May is the month of heavy rains in the south. The weather forecast has long said that there will be strong convective weather in the next few days, and there will be heavy rains in some areas. It is really unwise to go out in such bad weather. However, Lin Haihai ignored the warnings of his colleagues and went out in the dark.
When it was so dark that it looked like it was about to collapse, I took an umbrella and a medicine box on my back and went out.
That was an old man who had been sent home to wait for death. He was an old patient of Lin Haihai. He was already over 90 years old. He had been suffering from emphysema for a long time and was already in the advanced stage. All the organs in the body were declining and the stomach was bleeding.
The pain was excruciating when I ate. I had been relying on injections and medicine to maintain my life during the hospital stay. Now that I was home, my children felt that even if they had to go, they still wanted to let their old father eat a meal and be a full man. So they asked for it when they were discharged from the hospital.
Lin Haihai took a cardiotonic injection and went home to cook a meal. The old man was very happy and ate nearly a bowl. After eating, the old man happily chatted with his children. However, after nearly an hour, the old man began to feel pain.
, and then desperately called Dr. Lin and begged her children to find Dr. Lin to save her life. The children really had no choice but to call Lin Haihai and explain the situation. Lin Haihai actually had no need to go, because she knew that the old man had died.
There was no way to save her life, and her going would have no real effect. The old man's children also knew it, so they did not hold out hope that the doctor would come. This call was just to comfort the old man and let him wait with hope. Unexpectedly, Lin Haihai died.
I picked up the phone and went out immediately without saying a word.
When he arrived at the old man's home, he was groaning in pain. As soon as he saw Lin Haihai, the old man's cloudy eyes immediately brightened up. He breathlessly called out: "Doctor Lin, help me." Lin Haihai immediately
She walked up, put down the medicine box, held the old man's hand, and said comfortingly: "It's okay, relax." She knew that the old man was very conscious now and knew that he was about to leave, so he put his hope for life as if he was holding on to a life-saving straw.
On the doctor. Because many times when he was critically ill, the people in front of him snatched him back from death. He hoped it would be the same this time. Lin Haihai knew that this time it would not be like before. What she had to do now
It’s not about rescuing the old man, but about letting him go without pain.
She took out the morphine injection from the medicine box and skillfully injected it into the old man. Originally, the signature of relatives was required to use morphine, but now Lin Haihai obviously made a mistake, but I believe no one would blame her. Lin Haihai was injecting while
He said in the old man's ear: "It will be better in a while, and the pain will gradually stop. Take a deep breath, relax your body, I will always look at you." The old man looked at Lin Haihai trustingly, slowly relaxed, and tightened his hands.
He began to open it slowly, and he felt the pain began to slowly go away, and he began to calm down. But many people appeared in front of him. He looked at the crowd in front of him in surprise. Why were all the dead people standing in front of him? What the hell? Father
?Mother?Wife?
He called softly: "Dad, Mom, the mother of the child is here." Lin Haihai looked at the old man's actions. She had seen this kind of situation many times. It was not seeing a relative before death as people often say, but
In the later stages of emphysema, patients often experience hallucinations. She saw that the old man's eyes were blurred and his expression was void, and she knew that the old man had entered a world of hallucinations. Soon, the old man's breathing began to slow down and become lighter. This situation lasted for half an hour.
, finally, the old man took a long breath, but never took another breath. She felt a little sad, turned around and said, "He has gone." Suddenly, the people in the room cried loudly, including the old man.
The voice of a generation said: "Kneel down quickly and see the old man off for the last journey." Then, in front of the old man's bed, there were people kneeling on the ground in the dark. Lin Haihai held back his tears, picked up the medicine box, and escaped from the sad place.
The scene. She has been a doctor for several years and has seen life and death, but she cannot face it calmly every time. Her mentor once said that she was too emotional, which would be a major obstacle to her career. But she just couldn't be cold-eyed.
Facing death, because she is a person who competes with death. She has a strong love for life.