Being ruthless is not as painful as being passionate!
The Queen leaned against the door, waiting patiently. All the past events passed through her mind like a revolving lantern, including laughter, sweetness, passion, misery, sorrow, separation, life and death, the man with the affectionate eyebrows, the man with the indifferent smile, that
A man as warm as the sun, Wenxuan, are you really still alive?
Yang Shaolun signaled the palace maid not to disturb the queen. He approached quietly. Since Lin Haihai entered the palace, he would come here to find her every day. As soon as he came to court, he would habitually walk towards the Anning Palace. Although he knew Lin Haihai was not here, he could not stop him.
Heart's desire!
Now that he saw the queen's desolate expression, he felt a sense of reluctance in his heart. For the past ten years, she had been managing the harem for him cautiously. The previous arrogance and domineering behavior of Concubine Li had caused her to suffer a lot of grievances and bitterness.
, he never asked about the mother's daily life, diet, minor illnesses and disasters in these years. She has always taken care of it, and never relied on others. Regarding the relationship in her heart, he has always been very envious. There is a person who can make you love until it hurts.
It is a very happy thing to open your heart, he understands and respects it!
"You don't have to worry, Xiaohai will be back soon!" Yang Shaolun comforted him in a low voice, his handsome face full of sympathy.
The queen was suddenly startled, turned around quickly, lowered her body slightly, bowed and said: "See you, Your Majesty!" The queen was grateful in her heart. The emperor, the king of a country, could tolerate his queen always having another man in her heart.
In order to preserve her reputation, she treated Tingchu as her own son. In the past ten years, in order to consolidate her position, she would always go to her Anning Palace two or three times a month, but did nothing.
She was so tolerant that she had already made a knot of grass to repay her!
"I'm also very anxious. I haven't seen her for many days!" Yang Shaolun sat on the chair, thinking of the smiling woman, a smile couldn't help but bloom on his lips!
"The emperor loves Xiao Hai very much!" The queen, who knew the inside story, gave Yang Shaolun a bitter look, unwilling to imagine how sad the emperor would be when Lin Haihai left in the future.
"I love her very much. I believe this love is the same as your love for Wenxuan. It will not change even if we are separated for ten years or a hundred years!" Yang Shaolun does not shy away from it. His love has always been upright!
The queen almost screamed in pain, what if it was a thousand years? She did not say it after all. She still remembered the unforgettable pain and did not want anyone to try again, especially the emperor and Lin Haihai. They were both good people and should not
Bear this pain!
"I sincerely hope that the emperor and Xiao Hai can stay together forever!" the queen said sadly, with a smile on her face. It turns out that when you want to cry, you can really laugh out easily!
"Yes, I will love her forever!" Yang Shaolun accepted her blessing with a warm smile. Having her in this life is enough for Yu Yuan!
Xiao Yuan hurriedly came to report, "To report to the emperor, Doctor Lin and others have arrived in Beijing. Should we go out to welcome him at this time?"
"No need, you pick a team of experts and accompany me incognito to greet me. Don't make any publicity!" Yang Shaolun said cautiously. King Pingnan has been lurking recently and has not taken any action. He can't cause trouble at this time. Since the enemy can't move
, he did not move, but the envoys sent to the Rong Kingdom have not yet received any good news, which makes people anxious!
"I want to go too!" The queen stood up with longing in her eyes!
Yang Shaolun thought for a while and then said: "Then Queen, please change into ordinary people's clothes, I will take you there!" He just understood her psychology at this time, and the longing mood can drive people crazy!
The queen turned around, tears streaming down her face, and said, "Wen Xuan, you are finally here!"
As soon as Yang Shaolun left the palace gate, Lin Haihai and others came towards him in a carriage. Yang Shaolun jumped out of the car and stared at the dusty Lin Haihai. The longing in his heart poured out. He stepped forward and hugged her tightly. Lin Haihai's heart was filled with emotion.
The excitement, the separation of just ten days is enough to break the heart and soul. What if we really can't meet each other in this life, what will it be like?
The Queen Yingfeng looked at the man who was as gentle as in her memory. She saw dullness and coldness in his eyes, but there was no trace of ecstasy. Her heart instantly fell to the bottom of the cold valley, and there was no warmth at all for ten years.
, she is the one who has not changed, but he, I’m afraid, has already changed.
Qiu Jing got off the carriage, came to the Queen's side, and called out: "Sister!" Su Qiu also got off the carriage and saw Qiu Jing standing in front of the Queen. She saluted and said, "Madam, you are with us.
Go back home or find another place to live?”
The sound of "Madam Madam" sent the Queen into hell. She felt cold all over her body. The ten years of waiting and waiting were like a joke, a ridiculous tragedy!
She turned around silently, all her physical and mental strength was exhausted, and the road in front of her seemed to be sinking. She gritted her teeth in her heart and said: Be strong, you still have Tingchu, you can't fall yet, you have been used to living without him these years, it's nothing
Big deal!
"Qiuyang!" Lin Haihai called to the queen, and looking at the crowds of people here, he said, "Let's talk after we go back to the palace!"
