Under the moonlight, a luxury car shining with silver was parked in front of the villa. Yun Wei jumped out of the car, and then the silver luxury car drove into the night.
Standing upright in front of the villa, Yun Wei looked at the dark villa with tears in her eyes.
Jing Chen must have fallen asleep. Her heart was extremely heavy at the moment. She felt unspeakably uncomfortable and oppressed and wanted to cry. She didn't want to disturb Jing Chen by walking into the room because of her depression.
Stepping on the pale moonlight that fell on the ground, she walked to the garden and sat on the swing wrapped with green vines. Her feet tapped the ground and the swing swayed leisurely.
The night wind blew slowly, blowing the strands of hair hanging down her shoulders. She held the vines on both sides of her hands and swayed gently, looking at the vast night sky with eyes as bright as crystal.
She thought that breathing the fresh night air would make her dull mood feel better. However, the more she did this, the more frustrated and worse she felt. She felt that the world was huge and she was just a drop in the ocean, so small and insignificant.
I wonder if Jing Chen will be sad if he disappears one day? Will he always think about himself? Will he forget about himself after being sad for a while and be with another woman?
Yun Wei shook her head and put away the depressing thoughts. She didn't want to be in a bad mood, and even her thoughts became pessimistic.
But Xiaolu's tear-stained face and her sad and painful cries kept echoing in her mind, making her feel an unspeakable fear in her heart. She felt that men were all philanderers and would lose control as long as a woman was tempted a little bit.
Go to bed with her, and then, one at home, one or even several outside, enjoy the blessing of being together.
Such negative thoughts had never appeared before, but Xiaolu's incident made her always think about this involuntarily and uncontrollably. She felt that men are really lower-body animals, and what rational and emotional factors are involved when they are tempted?
They will all be given up completely.
How deep is the relationship between Xiaolu and Binsheng? Although she can't say that she understands it well, she still has some understanding. In college, Binsheng pursued her crazy and passionately again and again. How many girls were envious of Xiaolu, and he
After successfully pursuing Xiaolu, her meticulous care and love made the girls in the dormitory jealous. They all muttered about why their boyfriends were not as considerate as Binsheng.
After graduating from college, many couples broke up for various reasons, but Binsheng and Xiaolu continued to be together.
They were the first couple to get married in the dormitory. At that time, they had just graduated and had just entered the society. Their family conditions were not very good. It was very difficult to buy a house and get married in this city.
However, with their deep love for each other and their unwavering confidence, they spent their wedding night in a small rented 90-square-meter suite. They did not hold a banquet, and Binsheng did not receive a penny of betrothal gift.
He didn't buy any jewelry for Xiaolu's family. He only received a marriage certificate and invited himself and Jing Chen to have a big meal at their place. That was considered married.
The marriage between Xiaolu and Binsheng was a naked marriage without any material pursuits. They simply got married because they fell in love and wanted to keep each other forever. It was the purest way to enter the palace of marriage.
Later, when chatting with Xiaolu, she asked Xiaolu if she regretted marrying Binsheng so innocently? But she was usually such a cheerful and generous person, but at that time she blushed and said she didn't regret it. She said
The most beautiful scenery in her life was when she met Bin Sheng. He was very kind to her. Being with him was very practical, comfortable and happy. She felt that other than Bin Sheng, she would not meet anyone who was better to her and better.
heart man.
Their past relationship was pure and ordinary but so happy that it couldn't be measured by money.
A man as affectionate as Binsheng could not resist the temptation and betrayed Xiaolu regardless of the consequences. I am afraid that other men are even more like this. Even if other women do not take the initiative to seduce, even if they are at home,
If you have a wife, in order to seek passion and excitement, you will go out to find women to have fun, right?
When surfing the Internet, she often saw so-called relationship experts posting posts on BBS, saying that every normal man is actually a playboy. They say how much they love you and show how infatuated they are, but in fact they have been together for a long time.
, the novelty will become less and less day by day, and the feelings for you will also decrease day by day. There are some bad men who have no feelings for you anymore and just say they are not compatible with each other and find an excuse to dump you. There are some better ones.
In order to prevent themselves from appearing unfeeling, men will continue to be with you even if they have no feelings for you or even get tired of you. Such people have a small fire hidden in their hearts.
