"However, even though he was so cruel to me, I still loved him deeply and still wanted to be with him. Once, I finally waited at the door of his company until he came out, just as he was about to get in the car.
, I ran up and grabbed his clothes, and begged him with tears in my eyes not to ignore me, not to ignore me, not to be so cruel to me!"
"In front of him, my dignity is so pitiful, but my love for him makes me humble and make concessions again and again. As long as I keep him, there is nothing I can't bear to do. It's just that
, I didn’t understand at that time that no matter how much I keep him, he doesn’t belong to me alone!”
"He cried in the face of my pleading, with a haughty smile on his lips, patted my shoulder, and told me that as long as I aborted the child, he would still love me and be good to me as before. In order to be able to
To make him no longer be so indifferent to me and refuse to even see me, I finally agreed to abort the child."
"Do you know? When I walked into the hospital alone and waited alone at the door, waiting for the doctor's summons, how painful and uncomfortable was my heart? Looking at several girls around me with red eyes, waiting alone at the door, I never
They saw themselves in their eyes, feeling dejected and lost after being hurt. Such waiting was torture, just like people who are about to face the death penalty, waiting for death to come with fear."
"When I came out of the operating room, I was in so much pain that I could hardly walk unsteadily. I didn't know how I got back to the room. I called him and asked him to come and stay with me. He said that his company
There were a lot of things going on inside, and I couldn't find time to come out. After I finished talking, I hung up the phone. That day, the pillow was wet and wet, and I spent a terrible day alone, hurt and heartbroken!"
"However, even though he treated me like this, my hopeless love for him made me suppress all my dissatisfaction and grievances. I put aside my remaining self-esteem and ran to his company. When I walked to the door, I saw him hugging me.
A tall and sexy beauty walked over with a loving smile. I was so angry that I ran forward without any reason and asked him why he lied to me to abort the child and why he said that as long as I abort the child, I would be like
Did you treat me that well before?"
"He held the beautiful woman in his arms and told me with an indifferent expression. He said he would not care about a woman who had a miscarriage and was in a broken body. He did not kick me away and gave me a large amount of money as compensation.
I was already very merciful. I was so angry that I was trembling all over. I cried bitterly and stepped forward to fight him, but he ordered the security guards to catch me. Without even looking at me, he hugged the woman and left."
"I hate him so much, I hate him so much, but I love him so much because he is very good (in addition to his personality) and very charming, and because... he is my first man, and I dedicated my first life to him.
Once again I gave him a fiery heart."
"The more cruel he is to me, the more I love him. Men are not bad, but women don't love me. This sentence refers to people like me. I know that I am very mean and stupid, but I can't help it. I
I just love him and want to be with him. His image is everywhere in my mind. He is like a tattoo that has been imprinted in my life and I can’t get rid of it!"
"Now, I stay in the room waiting for him every day, hoping that one day he will appear in front of me, hoping that he will find his conscience and love me well. But, waiting day by day, disappointed day by day, I feel that I
I'm almost going crazy. Staying in this room where I fell in love with him, I think he's almost going crazy with all his thoughts. I don't know how to be with him like before. I don't know where my way out is.
, the feeling of waiting is so painful, so painful, so painful..."
Seeing that she did not send another message, Yunwei sent the message in a very sour tone: "Such a man is not worth your wait, and if you keep waiting like this, he may not change his mind. From the lines in your words, we can tell that such a man is
You are just happy to play with women and have no sincerity. What you have to do now is not how to get back together with him, but how to forget him and start over!"
Yunwei tried her best to keep her hair gentle so as not to irritate her scarred body.
"Start again? How to start again? Forget? How to forget? I had an abortion because of him, lost my heart and suffered all over the pain. That kind of love is too profound. I can't let it go, I can't forget it, I'm at the end of my rope.
"
"Don't be so pessimistic. As long as you are determined to get out of this relationship, you will definitely get better. Time is a good medicine to heal pain. Get together with friends more, go outside to see the beautiful scenery, or do more things, so that
Keep yourself busy so that you don't have time to think about him. As day goes by, you will gradually forget about him."
"No, I don't want to forget, and I don't want to let go. I want to be with him. No matter what means I use or what price I pay, I want to be with him. I want to find a way to make him change his mind. He refuses to be with his wife.
If he files for divorce, I will ask his wife to file for divorce with him!"
