Sitting by the window, Ning Jing was in a state of confusion.
Didn't what she wanted finally come? Didn't she just want Tang Siqi to care about her and treat her as an important person? Now that she had gotten everything she wanted, Ning Jing felt that her heart was in turmoil.
Once upon a time, Ning Jing really hoped that Tang Siqi could tell her how much he needed her. Ning Jing finally waited, but why did everything change?
Ning Jing couldn't figure out whether she had changed or Tang Siqi had changed.
Ning Jing has had enough of this kind of torture.
People are such a strange thing. To put it harshly, they are indeed very cheap. They don’t cherish what they get, and when they don’t get it, they desperately want it. Whether it’s Ning Jing or Tang Siqi, they all
in this way.
Tang Siqi was always so elusive, dragging himself into hell when he was flying into the clouds, or jumping out again when he was already desperate, holding full hope in front of him.
Ning Jing just wants to know when this kind of life will come to an end, when will she end this torture, even if she cuts off all connections between herself and Tang Siqi, as long as the pain comes faster and not so tortured
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The faint smell of perfume in this room made Ning Jing a little intoxicated, as if she was about to fall asleep accidentally. The bed looked very soft and comfortable, and now Ning Jing felt very tired...
She was lying on the bed and suddenly felt like laughing - this was obviously her wedding room, the love nest where she and Tang Siqi should share their sweet love, but now, it was regarded as a place where she was imprisoned.
Ning Jing fell into a deep sleep and didn't even hear the noise downstairs.
As soon as Tang Siqi left, Yagyu Sheng came to the bedroom on the second floor. The child still didn't understand what happened. Ning Jing was still the same Ning Jing as before, and Tang Siqi was just the same Tang Siqi. What happened?
Liu Sheng, who didn't even know it, walked briskly to the door and shouted, "Ning Jing! I'm here! Liu Sheng is here to find you!"
Liu Sheng shouted all the way from downstairs to upstairs, but did not receive any answer. This made Liu Sheng curl his lips in dissatisfaction. He stood at the door of the second floor and opened the door without saying a word, "Ning Jing!
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Ning Jing rubbed her eyes. She couldn't even tell whether she was asleep or awake. She looked at Yagyu outside the door and rubbed her hair, "Yagyu?"
"Yes!" Yagyu jumped up and down the bed like a monkey, "You haven't seen me for a long time. Do you miss me? I look like you, Ning Jing!"
She was indeed awake, and the person in front of her was indeed the familiar Yagyu Sheng, but Ning Jing felt so weak that she didn't even have the strength to get up.
"Yagyu, where is Azaki?"
Yagyu curled his lips, "I just left! I haven't seen Azaki for a long time, but he left without saying a word, and he didn't even say a word to me properly!"
Ning Jing propped herself up and leaned against the bed. If she moved even a little, her head would hurt as if it was about to fall off her neck. "What did he tell you?"
"This..." Liu Sheng was about to say, but suddenly remembered that Tang Siqi had told him not to come to Ning Jing, and he hesitated for a long time.
Without even thinking about it, Ning Jing knew what Tang Siqi would give Liu Sheng. She smiled softly, "Did he tell you that he wouldn't let you tell me? Liu Sheng, you never lie!"
"Who said I can't lie!" Yagyu didn't know that lying was an unpleasant skill, "I'm also very good at lying!"
Ning Jing waved to Liu Sheng and pulled him to her side, "Yu Sheng, tell me, why did Tang Siqi ask you to come here?"
Yagyu scratched his hair, "He just asked me to come over and ask for my help if he had something to do!"
Asking for help? It's rare that Tang Siqi would say such a thing. Ning Jing couldn't help but feel funny. When did Tang Siqi become so good at talking!
"Apart from this? Did you say anything else? For example, you wouldn't let me leave or something?"
Liu Sheng lowered his head and refused to speak. She didn't know what was thinking in his head, but judging from his expression, Ning Jing could guess what Liu Sheng was struggling with. Liu Sheng was indeed a child who couldn't lie.
For him, there is no need to lie about anything. There is no serious issue anyway, so lying is such a boring thing.
Because of this, Ning Jing can guess the answer from just one expression.
It seems that Tang Siqi did ask Yagyu to come over and look at him.
Ning Jing had been saved by Yagyu several times. It is said that it was the first time Yagyu saved someone. To Tang Siqi, Yagyu was like a sharp knife, presumably used to kill people.
To silence someone, you can use a knife to save someone. Tang Siqi really spent all his money.
This is like Tang Siqi's own transformation.
But what now? Tang Siqi pointed the knife at Ning Jing again...
Ning Jing bit her lip and slowly turned her head to look out the window.
"Ning Jing..." Seeing that Ning Jing was not in a good mood, Liu Sheng became timid and leaned against Ning Jing obediently, "Are you unhappy?"
