Ning Jing spoke passionately and heartlessly, but those words seemed to hurt her heart, making it hard for her to breathe. Ning Jing bit her lips and let tears flow on her cheeks.
Tang Siqi didn't know what to say. Yes, he was wrong. What Ning Jing said was correct, because all the problems were caused by him, Tang Siqi. He was the one who took action in excitement.
Ning Xiaobao is not qualified to ask for forgiveness from others.
However, this sentence was forced by Tang Yunming to say it. Tang Siqi still felt uncomfortable. He looked at Tang Yunming bitterly, "Are you happy now? Everything you want to see comes true.
Already?"
Tang Yunming still had a look of astonishment on his face. Originally, he even thought that nothing would shock him so much, but now it seems that he still thought of things too simply. Tang Siqi really always has
How to do something unexpected for him.
Looking at the man in front of him, he looked like a mad dog now. Tang Yunming had no way to connect him with the brother who protected him before.
When did this man become like this? How could he attack a child who was his own flesh and blood?
After being silent for a long time, Tang Yunming smiled bitterly and said, "I never thought about what I was going to do. It's because you thought too much."
As soon as Tang Yunming finished speaking, Tang Siqi grabbed his neck and pushed him down on the table, "Tang Yunming! Don't push me too much! If you don't even care about the last bit of blood and family ties, then don't blame me.
…”
Tang Siqi's expression of hatred did not deter Tang Yunming, but instead angered him! Tang Yunming threw off the glasses on his face and punched Tang Siqi in the face.
Ever since the two of them grew up, they rarely touched each other. The emotionally hurtful fights could no longer be explained by the behavior of children, especially as the relationship between the two gradually became more and more awkward.
, Tang Yunming once thought about letting Tang Siqi gradually return to his previous appearance, at least hoping that he would not be in such pain as he is now, but he had to admit that that was simply impossible.
Tang Siqi has changed, and will never change back.
"Can't you wake up now? How long are you going to give up on yourself like this? How can I tell you that these things have nothing to do with me, they are all your own fault!" Tang Yunming pointed at Ning Jing, "You and
I don’t want to pursue her past affairs! Since you can pretend that nothing happened, why can’t you keep pretending like that! Do you think this is fair to me? Think about it for yourself. If it weren’t for you, I would
It can give Ning Jing a good future! It’s just that you keep appearing and disappearing, making Ning Jing and I suffer extremely painfully from your torture. Only you enjoy the joy of fooling others, watching with cold eyes like an outsider! But
What did I say? Did I point at your nose and yell at you like you did? I thought you were Ning Jing’s choice, and I thought I should respect such a choice, so I kept silent and let you do what you want.
It’s what I wanted to do, but I didn’t expect you to be like this now, ruining your own happiness with your own hands and refusing to admit it!”
In one breath, Tang Yunming directed all the anger he had felt for such a long time at Tang Siqi. His words were like sharp knives, making Tang Siqi extremely miserable.
But Tang Siqi suddenly felt strange, why didn't he feel anything when he said this about himself? It seemed that in his impression, he had become the person Tang Yunming said, and there was no reason worthy of his refutation.
Everything is like what Tang Yunming said, he destroyed himself with his own hands.
"You just heard it, right? She asked you to stay away. I'm begging you, can you obey her?"
Tang Yunming said softly. Until the end, all he could do was to comply with Ning Jing's ideas and not want this woman to suffer any further harm, even if all the decisions she made had nothing to do with him.
Tang Siqi seemed to have not heard Tang Yunming's words, and slowly turned his head to look at Ning Jing, "I want to talk to you."
Ning Jing bit her lip and lowered her head, "I'm sorry, I have nothing to talk to you."
"I……"
Tang Siqi had countless words he wanted to say to Ning Jing, but she could easily put him thousands of miles away, and Tang Yunming was caught in the middle, making it impossible for Tang Siqi to say what he was really thinking. He pondered.
After a long while, "Just a few words to explain things clearly between us!"
"I told you I didn't want to say it!"
Ning Jing roared, Tang Siqi frowned and grabbed Ning Jing's wrist.
"What are you going to do? Let me go!" Ning Jing pushed Tang Siqi, trying to break free from his hand, but Tang Siqi's hands were like iron pliers. She didn't know where he got so much strength from.
Ning Jing couldn't get away at all.
Seeing the two people arguing, Tang Yunming rushed forward without thinking and tried to pull Ning Jing away, but Tang Siqi kicked him aside. Without saying a word, he grabbed Ning Jing's hand, and everyone in the company
With everyone watching, the employees carried Ning Jing out.
