Tang Siqi's hug was so powerful that it almost suffocated Ning Jing, but only this feeling could make her appreciate the gentle and broad chest, making her feel that she was surrounded and protected by others.
This was probably the hug that she had dreamed of before. Ning Jing felt that she had been hoping for so long, and it finally came, but...it seemed like it was too late.
Ning Jing stretched out her hand and pried off Tang Siqi's fingers one by one, "There is no future between us. Tang Siqi, the person you want in your heart is not me at all!"
When she said this, although Ning Jing restrained herself for a long time, she still couldn't control her tears from flowing down.
Tang Siqi could understand the meaning of Ning Jing's words, although he could not understand the despair in Ning Jing's heart at all - everyone has an enemy that cannot be defeated, even the most powerful person in the world, and Ning Jing's opponent
, there is no doubt that it is Cai Yaxi. Her position in Tang Siqi's heart cannot be replaced by anyone, and even Tang Siqi can notice it.
"Can you give me some time..."
"I've given you enough."
Ning Jing's words were so decisive that Tang Siqi didn't know how he could continue. He pulled Ning Jing, who was about to break free, back into his arms, "How long do you want me to say, I don't want to
Do you understand that I want you to go? No matter what happens, don’t leave me, I beg you!”
Now, face is worthless to Tang Siqi. As long as Ning Jing does not leave his side, he would rather have nothing. After Cai Yaxi left, he waited for so long before finally waiting for a woman who made him feel that his life was full of meaning.
He doesn't know if he lets go of Ning Jing this time, when will he meet another woman that makes his heart beat next time.
Ning Jing's tears were very cold, falling drop by drop on the back of Tang Siqi's hand, "I have made a decision, don't say any more."
"no!"
Tang Siqi roared hysterically, and turned Ning Jing around to look at him, "See it clearly for yourself! If you have no feelings for me, why are you still crying! Are you going to deceive yourself and others until you die?
Ning Jing, I know I have done wrong before, but can't you give me a chance to change my ways? Can't you live without leaving me? "
Not leaving him? Ning Jing sneered in her heart. She couldn't think clearly about which option would make her live better, leaving Tang Siqi or not leaving him. She just didn't want to be in such pain because of Tang Siqi anymore.
Let him control your life, and don't want to look like a clown anymore.
The night before she married Tang Siqi, Ning Jing thought that she was about to become the happiest person in the world. She imagined too much about her future with Tang Siqi, and even thought about the life they would live together.
Every day, every fragment. But all the sweet dreams were shattered by Tang Siqi, and she no longer had the strength to put them back together again.
Now that she had determined that this man could not fall in love with her, Ning Jing could not let herself jump into the fire pit like a fool. She finally smiled bitterly and shook her head, "I have finished what I said. Tang Siqi, change back to your previous self."
Bar?"
What was Tang Siqi like before? He couldn't remember.
"Do you think I don't want to? Do you think I want to torture you and me like this, making both of us miserable? That's bullshit!" Tang Siqi roared like a lion, "Do you know that I have already
I'm going crazy for you! I can't change back unless I stop..."
Unless he no longer loves Ning Jing, Tang Siqi found it difficult to say this, although he didn't know why.
The wall clock made a ticking sound at this time. Everyone's life continues like a clock. Maybe they are doing nothing or accomplishing nothing, but time never stops for anyone.
Just like this time, in fact, apart from time, what everyone cannot control is also their own feelings. If they can be controlled by their own thoughts, then feelings can no longer be called feelings.
"But I can't do it. I can be with you as if nothing has happened. How can I do that?" Ning Jing's tears kept falling, "Whether it's you or me
, or Ning Xiaobao, how about we stop tormenting each other?"
"I said I would change it in the future!"
"I do not need it anymore!"
Ning Jing sobbed in great pain, but still refused to take a step closer to Tang Siqi. She let her tears wet her face, but she also refused to believe this man's words.
Tang Siqi's eyes widened. If you look closely, you can see the red bloodshot eyes in his eyes. He pinched Ning Jing's wrist and said, "Give me some time, even if it's only a week! I will let you
You see my change, I swear I will treat you and Ning Xiaobao well in the future, I swear to God, I only ask you to believe me just this once..."
"We don't want to see each other again."
Ning Jing's words calmed down Tang Siqi. He sat weakly on the sofa, breathing heavily, as if the air was so thin, and he was about to suffocate. Tang Siqi felt that he had entered a world without
Ning Jing's space, in this space, he truly understood what life was worse than death.
