Ning Xiaobao is really a magical baby. Now, even Tang Yunming has to think so. Regardless of whether what this kid said is really from the heart or just casually said to perfunctory him, it is undeniable that he said
It really makes me feel better.
Tang Yunming didn't even bother to think about whether he had been cheated. He didn't dare to think about it that much now. The feeling of heartache when he heard Ning Jing said that he was going to find Ning Xiaobao's father that it was hard to breathe, Tang Yunming no longer wanted to go
Try it again.
After a full meal, Tang Yunming held Ning Xiaobao in his left hand and carried the take-out box in his right hand. He walked home in a good mood. It felt like he was really taking his son home after eating out.
Tang Yunming was puzzled, why did he like this feeling so much? Is it a sense of freshness? Or a sense of belonging?
Standing at the door, Tang Yunming rang the doorbell in a good mood, "Madam! Hello, your takeaway has arrived!"
Ning Xiaobao pouted, "Ning Jing will never pay you. It would be great if she doesn't throw her shoes to hit you!"
"Why? When has she ever seen such a handsome delivery boy!"
The two of them laughed and waited for Ning Jing to open the door, but after waiting for a long time, they could not hear any noise inside. They couldn't help but feel puzzled. Tang Yunming murmured in a low voice, "Aren't you at home? Little Tang Xiaobao, please help me get the key...
...It's in the left back pocket... Hey, hey, kid, don't touch it!"
Turning the key, the door was pushed open by Ning Xiaobao. He happily took off his shoes and swung them to the side. Looking at the movement, he looked exactly like Tang Yunming. This made Tang Yunming couldn't help but laugh. He remembered that his mother blamed him when he was a child.
My bad habits are the same as my dad’s.
However, Ning Xiaobao rushed into the room and stopped motionless as soon as he reached the door of the living room. Tang Yunming followed in confusion, "Ning Jing, your takeaway..."
Just halfway through speaking, Tang Yunming was also stunned.
The wine bottle lay crooked on the carpet, with not a drop of wine inside. Tang Yunming really didn't know whether he should be happy that Ning Jing didn't stain the carpet, or angry because she drank so much wine. The crooked wine bottle matched the
Ning Jing's red cheeks gave people an indescribable taste of decadence. Tang Yunming's face instantly became extremely ugly. He patted Ning Xiaobao on the shoulder and said, "How about you take a shower first?"
Ning Xiaobao looked at Tang Yunming with a very distrustful expression, "Are you trying to push me away?"
"Excuse me, do I have any need to do this?"
"Then...you swear to God that you will not do anything excessive to this drunk woman?"
Tang Yunming sighed helplessly, "I swear to heaven, earth and the light bulb."
"I think about it, if it's someone else, there's nothing to worry about. But for someone with no taste like you, I think I should be a little more cautious."
"Hurry up and take a shower, my young master!"
Pushing Ning Xiaobao into the bathroom, Tang Yunming took a deep breath, endured the pungent smell of alcohol, threw all the empty bottles into the trash can, and returned to sit in front of Ning Jing.
"Ning Jing," Tang Yunming gently pushed Ning Jing's head, and swore in his heart that if she didn't wake up after three pushes, he would increase his strength, "Wake up!"
Fortunately, Ning Jing opened her eyes when Tang Yunming pushed her a second time, not giving Tang Yunming a chance to take revenge while drunk.
"Wake up? Why did you drink so much? Go to the room and sleep?"
Ning Jing blinked and looked around. The drunken look in her eyes made people feel a little distressed. It was the first time Tang Yunming saw Ning Jing with such a fragile expression. She looked around in confusion, "Can you go downstairs and buy it for me?"
Wine?"
Tang Yunming held back his anger and said, "I'm sorry, this is not allowed."
"Ah?" Ning Jing grinned and cried, "Why?"
"You've drunk enough, it's time to go to bed."
"No!" Ning Jing pouted and shook her head like a willful child, "I can't sleep yet, can you give me something to drink and let me fall asleep?"
The voice of grievance made Tang Yunming's heart feel like a knife. Looking at Ning Jing like this, Tang Yunming slowly straightened her up.
When she came back from the hospital today, Ning Jing was quite normal, but now... "What's wrong with you?"
"Me..." Ning Jing stretched out her hand to poke her heart. It is said that drunk people have neither light nor heavy hands. Ning Jing is a good example. Looking at the way she poked herself, it seemed that she was
Just like poking someone else, I don't feel any pain at all, "This place... this is the place, it hurts so much!"
Tang Yunming pulled her hand away, pressed it aside honestly, and then stroked her hair lovingly, "Then tell me, who bullied you?"
