Yang Shaolun's heart was gradually cooling down, and the vow she made that day was still fresh in her mind. She said that if one day he left everything and left with her, she would definitely follow him to the ends of the earth. Now, she looked shocked, but
He hesitated to nod. He originally thought that she would not even hesitate. He originally thought that this was the result she hoped for. He originally thought that she would jump up and hug him with joy. However, in the end, she remained silent. This silence was stronger than any sharp knife in the world.
It was so sharp that he couldn't even imagine how he would face the bloody wound in the future.
"Escape can't solve the problem!" The difficult words came out, but they were shocked to see how cruel they were. In fact, their only way out was to leave. He could give up the country, the country, the country, and the love of flesh and blood, just to stay by her side day and night, and never die.
Based on what considerations did she resolutely refuse to be separated? She hated herself for being calm and rational at this time. In fact, what she was looking forward to day and night was to retreat from the world or hide in the busy city with him, but she knew that now
It's not the right time yet. The government is in chaos, the people are helpless, and war is about to happen. It is undoubtedly unjust and unfilial for him to leave at this time, and it is the act of a coward. How can she bear the heart to let him become a coward for her? Besides, even if he is willing to hide from her at this time.
Retreat, my heart is always concerned about this family, country and the world, so I am depressed and unhappy all day long, why not just leave everything to God's arrangement at this moment?
"Do you love me?" He clutched the quilt tightly with his hands, trying his best to control the surging heartache. His lips trembled slightly, his deep eyes were covered with sadness at this moment, and his voice was extremely gentle.
"I love you!" she blurted out without hesitation!
"Then are you willing to come with me?" A glimmer of hope jumped in his gray eyes, and he asked her in a different way.
She is still silent, silent!
He clenched his fists tightly and looked at her coldly. The hope in his eyes was extinguished little by little, and slowly became covered with a layer of ice. "Get out, I don't want to see you again in the future! Get out!" he said forbearingly.
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Lin Haihai raised his head, his eyes full of sadness, and the mist was gathering!
"Get out! Get out! Chen Luoqing, get her out!" He suddenly shouted like crazy, throwing all the quilts and pillows on the bed at her, his flaming eyes staring at her coldly, his face full of sadness.
He was in disbelief, his chin raised stubbornly, blood flowed out of his chest, but he ignored it at all.
Lin Haihai bit his lip and looked at him motionless, feeling so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe.
Chen Luoqing rushed in. Seeing this situation, he quickly held down Yang Shaolun and shouted to Lin Haihai: "Come here and help him apply medicine!"
"No, Luo Qing, let's go back to the palace!" He announced to Chen Luoqing without looking at her again.
"No, treat the wound first!" Chen Luoqingjun frowned and said worriedly.
"I said no, let's go!" Yang Shaolun reluctantly fell to the ground, put on his robe, and walked straight out. Chen Luoqing quickly went up to hold him tight. Lin Haihai touched the coldness of his eyes, and tears fell down his face, and stood aside.
I want to say something, but I don't know what else to say at this time.
He suddenly looked back at her and asked coldly: "Lin Haihai, you never thought about following me from the beginning to the end, right?"
The lightning-like pain captured her instantly. She shook her head and choked out: "I want to go with you, I have always wanted to go with you!" She looked at him Yingying, "It's just not the time yet, can you give me time?"
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"No, if you want to leave with me, leave now. I can't wait any longer. I can't bear the days without you!" He was making a death struggle. He was afraid of the days without Lin Haihai. In the past month, life would be worse than death.
!He should not try again!
She shook her head and bit her tender lips. Tears blurred her eyes so that she did not see his deathly gray eyes.
"Let's go! Luo Qing! From now on, I will have nothing to do with you!" She dropped the words ruthlessly, along with his bloody heart. She hurt him deeply, which he didn't expect. He could only
Escape in panic!
These words pierced Lin Haihai's heart like a sharp blade. She was torn apart by the pain before she could think about it. There was only one sentence left in her mind: I have nothing to do with you anymore! I have nothing to do with you anymore!...
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She turned around numbly and saw his retreating back. He had nothing to do with her anymore? Was he about to fade out of her life? She was in great pain. On the smooth road behind him, drops of bright red blood were scattered, just like the open road.
The red plum blossoms in the ice and snow were so red that they were dazzling and frightening! She couldn't bear the severe pain and had the urge to die for the first time. Yang Shaolun, do you hate me? How can you hate me? I really
I'm willing to go with you! She said in a low voice, accompanied by a series of hot tears.
She walked out numbly, and kept walking, without any support in her heart. How many of these floating creatures she saw were related to her? She gave up the man she loved most for the sake of the people of the world. Anyone recognized her on the road.
People greet her and she smiles. To a stranger, she can still give a smile. He alone has nothing but silence. Is it that there is such a difficult problem between them that cannot be overcome, or is it that she has feelings for him?
No confidence? From the beginning, I didn’t believe that he was capable of handling it well, so he repeatedly chose to avoid giving in. If he had disclosed the fact that she had been divorced early in the morning, before Lao Liu had any interest in her, everything would be different now. Today
All the problems were caused by her indecisiveness. What right did she have to complain about his irrationality?
"Doctor Lin!" A cold call sounded in front of him. Lin Haihai looked up subconsciously and saw that it was Nangong Zixuan. The disgust in her eyes did not diminish. She looked at him blankly without saying a word.
Nangong Zixuan looked at her strangely. She exuded a powerful sadness, shrouding her whole body in sadness. Was it an illusion? Or was she acting? He couldn't be sure!
"Nangong Zixuan, am I annoying?" she asked suddenly, looking at him with a stern look, her moist eyelashes slightly rolled up, and there was a growing mist in her eyes.
Nangong Zixuan's heart was hit hard, and he looked at her blankly, not knowing how to respond.
Lin Haihai raised a sad smile on his lips, "I hate it. I am the most hated woman in the world, but I want to tell him that I really love him, love him very much. Losing him will break my heart."
It will be very painful, so painful that I don’t know how to breathe, but I can’t tell him. Do you know why? Because I am a vain woman. In addition to loving him, I also love the support of the people. I have
There are many things that I can't let go of, and I can't just walk away. I thought love was not everything in life, but why is it that my chest feels empty like I have lost my heart? Is it because I lost him? Is it also because of me that you look down on me?
Are you greedy for all the vanities of the world?" Hot tears fell from her eyes, and she did not reach out to wipe them. Her heart felt numb for a while, and then stinging after the paralysis.