"You can't help me. You can't help me. Yunwei, my chest hurts so much. I feel so uncomfortable. I really can't bear it anymore. Why do you want to deceive me like that? Why do you want to hurt me so much? Why? Why? Why?
?" On the other end of the phone, Xiaolu was crying so hard that she couldn't make a sound.
"Xiaolu, where are you now? I'll go find you right away." Hearing Xiaolu cry so miserably, Yunwei was so frightened that her hands and feet became weak, and her voice trembled.
"Lakeside Park on Qingming Road."
"Okay, I'll be right over. Don't go away. You must wait for me to come over, okay?" Yun Wei said anxiously.
However, as soon as she finished speaking, the phone was hung up, and Yun Wei was so worried that her heart almost jumped out of her throat.
"Honey, something seems to have happened to Xiaolu. I have to rush over to find her now. You can go to sleep first!" Yunwei said as she climbed out of bed, hurriedly put on her clothes, and hurried out of the door.
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"Don't leave yet!" Seeing Yunwei about to go out in thin clothes, Jing Chen called her.
"What's the matter?" Yunwei asked anxiously as she was focused on Xiaolu.
Jing Chen jumped out of bed, took a long snow-white cloak from the kitchen and put it on for her, straightened her hair and said: "It's late at night, it's a bit cold outside, so wear warm clothes.
To avoid catching a cold."
"Yeah!" Yun Wei smiled slightly at him.
"And bring this money with you, just in case you need it!" Jing Chen took out 2,000 yuan from his black wallet and handed it to Yun Wei.
"Yes!" Yunwei took the money from his hand and said to him: "You are very tired after a long day at work. Go to bed early."
"No, I'll wait for you and come back early, you know?" Jing Chen stared at her deeply and said.
"...Okay!" Sensing his worry, Yun Wei gave him a comforting smile.
Thinking of Xiaolu, he said nothing more to Jing Chen, stuffed the money into his pocket, and walked out of the room.
A silver luxury car cut through the darkness and parked at the entrance of Lakeside Park.
"Uncle Chen, can you please wait here for me to come out?" Yun Wei said to Uncle Chen a little guiltily, asking Uncle Chen to wait here so late.
"It's no trouble. This is my duty. Madam, please go in!" Uncle Chen's voice was as cold and solemn as ever.
After Yunwei jumped out of the car, she hurriedly ran towards the park.
The park at night is not as busy as during the day, only the chirping of insects and birds sounds from time to time.
Although the moonlight shone faintly and the street lamps dimly illuminated her, the quiet and cold atmosphere around her still made Yunwei feel an indescribable feeling of gloom and fear.
She tightened her body and walked quickly along the tree-lined path in the park, her eyes looking around anxiously, looking for Xiaolu.
"Xiaolu, Xiaolu, where are you? Xiaolu..." Yunwei stepped on the moonlight reflecting on the ground and called Xiaolu eagerly and anxiously.
"Xiaolu, where are you? Xiaolu...Xiaolu, if you hear my cry, respond quickly. The atmosphere here is so gloomy and scary, Xiaolu, Xiaolu..."
She called many times but did not hear Xiaolu's answer. Yunwei was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, fearing that Xiaolu would reveal something.
Could it be that Xiaolu has left Lakeside Park?
As soon as this thought flashed through her mind, Yunwei's heart skipped a beat and she quickly took out her cell phone and dialed Xiaolu's number.
It rang several times but no one answered. Just when Yunwei was worried and anxious and didn't know what to do, the call got through.
Yunwei's tense heart instantly relaxed, and she quickly asked: "Xiaolu, where are you in Lakeside Park? Why can't I find you?"
"...Yunwei, I'm by the lake..." Xiaolu's choked voice came from the other end of the phone.
"Yeah, I'll be there right away."
Yunwei hung up the phone and began to search for the location of the lake based on her impressions.
Although she visited Lakeside Park two weeks after she and Jing Chen got married, which was quite a long time ago, Jing Chen took her to sit on a bench by the lake that time. It was summer at that time.
, the pink lotus flowers bloomed all over the lake, the willow banks were dawning, the scenery was beautiful, and there was a beloved man accompanying her, which left a deep impression on her that she would almost never forget.
After bending through a green flower belt and walking along a cobblestone path, a lake refracted by the moonlight, like a star-strewn lake, appeared in front of us.
Yunwei walked to the lake, looked up, and saw a slender, graceful figure standing by the lake. She was so close to the lake, and it seemed that she would be carried into the lake at any time.
Yun Wei's heart was in her throat, and she hurriedly ran over and pulled Xiaolu away from the lake. She wanted to scold her, but after seeing the tears on her face, the scolding words got stuck in her throat and she could not say them out.
