Chapter 163: Falling in love and killing each other
At the entrance of the pub, which was full of entertainment and entertainment, a woman in a wedding dress attracted everyone's attention. The men and women covered their mouths and snickered, looking at the woman in the wedding dress awkwardly holding high heels, and shook their heads.
"Tsk, tsk, do you think this is an imitation show?"
“There really is everyone for everyone these days!”
"Could he really be here to catch the groom?"
Ning Jing gasped for breath and was too lazy to care about the way they were laughing at her. The only thing she wanted to do now was to get Tang Siqi out of here.
This wedding was messed up again. This was something Ning Jing never expected. As a marriage evader, she forgot that there is a cycle of cause and effect.
Maybe God is destined not to allow me to have the ordinary happiness that others have.
Until Tang Yunming stood at Ning Jing's door, she still failed to realize this.
For today's wedding, Ning Jing lay on the bed extra early the night before. Ning Xiaobao yelled that she would go to the church early to give instructions, so she followed Tang Kai to Tang's house to spend the night.
He snorted at Ning Jing in dissatisfaction.
"You should thank me! I'm doing this for your own good. I want you to get married like a normal person, so as not to act like an old mother who has to take care of her son the night before the wedding! I'll give you just one day to pretend.
Come on, bride!"
Ning Jing secretly chuckled at this. The more kind Ning Xiaobao was, the more he liked to pretend to talk to her, as if revealing his good intentions would make him feel shy.
Lying on the bed, Ning Jing was filled with excitement. She felt like she was Singletary wearing glass slippers. From today on, her life would change in a completely different direction.
But early the next morning, when Ning Jing woke up before dawn, tidied everything up, and sat anxiously on the sofa, finally waiting for the doorbell to ring, it was Tang Yunming who stood in front of her.
Ning Jing thought about many possibilities, but the only one she didn't expect was that Tang Yunming would show up. Since that phone call, Tang Yunming had disappeared for a long time. This was in line with his child-like character and Ning Jing thought that he would disappear for a while.
It will never appear in my life again.
However, Tang Yunming happened to appear again, and looking at his dark expression, Ning Jing knew that he must have known about her upcoming marriage to Tang Siqi.
"Ready..." Tang Yunming's smile was forced and bitter, "Ready to get married? Want to marry my second brother?"
Ning Jing took a step back. Tang Yunming like this couldn't help but make her feel in danger, "Tang Yunming, you can say whatever you want to me, as long as it's after today."
Tang Yunming leaned against the door. He didn't know when his face had acquired the playful smile of Tang Siqi, "Have you decided to marry him? You have made the decision that you will never regret it and live with him for the rest of your life."
Together, no matter how good or outstanding people appear around you in the future, you will still choose not to leave you?"
"I don't want to discuss this with you right now!"
Tang Yunming looked at Ning Jing, "I have never seen you in a wedding dress."
Ning Jing knew what Tang Yunming meant. She bit her lip and said, "Tang Yunming, I know I'm sorry for you, but you still have your life, our lives are going on, and there will be someone more suitable for you in the future!"
"No more. There will be no more besides you."
Tang Yunming's paranoia made Ning Jing feel a little angry, but at this time, she couldn't bear to reprimand Tang Yunming anymore, "I owe you, I hurt you, and I will compensate you in the future, but please let me go today."
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"You look good in your wedding dress," Tang Yunming said absently, "Have you really decided to be with him for the rest of your life?"
"Don't ask me such meaningless questions!"
"This question is not meaningless, it's just that you dare not answer it!"
Ning Jing looked at Tang Yunming angrily, "I beg you not to be so self-righteous! How come you concluded that I don't like him?"
Tang Yunming smiled bitterly, "I know you like him. I felt it from the first time you met him, but does he like you?"
Tang Yunming stabbed the most vulnerable part of Ning Jing's heart so sharply. The words she was most afraid of others saying were actually said by Tang Yunming in such an understatement.
There was pain and hesitation on Ning Jing's face. Tang Yunming smiled bitterly and shook his head, "You don't dare to answer, do you? Do you want to hear my answer?"
"Stop talking!" Ning Jing's forehead broke out in a heavy cold sweat, "As long as today is over, you can say whatever you want from now on, and you can talk for as long as you want. I beg you to shut up today, okay?
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"I only want today, just one hour," Tang Yunming looked at Ning Jing stubbornly, "I won't hinder your wedding. Believe me, I won't do such a nasty thing. As long as one hour, the relationship between the two of us will be over."
Everything is written off in one stroke. From now on, you will walk on your Yangguan Road and I will cross mine on the single-plank bridge, and we will owe each other nothing."
