is far less than the pain in the heart.
At this moment, an extremely sad thought passed through my mind.
How wonderful it would be if I fell to death just like that. If my heart stopped beating, wouldn't it hurt?
However, she did not fall to death, she was still alive, and her heart was still beating painfully.
It's so stuffy here, so stuffy. If she stays here any longer, she will die of suffocation.
Yun Wei tried to get up from the ground while holding on to her painful body, but she fell to the ground again because of her weakness.
'Bang, bang, bang...' She fell down one after another, and her body was in severe pain as if it was falling apart.
She wanted to go out, she wanted to leave this boring place.
Panting rapidly, he used all his strength to stand up with gritted teeth, but he was shaky. Before he could take a few steps, his whole body felt light, as if all the strength in his body had been drained, and he could no longer stand. He faced
Fell aside.
I thought I would come into contact with the ground again, but a pair of hands held me up in time.
He smiled weakly at the owner of those hands: "Since your love for me is gone and you left resolutely, why do you want to come back? Do you want to see how embarrassed I am? Now that you see it, are you satisfied? You can leave.
Yet?"
Her head was painful and swollen. She had been crying since the morning and was so tired. It would be great if she could get some sleep.
But her heart ached and her body ached. Although she was extremely tired, she didn't feel sleepy at all.
Awake, tired, and in pain.
His manly scent lingered in her nose, which still made her heart shudder, but she didn't want to smell it for one more second, because she was afraid that the more attachment she had, the more pain she would suffer.
He no longer loves her, so should she bravely give up her love for him?
However, can the love that is engraved in the bone marrow really be given up?
She is not him, and her heart will not change so easily. If she says she doesn't love her, she won't love her. It's so simple.
I don’t want to be greedy for his warmth anymore.
I don't want to lose even my last bit of self-esteem in front of him.
In that case, she will even look down on herself.
He didn't hold her tightly, and she broke free after a little struggle.
She passed him, her body was shaky, and she walked towards the door unsteadily, but suddenly, a strong force pulled her into his arms, as if to knead her into flesh and blood.
"Yunwei, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I don't want to hurt you, not at all..." There was unconcealable pain in his tone, and he held her hand tighter.
Just now, he walked out of the ward, but did not go far. Instead, he leaned against the wall with heartache. When he thought of leaving her, he could not move away. Her tenderness, her smile, her tears,
Her pain wrapped around him tightly and could not go away.
Trying desperately to think of Han Yun's appearance, he drove away Yun Wei's figure.
However, after finally calming down and trying to leave, I heard the sound of falling from inside. My heart suddenly became nervous and I wanted to rush in immediately to see how she was doing.
But the moment my hand touched the door handle, I paused and went in. I was afraid that I would never be able to leave again.
While he was hesitating, he heard the sound of falling again, which made his heart beat violently. He wanted to turn the door handle, but found that his hand was too weak to use any strength.
"You don't need to say sorry to me. You just don't love me anymore. As you said, feelings are uncontrollable and they will change. It's only my fault that I can't capture your heart and make you stop loving me."
That's all. Since you don't love me anymore, what's the point of forcing you to be with me? It's better to let go. I believe that as time goes by, my love for you will fade!"
Although she said it was indifferent, her tears betrayed her heart, and her painful expression showed how much she cared about him. He was not as calm and clear as she said. She was such a consistent person on the outside and in her heart.
What you are thinking is what the expression on your face is.
Her desolate and sad expression made these words seem so weak and weak, and it fell on his heart, causing it to ache repeatedly.
"Yunwei, I don't love you, no..." I just can't tell whether I love you more or Hanyun more. Giving up either of you will make me heartbroken.
"Really? Since you love me, why are you so determined to divorce me? Why do you say such cruel words? Don't you know that those words are more piercing than a knife?"
"I, I was just very angry for a moment. During this period, the company's affairs were very busy, and some were very difficult. My mood became very bad. Coupled with your suspicion, distrust, and follow-up, my mood became even worse. I felt that everything was wrong.
It doesn’t go well with me, and everything is against me. I really want to leave everything behind and live a pure life alone.”
Seeing her hurt look, he felt so distressed that he wanted to slap himself. It was all his own fault that things would become like this. Why didn't all the pain be retaliated on him alone?
I can't imagine how painful it will be for her if she really leaves without looking back.
She loved him so absolutely and deeply, how could he be willing to let her suffer and be sad.
Since no one can let go, let's let this inextricable relationship take one step at a time, even if we face an abyss, big deal, big deal, the worst outcome is that the three of us will fall together.
"Jing Chen, are you really not leaving me or divorcing me because you don't love me, or... because there's a woman outside?" Seeing him saying this with such pain and tangle, Yun Wei touched her hand
He looked up at him and asked inquiringly.
"Well... if I don't love you anymore, why would I stand at the door and refuse to leave? In fact, saying cruel and decisive words to you makes my heart no less painful than yours. But the words have already been spoken, so what?
I can take it back if I want to, and I can only do it against my will until I can no longer bear to see you so sad..."