This small flame is actually the flame of yuwang who wants to seek passion and stimulation, and because of their moral and emotional constraints, they have been suppressing the flames that beat in their hearts. When faced with the temptation of other women, this small flame will
It spreads into a fire in the body, burning them to the point of losing all reason and cheating on their girlfriends and wives. Of course, there are men who are strong-willed and can resist temptation, but such men are very rare in today's society.
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In the past, Yunwei would read various posts on BBS to pass the time, but once she had read it, she had just seen it and would not take it seriously.
However, after something like this happened to Xiaolu, she had to feel that these posts were quite realistic and what they said was quite right.
I don't think about it so negatively, but I always can't help but think about it. The more I think about it, the worse my mood becomes, the more depressed and uncomfortable I feel. Even the cool night breeze can't blow away the haze in my heart.
Thinking of how Jing Chen had been alternately cold and cold to her some time ago, and how Jing Chen had mentioned divorce to her twice, now she always felt that the reason was not as simple as Jing Chen explained, and she always felt that there was something hidden in it.
Could it be that Jing Chen had another woman outside, so he thought of divorcing himself, but because he was sad and crying, he softened, so he didn't resolutely divorce her?
Or maybe his feelings for himself have faded away and are not as deep as before, or he has no feelings for himself at all. He feels that living with him has no passion and peace, and he is tired of it, so he divorced himself.
, but later because he couldn't bear her sadness, he could only reluctantly continue to live an ordinary life with her?
Or is it really like what he said, because he is worried about things at work and is in a bad mood, so he becomes hot and cold towards himself, and he talks about divorce only when he is upset?
When she thought of the first two possible factors, Yun Wei felt a pain in her chest. She swayed and almost fell to the ground. Her face was pale and colorless, and two lines of tears fell down her face. Because she was full of fear, she pulled the vine's hand.
The hands are trembling slightly.
Just as she was biting her lips and crying silently, through the mist of tears, she saw a slender black shadow cast on the ground in front of her. Her heart trembled violently, and she turned her head and looked behind her.
He frowned and looked at her with a deep expression.
"Why did you go home, but instead of going upstairs to sleep, you were here blowing the cold wind?" he asked in a low tone.
Hearing the magnetic voice, the tight string in Yun Wei's heart ached hard, and tears fell violently. She wiped her face in a panic and asked intermittently:
"Aren't you already asleep? Why are you here?"
"How could I sleep when you didn't come back? I've been sitting in the living room watching TV waiting for you to come back. When I heard the sound of a car driving, I just wanted to go out to greet you, but I saw you walking towards this place alone.
Come along." Facing Yun Wei's tears that kept falling, his frown deepened and he said in a cold tone.
Yunwei suddenly understood why it was dark in the villa just now. Jing Chen must have turned off all the lights and was sitting in the living room watching TV. However, she was in a very depressed mood and did not notice the light coming from the TV, thinking that Jing Chen had already
When I fell asleep, I just wanted to hang out outside and calm down before going in.
Suddenly remembering something, Yun Wei asked: "How long have you been behind me?"
"From the moment you walked this way, I followed you."
Yun Wei lowered her head in embarrassment. She was so absorbed in her thoughts that she didn't even notice that Jing Chen had been here for so long.
Just when she lowered her head, feeling complicated and confused, her chin was lifted by a pair of gentle hands.
"What happened? Are you sitting here crying in sadness at night?" His dark eyes stared at her closely, as if he wanted to see through all her thoughts.
The darkness in those eyes reflected her figure, like a bottomless black pool, attracting her to fall into it.
Yun Wei finally calmed down, and as if she was tempted by his eyes, she expressed the confusion in her heart: "Jing Chen, do you have another woman outside?"
As soon as she said these words, she felt Jing Chen's hand tremble violently, and then the hand pinched her chin so hard that she frowned in pain, and what hurt even more was her heart, feeling that she said
After hitting his target, Jing Chen, who has always been calm and collected, behaved so abnormally.
Unsatisfied tears kept sliding down his cheeks and dripping on the back of his hands due to the throbbing pain in his chest.
Feeling the burning heat on the back of his hand, Jing Chen calmed down and loosened his grip on Yun Wei's chin.
"So... you really have another woman outside." Yun Wei asked in a choked voice with pain in her eyes.
"Where did you hear the rumor that I have a woman outside?" Jing Chen was shocked when Yun Wei said this, but he still remained calm and asked in a calm tone.
"There are no rumors, I just encountered something that made me think you have another woman outside. I just asked a tentative question, but your reaction proved that my suspicion was right. You do have another woman outside.