Liu Sheng's voice was very soft. It was probably the first time that he had spoken so gently. However, Ning Jing seemed not to have heard Liu Sheng's words and looked out the window stupidly like a sculpture.
"Ning Jing...if you are unhappy, you can tell me! Who bullied you? Can I help you teach him a lesson?"
Ning Jing still didn't respond. Her mind was blank and nothing could move her.
"Ning Jing..." By this time, Liu Sheng was already crying, "Did I make you angry? I'm sorry, Ning Jing, please don't talk to me, okay?"
Liu Sheng was a little excited. He held Ning Jing's shoulders and shook her. Only then did Ning Jing react slightly. She looked at Liu Sheng with a sad smile, her hand gently caressing Liu Sheng's cheek.
Seventeen or eighteen years old, what a wonderful age. How great would it be if I could go back to that age? If I could go back, Tang Siqi and Tang Yunming would have nothing to do with me! If I could go back, I wouldn’t have to
After enduring the current pain, no matter whether she could live a better life if she had to do it over again, even if she was hungry or cold, as long as she was not around them, Ning Jing would feel satisfied.
"Ning Jing," Liu Sheng pulled a tissue and awkwardly wiped Ning Jing's tears. Looking at him, he looked like he was about to cry in a hurry, "What's wrong with you? Why are you crying! Which bastard offended you!"
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Ning Jing felt that she couldn't answer this question. Could it be that she was asked to say that Tang Siqi bullied her? Ha, how could Yagyu believe that his precious Aqi would bully others? Ning Jing felt that the great thing about Tang Siqi was
He has appeal and cohesion that no one else can match. In Yagyu's eyes, he is like a superior god. Everything in the world can be explained in the most appropriate way by one sentence from Tang Sizaki. Just as Tang Sizaki said
The sky is black, and Yagyu’s sky is black.
However, the funny thing is that Tang Siqi's super power can only work on others. Even strangers can't help but be impressed by his aura, but he can't deal with the people around him. He doesn't know what to do with it.
Call it pitiful or sad.
Ning Jing even thought that if Tang Siqi could, she would also want to become one of his believers! At least she would not have to endure this fate of being unwilling to surrender but unable to escape.
Liu Sheng kept asking anxiously in his ear, and Ning Jing gritted her teeth, "I'm just... a little tired. You know, I... miss Ning Xiaobao!"
Although it was just a perfunctory answer from Liu Sheng, Ning Jing's tears started to flow even more fiercely as soon as she said this.
Ning Jing doesn't know what's going on with Ning Xiaobao now, or what he's thinking now. Ning Jing only knows that even for Ning Xiaobao, she can't be with Tang Siqi anymore, and she can't let Tang Siqi just
This has harmed Ning Xiaobao for the rest of his life. He didn’t want him to grow up in such a deformed family! From the moment Ning Xiaobao was born, he lacked many things that other normal children should have. This was unfair enough. Ning Jing asked herself
As Ning Xiaobao's mother, can she let him be wronged again?
No, the answer was simple and firm, she couldn't do that and couldn't do it.
How many days has it been since I saw Ning Xiaobao? Since meeting Tang Siqi, many things have happened in Ning Jing's life that were absolutely impossible before. It was him who disrupted her life.
Seeing Ning Jing's painful look, Liu Changchang sighed, "Hey, although that kid is quite annoying, he is indeed quite cute. I miss him too!"
Ning Jing smiled and looked at the silly Yagyu. Yagyu didn't know what the concept of mother was. He only knew that there was a man named Tang Siqi in his world. That man was his life, everything, and his god. So,
Liu Sheng couldn't understand the longing between him and Ning Xiaobao.
Hearing that Ning Jing beside him fell silent again, Liu Sheng patted Ning Jing on the shoulder, "Don't think about it, that kid is so smart, he will definitely be able to take good care of himself."
"Me," Ning Jing covered her chest, her tears falling like broken beads, "I'm worried about him to death now. I don't think you can understand. Without him, I would
I don’t want to live anymore.”
Upon hearing this, Yagyu frowned, "Who said I don't understand! Isn't it just like Azaki!"
Ning Jing smiled bitterly, "Like him?"
"Yes!" Liu Sheng looked at Ning Jing seriously, "Aqi said it. He said he didn't want to live without you, so he asked me to take good care of you here!"
"Yagyu, who would you choose between Asaki and me?"
Liu Sheng looked at Ning Jing confused, "Who should I choose? Why should I choose?"
"What if someone between A Qi and I will die?" Ning Jing slowly closed her eyes and whispered in a sleepy voice, "Didn't he say that he would die if I left? But now the problem is
If I don't leave here, I will die too, who are you afraid of dying?"
"I don't want to hear this question."
Ning Jing bit her lip, "If you don't answer, I will die soon?"
When Liu Sheng heard this, he couldn't help but exit the room, "Ning Jing will not die! I can't let Ning Jing go out, I'm sorry!"
Looking at Liu Sheng's leaving figure, Ning Jing sighed softly.