Xiaolu's fingers passed through the photo glass and slid hard on Binsheng's face, as if she wanted to erase him from her life.
Due to too much force, the nails were broken, and a trace of blood seeped out from the gaps between the nails. However, as if she could not feel the pain, she still scratched his face and body hard with tears in her eyes.
It seemed that the quality of the glass was so good that no matter how she scratched it, it would only leave a few shallow marks. He still smiled brightly at her, and a strong anger surged from the bottom of her heart. She grabbed the photo and pointed it towards the ground.
He threw it, but in the end he gritted his teeth and held it back without falling to the ground.
Not wanting to see his face again, she put the photo album on the bedside table.
Tired and aching both physically and mentally, I leaned against the edge of the bed, raising my head and looking at the ceiling, as if this way, the tears would no longer flow out, but could pour into my heart.
She didn't know how long it had been before she heard the door open, and her nerves tensed up involuntarily. She quickly wiped the tears off her face, straightened her hair, got up from the ground, and packed the boxes.
"Honey, you're back. It's great. I've been waiting for the stars and the moon to finally bring you back." An ecstatic voice came from behind. Xiaolu seemed not to have heard it and continued to tidy up her clothes.
Immediately, her body was tightly wrapped by a pair of strong arms. She threw her clothes on the bed and moved her body in anger.
"Let me go."
"Hold on, wife, you finally came home, and I will never let go. Do you know that you didn't come back last night? I was worried all night long. I finally understood how important you are to me. No.
You, that feeling is so uncomfortable." Binsheng hugged his waist tightly and said in a sour tone.
Xiaolu felt a warmth on her shoulders and couldn't help but stiffen. She closed her eyes and said in a deep voice: "There is no regret medicine in the world. No matter what you say, I don't want to be with you anymore."
"Wife, are you really determined to give up our relationship for so many years? Are you really sure that you can find a man who loves you more than me in the future? Wife, don't be brave, I know you love me. If you leave me, it's yours.
The pain will not be less than mine. Since we are separated, each other will suffer, why can't you forgive me once and be with me? I promise not to betray you again in the future, I..."
"Stop telling me, where did you see my pain? Tell you, I don't feel pain at all when I leave you. My love for you disappeared long ago when I found out that you betrayed me. Don't think that I will
I can't cry without you. There are more men in the world than ants crawling on the ground. If I leave you, I will definitely find a man many times better than you!"
Xiaolu said tremblingly with anger, her body kept struggling, but the more she struggled, the tighter Binsheng's grip became, and she couldn't break free at all. She only felt that her head was dizzy and she couldn't use her strength.
"Let me go, let go, don't touch me, and you are not allowed to call me wife again. From now on, you walk on your single-plank bridge and I cross mine. We will never have anything to do with each other again. I don't want to be with you anymore."
You bastard, you have nothing to do with it." Xiaolu gritted her teeth bitterly.
"Wife, don't deny it. Don't think that I don't know that you cried when you wiped away your tears. Your eyes are red and swollen. They are clearly signs of crying. Wife, I know that you still love me. I
I will never divorce you and let you fall into the arms of another man." Bin Sheng held her tightly and did not allow her to break away.
Xiaolu closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and said in a cold voice: "Bin Sheng, don't call me wife on the left or wife on the right. From now on, I will no longer be your wife.
Find whichever woman you want, just call other women your wives."
"No, you are my only wife. I don't want any other woman to be my wife. I only want you."
"Ha~~" Xiaolu sneered: "This is really nice to say, but why do I feel so nauseous after hearing it? If you care about me so much and regard me as your only one, how could you not resist the temptation to have sex with others?"
How could a woman have betrayed me after she rolled onto the bed? If I hadn't found out about your affair with her, would you have planned to step on both sides of the fence so that the red flag at home would not fall but the red flag outside would still be flying?"
Xiaolu's sarcastic words made Binsheng stiffen, and then he said in a sad voice: "Honey, I know I was very wrong. I will never look at other women again in the future. I only have you in my eyes."
, please forgive me this time, isn't there a saying that no one can make mistakes without being a saint, even saints will make mistakes sometimes, let alone a mortal like me!"
Xiaolu raised her head and exhaled heavily, suppressing her anger and said: "You are so eloquent, I can't speak to you, and I don't want to say another word to you. If you still think about the past friendship, just
Follow me to the Civil Affairs Bureau to go through the divorce procedures, let me go, and stop pestering me."
Binsheng's arms tightened and he shed tears: "Dear wife, just give me a chance. I really love you so much. You are half of my life. If I leave you, I will lose half of my life."