Such humiliation made Ning Jing feel aggrieved and angry, but she could not break free until Tang Siqi took her back to their new house.
Ning Jing shook her head and looked at Tang Siqi coldly, "What on earth do you want to do? There is nothing to say between you and me!"
Sitting on the sofa, the dim light made Tang Siqi's face look extremely unreal, but at least the expression was much softer. After a long silence, Tang Siqi spoke softly.
"sorry."
Tang Siqi's words were very calm, and he seemed so lonely, and he spoke to Ning Jing in a low voice.
Ning Jing couldn't believe that the person in front of her was Tang Siqi, who was apologizing to her. In her impression, Tang Siqi was the type who would never apologize to others. His personality was so elusive, and he was often confused.
A person can remain stubborn like a lion and never look back, and then he will say gentle words that are unbelievable.
But, it all came too late.
A few days ago, Ning Jing would have been unable to help but forgive Tang Siqi, but now that she heard such words, Ning Jing's reaction was only numbness, and she couldn't even find an excuse worthy of forgiving Tang Siqi.
"It's too late to say this," Ning Jing turned her head away, refusing to even look at Tang Siqi, "The relationship between you and me has ended long ago. Ha, or in other words, the relationship between us has never begun at all.
!”
"You hate me so much?"
"You think too much. I don't hate you, I'm just desperate. Don't think I'm heartless, Tang Siqi. I can't look at the relationship between the two of us with other ideas! You've always been like that
You are arrogant and self-righteous, thinking that no matter what you do, you will be forgiven, but you are wrong, there is a limit to people's patience, at least I can't endure it again and again!"
Although Tang Siqi was already prepared, it was still hard for him to accept that the offer he had finally made up his mind to say was denied so firmly.
Yes, Ning Jing is right. She has always been so aloof, and the kind of life she has grown up in, surrounded by a halo, is something Ning Jing and the others cannot understand.
Tang Siqi felt that he was just so awkward. He was always the most confident one, but he was always the one with the lowest self-esteem. In the eyes of others, he had an enviable family environment since he was a child, and he also had a superior position.
The conditions are so dazzling no matter from which angle you look at them, and there is nothing worth complaining about in life. But that is only the view in other people's eyes. Only Tang Siqi himself knows how painful his life is. The distortions and defects of his family make him
Unable to breathe, he didn't even dare to mention his childhood to anyone, except Cai Yaxi, who would never leave him.
But, even that person left.
Tang Siqi knew that God was fair to everyone, which meant that even though he seemed to be living such a glorious life, he must be inferior to others in some aspects, but this also required paying a price. For example, he had to accept
God's ruthless plundering of him happened to take away the things he cared about most, leaving only the vanity he didn't desire.
He even thought about using everything he had in exchange for the lives of Abiabi and Cai Yaxi, but it was a pity that God never allowed him to do so.
Life is so ironic and ridiculous, Tang Siqi knows that he has no choice.
"Actually," Tang Siqi sniffed. The alcohol seemed to have subsided, but his head was in chaos. He felt like he had fallen into a bottomless abyss and didn't even have the strength to get up. "I didn't
You think so great, I just..."
Tang Siqi smiled bitterly. He had always pretended that he was very happy and wanted nothing more from life, but now it seemed that it was just his disguise. He had worn the mask for too long and couldn't even take it off.
I have long forgotten how to beg for mercy.
Ning Jing closed her eyes and listened quietly to Tang Siqi's words. She breathed calmly. Only she knew that no matter what Tang Siqi said now, it would no longer be able to move her heart.
"I don't know what to say to you," Tang Siqi swallowed. He couldn't talk about the time he had with Cai Yaxi, nor could he talk about his painful past. "There was a time when I really had no idea about life.
I lost hope and lived like this for many years until you appeared... Ning Jing, I really want you to stay by my side like this, so I beg you..."
Before Tang Siqi could finish speaking, Ning Jing had already stood up suddenly. She stood up a little too fiercely and she couldn't help but shake. Tang Siqi stretched out his hand to grab her, but was pushed aside by Ning Jing.
Ning Jing didn't want to listen and didn't dare to listen anymore. She was afraid that Tang Siqi's words would shake her.
Ning Jing knew that sometimes she was too extreme and could only give up on things she couldn't control. Although she knew that her self-destructive behavior was too cowardly and cowardly, she couldn't control it.
"Okay!" Ning Jing took a deep breath, "Tang Siqi, I'm sorry."
After saying that, Ning Jing turned around to leave, but Tang Siqi hugged her tightly from behind, "I can only say I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Ning Jing, I can't let you go!"