Hearing that Tang Siqi gradually calmed down, Ning Jing didn't say anything more. She grabbed her backpack and walked gently towards the door. Her body was so heavy and her steps were so weak. It seemed that every time she walked
Every step she took stepped on the sharp knife, which made her unable to breathe in pain.
Today, after walking out of this door, Ning Jing knew that she would never come back. She even wanted to prepare her bags as quickly as possible and take Ning Xiaobao away from this place where they had no nostalgia at all.
However, just when Ning Jing's hand fell on the doorknob, Tang Siqi suddenly rushed up. He hugged Ning Jing from behind and pulled her into his arms.
"I'm sorry! I still can't let you go!"
Tang Siqi picked Ning Jing up and carried her all the way up to the bedroom on the second floor, regardless of her struggle and beating in his arms.
The bedroom was still filled with the strange smell of burned photos. Tang Siqi threw Ning Jing on the bed and slammed the door before she rushed over.
Ning Jing kept banging on the bedroom door, as if it was knocking on Tang Siqi's heart. He wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and smiled bitterly, "Even in this way, I can't let you leave my side."
.”
"Tang Siqi, you bastard! You are so shameless! Let me out!"
"I'm sorry," Tang Siqi's voice was very low and almost inaudible. Even he himself didn't know whether he was speaking to Ning Jing or to himself. "I know that my method may be too harsh."
Ridiculous, but you don’t know how important it is to me to have you stay by my side. I just want to see you and see you by my side every day. I don’t know what I can do in the future without you.
Yes, I've had enough of the kind of life I had before. I can't imagine you appearing next to another man in the future. Just thinking about it makes me extremely painful. In fact, the real Tang Siqi is not what you imagine at all.
He is so great, and I really want to have someone by my side..."
There was only the sound of Ning Jing cursing in the room, but for Tang Siqi, it was no longer important whether she heard these words. At least Tang Siqi had passed his level now, at least now he had the courage to do so.
Say what you really want to say.
Tang Siqi took a deep breath, feeling more relaxed and comfortable than ever before. Finally, he no longer had to put on airs and pretend to be superior.
Ning Jing's curses gradually calmed down. Tang Siqi sat in the living room on the second floor and dialed Yagyu Sheng's phone. Recently, Yagyu Sheng had been very depressed at home. When he heard that Tang Siqi wanted him to go over, he hung up happily.
After picking up the phone, he arrived at Tang Siqi's door in a short while.
"Aqi, Aqi, is this the house you and Ning Jing live in?" Liu Sheng looked at everything around him curiously and pouted, "The place you live in is so beautiful, much better than the place where Aguai and I live!"
Tang Siqi smiled bitterly, not in the mood to tease Yagyu.
"Aqi, Aqi, where is Ning Jing? I miss her so much. I haven't seen her for a long time! And where is that kid? He even snatched a bag of candy from me last time!"
"Yagyu, I called you here today because I want you to do me a favor."
Yagyu's eyes widened. This was the first time he heard such polite and humble words from Tang Siqi. He couldn't help but be a little wary, "What to do?"
"Ning Jing is upstairs now. How about you help me take care of her here?"
Taking care of people is still too unfamiliar to Yagyu, and he pouted, "Why do you need me to take care of her? Doesn't she have the hands and feet to cook and it's so delicious? Doesn't she need someone else to take care of her?"
"Anyway..." Tang Siqi murmured in a low voice, "As long as you are here, don't let her leave. Remember, no matter what she says, whether she cries or makes a fuss, don't let her leave this room.
"
Liu Sheng squinted his eyes and looked at Tang Siqi in confusion, "Why is Ning Jing crying? Is it because she doesn't want to stay here?"
Tang Siqi sighed softly and didn't know how to explain it to Yagyu Sheng, "Anyway, I'm begging you, don't let her go. If she goes, I will die!"
"you……"
Liu Sheng still couldn't understand what Tang Siqi said, but the gloomy expression on his face made Liu Sheng nervous, "A Qi, are you sick? You look so ugly. Do you want me to accompany you to the doctor?"
"No, I have other things to do. Just ask you to help me keep an eye on Ning Jing here! Don't forget what I said."
"I...get it! No matter what happens, I will never let Ning Jing leave here."
"Even if she is going to die, let her die here. I will put a coffin for her."