Chapter 164: Falling in love and killing each other
Ning Jing felt that it would be too ridiculous to ask Tang Yun Mingning to educate herself.
Although Ning Jing also admitted that she might not understand love at all, but at least she would not pretend to understand like Tang Yunming.
"Okay," Ning Jing stretched out her hand and made a "stop" gesture, "I think I still know how to make a decision. I don't need you to educate me here!"
Tang Yunming smiled bitterly, Ning Jing's self-confidence had already sentenced him to death, but he didn't know how long her self-confidence could last.
Ning Jing pushed Tang Yunming away and placed her lace-gloved hand on the door panel.
It can be seen that the moment the door was pushed open, Ning Jing's hand retracted slightly.
It was fear and withdrawal, and it couldn't be more obvious at this moment.
Tang Yunming put a hand on Ning Jing's shoulder, "It's still too late to go back now. I can guarantee that what's inside is not what you want to see."
Ning Jing sneered. She had lived and died so many times since she was born. This life was simply picked up. She really couldn't think of anything else that could make her feel afraid.
As if this belief gave Ning Jing courage, she gritted her teeth and pushed the wooden door open in one breath.
It could be seen that this door had probably not been opened for a long time, at least for nearly a month. The rotten smell inside the door made Ning Jing wrinkle his nose, but except for this smell, everything else was so clean.
Spotless - because someone had done a very good job of sealing this room a long time ago, as if they were afraid that the things in this room would be damaged. This is also the origin of the rotten smell.
Tang Yunming diligently helped Ning Jing turn on the light from behind, and the whole room suddenly became bright and transparent.
The house made of wood looked so simple, but every detail was exquisite. The unique table was covered with photos. As soon as Ning Jing turned her head, she saw that the entire wall opposite was densely covered with photos.
photo.
All the photos were brought together to form a human face. Ning Jing remembered that she had seen this kind of photo wall on TV. It was made up of the basic tones of different photos. It looked very simple, but it was really
To be completed, it may take tens of thousands of photos to be pieced together. Just thinking about this huge project is enough to make Ning Jing's scalp feel numb.
What was pieced together from this photo was a woman's face, with a very clear smile, a gentle look, and an refined temperament... Ning Jing couldn't help but take a breath - it was indeed a picture that was exquisite and beautiful enough to be beautiful.
A beautiful face that makes people put in so much work for her.
Ning Jing's heart thumped, as if a small piece of her heart had been broken.
She couldn't help but take a step forward and look at the photos on the wall, wanting to see the woman's face more clearly.
On the entire photo wall, there are photos of this woman from school days to girlhood until she matured, and finally stayed at the most beautiful age of twenty-two or three years old. In the photos, she is either smiling, making faces, or
It’s about thinking quietly, and the photographer’s deep love can be seen in any photo.
These photos were definitely taken by Tang Siqi. Although Ning Jing did not want to think so, but other than that, she could not find any reason or excuse to deceive herself.
In comparison, not only did I not have any photos, I didn't even know that Tang Siqi was such a good photographer.
Ning Jing bit her lip, and something broke in her chest.
In addition to the woman's solo photos, you can also see group photos of them. Most of the photos are selfies. Tang Siqi usually kisses the woman's hair or cheeks with his face turned sideways. It can be seen that he still doesn't like taking pictures.
But it can also be seen that even though he cooperates reluctantly, his doting and love for women are still everywhere exuding.
She and Tang Siqi even had children, but they didn't even have a photo. Ning Jing felt that she was even more ridiculous.
In the photo, the four seasons change year after year, and the sun sets and the moon rises day after day. It turns out that they have been together for so many years. From the beginning to the end, it can be vaguely seen that Tang Siqi and the woman's eyebrows are becoming more and more similar. It turns out that they have been together for so many years.
It is said that after two people have been together for a long time, they will really look more and more like each other...
However, no matter how she looked at it, she and they had no imagination at all. Ning Jing even felt that those photos were emitting a dazzling light, and in contrast to that aperture, she was so insignificant that she was not qualified to stand beside them.
This is the gap between them. The woman is as high as a fairy in the sky, so Ning Jing can't even look directly at her.
Ning Jing turned her head quickly. The posture looked so awkward and weird, as if she was running away from something dangerous. She bit her lip, fearing that she would collapse if she continued to look at it.
The wooden shelf that was originally behind her was now exposed in front of her, close to the tip of Ning Jing's nose, not far from Ning Jing's hand. There were two peach hearts engraved on the shelf, with red printed on them.
fingerprint.