Yunwei saw that she was going too far because of her love, so she quickly sent a message to advise her: "Don't go further and further away because you love someone. In that case, there will really be no turning back. You are still so young. If you let go, you will have to start over."
, the future is still very bright, don’t hurt his wife, his wife must have been kept in the dark and doesn’t know anything. She did nothing wrong. Speaking of which, she is also a victim!"
"I don't care, as long as I can get back together with him, I will do anything. I must get them divorced, and I must do everything possible to get him to marry me. The suffering I have suffered must not be in vain!"
"Why are you still so stubborn? Have you ever thought that even if you let them divorce, if his heart is not with you, you may not be able to be together. What will you do then?"
"It's just one step at a time. Even if it causes them to divorce, he won't be with me and doesn't want to marry me. I admit it because his family was torn apart by me and I also made him feel the pain.
It will also make his wife no less sad than me, and my psychology will be slightly more balanced. Otherwise, I will not be willing to let me suffer like this all the time!"
"You are hating because of love. If you continue to be so stubborn, you will destroy yourself. If you let him know that it was you who caused his family to fall apart, not only will he not be with you, but he will not let you go.
"
"Oh, anyway, I'm in a lot of pain now. No matter how he deals with me, it doesn't matter to me. The big deal is that in the end, we both die together. I am so sad and painful alone. I can't bear to drag his wife along with me in pain.
I’ll be much better, haha!”
The more Yun Wei looked at her, the more horrified she became. She felt an indescribable chill. She didn't know if she was overthinking it or something. She vaguely felt that she would come to him and complain to him. It didn't seem like an accident, but on purpose.
.
He bit his lip, his hand holding the phone trembled, and he typed these words: "Can you tell me the name of that man?"
As soon as the message was sent, her heart kept tightening, and she felt an indescribable nervousness. She kept staring at the phone tightly.
Just when her nerves were reaching the extreme, her cell phone suddenly rang, startling her.
When I saw it, it was Xiaolu calling.
Feeling inexplicably relieved, he picked up the phone.
"Hey, Yunwei, Binsheng is on a business trip today. I'm almost bored to death staying at home alone. You can chat with me for a while."
"I'm tired and want to go to bed early. If you're bored, you can surf the Internet. Don't you always like to surf the Internet?" Yunwei said in a frustrated tone, unable to hide her tiredness.
She is in a very bad mood now, very depressed, and really has no mood to accompany Xiaolu to relieve her boredom.
"I've been online all day, and I'm so dizzy that I'm almost starry-eyed. Is Jing Chen nearby? You guys have activities, so you don't want to talk to me?" Xiaolu said mischievously.
"Look at you, your mind is full of bad thoughts. Jingchen is just like the one in your family. He is on a business trip and is not at home!"
"Hey, that's great. Yunwei, don't sleep. Come out and I'll take you outside for some crazy fun. You won't feel suffocated if you stay at home every day." When she heard that Jing Chen wasn't at home, Xiaolu was excited.
Encouraged.
"No, it's late at night. It's not good for us two women to go out. We'd better go to bed early."
"I can't sleep. I don't have a job. I'm almost getting parasites when I stay at home every day. I'm so bored that I'm suffocated to death. If I don't go outside to get some fresh air and go crazy, I will be suffocated to death!"
Xiaolu sighed sadly.
"If you want to go, go tomorrow. You can hold it in all night, right?"
"Yunwei, you don't know how fun it is during the day and at night. What else can we two women do during the day besides shopping?"
"Then what fun is there in the evening?"
"There are so many fun places at night. I know there is a good place to relax. Yunwei, don't be too pedantic. Just know that you should stay at home peacefully every day, and occasionally go outside to relax.
, I’m not talking about having an affair, but just being rebellious and crazy occasionally will make your boring mood become very happy!”
Being rebellious and crazy occasionally can turn a boring mood into a happy one.
This sentence has been echoing in Yunwei's mind, encouraging her.
She is in a very depressed mood now, so depressed that she can hardly breathe. She must have had another sleepless night.
Otherwise, just go out with Akatsuki and relax.
Maybe your mood will get better.
"Then... okay, I'll go out with you!"
"Really? Oh yeah, that's great. Yunwei, you finally got the idea, hehe~~" Xiaolu burst out laughing happily.
"Xiaolu, can you please stop laughing so loudly? You won't be afraid of disturbing the neighbors."