"One...one..." Ning Jing blinked, as if thinking about what words she should use to describe that guy. She pursed her lips and thought for a while, then suddenly turned her head and looked at Tang Yunming with wide eyes, "
Do you think Frankenstein is a bastard?"
"Frankenstein? The mad doctor who created Frankenstein?"
Ning Jing nodded vigorously, and Tang Yunming was even worried that she would accidentally knock his head off.
"why would you say so?"
"You think," Ning Jing clapped her fingers and said tangledly, "he just created that Frankenstein monster regardless of other people's thoughts, and then didn't want him after he created it. Isn't that an asshole?"
Tang Yunming couldn't figure out how Ning Jing came up with this matter, "Why did you say Frankenstein?"
"For a person to create another person and then ignore him, isn't that a bastard?"
After saying this, Tang Yunming understood. It turned out that what Ning Jing was talking about was none other than Ning Xiaobao's father. He snorted and said, "Yes, he is a bastard."
"He didn't ask people if they wanted to come to this world, so he brought them here and then ignored them! At least... shouldn't he at least consider their feelings? Six years ago...if it hadn't been for him
, Ning Xiaobao, he also...I was still..."
Tang Yunming stretched out his long and delicate fingers and gently blocked Ning Jing's lips. Her lips were so soft, but the words she spoke were like sharp knives, causing Tang Yunming excruciating pain. "Okay. Stop talking."
Tang Yunming suddenly remembered that when he was studying in the same dormitory, his very good friend Simon liked another Korean student named Shu Yan in the class. She was indeed a very beautiful girl with a very good personality and was as straightforward as a boy.
Normal, but she was already the mother of a child when she was nineteen years old. Because Tang Yunming and Shu Yan have a very good relationship, every time Simon goes on a date with Shu Yan, Shu Yan always calls Tang Yunming as her shield.
Then he brought up his past, his children, his ex-husband, and so on, intentionally or unintentionally. Although it seemed that he was talking to Tang Yunming, he was actually talking to Simon.
At that time, Simon would take out his earphones and put them into his ears, listening to the music very seriously, and from time to time he would tap the melody on the table with his fingers, looking very happy.
Later, Tang Yunming found out that Simon's MP3 player had actually been broken a long time ago and could not play any sound at all. He was just pretending not to hear it, just to make Shu Yan think he couldn't hear it. At that time, Tang Yunming was still
Silly and naively, she asked Simon, "Since you like her, don't you want to know what her past is like?"
At that time, Simon was already much more mature than Tang Yunming. "Although I am curious about her past, I will restrain myself from knowing it. You have to understand that the past is the past, and there is no evidence. What happened to her in the past, I don't want to know."
, I am more concerned about her future and my future. Moreover, you will not understand, when you really like someone, you will not want to know her past. Because people will compare, I am not a confident person.
Rather than letting me know that I am so insignificant compared to her past, I would rather pretend not to know."
At that time, Tang Yunming admired Simon's mentality very much. It was only now that he truly understood Simon.
Yes, people can compare, and so can Tang Yunming. Just like when he saw the father and son on the street today, he was very confident that although he was not Ning Xiaobao's father, he would definitely be able to compare with his biological father.
He is even better. Or when Tang Yunming asked Ning Xiaobao whether he wanted his former father or himself today, he would feel very happy when he heard Ning Xiaobao's answer.
But Tang Yunming also knew that it was just his own self-deception. Some things were incomparable. No matter how good he was to Ning Xiaobao, Ning Xiaobao's blood was always his biological father's blood and had nothing to do with him.
Tang Yunming thought that he would be fine as long as he pretended not to know, but in the end he had to admit that it was just an ostrich's way of avoiding it. Even though he buried his head in the ground, the end of the world would still come.
So Tang Yunming chose to pretend not to know. Like Simon, he knew that it was something he had no chance of winning, and he was willing to choose to avoid it.
"I don't want to hear about your past."
Tang Yunming's voice is so calm. If you listen carefully, you can hear some sadness hidden in it. He is still not smart enough and cannot completely hide all his emotions.
However, the drunken Ning Jing didn't feel it at all. She laughed dryly and said, "Why? Because my past makes you feel so miserable? Tang Yunming..." Ning Jing grabbed Tang Yunming's collar with some excitement, her nails digging into it.
Even Tang Yunming, who was watching from the sidelines, felt sorry for her, "Do you know? I am the victim! Do you think I want this!?"
Victim? Tang Yunming found it funny. If Ning Jing was the victim, "What do you think of me? Do you think I am not a victim? I liked you very much and thought I could impress you, but in the end it was nothing more than a victim."
It’s just self-deception.”
"I...can't like you. I...can't like anyone."
Tang Yunming grabbed Ning Jing's wrist impulsively, "It's not fair for you to use your past to punish me!"