Chapter 132: Where there is a cause, there must be an effect
In the next few days, Tang Siqi was like a thief, avoiding his family, the media, and Lan Yulin.
Tang Siqi's phone was almost full of calls. Fortunately, he had set the reject mode in advance. Everyone who called could only hear the message "The number you dialed has been turned off."
Fortunately, Tang Siqi had an unknown private house, a place that even his father and brothers didn't know about. Hiding here, Tang Siqi felt truly safe.
This kind of life is really a kind of torture for Tang Siqi. He has to think about how to solve the current situation and how to explain this matter clearly to his family and the media. What is even more troublesome is about Ning Jing.
things.
For Tang Siqi, if he were Ning Xiaobao's father, it would be nothing if he had to sacrifice everything for him, even if he bankrupted his entire family. But who is he now?
Tang Siqi doesn't need Ning Jing to repay him with anything. He can also help Ning Jing and Ning Xiaobao unconditionally, provide his own bone marrow, and pay all the medical expenses. But his biggest difficulty now is himself, and he can't overcome it.
This hurdle.
If he helps Ning Xiaobao, it means that he admits that he is Ning Xiaobao's father, and he must be responsible for the future of Ning Jing and Ning Xiaobao, but he has never been prepared for this. Tang Siqi even wanted to
Questioning Ning Jing, why did he insist that Ning Xiaobao was his flesh and blood? He even thought about DNA paternity testing. Ning Xiaobao and Tang Yunming could do it, why couldn't he and Ning Xiaobao do it?
But Tang Siqi didn't dare. First, he felt that this would really hurt Ning Jing and Ning Xiaobao. Second, he was afraid that he was humiliating himself.
Since Cai Yaxi left this world, Tang Siqi has never thought about being with anyone, no matter how good or outstanding that person is. Because his heart has already died with Cai Yaxi, and that heart is as gray as death.
He will not let it revive again. He will not choose to be with someone he does not love or is not sure whether he loves or not. He does not want to drag an innocent person like Ning Jing into his hellish life.
In the past few days while waiting for the test results, Tang Siqi had been on tenterhooks. He was afraid that the test report would just prove that Ning Xiaobao was his child.
It can be said that Tang Siqi has been treating this matter with a lucky mentality, always hoping that Ning Jing will decide that he is completely wrong.
Tang Siqi, who was hiding at home, relied on alcohol to fall asleep every day. He slept all day during the day and secretly went out at night when no one was around. He went to the hospital to see Ning Jing and Ning Xiaobao before dawn.
After returning home, Lingding got drunk and slept until midnight.
Tang Siqi felt that he was always in danger. He couldn't relax every minute and every second. He was afraid of being recognized when he went out. When he saw Ning Jing, he was afraid of what she would say. Tang Siqi simply felt like he was
It's just a huge time bomb that can be shattered to pieces anytime, anywhere.
In fact, death is not scary. What is scary is the process of waiting for death, knowing that you will die but being unable to do anything about it.
It seemed that only the dark night could make Tang Siqi feel slightly better. After taking a shower and changing clothes in the dark room, he drove a car out of the garage and drove slowly toward the hospital.
Tang Siqi, who was originally very observant, had been really tortured these days. Probably because he thought too much, even his senses became dull. Until he parked the car in front of the hospital, Tang Siqi never realized that there was actually something wrong.
The car was always behind him, following him closely.
A lamp in the hospital corridor was broken. It was not completely broken, but flickered on and off due to poor contact. It looked very strange. Tang Siqi was walking in the hospital corridor like this,
The pungent smell of disinfectant made him frown.
Standing outside the ward, Tang Siqi gently knocked on the window and waited at the door.
Ning Jing in the ward has become accustomed to Tang Siqi's appearance. Recently, he comes to visit every night. Ning Jing does not dare to think too much and only regards it as a concern between friends. She is afraid that she will think too much.
The end result was just disappointment.
"I brought you something to eat." In the outside room of the suite ward, Tang Siqi placed the food on the table and prepared it. He carefully helped Ning Jing open the takeout bag and even took out the chopsticks and set them up.
"About the wedding," Ning Jing covered Ning Xiaobao with the quilt before coming out. She took a sip of porridge absently and asked softly, "How is it going?"
It turned out that Ning Jing was still worried about the wedding, and Tang Siqi felt a little uncomfortable. "Don't worry, Yunming likes you very much. If you go back at any time, he will accept you at any time."
Ning Jing didn't mean this. What she was thinking about now was not whether Tang Yunming could accept herself or forgive herself. She knew that what she had done was too much, but what she needed most now was Tang Siqi's help, and he had to do it.
.Furthermore, Ning Jing knew Tang Yunming's character very well. He was already very concerned about the relationship between Tang Siqi and himself. Even the slightest approach would make Tang Yunming uncomfortable. In this situation, if he told Tang Yunming about Ning Xiaobao,
Only Tang Siqi could help with his illness. It was undoubtedly a blow to Tang Yunming, and he would never accept it.
