Chapter 160: Under the Extinct Brother and Sister Love
The memories of his childhood are still fresh in his mind when told from Tang Zhenian's mouth.
Some memories are in my mind. I usually pretend to turn a blind eye as if nothing has happened, thinking that they have nothing to do with me. However, when I dig them out after a long time, it still hurts my heart.
Listening to Tang Zhenian talking about the past, he once held her hand and waited for her father to come home at the intersection, he once took her to buy ice cream at her grandmother's shop, and he once carried her on his back to wade through the alley. Everything was so vivid. In the head.
Ning Jing looked at Tang Zhenian with cold eyes. Although there was a faint smile on her face, her lips were bitten and turned white.
Tang Zhe young sighed, "I know, you may have forgotten these things now..."
However, Ning Jing just shook her head calmly, "No, I remember everything."
"Really?" Tang Zhenian looked at Ning Jing in surprise, "Do you really remember? I thought you had forgotten all about it. You were too young at that time..."
"You're not young anymore," Ning Jing shrugged. "Although you are left alone to live like a stray dog, you are still too young!"
Tang Zhenian's eyebrows twitched slightly and he lowered his head dejectedly, "I know this matter hurt you a lot, but it was helpless at the time. We couldn't decide anything yet! If it were now, I would never let this happen! "
"I wouldn't do it now," Ning Jing's voice was extremely cold. Even she was surprised that she had such a cold voice. But other than that, she didn't know what else she could say to Tang Zhenian. , "It's all in the past, don't talk about it anymore."
Ning Jing felt that she was too stupid. Why did she know that Jiang Huiya was the one who kicked her out of the house, but she forgot that Tang Zhenian was her brother!? She also thought that he was kind to her just because of her personality. charm.
Damn your charisma! Why didn't you exude such charisma back then that you could let him lend a helping hand to you?
If Tang Zhenian hadn't said these things, Ning Jing felt that at least she could still live in peace with him and regard him as a kind big brother. But once these long-dusted pasts were uncovered, the dust raised had already made the past Sweet candy has changed its taste.
Tang Zhenian covered his face in pain, "I know that what happened back then was our fault, and I know that I am not qualified to ask for your forgiveness, but I just want to make up for it! I admit that a large part of the reason why I treat you like this is because of I felt guilty back then, but I couldn't help it! I could only use this way to compensate! From the moment you appeared in the Tang family, I thought of you when I was a child, but I was afraid that you still hated us, so I didn't dare to say it. !”
Ning Jing sneered, "It doesn't matter! Why do you have to make yourself so painful! I have never blamed you, you have not done anything wrong, and I have never thought about asking you to compensate me for anything!"
"Really?" Tang Zhenian asked guiltily. Judging from Ning Jing's current expression, she didn't look like she had forgiven him.
"I don't think I need to blame you at all. There is no family affection between us, right? If possible, I hope you will stay as before and not get too close to me!"
When Ning Jing said the last sentence, she almost shouted hysterically. She really couldn't control her emotions.
Tang Zhenian stared at Ning Jing for a long time with wide eyes, and finally closed his eyes dejectedly, "I know, I know you still won't forgive me..."
"Yes!" Ning Jing roared, "Why should I forgive you? Didn't I tell you? Just pretend that you have never done anything and never done anything wrong! Why do you have to tell the truth about those years?
What happened to sesame seeds and rotten millet? You watched helplessly as a child was thrown on the roadside, left to fend for herself, and then suddenly appeared and asked for her forgiveness many years later! I beg you not to torture me like this, okay?"
"Ning Jing, listen to me, what happened back then was really helpless..."
Ning Jing chuckled.
Helpless? All the so-called helplessness among people is just because the other party's interests are not enough to persuade you to abandon your own interests. To put it simply, that person's position in your mind is far less than everyone imagined.
important.
If it was Tang Zhenian who was abandoned back then, Ning Jing would rather be abandoned with him. But she was the only one who could do this. Everyone else only cared about their own affairs, and no one would want to live or die for others.
And give up your comfortable life.
Should you say that others are too smart, or that you are too stupid?
Ning Jing bit her lip, "If I had never regarded you as an elder brother, I would not hate you like this! Isn't this great? You are still considerate and kind in my heart, and you are good to all of us.
