After leaving Ning Jing's ward, Tang Kai did not go home directly, but came to Tang Siqi's ward.
Tang Siqi was wearing a funny hospital gown on the hospital bed. Tang Siqi had always had good taste in dressing, and he had a good figure. He often wore slim-fitting suits. When I saw him wearing a baggy hospital gown for the first time, Tang Siqi
Kai wanted to laugh but didn't dare.
When Tang Kai knocked on the door, Tang Siqi was holding up a comic book and reading happily. He had not read this kind of thing for many years. He remembered that the last time he read a comic book was when he was in junior high school and snatched someone else's copy to read. After so many years,
Being busy with work made him lose a lot of the joy that a normal person should have. When the knock on the door rang, Tang Siqi was watching the tense clip. He had long been accustomed to the hospital life without visitors, and he thought he was coming in to send someone there.
The nurse who took the medicine said, "How many times have I told you, come in if you want to come in, and get out if you don't want to come in!"
The person outside the door paused for a moment, and then there was a creaking sound of the door opening. Tang Siqi glanced sideways, and immediately saw the men's leather shoes on the other person's feet. He moved the comic book in front of him doubtfully, and saw the man standing in front of him.
Tang Kai in front of him.
Tang Siqi read the last few pages of the comic, then put the comic book down, sat up and looked at Tang Kai, "Since you're here, just find a place to sit by yourself."
"How is your condition?"
"Fortunately, I won't die for a while." Tang Siqi replied casually, without any hint of a father-son dialogue.
Tang Kai paused, "I just came from Ning Jing's side. Ning Xiaobao's condition seems to be much better. He woke up today."
"What?" Tang Siqi's eyes widened in surprise, "Are you really awake?"
"Yes," Tang Kai put a glass of water next to Tang Siqi's hand, "You should drink more water, your face doesn't look very good."
As if he didn't hear Tang Kai's words, Tang Siqi took the slippers by the bed and got out of bed.
"Are you going to see the mother and son?"
"Well……"
"Wait a minute, I have something to tell you!"
In fact, Tang Siqi felt that he was not in a hurry to see Ning Xiaobao. He just used this as an excuse to stay away from Tang Kai. But since he said this, Tang Siqi had no choice but to stop.
, looked at Tang Kai impatiently.
Tang Kai had long been accustomed to Tang Siqi's attitude. He sighed softly and sat upright, "Why are you going to see that mother and son now?"
Tang Siqi failed to understand what Tang Kai meant, "What's the point? I'm just going to have a look!"
"Since you haven't been able to figure out what your relationship is with Ning Jing and Xiaobao, it's best not to disturb their mother and son again."
"Why?" Tang Siqi raised his eyebrows, and he habitually showed disdain for Tang Kai's advice, "I don't think this is an intrusion! I just do what I should do..."
"But this is not what you should do. If you care about this mother and son and want to care about them, you should at least express your stance and show that you want to take care of them and be responsible for them. But since you don't want to take the responsibility
Such a responsibility, then don't bother them anymore, at least if you don't go, Ning Jing can still find the home that belongs to her."
Hearing what Tang Kai said, Tang Siqi was a little angry, "I don't think I need you to teach me what to do!"
"This matter has become a big deal and everyone knows it. Did you ever think about Ning Jing when you did this? Have you ever thought about her being a woman? How will she live after you do this? Just
It’s like I’m holding an apple, but you insist on taking a bite, and then you don’t want to pay for it. Do you think it’s fair to Ning Jing?”
Tang Siqi looked at Tang Kai with wide eyes, "In your mind, I am such a person, such a shameless guy, right? What about you? My mother and I are just trash in your eyes, even
Apples don’t even count, right?”
"What I want to say now is about you. I also know Ning Jing's attitude now. What you have to understand is that you are a father now, and you must be responsible for Xiaobao. Since you let him come into this world,
You should fulfill your responsibilities as a father! Otherwise, can you think highly of yourself?"
"Before you say such things to me, think about yourself first!"
As Tang Siqi spoke, he wanted to break away from Tang Kai's hand, but he didn't expect that what he got was an oncoming slap from Tang Kai.
Perhaps, even Tang Kai did not expect that he would treat Tang Siqi like this, otherwise his body would not be shaking like this. Tang Kai gritted his teeth, "You are not a man at all! You know Ning Jing
How much pain have they, mother and son, endured over the years? Don't talk about what I was like back then. I admit that what I did back then was indeed wrong. I shouldn't have abandoned you, mother and son, for my career, but I was just as full of thoughts as you are now.