In fact, after a long time, Ning Jing began to think about it. Maybe this was her fate. God destined her to be lonely all her life. There was nothing she could do about it. What's more, there was no such thing as loneliness. She only hoped that Tang Siqi could
Help yourself save Ning Xiaobao, then find a chance to apologize to Tang Yunming, then completely disappear from the Tang family and return to your previous life.
Treating all of this as a dream and passing by with the wind is actually the most comfortable solution for me.
Ning Jing sighed and didn't bother to explain anything to Tang Siqi. When she explained this kind of thing now, it seemed more like she had something in her heart. Anyway, Ning Jing didn't have any hope for Tang Siqi. She only wanted Tang Siqi.
It can help Ning Xiaobao, that's all.
However, Ning Jing forgot that the more she acted like this, the more Tang Siqi became angry. He seemed to want Ning Jing to admit or acquiesce that she liked Tang Yunming from the bottom of her heart, and once she admitted such a thing, she would
This made Tang Siqi very angry. Even Tang Siqi felt that his behavior was even a little abnormal, but he just couldn't control it.
"Don't worry!" Tang Siqi braced himself, "After this matter is over..."
Tang Siqi originally wanted to say that after he finished helping Ning Xiaobao, he would pretend that nothing had happened and persuade Tang Yunming to be with Ning Jing. Although he admitted that he said this on purpose, he wanted to hear Ning Jing say that she actually
Not wanting to be with Tang Yunming was a bold attempt. Tang Siqi could clearly smell the taste of failure and frustration, but he refused to give up.
But Tang Siqi never had the chance to finish his words, as a man appeared behind Ning Jing.
Ning Jing has been looking at Ning Xiaobao not far away. He doesn't know when his illness will end, but it has to be said that Ning Jing feels a lot more relaxed - the previous worries have been eliminated.
She was unwilling to do anything, so she made up her mind and mustered up the courage to ask Tang Siqi to help the mother and son, and it seemed that she was not rejected. At least she could try this last chance. Even if she didn't succeed, she wouldn't have to suffer in the future.
torture.
And after this incident is over, it means that she has truly said goodbye to her past. Ning Jing doesn't know whether she should be happy or sad.
Immersed in these chaotic thoughts, Ning Jing did not notice the person standing behind her, but when she turned her head, she saw something was wrong with the expression on Tang Siqi's face, staring straight behind her.
With.
That look made Ning Jing feel panicked, as if she had seen a ghost. Ning Jing even felt a chill on her back, and a drop of cold sweat came from the top of her head, flowing down her neck, down her spine, and down her back.
The spine flows all the time...
Ning Jing's hair trembled all over her body. She turned her head and followed Tang Siqi's gaze, and immediately saw Tang Yunming standing behind her.
"Tang Yunming?" Ning Jing almost bit her tongue.
She has been busy with Ning Xiaobao's affairs these past few days. If Tang Yunming hadn't appeared at this time, Ning Jing would have almost forgotten his affairs.
Originally, Ning Jing wanted to wait until Ning Xiaobao's matter was over before she could apologize and explain to Tang Yunming, but now it seemed that she had to face it immediately.
It's the same every time, God is always so cruel to me, always letting him get stuck in a dry well with poisonous snakes and tigers on top, one situation after another, never giving him a chance to breathe.
If Tang Yunming came to investigate, Ning Jing would have nothing to fear. He could beat or scold him as he wanted. Anyway, he had done something wrong and caused injustice to him. If Tang Yunming really punished himself, it would make Ning Jing feel better.
Peace of mind.
However, what Ning Jing was most afraid of came - she was most afraid of Tang Yunming's peace.
Ever since Ning Jing turned around to look at Tang Yunming, there was no expression on his face. After not seeing each other for a few days, Tang Yunming seemed to have matured a lot. I wonder if it was because of the stubble on his face that made him look more mature.
Manly, or maybe it was the eyes without any joy. In short, his expression looked particularly cold, and even made Ning Jing a little scared.
However, soon, a smile appeared on Tang Yunming's face!
This is what makes Ning Jing the most uncomfortable! Think about it, if a person kills someone and the victim's family takes his life, it will only be a relief for him. But if the other party not only does not need him to repay, but also eats and drinks well.
To entertain him... was simply worse than being stabbed.
Someone has said that a person's biggest enemy is the person himself, so if a person wants to destroy another person, it is not how he hurts him, but how his conscience hurts himself. This is far more effective than punching and kicking
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Just like Ning Jing now, looking at the smile on Tang Yunming's face, Ning Jing felt that she was about to be tortured to death by her own conscience and guilt.
Ning Jing stood up and took a step back involuntarily, almost touching Tang Siqi who was sitting across the table. Ning Jing felt something was wrong and took another step forward, "You...why are you here?"
Tang Yunming still had that calm and warm smile on his face, "Let's see you."