Is she really the kind of woman who doesn't love herself? She already has a family, and she still makes intimate moves with other men, and even her heart beats so fast that it's about to burst out of her chest.
The more I thought about it, the more I felt sorry for Bin Sheng, and the more I thought about it, the more I felt despicable. Painful tears fell down my cheeks, and my heart was filled with self-blame.
But, suddenly, she thought that after Bin Sheng went out, his cell phone was turned off, he didn't even call her, there was no message at all, and he didn't care whether she was worried or not, he just left without answering for several days.
A grown man has not been home for so many days, who knows what he is doing.
It's not that she doesn't trust him, it's just that after that time he had an intimate meal with another woman in a restaurant, she has always had a knot in her heart. In addition, he has been traveling frequently recently, making it even more difficult for her to trust her.
I don’t know what Binsheng is doing now? Is he busy with business, has he gone to bed, or is he... embracing another woman?
There was an indescribable annoyance in my heart.
Just as she was leaning against the telephone pole, closing her eyes and concentrating, her cell phone rang.
At first glance, it was still Yunwei's phone number.
Her lost heart felt a little comforted. It was great that she had such a friend who thought about her wholeheartedly, cared about her, and cared about her.
Looking back, she has lived so long that she really doesn't have many close friends. However, she doesn't have many friends. As long as she has one or two people who can be called close friends, her life is not worthwhile, right?
As soon as she pressed the call button, Yun Wei's anxious voice sounded: "Xiaolu, why don't you come back? Did something happen? Where are you? I'll ask Uncle Chen to drive over and help you."
"I'm fine. Don't worry. I'll be there soon. The moon is big and round tonight. I just stood under the moon and took a walk."
"Can you still take a walk under the moonlight? Are you that poetic and romantic?" Yun Wei said obviously not believing it.
"Hey, Yunwei, don't underestimate me, okay? If I'm not arrogant, I'm not a human being. If I'm arrogant, I'm not a human being. I'll go for a walk in the rain on a rainy day next time!" Xiaolu vowed.
said.
"Okay, okay, you can do whatever you say. Anyway, I can't convince you no matter what you say. Come over here quickly. It's already past 12 o'clock."
"Oh, I see!"
After hanging up the phone, Xiaolu straightened her messy skirt, combed her hair, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hands, arranged them properly and walked on high heels.
Yunwei had been standing next to the car, eagerly waiting for Xiaolu to appear. When Xiaolu's red and beautiful figure appeared in front of her eyes, she suddenly relaxed.
He walked forward, looked up and down, and asked with concern: "Xiaolu, are you really okay? Has he found you, and has he done anything to you?"
"I'm fine. I'm very smart. How could I be found by a fool like him?"
"Fool?"
"Stop talking, let's go home." Xiaolu patted her puzzled face and said.
"Oh!" Yunwei responded and got into the car with Xiaolu.
After sending Xiaolu home, Yunwei also returned home, threw her bag on the bed, picked up her change of underwear and pajamas and went to the bathroom to take a shower.
After taking a shower, I lay down on the bed exhausted, and as soon as my head hit the pillow, I fell into a drowsy sleep.
Early the next morning, the sun was shining brightly, slanting in through the gaps in the window lattice, softly reflecting on her delicate and elegant face.
Feeling the warm sunshine, she rubbed her sleepy eyes and got up from the bed.
Last night, I listened to the powerful singing and dancing in the disco for such a long time that my head felt swollen and painful.
After rubbing her sore head, Yunwei got up from the bed and walked to the bathroom to brush her teeth and wash her face.
After washing, she walked to the balcony and breathed in the fresh morning air.
The weather was very good today, with clear blue sky and cloudless sky. However, with such good weather, she stayed at home and didn't know what to do.
Looking down at the garden, there are green grass, pink willows, and colorful purples and reds.
Suddenly, a scene of happiness and joy emerged in his mind. She, Jing Chen and their baby were laughing and playing together in the garden, and their laughter filled the sky.
A longing smile unconsciously escaped from the corners of his lips, but then dimmed.
She and Jing Chen have been unhappy recently because of one thing or another. Since he left home the day before yesterday, he hasn't called a single phone call, let alone returned home.
Missing him came like a flood, causing her heart to ache.
Suddenly, I miss the days before marriage and the days in college. There was no barrier and we got along so naturally and happily. Every day was like living in a honeypot of sweetness and happiness.
After getting married, although they lived together, they always felt that life was becoming more and more dull. She stayed at home every day, bored and didn't know what to do, waiting for him to come home from get off work.