This deal sounds very tempting to Ning Jing's ears. She is an impatient person with a straightforward personality. She hates things being delayed the most. If she can resolve the matter between herself and Tang Yunming, Ning Jing will have a big stone in her heart.
It can be solved once and for all.
However, Ning Jing seemed to have seen the trap. She saw that her weakest ankle had stepped into Tang Yunming's trap.
Tang Yunming smiled bitterly and held Ning Jing's hand tightly, "Are you hesitating? Are you afraid that you will become soft-hearted and waver if you are not careful? You don't believe how firm your love for him is, do you?
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Ning Jing gritted her teeth and took a step back, pushing Tang Yunming's hand away, "I have nothing to be afraid of!"
"You can't get his heart. There is someone living in his heart that you can never compare to!"
This is not the first time Ning Jing has heard this. She always hears different people tell her from various channels how much Tang Siqi loves a woman named Cai Yaxi. It seems that people all over the world are affirming it.
Tang Siqi will only love Cai Yaxi for the rest of his life, and this fact will never change.
Even Ning Jing was constantly mocking herself in her heart, telling her over and over again how impossible she and Tang Siqi were.
Seeing Ning Jing's wavering look, Tang Yunming stroked her head with great tenderness and friendliness, "It doesn't matter how much love you have. You have to know that Jehovah has said that love does not insist on having its own way and is arrogant and arrogant without authorization.
Thinking that you will only sink yourself deeper, don’t you want to see how much feelings he has for you? It wouldn’t be too bad to at least check first!”
Ning Jing took a step back. She couldn't even convince herself. She already smelled the smell of failure. From the moment she heard those three words from Cai Yaxi, she could tell that it was a relationship that she could never compare to in her entire life.
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"Are you scared? You can't believe it, right? You are not willing to let yourself be someone else's substitute, and you don't want him to feel that being with you for a lifetime is just perfunctory, but you feel like you are burying your head in the world like an ostrich.
Can anything be changed if the underground doesn't listen or ask?"
Tang Yunming's aggressiveness made Ning Jing feel like she was going crazy. She shouted hysterically at Tang Yunming, "Shut up!"
"Why can you be so strong against me? You can't even control your own heart! What else will you do besides deceiving yourself and others?"
Ning Jing trembled and clenched her fists, "Okay, let's see who gives up first!"
The flash of cunning light in Tang Yunming's eyes made Ning Jing feel the danger. But she had already reached the cliff and there was no room for retreat.
What's more, Ning Jing's heart began to move, not for Tang Siqi, nor for Tang Yunming, she just wanted to prove something to herself, even if she would face misery and a complete defeat!
Ning Jing followed Tang Yunming into the car. She clumsily held the hem of her wedding dress. Her resolute posture reminded her of the wind blowing and Yi Shuihan, or maybe she really had reached a desperate situation this time.
Along the way, Tang Yunming didn't say a word, just smoked one cigarette after another.
"Can you smoke less?" Ning Jing snorted dissatisfied, hoping to hide her sadness - she clearly remembered that when she first met Tang Yunming, he did not smoke.
At that time, Tang Yunming was still very rational and strong, "I would rather smoke marijuana than smoke!"
"Tsk, tsk!" Ning Jing stared, "According to you, cigarettes are more harmful than drugs?"
"Drugs only hurt a person physically, but cigarettes hurt a person mentally!" Tang Yunming thought it was reasonable. "At least you can choose to take drugs, but cigarettes will become a habit. I will not let unconscious behavior control me..."
What Tang Yunming once said is still vivid in her mind, but Ning Jing clearly felt that things changed so quickly.
So what now? Since Tang Yunming is used to smoking, does it mean that he has compromised to unconscious behavior? Maybe his liking for himself is just one of the unconscious behaviors.
Ning Jing picked her fingers, and after she calmed down, she felt a little regretful.
Maybe she shouldn't have come at all. It's rare for a person to be confused in this life. Fools are all happy. If you live a lifetime of being confused, you will never have troubles. On the contrary, it's all smart people who are trapping themselves. Ning Jing feels that she is not a smart person and can only
Said she was more pitiful and pathetic than a fool.
"Okay," Tang Yunming parked the car at the door of a remote villa, took Ning Jing around the villa, and went straight to the door of a private cabin in the backyard. He stopped and looked at Ning Jing, "What's inside?"
Things may change all your thoughts. Now, it’s your choice whether to watch it or not!”
Ning Jing sneered, "You have come to this point and you still say such things to me. Do you think this means that you have never forced me, and then throw all the responsibility on me? Do you think it is necessary to do this?
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"No," Tang Yunming pursed his lips and shook his head, "I just hope that you can learn to see your own heart clearly, and only then can you know what you really want."