"Xiaolu, what's wrong with you?" she asked with a slightly trembling voice.
"Yunwei..." Xiaolu hugged Yunwei's neck and cried loudly.
Listening to Xiaolu's sorrowful cries, Yunwei's heart was full of sourness, and her tears flowed down unconsciously. She patted her shoulders with her hands and kept comforting her: "Xiaolu, don't be sad, everything will pass.
,everything will be fine."
Xiaolu didn't say a word, as if she had never shed tears before, she let out all the tears accumulated in her body.
I don't know how long it took before Xiaolu's crying gradually became quieter. Yunwei pulled Xiaolu to sit down on the bench.
After a painful confession, Yunwei understood the cause of the matter, and felt strong bitterness in her heart.
Love is really a sharp sword that hurts without showing blood. Once anyone is hurt by love, no one can avoid the heart-breaking pain.
Seeing Xiaolu's red and swollen eyes from crying and her miserable and helpless appearance, Yunwei felt uncomfortable and distressed.
Xiaolu is such a cheerful and straightforward person. She always has a free and easy smile on her face that she yearns for. She never thought that she would be heartbroken like a pistachio. She always felt that she was a person no matter what.
No matter what happens, he can smile freely and carelessly.
A sunny and cheerful person like Xiaolu can still face feelings like this. It would be so unbearable for other women with weak hearts and low endurance to be betrayed by the one they love.
Isn't it bad to love only one person purely for the rest of your life? Why should he be with another woman and make his wife who loves him so deeply sad?
"Yunwei, my heart hurts and feels so uncomfortable. I really want to dig my heart out. As long as I don't have to bear this heart-wrenching pain anymore." Xiaolu's painful voice brought Yunwei's melancholy thoughts back.
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"Xiaolu..." Seeing Xiaolu in such pain, Yunwei felt sour and didn't know how to comfort her.
"I am so blind that I have fallen in love with such a treacherous and philandering man. If I can't make the promise, why should I make it? Just to pursue me with sweet words? There is a saying that is really right.
Yes, a man can be relied upon, and a sow can climb a tree. However, I know these truths, but I still believe that he will not do anything wrong to me..."
"Yunwei, I don't know what I have done to regret him. He wants to hurt me, torture me, betray me, and say how deeply he loves me. He is just playing with that bitch. If he really loves me,
If a person thinks about one person, no matter how much temptation he faces or how impulsive he is, he will try his best to restrain himself and not betray each other's feelings."
"Yunwei, do you know? Whenever I think of the passionate scene between him and that bitch on the bed, I feel so uncomfortable and painful. I feel that he is so dirty, so dirty... Now, the scandal has happened, and he was
When I found out, he realized he regretted it and asked me to forgive him. Didn't he think about the consequences when he was seduced by that bitch and had sex with that bitch? He also asked me over and over again not to leave him.
, saying that he only loves me, I really really want to strangle him to death~~" Xiaolu spoke intermittently with a choked voice, and she almost couldn't breathe when she was so excited.
Seeing Xiaolu in such agony, Yunwei felt so uncomfortable that she wanted to cry. She could feel Xiaolu's pain deeply. She could understand that loving someone deeply, but that person was having an affair with another woman, was a problem.
What a devastating and despairing thing.
Think about Jing Chen. If Jing Chen betrayed her and got together with another woman, she didn't know whether she would be more vulnerable to the blow than Xiaolu, and would she even lose the idea of survival?
She shook her head and put away this terrible thought. Jingchen would not do this to her, no, definitely not.
"Xiaolu, things have happened. No matter how painful and sad it is, it's useless. Don't be sad anymore. Think of happy things to make your mood better." Yunwei didn't know how to comfort her.
When she was happy, she had never hated anyone, but now, she hated Binsheng, which made Xiaolu, a cheerful, free-spirited person, so sad.
"Yunwei, you have never experienced it and don't understand the pain involved. I also want to be indifferent to Bingsheng's cheating and laugh it off with an indifferent attitude. I also want my heart not to hurt so much now and to be happy.
But I can't do it. When I think about him having relationships with other women, other women seeing his fanaticism, and him having tasted the different tastes other women brought to him... my head seems to explode.
It hurts so much."
As Xiaolu spoke, tears fell silently, as if recalling such a cruel scene, she held her head in pain with her hands.
Yun Wei sighed helplessly and asked, "What are you going to do next? Continue to live with Bin Sheng or... separate?"
After a long while, Xiaolu said dimly: "He is my first love, the only man in my heart so far, and I have given almost everything for him. I cannot deny that I love him very much."
Yes, but he had a relationship with another woman and betrayed me. This stain will never be removed from my heart. If we continue to live together in the future, we will definitely have constant quarrels... I want a divorce and don't want to see it again.