Finally, when he came home from get off work, he basically fell asleep after washing and bathing. She was so tired that she spent countless nights looking at his sleeping face, unable to fall asleep, and feeling unspeakable melancholy in her heart.
Others say that the 7-year itch after marriage, are they going to fall into a dull life without any passion after only 2 years?
Could it be that if you stay with someone for a long time, no matter how deep the relationship is, it will eventually enter a dull period, until it fades into family affection, and the love you once had no longer exists?
When I think that their once unforgettable love will eventually fade into nothing but family affection, a chill rises from the bottom of my heart, and there is an indescribable sadness.
Could it be that Jing Chen has been so indifferent to himself during this period because he no longer loves himself as much as before? Or does he not love himself at all? Otherwise, why would he have filed for divorce from himself repeatedly?
Does he feel that living with her is like eating chicken steak, tasteless and wants to give up?
She felt like she was weighing a stone and couldn't breathe. She didn't want Jingchen's love for her to fade away day by day, and she didn't want their love to eventually fade into family affection.
Suddenly, she wanted to call Jing Chen, listen to his voice, and ask him to go home. She missed him very much.
Walking into the house, he took out his mobile phone from his bag and wanted to call Jingchen, but found that there were about 10 unread text messages and the number displayed was an unfamiliar number.
Yunwei was confused for a moment, then remembered that this number belonged to the little girl who complained to her last night.
She must have left in a hurry after receiving Xiaolu's call last night, and didn't pay attention to the messages on her phone. She must have sent more than 10 messages of complaint, but when she saw that she didn't reply, she stopped sending them again.
I wonder how that little girl is doing now?
Yunwei opened the messages one by one, and suddenly, a thunderbolt hit her head. She was so shocked that she was so top-heavy that she could hardly stand. The hand holding the phone trembled and she could hardly hold it.
"You asked me who that man is? Haha, you know him, and he is very familiar to you. Guess who the excellent and rich man you are familiar with will be?"
"What? You haven't guessed it for so long? Or you don't dare to admit that you are flirting with women outside, making love to young girls, and finally pretending that nothing happened. The person who forces the young girl to abort the child will be your pillow person.
, your husband? Haha, my first man, his name is...Mo Jingchen!"
"It's shocking, isn't it? You must be so heartbroken that you can't even reply to a message. It's really pitiful. However, your sadness is my greatest happiness now. It's too lonely for me to be sad alone. I want to
You will be sad and miserable with me, and we will go to hell together!"
"Qin Yunwei, let me tell you, you are really useless. As a woman, you are really a failure. You even cheated on your husband outside and made other women pregnant with children. Women changed one after another. You
He didn't even notice it at all. It can be said that he is as stupid as a donkey. If I were Jing Chen, I would definitely not be able to stand you, an idiot woman, looking for other women outside."
"I'm sorry, I went too far. Think about it, we are all victims. It's just that we fell in love with a carefree and irresponsible man. Why should women make things difficult for women? I don't want to tell the truth.
Yours, just, I don’t want you to be kept in the dark like an idiot. Jing Chen has several children outside, but you still don’t know anything."
"Qin Yunwei, you must have cried heartbrokenly when you saw this, right? Oh, it's so pitiful, but although my words are unpleasant, they are all true. Since you have been hit, in order to strengthen your
Regarding the ability to withstand blows, I’ll tell you something more!”
"Does Jing Chen often travel for business? Hehe, he is on a business trip, just to our love nest. Do you know? He bought me an apartment in the city center, which is worth a lot of money.
, he spends money on women without blinking an eye. Do you want to know where Jingchen and I’s love nest is? Do you want to see the photo of us on the bedside?"
"Hehe... In order to prevent you from being unable to bear the blow and fainting, I still won't tell you where Jingchen and I's love nest is. I will tell you, although he has changed his mind and is with another woman.
, but my love for him is still very deep, and I still keep our intimacy and photos on my bedside."
"Although he is so cruel to me, I still really want him to change his mind and be with me. When he is still in love with me, he is really a gentle man. Do you know? He makes love to me every night.
When he is with me, he can’t help but call me baby, darling, not to mention how affectionate and devoted he is. After it’s over, he will hold me deeply in his arms and say that I am the most outstanding of all his women.
Like a little goblin that took away his soul..."
…
There were still several unread text messages, but Yunwei was completely distracted and couldn't bear to watch anymore. Tears had already blurred her cheeks, and she collapsed on the bed dizzily. Her head was so swollen and painful that it was about to tear apart, as if it was connected to her body.
His blood was so coagulated that it no longer flowed.