Looking at Ning Jing in front of her, her face no longer had the childishness of the past, and her arrogance and self-respect had also disappeared due to the erosion of this society. It has to be said that Ning Jing now looks like any other person on the road.
There is no difference for an ordinary woman.
But Tang Siqi could always smell something different in her bones, a kind of innate arrogance...
Damn it! Tang Siqi couldn't help cursing himself in his heart. He obviously felt something different about Ning Jing when he saw her for the first time, he knew she was a thief a long time ago, and he guessed Ning Xiaobao's identity from the beginning.
My father is not Tang Yunming. But why don’t I associate these things with the incident that happened six years ago?
Tang Siqi felt that he was too careless. He had obviously planned a good game of chess, but because Ning Jing told what happened six years ago, everything is different now!
What is the concept of losing everything? Einstein's words whispered in Tang Siqi's mind, "The first sentence is wrong, and the entire hypothesis fails." This sentence that he has been familiar with since he was a child is actually used in this situation.
I forgot all about it! Tang Siqi couldn't help but feel that he was too ridiculous and that he was wrong from the beginning. He also thought that he was arrogant and planned everything on his own. Starting from the wrong starting point, he ended up on the road to an even more outrageous mistake.
But he didn’t even realize it!
How did you become like this?
Tang Siqi suddenly felt a little painful. He didn't know how to face Ning Jing in front of him. This was the root of his own trouble, but he had completely forgotten it. He didn't know that what tortured him was his stupid treatment of himself.
Contempt, or the guilt and conscience that have been almost wiped out over the years have reappeared.
Rapid footsteps suddenly sounded outside the door, interrupting Tang Siqi's thoughts. He turned his head, and the door was suddenly pushed open by a young nurse. The wind behind her ruffled her hair, and the sunlight came in directly, but could not reach it.
Only a hurried voice could be heard on her face.
"Miss Ning, Xiaobao's situation..."
The little nurse stopped talking when she said this, as if she couldn't bear to say any more, but her expression clearly revealed the meaning of the second half of the sentence. Ning Jing's face suddenly changed, and her whole face was as bloodless as a white paper.
, his body shook, he took two staggering steps and rushed to the door, followed the little nurse and ran towards the corridor.
All this happened too fast. In less than a minute, the whole room instantly became empty, as if no one had ever been there. Tang Siqi even wondered if he had come to this place while sleepwalking, but what Ning Jing just said was just
It was just his own fantasy in a dream. He even reached out his hand and pinched himself as stupidly as the protagonist in a comedy.
The pain is real; what you see before you is real; what happened between you and Ning Jing is also real.
At this time, Tang Siqi suddenly realized why Ning Jing refused to tell Tang Yunming about Ning Xiaobao's illness but told him instead, and why she said that she had ruined not only her, but also herself.
I don’t know since when, the fates of myself and Ning Jing have been linked together.
In the empty office, the curtains moved faintly with the wind, and the door remained in place. It was blown by the wind from time to time, and when it moved slightly, it made a prolonged creaking sound. Tang Siqi felt that he was indeed living in this world.
But why is everything so unreal?
There was a cry in the corridor. It was Ning Jing's voice. When did it start? I have become so familiar with Ning Jing's voice! That voice forced Tang Siqi's body to stand up suddenly without his control, and then rushed
He ran down the corridor, chasing Ning Jing's voice, and stopped at the door of the emergency ward.
"Excessive hemosiderin deposition, the patient has symptoms of heart failure, prepare for voltage..."
The doctors and nurses in the ward were busy. Tang Siqi stood outside the ward and was infected by their nervousness. He couldn't help but clenched his fists.
Behind the thick glass, Ning Xiaobao was lying on the hospital bed, his face pale. No matter how violently the electric shock was struck, he showed no expression, as if he was tired of the pain the world had given him.
Tang Siqi suddenly realized that this face was so unfamiliar. Because he rarely returned to the Tang family, he only met him a few times, and the opportunities to talk alone were even rarer. But Tang Siqi still
We can clearly feel the changes in Ning Xiaobao. The face that was very healthy at least when we saw it last month now looks so haggard.
Tang Siqi could feel the heartache, as if a big hand was forcibly pinching his heart, making him unable to breathe, but there was nothing he could do.
At this moment, Tang Siqi truly realized something very important - this child, this child who looked so weak and quiet, was his son!
Things happened suddenly. He who had always been evaluated as a golden bachelor and a diamond bachelor was actually the father of a child! Tang Siqi felt that the world was really wonderful, and all kinds of incredible things were happening all the time.
, just say yourself!