It’s all my own career, and all I think about every day is what I should do to climb up and be superior to others! However, I regret it now. Only now do I know how ridiculous it is for me to do this! Do you want to be in my grade?
Do you start to regret it when you are dead? Do you know what it feels like to destroy the person you love most with your own hands? You can’t live but die!”
Tang Kai's emotions were a little too excited. Even though it had happened so many years ago, he still couldn't control himself, and he burst into tears unknowingly.
"That kind of feeling," Tang Siqi sneered, "is it comfortable? You must not have expected it to be like this, right?"
"For so many years, I have been thinking about her, and I was wondering how I could make up for all the mistakes I made back then. But then I gradually understood that although the facts are so unacceptable, they are also things that I have to accept. I know that I
The only thing I can do is to take good care of you for her. I don’t want you to make the same mistakes I did back then! Ning Jing is a good girl. If this were not the case, you would not be tempted by her..."
"Shut up!" Tang Siqi suddenly roared, and even he was startled by his such an excited reaction, "Don't talk nonsense, I won't be tempted by her."
Tang Kai couldn't help but laugh, as if he was looking at a child who was talking duplicity, "You are already an adult, you should know that being stubborn is of no benefit. I did do a lot of wrong things back then, but I can face myself
Mistakes you have made. What about you? You keep saying that I am not qualified to accuse you, but you are simply a person who dare not even face your own heart! If you were not attracted to Ning Jing, how could you not even care about Cai Yaxi?
Put it aside and concentrate on being with Ning Jing?"
Tang Kai's words gave Tang Siqi a headache, as if there were millions of little bugs gnawing at his memories in his head. Every bit of information about Cai Yaxi was constantly reappearing at this time, making him unable to stop.
Tang Siqi felt an unprecedented fear. He had to admit that during this period of time, he was indeed accompanying Ning Jing attentively. The time that Cai Yaxi's figure occupied his mind became shorter and shorter. Tang Siqi was afraid that if this continued, he would really be with Ning Jing.
They will forget Cai Yaxi and the meaning of enduring pain and holding hatred for so long!
"Siqi," Tang Kai grasped Tang Siqi's wrist and forced him to look at him, "Some things are in the past, and there is no evidence. Why do you have to let the pain of the past torture yourself? This life
You will meet a lot of people, some come and some go, why do you have to let those who have left occupy the position that should be reserved for others?"
Tang Siqi took a step back and shook his head paranoidly, "What about you? Have you forgotten my mother?"
"I didn't, I can't forget, but the reason I can't forget is that it was my fault that she left, and it was caused by myself! I can't forgive myself, so I can't accept other people, I have to face myself and give myself
I have to accept the pain and torture I have brought to myself! But you are different. You are not at fault in the matter between you and Cai Yaxi! In the matter between you and Ning Jing, Ning Jing is not at fault.
!You are just trapping yourself in this way, how long are you going to destroy yourself like this?"
Tang Siqi knew what Tang Kai meant, but he just couldn't do it! He really never thought that he must be so paranoid that he would only love Cai Yaxi forever. He just couldn't forgive the murderer, and he was afraid that his hatred would no longer exist.
existence, "What about the people who are at fault? Should we let the people at fault get away with it?"
"Those are all things of the past!"
"Impossible! Even if I can forgive, Yaxi won't forgive her! How can I face her in the future if I am so under the influence of Jiuquan?"
Tang Kai stretched out his skinny finger and touched Tang Siqi's heart, "Yaxi is a gentle and kind child. Don't let her change in your heart. If it were Yaxi, she would never want to see you like this.
, and I don’t want you to torture yourself for the rest of your life because of hatred! Do you want Yaxi in your heart to look ugly?"
Tang Siqi shook off Tang Kai's hand, "She has never changed!"
"That means you don't understand Yaxi at all, because you have forced your hatred on Yaxi! Moreover, you are still using your hatred to hurt Ning Jing! You know if Ning Jing really disappears from you one day
How will you feel? You will regret it for the rest of your life! Do you really have to believe it when that day comes? What's more, you remember all the hatred and just want to make yourself look less unsympathetic.
, then what does it mean when you treat Ning Jing like this? You were originally responsible for her! Stop saying it's because of others, stop passing all the responsibilities onto others! There is still a man who doesn't even dare to face his own mistakes.
What qualifications do you have to say that you are a man! You will disappoint Ning Xiaobao and make him hate you."
Tang Kai spoke word by word, and every word was like a huge stone pressing on Tang Siqi's body.