Benefits, why do you have to tell me about the past to torture me? How do you want me to face you in the future? "
"Ning Jing...can you just let the past go? Give me a chance to take good care of you in the future. I will make up for everything you didn't do back then! You don't know that I have had conscience problems for so many years.
How unsettling!"
"I'm so sorry, no! Why do I have to take care of your feelings? Why do I have to make myself feel wronged and sad, so that you can feel no guilt!? I have been through this all by myself for so many years, and I can do this without you saying this.
Live a good life, why do you have to ask me to forgive you?"
With a plop, Tang Zhenian knelt down in front of Ning Jing.
Tang Zhenian's eyes were red. He lowered his head to hide his expression, but his trembling shoulders exposed all his fragility. "Yes, you are right. I am not qualified to ask you to forgive me, but I
I just want to compensate..."
"Compensation? Is this your method of compensation? I must follow your and Jiang Huiya's ideas and not marry Tang Siqi. Is this your compensation for me?"
Tang Zhenian, who was kneeling down, shook his head repeatedly, "That's not it! This matter has nothing to do with mom!"
"Just talk to me about your mother. You don't have to talk to me so kindly! I have no impression of her except the moment she kicked me out of the door!"
Tang Zhenian knew that Ning Jing was angry, and also knew how harshly Jiang Huiya treated Ning Jing. She was fully qualified to resent Jiang Huiya and herself at this time. Tang Zhenian would not make any excuses about this, "Yes, I
I know, you still hate her. But what I said to you today is just my advice to you, and it really has nothing to do with her! There was a reason why she treated you like that back then. Although it was very cruel, it was not in her nature.
That’s it…”
Ning Jing pointed at Tang Zhenian's nose and said, "If you want to talk to me about mine, just talk about me. If you want to come and discuss anything about her with me, I beg you to get out now!"
Tang Zhenian quickly shut up and stopped mentioning Jiang Huiya, "I mean, the reason why I advise you not to be with Tang Siqi... Although I can't tell you why now, you have to remember that this is all for
Hello……"
"Why should I believe you? Just because Jiang Huiya has always hated Tang Siqi, right? Just because the son of the Tang family who married first is more qualified to inherit Tangcheng International, so Jiang Huiya knew that Tang Siqi didn't want to get married, so she resorted to
Did you use such a method?"
Tang Zhenian felt at a loss for words, "Tang Siqi will not fall in love with you!"
Ning Jing raised her eyebrows, "Why? Is this what Jiang Huiya told you?"
"I can't tell you the reason now, but I swear to God I will never lie to you! I am on your side!"
"Ha, yes, yes, you have always been on my side! Back then, you were on my side and watched helplessly as I was kicked out of the house!"
Ning Jing didn't know where she had so much resentment and anger. There was no one in the world that she could trust, not even Tang Zhenian. Everything anyone did had purpose and benefit.
, there will no longer be a figure who simply holds his hand and stands in the alley waiting for his father to come back.
"Me and you..." Ning Jing smiled bitterly and shook her head, "Forget it, just forget what happened back then. As for my life... Over the years, I have become accustomed to being responsible for my own life and don't like anyone.
Come and give me some advice, I believe you can understand!"
Tang Zhenian's brows were furrowed, "Ning Jing, can you listen to my advice? If you continue like this, you will ruin your own life! Do you really believe that Tang Siqi can bring you happiness? Don't forget
Yes, he proposed to Lan Yulin back then! You should know why he proposed to Lan Yulin!"
Ning Jing was well aware of the proposal, and she also knew that Tang Siqi would not like someone like Lan Yulin. His purpose was always so simple, and he just wanted to take over Lan Yulin's business without any modification.
His family's business, that is to say, he would rather give up his marriage for profit. His simple behavior conceals a purpose that has never been simple.
"Do you think someone like Tang Siqi can give up what he wants to do for you? Ning Jing, I beg you, don't jump into the fire pit yourself! I can't watch you helplessly for the second time...
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"You don't want to see me being abandoned for the second time? Or something else?" Ning Jing's shoulders shook slightly because of her disdain, "I think after watching me being abandoned, you should have learned to watch.
My wounded instinct. I know where your camp is. You have always been on Jiang Huiya's side. You have been there since I left. Now, please go back to that side.
,Don’t have anything to do with me again!”
Ning Jing almost roared and pushed Tang Zhenian out. She closed the door hard, her whole body was as weak as if she was exhausted, and she slowly leaned against the wall and gasped for air, so tired that tears flowed down her face.