Chapter 131: Where there is a cause, there must be an effect
At 1:20 in the afternoon, there were two cold takeaways on the table in the hospital office.
Neither Tang Siqi nor Ning Jing ate.
After sitting here quietly for a few hours, Tang Siqi felt that he had calmed down a lot and no longer had the desire to escape.
For him, many things can now be accepted calmly.
Only then could he calmly remember why he didn't leave at that time.
Being said to be Ning Xiaobao's father was something Tang Siqi couldn't accept. How should he admit it? The medical card beside the child's bedside said "Ning Xiaobao". However, think about it carefully.
, but Tang Siqi felt that this at least made him more comfortable than writing "Tang Xiaobao" on it - at least Ning Jing did not regard Ning Xiaobao as Tang Yunming's child.
Damn it, my train of thought has gone too far again.
Tang Siqi had never felt that his mind was so confused. When he wanted to leave, his mind was blank. His only thought was that he did not want to admit that he was Ning Xiaobao's father in such a way and process. This was too hasty.
If you don't say anything too suddenly, it will be easy for others to think that you are the kind of irresponsible bastard man.
What's more, Tang Siqi is not ready yet.
And just when he was about to leave... no, the word "escape" would be more appropriate. Anyway, at that time, Ning Jing stopped in front of Tang Siqi.
Tang Siqi once carefully observed Ning Jing's appearance. She had a relatively pure and clean look. Although it was not the type of woman he had been around in the past few years, it was indeed a look that made Tang Siqi feel excited. The bridge of her nose
She is very tall, which makes her eyes appear deeper. Her eyelashes are not very long, and her eyes are not very big, but her determined eyes give her a very strong feeling.
However, things that are too strong are often easier to break. Just like everyone knows that water is weak, but not easily defeated; steel is very strong, but if it is too strong, it is easy to break.
This woman often appears to be too tough, so people inexplicably feel like they want to love her.
Tang Siqi stared at Ning Jing. Today she was different from usual. She didn't dare to look directly at Tang Siqi. She seemed to be dodging. The hand holding Tang Siqi was cold and soft, like a hand.
snake.
Ning Jing bit her lips. The way she bit her lips was a little sexy, but more of a stubborn and strong one. The more she looked like this, the more it made people feel distressed.
"Only you can save my son."
These words sounded so... polite, and they invisibly widened the distance - Ning Jing told Tang Siqi calmly that this was her son. In other words, she had nothing to do with him.
Seeing that Tang Siqi had no reaction, Ning Jing thought that he was showing indifference to her "prayer". Ning Jing leaned forward and said, "I can't... watch him die. As long as you are willing to help
Between us, mother and son, no matter what request you make, I will agree to it!"
The voice was low, and a slight tremor could be felt. Tang Siqi's heart felt like it was being whipped repeatedly by a whip, and it soon became scarred.
The feeling of heartache sometimes makes people enjoy it. It seems that only when they feel that feeling can they prove that they are still alive. But when that feeling really comes, it makes people feel desperate and want to die.
Tang Siqi neither enjoyed nor wanted to die now. He just wanted to escape. But Ning Jing's eyes inspired his conscience. This conscience was like an insurmountable gap, cutting off all his escape routes. He could feel
, if you give up even this last bit of conscience, the rest of your life will be spent in real dire straits.
Tang Siqi's body was a little stiff and he didn't obey his control. His body and brain reacted differently to this incident. He didn't want to stay, and he had no way to escape.
The two of them just looked at each other calmly. Ning Jing didn't say a word about begging, she just looked at Tang Siqi with that look.
After a long time, Tang Siqi sighed softly, "I understand."
He couldn't directly say that he agreed to help Ning Xiaobao, and he couldn't refuse either. He just stood silently like this.
When collecting blood samples, Tang Siqi was extraordinarily sober. He watched coldly as the steel needle was inserted into his skin. The soft skin was sunk a little due to the foreign object, which hurt a little. He had been afraid of injections since he was a child. Since his mother passed away,
As long as he is conscious, even if he dies from illness, he will not let anyone give him an injection. Today is the first time. The needle is made of steel, and the needle tube is also made of steel, but there is a strip of transparent glass on it with a measurement scale painted on it.
Tang Siqi watched the blood getting higher and higher little by little, slowly climbing up. He seemed to be trapped in a needle tube. The higher the blood climbed, the more clearly he felt like he was about to drown and had difficulty breathing.
In Tang Siqi's chaotic thoughts, the needle was finally pulled out. The nurse wearing a mask pressed a tampon on it and left. Tang Siqi looked stupidly at the spot where the blood was drawn.
The blood vessels are glowing purple. It is obvious that these "roads" hidden in one's body are always so low-key. Although they cannot be seen at ordinary times, they are always there and will emerge when the time comes.