Thinking of sometimes walking on the street and seeing his father carrying his child on his shoulders, Tang Siqi would occasionally feel a touch of envy, but he knew that it was impossible for him. The more he thought about it,
It will only make himself more miserable. Ever since Cai Yaxi left this world, Tang Siqi has decided that words such as happiness, family happiness, and family happiness will never come to him in this life.
But this child suddenly appeared in front of him, making Tang Siqi feel at a loss.
He still had too many things to do, he was overwhelmed, and he didn't know how to face this child.
All these years, it was hatred that kept him alive in this world - the pain of his mother's tragic death when he was young, the pain of his lover dying unjustly, the pain of being bullied... He still has too much hatred that has not been resolved.
There are too many excuses for him to leave now.
Tang Siqi felt that he should think calmly at this time, but his brain was in chaos.
Why did he come here today? Why did he rush here so desperately when he received a call from Ning Jing? Why did he tell him that he didn't know when Tang Yunming called him to ask where Ning Jing was? He obviously had many ways
He could escape the current chaos, but he gave up on it himself!
He has no way of escaping because of his own misfortune. This is a test question set by God for him. He has nowhere to escape.
The phone in his pocket has been ringing for a long time. If the little nurse next to him hadn't patted himself to remind him, the phone might have rang so loudly that Tang Siqi wouldn't be able to hear the sound.
Lan Yulin's phone number was illuminated on the phone screen. Looking at the time, it was already nine o'clock. This time should be the time for him to prepare at home. He could imagine how Lan Yulin, who was about to be married, was lying in bed.
She called herself as soon as she opened her eyes on the soft bed at home, and there would be such an expectant and happy expression on her face.
All of this is so real, and it is something that Tang Siqi must face, but Tang Siqi has no intention to think about it now. In just a few hours today, he spent several months planning a plan
The biggest conflict has already appeared in the scene - how should he face Lan Yulin? How should he tell her that he is the father of a child? What's more, the most important thing he has to face is not Lan Yulin, but Ning Jing
, how could she go ahead with her wedding calmly after she said that? How could she tell this child that she was going to marry another woman when he was seriously ill?
If Tang Siqi was still the cold-blooded person he was before, he could do what he wanted to do regardless of everyone else. Anyway, he only lives for hatred... No, it's not accurate to say this now. He seems to feel that in his own life
Some ties appeared again, which made it impossible for him to ignore everything as before.
After some confusion in his mind, Tang Siqi just hurriedly unplugged the phone's battery, and then stuffed the phone with the back cover on the ground into his pocket.
He was panicked. He had never been in such a situation before.
Tang Siqi's actions quickly attracted the attention of the people around him. There were doctors, patients, and the patient's family members. All eyes fell on Tang Siqi's face.
Although no one said anything, Tang Siqi felt that everyone's eyes were telling him that they had seen the "abnormal" relationship between him and Ning Xiaobao. An inexplicable feeling appeared on Tang Siqi's head.
Cold sweat.
This was a reaction to doing something wrong, a fear of being criticized. Tang Siqi had never felt that he had so many fears before. He didn't know when they suddenly appeared in his mind, and he began to worry about the way others looked at him.
, worried that others would say that he was indifferent to Ning Xiaobao.
Tang Siqi stood there for a long time, and finally attracted Dr. Song's attention. She noticed that Tang Siqi and Ning Jing were standing very far away, as if they deliberately did not want to get close to each other, and it was a bit awkward.
Based on a woman's intuition, coupled with Ning Jing's previous push-back attitude, Dr. Song quickly guessed Tang Siqi's identity and stepped forward, "This is sir!"
Dr. Song's tone was a little urgent. It could be said that she was more nervous than Ning Jing about Ning Xiaobao. As a doctor, she knew Ning Xiaobao's current situation best. At the same time, she was also a mother, a woman who had lost her husband.
As the mother of her own child, she did not want her tragedy to happen again to Ning Jing.
Tang Siqi was startled by the sudden appearance of Dr. Song. He coughed awkwardly, "What's the matter?"
"Excuse me, are you Ning Xiaobao's father?"
Father... this word seemed particularly heavy at this moment. Tang Siqi's heartbeat accelerated, and even his lips became numb, making him unable to speak. He swallowed and took a step back.
"The child's current situation is very bad. Although I don't know what happened between you and Miss Ning, but no matter what, the child is innocent. His only chance now is to get help from his father, otherwise
..." Dr. Song's tone was heavy and he did not continue, "I believe you don't want to see a life go away like this, let alone your own flesh and blood..."
Doctor Song's words were like a huge boulder. Tang Siqi took two trembling steps back, turned around and ran out the door.