Wenxuan looked at the queen's eyes that turned from surprise to despair, and his heart was twisted. Could it be that Qiujing really lied to him? Qiuyang had never received her letter at all? He looked at Qiujing, but saw that Qiujing
He looked at her calmly, as if he didn't feel guilty at all. He frowned, who was lying?
The night was as cold as water, and the queen looked at the man walking from the dim light, haunted by dreams. She could not remember how many times such a dream had occurred in the past ten years. She only remembered that every time she woke up, she felt unbearable pain in her heart.
I cannot accept the reality of life, separation and death, but I have to accept it!
After all, he couldn't hold back the longing in his heart and wanted to ask about what happened back then. In these years, although he hated her in his heart, he never let go of her. All he thought about was her smile and frown. When he dreamed back at midnight, he was still the same as before.
That young woman!
"How have you been these past few years?" he asked. Darkness can cover everything, and naturally it can also cover up the tears in his eyes.
"Very good!" Two calm words came out of her mouth, but no matter who she was, she could see that her heart was trembling!
"Qiuyang, did you ever receive my letters back then?" He said that in the face of love, self-esteem is worthless, so he chose to ask directly, even if the answer made him fall into hell again, he didn't care.
Got it!
The Queen was stunned and looked at him steadily, "What letter?"
Wenxuan smiled bitterly. If her reaction was fake, then she would be too funny. But he knew that Qiuyang had always been a woman who did not lie, so he would be so heartbroken when he received her letter of righteousness that day.
Because he knows that once she doesn't love him anymore, she will say it directly without beating around the bush!
"Then have you ever written a book of righteousness to me?" Wenxuan asked, staring at her, feeling a burst of ecstasy and rage in his heart!
"No!" The queen looked at him coldly. She didn't understand a word he said. The only thing she knew was that what he said must have happened, but she was not sure whether he still had feelings for her.
She can only try to keep her heart from being hurt!
Wen Xuan hurriedly took out a letter from his arms. The handwriting on it was mottled, but he could still read it carefully. The Queen took it and looked at it carefully. She saw that the words were sincere, but every sentence hurt Wen Xuan. It seemed that it was a last resort, but there was always something between the lines.
It's a bit ruthless. No wonder he treats me like this. Even if I read it, I can't stand the cruelty in the letter!
She tore up the letter. Qiu Jing had tried her best to imitate herself since she was a child. Her clothes, actions, and handwriting were all based on her example. Unexpectedly, in the end, for a man, she pushed her beloved sister into a place of eternal destruction!
Lin Haihai and Yang Shaolun watched silently from a distance. Lin Haihai deliberately did not explain it to the queen, so that they could express all their bitterness over the years. This was the most direct way to relieve their heartache!
"If one day I leave you for ten years, will you still love me when I come back?" Lin Haihai asked foolishly.
"How could I let you leave me for ten years? Being away from you for ten days has already made me extremely anxious. I can't bear it for ten years!" Yang Shaolun shook his head and said softly!
If you can't bear it, so what? Lin Haihai reached out and touched the pills in his arms. Only by forgetting can he avoid the pain of separation!
Qiu Jing rushed over, with a gloomy face, staring at the queen and saying: "Sister, you personally handed this letter to me, have you forgotten it?"
The queen looked at her sister coldly. This was her biological sister. Although she was not a sibling, she still had the same blood. Why be so impatient?
"I said I haven't written it, so of course I haven't!" the queen said calmly, her eyes clear!
"It was written by you, Brother Xuan. Believe me, it was really written by her. Her intention was to prevent you from entangled with her and hinder her prosperity. Now that the emperor has Lin Haihai by his side, she is neglected. Naturally
I think of you, Brother Xuan, don’t be fooled!”
Wenxuan looked at Qiu Jing with cold eyes. Over the years, she has been able to face many things calmly. Why does she look so frantic now? Is it because she has a guilty conscience?
"I don't need to lie. Now that you are both husband and wife, it doesn't matter whether I wrote it or not. You can go!" The Queen issued an expulsion order calmly!
Wenxuan looked at the queen with sorrow in her eyes, and felt a pain in her heart. She still loved him, but he didn't believe her. He never believed her. He slowly walked forward, stared at the queen and said in a low voice: "
Qiu Jing and I are not husband and wife! The students saw her helping me cook in the academy, so they called her that. I stopped her a few times, but the students were used to it, and many of them couldn't change their ways!" The queen was a little shocked and looked at Qiu.
Qiu Jing's face turned pale and she murmured: "If you don't deny it these years, haven't you already been interested in me?" She raised her head and looked at the propaganda, with tears in her eyes, ten years of infatuation.
Waiting, but in exchange for such a result? Can she be willing to do so?
Wenxuan looked at her with pity and guilt in his eyes, but without any affection. His heart had already been lost to another woman more than ten years ago!
Nowadays, I dare not read the comments. Many readers have great opinions on my updates. In fact, when I opened a new book some time ago, it happened to be a downturn in the company. I was very free and planned to finish it in a month or two, but the plan was never
I can't keep up with the changes. I have been completely busy this month. I can only promise to keep updating the doctor. I will talk about the rest next month! I am here to say sorry for the readers who have always supported me!