Out of the water.
It's like the relationship between himself and Ning Xiaobao has always been there, but it has never been brought up.
The tampon ball was already attached to Tang Siqi's arm. He pulled it gently and frowned. There were some tampons attached to his arm. He carefully took them off and then lowered his head.
Dr. Song could see the embarrassment between the two of them. She didn't make too many guesses about it, thinking that it was just a divorce. After arranging for a laboratory technician to test the blood samples, she turned around and brought the couple into the office and asked them to
Be alone.
Ning Jing sat opposite Tang Siqi. Her face became paler and she seemed to have lost a lot of weight overnight, making her skin look fairer and smoother, like an exquisite porcelain doll.
A porcelain doll that doesn't move.
Such an awkward atmosphere made Tang Siqi embarrassed to make any sound. He took out his mobile phone and looked. The back cover of the mobile phone had disappeared somewhere. He pressed the power button hard for a long time, but nothing happened. Forget it, he grew a
It's a good thing that others can't find you. It's better than letting other things make you more upset at this moment.
He didn't know what the situation would be like at the wedding, but Tang Siqi no longer wanted to worry about it. He was tired. He finally realized that he was an ordinary person and not a god. Not everything could be done by himself.
His throat was a little dry, and Tang Siqi suddenly remembered that he hadn't had a sip of water since last night. He wanted to clear his throat, but was afraid that his voice would break the silence. It would be best if no one spoke as it is now.
, don’t make any noise, what he fears most is what Ning Jing will say to him. What happened six years ago was enough to make him feel ashamed, and what happened to Ning Xiaobao today made him even more ashamed. If Ning Jing said something more
If anything, Tang Siqi was afraid that he would not be able to bear the stimulation and commit suicide by jumping off the building.
The clock on the wall made a ticking sound, like a lullaby, but the two of them were not sleepy at all. Ning Jing remained motionless. Doctor Song ordered takeout for them, but Ning Jing didn't even look at it.
"You still..." As soon as Tang Siqi opened his mouth, he found that his voice was as unpleasant as a bellows, "Ahem, why don't you eat something?"
Ning Jing said nothing, but opened a bottle of water and placed it in front of Tang Siqi, "My phone is out of battery."
Tang Siqi didn't know what Ning Jing meant when she suddenly said this, and he didn't dare to talk casually, quietly waiting for Ning Jing's next words.
After a long while, Ning Jing said nothing. Tang Siqi carefully said, "My phone just broke. Are you... worried about the wedding?"
When he said this, Tang Siqi's tone was a little sour, and his heart was even more sour. He couldn't help but associate Ning Jing's depressed expression with the wedding. She must be complaining in her heart now, complaining about herself because of this
Something happened that delayed the wedding.
However, Ning Jing had the same idea as Tang Siqi, "You should be the one to worry about, right? Do you want to call Lan Yulin and explain it to me?"
Tang Siqi smiled wryly and waved his hand, "Forget it, there's nothing to explain for this kind of thing, not to mention it's already like this anyway."
"Sorry for delaying you."
What happened today is far from being an apology that can solve any problem, so Tang Siqi felt that Ning Jing did not mean to apologize to him when he said this, but it was more like mocking himself, using a way that made him more embarrassed than blaming himself.
Punishing yourself in an uncomfortable way, "You don't have to say that, just say what you want to say!"
Ning Jing remained motionless, staring at the blank desktop seriously, "I can't live without Ning Xiaobao, you can't understand this feeling. As long as I can save him, I am willing to pay any price, so, you
If you have any conditions, just put them forward, even if it costs my life, it doesn't matter. Don't you want to deal with Jiang Huiya? I'll help you. If you want a laptop, I'll steal it."
Such a weak compromise made Tang Siqi feel irritated for no reason. This was obviously what he wanted Ning Jing to do before, and he even threatened her, but now Tang Siqi suddenly didn't want Ning Jing to participate.
Tang Siqi could not allow a woman to challenge his abilities in this way. He would not allow a woman to forget that she was a man and had responsibilities and obligations as a man. He lit up a cigarette and took two deep puffs, "You
What do you mean by this? This is who I am in your eyes?"
"I don't know who you are, I just said what I wanted to say. I just ask you to help me save Ning Xiaobao, nothing else."
How ridiculous are these words? Tang Siqi suddenly felt that it would be great if he was a cold-blooded person who could not care about Ning Xiaobao's life or death. At least if that was the case, he wouldn't have to listen to Ning Jing's cynicism here.
Tang Siqi never thought about rejecting Ning Jing in this matter. He knew that Ning Xiaobao needed bone marrow. As long as his body met this standard, Tang Siqi had no reason to refuse.
But what makes him find it difficult to accept is that he doesn't know in what capacity he should do this.