Damn it, I know you are a good woman with a hard face and a soft heart, and you will not leave me so heartlessly and cruelly."
"Oh, ruthless? Cruel? It's not you who caused me to be like this. Hoo~~Bin Sheng, I'm really tired and don't want to tangle with you anymore. Please be merciful and let me go and follow me to the Civil Affairs Bureau.
Can we go through the divorce procedures with the bureau? We bought this house together with our money. I will find a buyer to sell the house, and we will get half of the money from the sale, and then we can just part ways." Xiaolu
He raised his eyes and looked around, then said tiredly.
Binsheng listened to Xiaolu's tone of voice, which was as firm as iron. There was no room for turning around. He hugged her waist tightly. He felt an indescribable sense of emptiness and loss in his heart. He was afraid that she would leave him in the next second. He was filled with strong regret.
My chest is about to burst.
"What should I do so that you will forgive me? So that you won't divorce me?" Bin Sheng laid his head on Xiaolu's shoulder and said with a pleading voice.
Xiaolu closed her eyes in pain, sighed, pursed her lips and said: "Bin Sheng, let it go. We have been together for so many years. You must know what kind of woman I am, even if I forgive you.
Well, this stain has been left on my heart, and I can’t erase it no matter what.
Taking a deep breath, he continued: "From now on, I will no longer trust you. There is no happiness in a marriage without trust. When we are intimate, I will definitely think of you treating her the same way, and you were so passionate.
, I will not be able to get over this hurdle, and the married life will definitely be disharmonious, and quarrels will continue one after another. Such a marriage is really terrible, it is better to end it, and..."
"No, I will definitely use all my love to make you forget my mistakes. We will definitely go back to the happy days before. I will never let you go!"
Binsheng hugged her tightly and said in a firm and hoarse voice: "I really love you very much. I will never give up on you. You will always be my wife. You can never leave me, never even think about it!"
Xiaolu was tightly and uncomfortable. She struggled to escape, but he tightened his grip so hard that he almost broke her bones. Xiaolu looked cold and said in a cold tone: "What do you think that is?"
Your business has nothing to do with me!"
Xiaolu's resolute and indifferent words were like sharp needles piercing his chest. He looked down and saw that she didn't even want to look at him, her eyes were closed, and the look on her face was half-smiling, which made him feel agitated.
He crossed her body, lowered his head, aimed at her lips, and kissed her hard...
"Pa!" A crisp slap sounded above the roof. Binsheng frowned and looked at Xiaolu, who was shaking with anger.
Xiaolu trembled and sternly said: "Don't kiss me with the lips you touch other women, it's too dirty!" After saying that, she raised her hands and rubbed her lips hard, as if she wanted to rub off a layer of skin.
Seeing Xiaolu's disgusted, sad and angry look, Binsheng felt an indescribable fear in his heart, feeling that he was really going to lose something and could never recover it.
For a moment, he couldn't feel the pain on his face, and just kept mumbling: "Wife, don't be so cruel, we can go back, we can be as happy as before, it must be okay, wife..."
"Shut up!" Xiaolu scolded her coldly. Because of her emotional excitement, her body was shaking, as if she was trying to suppress something. She clenched her fists, raised her head, and said decisively: "Bin Sheng, I admit that I love you.
There are still feelings, but your betrayal makes me extremely disappointed. Not everything can be repeated, not everything can be erased, it is completely impossible for us to be together!"
Binsheng stood there blankly, watching her thin lips open and close, but the words she spoke were so decisive, without any room for turning.
He clenched his fists tightly, bit the roots of his teeth, looked at her reluctantly, and murmured: "Wife, wife..." He wanted to reach out to pull Xiaolu, but she dodged.
Xiaolu covered her ears in pain, tears burning down her cheeks no longer able to hold back: "Stop calling me wife, stop calling me, I don't want to hear these two words from your mouth, what will it take for you to do so?"
If you agree to divorce me, what will happen before you let me go? If I had known today, why would I have done it in the first place? Do you know that now my mind is filled with the scenes of you and her in bed, and it makes my head almost swell!
"
Xiaolu cried so hard that her whole body trembled, endless grief and anger welled up. She grabbed the photo on the bed table and threw it to the ground. Looking at the ground torn apart, she could vaguely see the figures of the two leaning against each other. She bit her lip.
, pointing to the cracked socket on the ground, and said sternly: "Our relationship is just like this socket. Once there is a crack, it will never be healed. Even if we can barely put it together, it will not be complete."