"Yaxi & Inotouzaki^-^"
The playful words were like sharp swords, piercing Ning Jing's heart.
This was the difference between her and that woman. She had never called Tang Siqi so affectionately, and Tang Siqi had no intention of getting close to her.
Because he has given all his good things to her alone. There is only so much love and passion in this life. In front of Ning Jing, all Tang Siqi's blood has dried up.
With a click, the fragmentation deepened a lot.
Two voices in Ning Jing's head kept arguing. One told her not to look any further and not to push herself into the abyss with her own hands. Even though she had seen so much, she still had to stick to her previous choice; the other told her to look
Only after seeing clearly can you understand your own humbleness, and then you can straighten your back and leave without looking back.
But unknowingly, he and Tang Siqi had gotten too close, and something was pulling them together, like two hedgehogs tied together with wires, either cutting off their tails to survive, or torturing each other...
…
Ning Jing still couldn't control her eyes and looked along the rows on the shelves.
Only one of their couple rings is left, which is left in a small glass box, just like the crystal coffin and Snow White in the crystal coffin. There is also engraving on the inside of the ring, and the word "forever" can be vaguely recognized.
On the shelf below is a pair of hand-woven red ropes. Because they have been worn for so many years, they have been tainted with the owner's aura. Just look at the red ropes and see the two hands tied with the red ropes tightly held together.
appeared in front of Ning Jing's eyes.
The entire row of shelves was filled with writings about Tang Siqi and her past.
Those things Tang Siqi never gave him the past.
At the end of this "visit", Ning Jing felt that her heart was like a crystal ball that had fallen to the ground, already torn apart.
Tang Yunming's fingertips climbed up to Ning Jing's face, which was already stained with tears.
"Now, do you understand?" Tang Yunming said softly, as if he was afraid that the louder voice would scare the fragile and trembling Ning Jing at this moment, "There is a person living in his heart, and he can't drive him out or take him away, even if
If someone knocks on the door, he won't open it to anyone! No matter you or me, even his relatives can't change Cai Yaxi's position in his heart after so many years. Do you think you can?"
Without thinking, Ning Jing raised her hand and slapped Tang Yunming hard on the face. Ning Jing suddenly felt a burning pain in her palm. She clenched her fists and her nails were deeply embedded in her flesh. It seemed that only
This pain can make her wake up.
"Tang Yunming," Ning Jing's voice trembled, as if every word was squeezed out from between her teeth, "You are despicable! You brought me to see these things just to make me give up, right? What do you think?
Only when I feel uncomfortable can you be happy, right?"
Tang Yunming stroked Ning Jing's shoulders with both hands, "I never wanted to make you uncomfortable. Believe me, I did this today just to prevent you from making it more uncomfortable in the future! You have to know that Cai Yaxi is a brand that has been engraved in his heart.
You can never wash away the uneven scars, even if you cut out the flesh and chop the bones, they will leave uneven scars. These are what you will face sooner or later! You can pretend to turn a blind eye today, but what about tomorrow? What about in the future? You will always face it.
Are you deceiving yourself by turning a blind eye?"
Ning Jing sniffed, "That's all my own business, I don't need you to interfere! If I want to know, I will naturally find a way to get to the bottom of it. If I don't want to know, I will turn a blind eye even if you bring it to me!"
"Are you lying to me or yourself?" Tang Yunming pulled Ning Jing and dragged her to the mirror on the side, pointing at the Ning Jing in the mirror who was crying and her eyes were stained, "Look, you can't even
You can’t even deceive yourself and others! Do you want to spend your next life crying like this?”
"Yes!" Ning Jing nodded vigorously, and she couldn't tell whether she was angry with Tang Yunming or herself, "Even so, this is what I chose and what I want!"
"You still refuse to let go like this? You clearly know that he doesn't love you!"
Ning Jing sneered, "I don't know if you have ever heard of the saying, people love because they are loved, and gods love because they love."
"Do you think you can be like a god?"
"No, I didn't say that. I just felt that there was a missing sentence at the end. Because you are not loved but you are still willing to love, that is everyone's youth. Tang Siqi and I, just like you and me, are persuading
Before I did it myself, have you ever thought about how to persuade yourself? Is this your last resort? I am so disappointed!"
Tang Yunming's eyes were bloodshot, "In other words, you have made your decision. No matter how he treats you, are you willing to continue to love him like this?"
"right!"
"No regrets?"
"That's right!"
Ning Jing's determination left Tang Yunming speechless. He shook his head and laughed at himself, "Well, I wish you happiness."
Tang Yunming's figure staggered out and Ning Jing fell to the ground.